Chapter 015: Pondering
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Chapter 015 Ponder
Some things, in the past, can no longer be pursued and entangled; Some truths are best buried and have nothing to do with current life, so there is no need to get to the bottom of it.
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The moonlight is like water, clear and clear, Li Yongfeng still has his back to Dong Xiaokui, looks at the tree at the head of the bridge, which is said to have a requiem effect, and slowly narrates his past in a very flat voice.
It turns out that his fourth rank is the arrangement of the Li family's generation, to be precise, he is the second oldest in the family, and there is an eldest brother and a younger sister in the family. "My eldest brother has followed my parents since he was born, and so has my younger sister." When Li Yongfeng said this, his tone was very slow, and after he finished speaking, he paused.
Dong Xiaokui listened to it with a cold heart. She doesn't like to hear others tell about the scars in her heart, because if she does, she has to unconsciously bear this sadness for others.
However, she could not make any moves to change the subject. Because she knows very well: tonight, it should be the first time in Li Yongfeng's life to tell others about this hidden injury in her heart.
He said it himself, there are no so-called friends at all in Pingsuri. Those people around him are either interests first, with various purposes, or people from powerful families like themselves, and they will not listen and accommodate too much. He didn't have any suitable opportunities and candidates to tell the scars that had been pressed impenetrable in his heart.
Well, since they are friends, they have to listen this time. So, instead of changing the subject, she asked in a low voice, "Why do you follow Grandma?" β
Li Yongfeng calmly recounted that when he was born, his parents and grandfather were busy with work, and there were some situations in the family. And he was too young, and his parents didn't have time to take care of him, so he threw it to the nanny, but his grandmother thought that the nanny was not good enough to take care of him, and his education would definitely not keep up, so his grandmother, who was going abroad to recuperate, took him abroad. In this way, Li Yongfeng lived abroad with his grandmother for more than ten years, and did not return to China until he was 14 years old.
"At that time, Shu Ning was still young, and her family liked her very much and cared about her, especially her mother." Li Yongfeng said this, paused, and then added: "I like her very much." β
What Dong Xiaokui heard from his words was not whether he liked Shu Ning or not, but a kind of loneliness and sourness. A fourteen-year-old boy who has never had the love of his parents, and when he returns home, his parents give all their love to his younger sister.
Perhaps, he just watched his family treat others well. Dad and grandfather are cultivating the eldest brother who is the heir of the Li family, and mom, brother and others are doting on their younger sister.
At this moment, Dong Xiaokui only thought about it slightly, and her heart wrinkled into a small piece, and she was in pain. In this more than ten years, how did this man live.
Li Yongfeng had already talked about his sister to himself: "Shu Ning is very understanding, very lively, and very kind. Excellent for me. Her family loved her. It's just that this kind of pampering ββ, the end - it hurt her. β
He sighed slightly, then slowly turned around, looked at Dong Xiaokui, and said softly: "If she can withstand a little setback, maybe there won't be that farce, and then it will become a tragedy and give her life." β
When Li Yongfeng said this, his calm and sad words unconsciously added a touch of terrifying cruelty.
Dong Xiaokui heard the ups and downs of his emotions, and immediately stepped forward to comfort him: "It's all over, let's stop thinking about those unhappy things." In the future, just live well and enjoy the joy and happiness that every morning and dusk brings. β
Li Yongfeng paused for a moment, nodded, and then said, "Let's go, I'll send you back." β
The two stopped talking, just walked side by side in the moonlight. Dong Xiaokui still had a lot of questions to ask Li Yongfeng. For example, there used to seem to be rumors that she had something to do with Li Shuning's death.
However, Li Shuning is Li Yongfeng's most beloved sister and the most important person in his life. Therefore, mentioning Li Shuning's death is inevitably tantamount to revealing the wounds in his heart.
She never does anything to expose people's scars. Moreover, since some things have passed, let it pass. If you go to the bottom of it, you may be embarrassed by yourself.
If you can, don't ask again. Dong Xiaokui said to herself in her heart.
The two unconsciously walked to the old street and stood still at the door of their homes. Li Yongfeng waved to her and said, "Rest obediently, the matter of the ancestral house has me." β
Dong Xiaokui nodded and said, "You also have to have a good rest." β
"Yes." Li Yongfeng replied, but did not leave. Dong Xiaokui knocked on the door and saw that he was still standing in the middle of the street, so he said, "Go back and rest, it's almost twelve o'clock." β
"It's okay, I'll watch you go in." Li Yongfeng put his hands in his pockets and stood there, the moonlight falling on him, there was a kind of elegant gorgeousness.
Dong Xiaokui wanted to say something, but they opened, Dong Xiaohuai poked his head out from behind the strip-shaped door panel, smiled, and shouted: "Teacher Li, it's late tonight, I won't leave you as a guest, and in a few days, you will definitely come to the house to sit." My sister is a good cook. β
"Dong Xiaohuai." Dong Xiaokui shouted a little unhappily.
Dong Xiaohuai grinned, continued to take the door panel a few times, and said, "Sister, I'll tell you the truth." β
Dong Xiaokui flashed into the door, and was about to reprimand his younger brother, but he heard Li Yongfeng say outside the door: "Really? Then you must try the dishes made by Xiaokui another day, Xiaokui won't be stingy, right? β
The guy laughed, Dong Xiaokui turned around in the house, and while closing the door of the shop with the door panel, he smiled hypocritically and said, "I can only guarantee that you won't get food poisoning, if you don't mind." β
"Beauty is like a flower, and the poisonous wine brewed is naturally sweet." Li Yongfeng smiled.
It seems that this man is recovering well, Dong Xiaokui looked at him, and said solemnly: "Okay, go back and rest, it's late at night." β
Li Yongfeng probably didn't expect Dong Xiaokui to be so solemn, so he was stunned for a moment, nodded "um", and left.
Dong Xiaokui closed the door of the shop seriously, Dong Xiaohuai was on the side, and said, "Sister, I really didn't expect you and Teacher Li to know each other." β
"Back then, thanks to him, you were able to protect you and not be affected." Dong Xiaokui said, thinking of this, he paused slightly, shook his head again, and thought to himself: It's all in the past, and there is no need to get to the bottom of it.
"Really?" Dong Xiaohuai exclaimed suddenly.
"Be quiet. What's your name for being scratched? Mom is asleep. Dong Xiaokui scolded in a low voice.
Dong Xiaohuai lowered his voice and said, "Sister, why didn't you say it earlier?" I also want to thank Mr. Li for that. β
Dong Xiaokui shook his hand and said unhappily: "You must not mention this matter again." His character is unthankful for his kindness, and he doesn't like others to mention it all the time. β
"But, after allβ"
"He doesn't like it, don't talk about it, just be grateful in your heart." Dong Xiaokui said unhappily.
"Got it." Dong Xiaohuai replied curtly and helped her sister close the shop.
Just when the last shop board was about to be closed, Li Yongfeng suddenly appeared outside the door, and Dong Xiaokui couldn't help but retreat in fright. He shouted, "Little Aoi." β
"Why are you back again?" Dong Xiaokui asked.
He didn't answer, just said: "I will figure out the matter of Chen Jun and Ye San, don't worry." β
Dong Xiaokui was stunned for a moment, then nodded and asked, "You came back to say this?" β
"Hmm. Otherwise, what do you expect me to say to you? Li Yongfeng quipped.
When Dong Xiaohuai heard this, he immediately said, "Sister, you close the door of the shop, and I will go up and sleep first." With that, he ran to the backyard as soon as he smoked it.
Dong Xiaokui didn't pay attention to his younger brother, nor did he pay attention to Li Yongfeng's jokes, but said seriously: "That's it, you just send a text message to say it, and you run around like this again." β
"It's okay, it's close anyway, and the moonlight is fine." Li Yongfeng stood at the door, Dong Xiaokui was very embarrassed, is the door of this shop closed or not? She hugged the door board and looked at Li Yongfeng.
Li Yongfeng was a little confused, so he also looked at Dong Xiaokui for a while, and then suddenly realized, smiled, and said, "I said it earlier, I have something to say directly." Okay, I'm really going back to sleep. β
After he finished speaking, he really left. Dong Xiaokui stood there holding the door strip for a long time, convinced that the man would not come back all at once, so he closed the door of the shop. Back in the backyard, I got hot water in the kitchen, washed up, and tiptoed upstairs.
Dong Xiaohuai was very heartless, he lost his sister to a strange man, and he was able to fall asleep, and the snoring was already coming and going. She gently touched back to the room, and was about to fall asleep, but her mother pushed the door in.
"Mom, you haven't slept yet?" Dong Xiaokui asked.
Mom shook her head and looked at her for a while before asking, "Who was that man just now?" β
"A friend in the capital helped me. I didn't expect it to be in Yunlai Town. Dong Xiaokui replied.
Mom sat on the side and didn't comment on anything, just asked bluntly: "How are you and Jiachuan?" β
Dong Xiaokui was silent for a while before saying, "No, it's just not suitable, so everyone goes their own way." β
Mom frowned, and said unhappily: "At the beginning, I didn't agree with you getting along with Chen Jiachuan." That kid has an indifferent personality, just look at his mother. But you don't like your mother. Later, when you went to school in the capital, I didn't care enough, but I remember I said: For a lifetime, if you are sure of a person, you must go on with this person, and you must have no distractions in order to be happy. If you want to be happy, you must first make the other person happy. If you want the other party to be single-minded, you must be single-minded yourself. You're nowβ"
Dong Xiaokui heard it, and her mother said it, thinking that she was the one who empathized and didn't fall in love. She immediately interrupted her mother's words and said, "Mom, I am just friends with Li Yongfeng, and he helped me when I was in trouble." Nowadays, things are a little difficult in the ancestral house, and I happened to learn that he is here, so I went to ask him for help. As for Chen Jiachuan, it's heβ"
Dong Xiaokui said this, paused, and whispered: "It's him who has a new love." β
The voice was very low, and my mother didn't speak for a while, and then asked, "Then you are honest, you have nothing to do with him, right?" β
"If you don't have the reputation of being the best, how can you do the best thing, women should have self-respect and self-love. Mom's teachings, I haven't forgotten. Dong Xiaokui replied, and her mother breathed a sigh of relief when she heard it, and whispered: "That's good, it's good to see that it's not suitable earlier." β
"Well, Mom, don't worry, I'm shrewd." Dong Xiaokui smiled and hugged her mother's arm to comfort her. Later, the mother and mother talked for a while, and my mother rarely stayed up late, and finally she couldn't hold it anymore and went back to the house to sleep.
After her mother left, Dong Xiaokui fell on her back on the bed and sorted out all the things she encountered today. She thought: Some things can no longer be entangled, and some truths are best buried in the past, and there is no need to dig into the bottom of it.
However, there are some people who always have to be remembered, such as him.
What the hell happened to him. She always felt that Ye San's call had a lot to do with him.
Xu Zhonglin, you can't be fine. I haven't personally handed over the Dragon Flying Tiger Wings to you. Dong Xiaokui muttered to herself, and then felt ridiculous. She has always been a woman with a clear goal, she never drags things off, and once she makes a decision, she will implement it quickly. Her mind is very quiet and she is rarely swayed by certain situations. However, for the first time since meeting Xu Er, she found herself so indecisive and hesitant.
You're good enough to show up coldly and disturb my calm pace. She smiled bitterly, watching the moonlight shine low through the window, falling into the tranquility of the ground, but she was completely sleepy, just lying like that, the more she thought about it, the more scared she became.
Maybeβ
She finally couldn't hold it back, and for the first time in her life, she did something impolite, and called Yuyao at one o'clock in the night. The mobile phone ringtone sang the song "Ask", Chen Shuhua's voice was thinking in the silence, every word was a question. Dong Xiaokui felt even more big, she put the phone close to her ear, expecting Yu Yao to answer the phone.
But after the song was sung twice, the phone stopped.
Dong Xiaokui hesitated for a moment and dialed again, but there was still no result. The phone finally stopped. She sat on the bed, looking at the moonlight outside the gauze tent, only to feel that her heart was hanging in the air, and she was panicking. So, he didn't give up on calling Ye San's phone, but unexpectedly got through. The long tone of the phone sounds like a drum face with the heart in the night, beating hard, making people tremble when they hear it.
This time, the phone only rang three times, and the person over there quickly picked it up and lowered his voice to say "hey". Dong Xiaokui was a little nervous and said, "I'm Dong Xiaokui, I'm looking for Ye Haoming." β
The guy over there cleared his throat and said, "I am." β
"Oh. I want to ask, you said you were going to tell me one thing during the day. Is it Zhonglin-" Dong Xiaokui got straight to the point, her heart was even more flustered, and she didn't dare to ask clearly.
Ye San was a little uncomfortable, his voice was as small as ever, and it seemed to be in an empty place, he said, "You think too much." I just wanted to talk to you about Xia Coco. β
"Xia Keke?" Dong Xiaokui asked rhetorically, but her heart fell to the ground all of a sudden, she breathed a sigh of relief, and added: "Are you serious about her?" β
Ye San said: "It's inconvenient to talk now, I'll tell you another day." β
Dong Xiaokui was stunned, it seemed that Ye San didn't want to talk to her, and said, "Okay, I'll talk about it another day, I'm sorry." β
In fact, another day is just an excuse, and I don't know when it will be changed another day. Dong Xiaokui was very clear, so he said: "I thought it was Zhonglin's business, so I bothered late at night, please understand, I hung up the phone." β
Just about to hang up the phone, Ye San said anxiously: "Dong Xiaokui, you have to go back to the capital quickly." β
How could Ye San have an eager tone? Dong Xiaokui was suspicious, and before he asked, Ye San said, "He'll be back soon." When you're done, come back early. He wasn't easy. β......
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