Chapter 176: Life

Xiao Dong didn't know when Qin Lie came back that night, she had been frightened at first, and she had to comfort her son, but then she fell asleep at some point, and this sleep was very deep, and she didn't wake up once at night-

You know, she usually wakes up once or twice at night.

Xiaodong took care of Ah Da by himself, and did not hand him over to the nurse.

This is not to say that she doesn't trust the nurse found by King An, she herself trusts the Hu family very much, and treats her almost like a mother. But what else is she doing if she doesn't take care of her son?

In modern parlance, she's a full-time housewife.

Take care of housework, husband and children.

Since you don't have to be busy outside the home like a working woman, you are tired at home, you only cultivate this acre and three points of land, and you have to hand over the child to the nurse to take care of, which is really a bit unreasonable.

Besides, Xiaodong is not reluctant.

She herself was raised in Hu's care – but for a reason.

My mother died early.

Ah Da is also very sticky to her, she is also called when she is hungry, she is also called when she is sleepy, and she wakes up from a dream to pee or call her mother.

Since having a child, Xiao Dong has fewer and fewer days to think about his previous life.

First, because they are busy, people who have never raised a child really can't imagine that raising a child will have so many more things.

The second is because of ...... In a certain corner of my heart, I finally accepted my fate.

Surrender to fate, to this era, to this child who is connected to his blood.

She finally regarded herself as a person of this era.

She is a daughter, a wife, and more importantly, a mother.

She is no longer a guest of this era, a bystander on the sidelines.

Actually, it's not anymore.

But I haven't been able to really accept this in my heart.

After all, she came from a more advanced, developed, more civilized, and more liberal place.

And here...... Although life is superior, it is both rich and expensive.

But there wasn't everything she was used to and loved here.

In her dreams, she often travels back in time.

When I dream about it, I am often at a loss, and sometimes even frightened.

This situation is intermittent, when it is serious, and then it is much less and less. After giving birth to a son, it slowly became extinct.

Sometimes she even thinks that her past life was just a dream.

When Xiaodong woke up, the sky was already bright. Hu came to serve her freshening up.

Overnight, the weather seemed to be back to the middle of winter, although Xiaodong did not go out, but I heard from other people in the house that the streets were already full of slaughter, many shops were not open, vendors did not do business, the road was as clean as if it was swept by the wind, and pedestrians, cars and horses did not know where to go.

The people who live in the capital, even if they are just small people in the market, have a far more sensitive political sense than people in other places, and they may not know the death of the three princes, but they at least know that something is wrong and know how to hide at home. Who knows what you're going to run into when you go out?

At this time, Shen Fang actually came to the door.

Xiao Dong was very surprised.

Are there still guests at this time?

But when this time comes, there must be something important.

Shen Fang's eyes were red, and she didn't apply fat powder, looking like she hadn't slept all night.

"Sister Fang? What's wrong with you? ”

When people have grievances and pressures, they may be able to endure it alone, but if others come to care and ask, their emotions will usually burst.

"I ......" Before Shen Fang could speak, tears flowed: "Bao'er's father...... Didn't come back last night......"

Xiao Dong's heart sank: "Brother-in-law, he ...... Didn't you go to the Yamen? ”

"No, they all gave a compensatory day off a few days ago, because they were busy during the Chinese New Year, and they didn't have to take a day off...... A friend said that he would go hunting with the third prince and invited him to go, but he didn't save face, so he went to relax. I said I should have come back yesterday, but I didn't come back, so I asked him to go to his friend to inquire, but there was no news, and the situation was still very wrong. Today...... Looking at Kyori like this today, I really can't sit still at home. ”

On the side, Bao'er was already a half-sensible little girl, and pulled Shen Fang's sleeve and said, "Mother, don't cry." ”

Xiao Dong understood Shen Fang's mood.

Although Meng Hui has such and such problems, he is not a good husband, nor is he a good father, but most men in this era are like this, he still takes care of his family very much, and his salary and other income are also handed over to his wife. He won't make his daughter happy and buy her this and that...... But that's how much people do.

This man isn't very good, but it's not bad.

He is the backbone of Shen Fang and the pillar of this small family.

If he falls, Shen Fang ...... There is basically no happiness in the second half of my life.

Why did you just go......

Xiao Dong hesitated, but decided to tell the truth. Even if she doesn't say this news, it will inevitably be known to everyone later.

Moreover, Shen Fang has lived in the palace for a long time, serving as an attendant to the princess, she understands the court, has seen the cruelty of the power struggle, unlike other women, she can understand.

"The third prince died unexpectedly in the hunting ground."

Xiao Dong only said this sentence.

Shen Fang's face turned pale, and he was stunned for a long time before he asked in a low voice: "Then ......"

"There's no other news, now we have to wait."

Xiao Dong didn't guess wrong, after Shen Fang heard the exact news, she calmed down, wiped her face, picked up her daughter and fed her tea, and asked her if she was hungry.

"Sister Xiaojuan gave me sesame cake in the morning."

The child touched in his arms, and actually found half of the cake that had been flattened.

"Mother, eat ......"

Shen Fang touched her daughter's head: "Mother is not hungry." ”

Xiao Dong knew that she must not have eaten, at least she didn't have the heart to eat well. I didn't eat in the morning, so I ordered someone to clean up a few simple things to eat. Ah Da was picked up from behind by Hu, this child has never been afraid of life, looked at Bao'er curiously, and went up to take her hand.

Xiao Dong said softly: "This is Sister Bao'er, don't you remember?" ”

Ah Da Gan simply shouted: "Sister." ”

Bao'er was preoccupied, but she still smiled at him, looking very shy.

Ah Da was very bold and took out his newly favorite colored beads to share with Bao'er. When the food was put on the table, Xiao Dong and Shen Fang didn't have much appetite, but they were both very active in eating.

At this time, you can't mess with yourself. Gather strength for the next thing.

Shen Fang took Bao'er to say goodbye after dinner, and Xiao Dong promised her that if there was news of Meng Hui, she would be notified as soon as possible.

Ah Da was a little reluctant to give up on Bao'er, so that Shen Fang's mother and daughter walked for a long time, and he was still depressed and couldn't keep up.

He has very few playmates.

Xiao Dong thought, after this incident, maybe he should find him a few companions.

Well, that's it.

Maybe every day is our last day on earth, and no one knows what will happen tomorrow.

Even if the sky is going to fall tomorrow, we still have to spend it well today.

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This time, it's really the end of the countdown...... It's true

If I break my promise again, I will weigh 180 pounds.

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