Chapter Seventy-Six: The Old Hatred of the End of the World

Leaving the venue, Yu Weisheng hurriedly walked into the office, put down the folder, poured a cup of hot water, took out the pills and put them in his mouth, and when he picked up the water and put it to his mouth, he felt its scorching, realized how unrelenting he was, and realized that time had not healed the wound.

Perhaps, the passing time can make many people forget that there was such a person as her by their side, or, by chance, talk about it, regret it for a while, after all, they can still live and work as usual.

However, for him, "the old weather, the old clothes, only the feelings are not as good as the old home." "The dream is far from coming home!" 's situation is inseparable from him; "It's not a dream, it's sad!" The bitter and sad taste always overflows in my heart.

The heart and lungs have been torn apart, and the magic of the ordinary gods is boundless, and the old man can hardly press the pain that does not stop at that moment! Because, this deep sorrow has been deeply rooted in the place of the tenderness of the past! No matter how hard you try, the wreck will no longer float.

It's not a morning to work, a warm evening wait; It's not a business trip, lingering looking forward to returning. This kind of expectation of sinking into the sea and not being heard from is no less painful than the pain of a miserable and desperate death.

Home used to be where his joy was. Just like a migratory bird, no matter what the reason is, no matter how long the time has been away or how far away it is, it is difficult to change his mood of returning to his heart.

Every time I go home, I am like a happy child, with eager anticipation, with firm and cheerful steps, and rush back.

But now, although it is still the same home, it has completely lost its essence. A kind of 'homesickness is more timid' sad taste wells up in my heart. If it weren't for the sake of the child, he really didn't want to go back to that sad place.

With the aftertaste of crying, he sighed deeply helplessly, took a soft sip of water, put the cup down, and turned on the stereo.

Zero Deer loves music. Although, there are no superior financial conditions for her to receive formal training. However, she has a susceptible and intelligent heart, has experienced loneliness, and has also been nurtured by pure nature, so music is not an elegant ornament for her, but a bosom friend who does not distinguish between flesh and blood.

She likes to listen to singer Meng Tingwei's songs very much. He had already copied them all to his computer.

Soon, the soulful singing of "Come to Taipei to See the Rain in Winter" flowed like a babbling mountain spring......

The moving singing infects him, and he walks to the window with emotion, looking out of the window with his dark eyes.

In the distance, the canines are intertwined with hazy mountains; Nearby, the endless flow of traffic can be seen from his perspective. But, in fact, there is not a single grass or tree, a person or a thing that leaves traces in his wandering eyes and soul! Because his mind is not here.

The corners of his eyes have climbed up the wrinkles that can't be stretched, and the ten thousand styles between his eyebrows have long been replaced by the sad word 'bitter'.

Although, for a long time, I haven't held her slender and tender hand, and touched his soft lips like spring breeze and rain. In his hazy consciousness, he always felt that she still hadn't left his side. If it weren't for her former voice and smile that accompanied him like sleepwalking, he wouldn't know how to spend such a painful and desperate life.

Wind.

If you want to be beautiful, don't be sad, and calm your eyebrows.

It's a pity that back then, I took the rain and the clouds.

The elegance and grace are harmonious, and the falling flowers and flowing water are suddenly west and east.

There is no hatred, lovesickness, and pay for Zhenghong.

This ancient poem silently crept into his heart, and he couldn't help but cause another round of gloom. Often, memories are intertwined with worries and crush his heart.

The wind was still dancing uncontrollably, and the withered yellow leaves were tortured and had to leave their 'hometown' in pain.

The room was well heated, and he wore a light sweater. However, he knew that it was bitterly cold outside, and that the gloomy sky was about to be filled with snowflakes like blowing sand. The thought that his beloved may be suffering from wind and frost at the moment makes his heart ache.

As if he had touched the Zero Intention outside, his body couldn't help but shrink and hit a deep Zero Palpitation.

As the saying goes, "count zero more memories"!

Often, he hopes to escape the endless pain with heavy work. Indeed, the constant toil exhausted his limbs, stifled his desires, and broke the thread of longing for a while. However, like the magic all-purpose glue, even if it is separated for a moment, the magic thread will still connect automatically, endlessly.

Separation tends to make people's feelings more delicate and fragile. What's more, she is as solid as a rock in his heart, and he has always been in love with her.

The * part of the song, with a crying cry, silently pulls out the tears of a strong man. Her familiar figure flickered vividly in his hazy gaze.

"Zero deer! Where are you? He whispered in distress, "How will you survive such harsh weather!" ”

Wordless tears crept out of his eyes and flowed over the handsome face.

No matter how many merry-go-rounds there were in her head, she couldn't find a way to get to her. A blow of despair that made him sad beyond measure.

In front of people, he had to force a smile. However, when you are alone, like a wooden man, your eyes are not only sad, but you can only remember those unforgettable days as if you were in a movie.

She left without a word, taking his heart and his life.

"When it comes to wine, strong music is tasteless. The belt gradually widens and does not regret it, and it makes people haggard for Yixiao! ”

Now, he is another remnant.

He never fought for money. Before work, his superior family background always made his hands more than enough. After working, because he does not need to save money, and because of his high position, his salary is enough for him to spend normally.

Now, he has refused a penny from his parents, borrowed no debt, and accepted no foreign aid. In order to raise children and find a wife, he thrifted every penny. While making long-term plans, fight alone.

He no longer pursues fashion and pomp, nor does he pay attention to delicacy and luxury. He learned to do laundry and ironing so that he could have the rest of the dry cleaning fee. I also learned to go to the vegetable market and never buy seasonal vegetables again. It's not for work, and I never go out to eat. Entertainment venues are almost insulated from him. He never rests, just keeps going back and forth between work, family and searching.

Once, he was an optimist, full of energy all day long, and the bright laughter on his face was also from the bottom of his heart; And now, although out of the needs of work, there are smiles on the scene from time to time, but only he knows: the connotation of being strong on the outside and working on the middle is 108,000 miles different from before.

It is only in my sleep, because of the vividness of the past or the fact that my wishes come true, I am happy for a while and show a comfortable smile; Or burst into tears and wept secretly. Only these warm tears can really come from the sour heart, from the painful soul! It is a temporary painkiller for cleaning wounds!

Although, God seems to make up for his mistakes, so that his career is changing with each passing day and is thriving. However, in his opinion, it is the desolation of nowhere to talk after the prosperity. Because what he was looking forward to was that the yellow crane was gone!

He felt sorry for her, worried about her, afraid that she would be cold, afraid that she would be hot, and afraid that she would be bitter. However, he could only do nothing in a hurry! Only whether it is in reality or dreams, I miss and miss ...... Searching all over the world, looking for ......

Maybe it's because he feels like there's no better choice than to look for it. Or, in the process of searching, even if there is no trace of it, you can let your heart fly temporarily, you can face the endless landscape, open your heart, and call out loudly, "Come back!" Zero deer! ”

In normal times, he works desperately like a Saburo. Because, only the busy tiredness, only the meticulous care of the daughter, can escape for a while. However, as soon as it stopped, the pain returned, and the heart was still soaked in the bitter water of Coptis chinensis.

It is said that tribulation can make a person mature. In the past, the eyes that were full of enthusiasm and radiance have lost their luster except for the flashing tears, and Ji'er has been covered with a layer of deep sadness.

He shook his head, returned to reality, and got ready for work.

Pulling open the drawer, a corner of a birthday card comes into view.

He involuntarily and carefully pulled it out, staring at it. A warm current permeated his body, and his always tense face couldn't help but stretch out. The warm scenes of the past are presented in front of me again.

That day, he was immersed in his work, and vaguely felt a gentle and pleasant caress on one shoulder.

He turned his head, couldn't help but smile, raised a bright and warm smile, and held the slender hand tightly, "What kind of oil do you want to rub such a mysterious?" ”

She smiled softly and said euphemistically, "It is because I have always rubbed your oil that I feel uneasy!" ”

She stretched out the hand hidden behind her back and solemnly handed over a beautiful birthday card, "Happy birthday!" He sighed lightly, "I'd love to buy you a greeting card at a reasonable price, or an expensive gift." It's just that the children's miserable eyes are in front of them, and they have to beg you again!

I know that you have a relationship with me, and financially, you have always suffered a loss. As a result, I felt very guilty all the time.

However, there is one thing that I can say without guilt that you can be proud of alone: my only pure true love belongs to you! If you still value that.

I love you! This is a sentence that I have never spoken, today, let it and this Dan heart wish you eternal happiness! Good luck! ”

Her clear eyes shone with a sparkle of water.

He took the red and sincere heart emotionally and stared quietly for a long time.

He raised his touched eyes, "Yu Yu you!" Zero deer! You have given me such a precious gift! What a big surprise! Please don't pay attention to what I just said, it's just an unintentional joke! ”

He lowered his head again and admired it emotionally, "I have never had such a heart-warming birthday!" Even if you go to the busiest shops in the world, you won't buy a gift that makes me so happy!

Rest of you! Zero deer! You're right, with you, I'm the happiest and richest prince ever!

In fact, what I lack is not worldly money, what I cherish is your innocent feelings! Thank you, God! He gave it to me!

You don't have any worries, it doesn't matter if you say it or not, as long as you don't really abandon me! In the future, do what you want! Perhaps, it is your kind and soft love that makes you precious and beautiful! ”

He loved it and carefully kept it in a drawer.

Now, revisiting the past is the only bit of warmth he has for the time being. Just as everything has two sides, memories are no exception.

Although, it can't change the cruel reality. However, for the desolate him, there is still its beautiful side, chewing on the sweetness of the past, although, short-lived, it can still anesthetize his nerves like fine wine, often allowing him to temporarily get out of the bitter torment, revealing a silly and long-lost truly comfortable smile.

However, after all, it is not an eternal panacea, after all, the pain of losing a loved one is unforgettable. Even, the sweeter the memory, like the seawater that spreads throughout the body, the greater the concentration, the greater the lethality of the wound that is difficult to heal from the sting.

Just as, his life that was sweet first and then bitter often ends in the form of this tragedy.

Even so, like an addiction to alcohol, he still couldn't help but get drunk on this hard-to-mix old wine. Because, in real life, apart from his daughter, there are too few things that make him really happy.

He sat down in front of the computer like a wanderer, burning with eager hope, but at the same time, afraid of facing the cold water of disappointment poured from head to heel.

Eventually, hesitant fingers clicked on his mailbox. His website had not changed, for he had been dreaming and praying that his longing wife would give him even a little bit of information. Looking at the flickering screen, his fragile heart pounded.

He stared at the screen dumbfounded, a text flashing on the screen that caused the blood to concentrate all over his body on his brain.

I don't know if you're a gentleman or a lady, and I don't know if you've lost your precious time. As a caring mother, I hope you will read this passage patiently.

Perhaps, you don't have children around your knees yet. However, one day, you will face the lively and lovely figures, and you will also face their painful faces tormented by illness. So, a little remedy here may be a solution to your immediate needs.

As we all know, it is a medicine that is poisonous. Although Western medicine has the advantage of quick effect, its negative effect is much greater than that of Chinese herbal medicine.

For children who are not very resistant and are growing, this should be taken seriously enough.

Diarrhea and colds are common diseases. They are sometimes caused by a cold, and sometimes by a viral infection. Ginger and garlic are spicy but also warm, and are a good helper for sterilization. The pear with sugar clears away heat and fire, which is very effective for colds caused by fire.

Whether to use Western medicine or Chinese herbal medicine depends on the condition. When it is found late and severe, it is an option to use Western medicine; When there is not much danger, do not prevent the use of the above home remedies.

However, no matter which method is used, love and meticulous care are very important, and plain water must be plentiful, don't forget!

Loving mom whispers

"Zero deer! Zero deer! Where are you? Where are you? Warm tears filled his eyes, he struggled to support his wet face, in the hazy gaze, in a trance, the warm smile of the deer flashed from time to time.

However, he also knew that it was just a temporary illusion. For the miracle to appear, the favor of God, he no longer has as much hope as he did at the beginning.

Worried, he consciously put himself in the ranks of the unfortunate.

Whether you see the fallen leaves that are reluctant to fly in autumn, or the sadness of lingering and helpless migration; Whether he sees a child snuggled up to his mother and a coquettish child, or a lover who is intimate and in love, he will be like a fragile woman, who can't help but cry in the wind, blindfolded by tears.

He deeply felt the sad and desolate state of mind behind the poignant poems of Li Yu, the queen of the Southern Tang Dynasty, and felt the desolation in the true sense of the word.

*

It's a stretch of barren mountains.

The mountains are not too tall, only a few tall trees are scattered in ravines or low recesses, and most of the place there are only a few low bushes, giving people a desolate and deserted feeling, as if they have reached the edge of sparse population.

Perhaps, because there is a winding road, on the slopes on both sides, some stone houses of farmhouses moved out of the mountains have been built scattered. It is a place far away from the bustling modern society, remote and backward, and it is difficult to find a trace of modern life.

Perhaps, the only thing that is rich for the mountain people who live here in abject poverty is this silent silence and desolation. It is difficult for impetuous and cunning urbanites to adapt here, and people here will be confused and dizzy when they enter the bustling city.

Lingzilu lived in one of these simple small stone courtyards, and lived with the mother-in-law of Cai Yusong's sister.

The lonely old man has only one son and works in a distant field.

The son is a priceless treasure in the eyes of the old man, and the lonely old man looks forward to his son's arrival all day long. However, in the eyes of his son and daughter-in-law, the old man is a burden who does not want to get close. Except for the routine sending some money, I rarely go home. Therefore, the arrival of the 'distant nephew' Zero Zilu was like a star falling from the sky, which made the old man cry with joy.

Once, Zero Deer disguised herself as a man for the needs of survival and safety.

Now, the hidden city of Qianshan, which is forced to do so, has regained its former identity as a man, and once again went incognito, went away, and once again buried his beautiful face and verdant years sadly!

To outsiders, the foolish Zero Deer is the old man's distant mute nephew. Not only to live in seclusion from the world, but also because it is closer to the bleak and painful state of mind that she wants to say now.

Leave the bustling world and quietly dissolve into this lonely nature. Although, it is still impoverished, almost primitive and straightforward. However, compared with dealing with the filthy and hypocritical souls in the impetuous market, simple and rough people and things, overstretched and hard, make the bleeding wounds easier to slowly coagulate.

Originally, she liked to live in isolation. Nowadays, it is even more important to avoid contact with people.

And, in general, happiness and joy need to be overflowing, while sadness and sorrow are more suitable to be buried deep in the heart and tasted alone, where language is less important. Therefore, for her today, language has lost its proper role.

Originally, I like to face the sky. Nowadays, dressing up is not only in the mood, but also seems to be unnecessary. Because, without the appreciation of the beloved, even if the brilliant neon color glow in the sky is draped, what beauty is there!

The soft and long silk of three thousand troubles has been cut away, short and fluffy; Cheap and plain clothes also followed the customs of the country.

The freshly dressed, elegant, persistent and capable figure has disappeared with the wind, replaced by a monk who has escaped into the empty door, often silently facing the mountains, or looking at the high blue sky and drifting white clouds for a long time.

Cai Yusong has come more diligently than before. It's just that, in order to avoid people's eyes and ears, most of them come and go at night. While bringing her some necessities, it also brought her some updates on her daughter.

Things change and stars move. For her, all that remains now is the memories of happiness and pain in the past, as well as the longing for her husband and daughter day and night.

Although, on the surface, she and they are far away from the end of the world. But her heart remained there. Morning thoughts and twilight thoughts have occupied her heart, and the thread of longing that is entangled in dreams and souls continues to be extended, and the separation continues.

Si Nian is like an elusive and charismatic invisible person who follows her at all times. It dares to blatantly challenge under the bright sun, so that you are powerless to fight back, or you are simply at a loss to find an opponent; It will also quietly escape in the dark of night, along the vagus nerve, allowing you to wander in the fairyland of flowers, sometimes trek through the ice and snow, and sometimes struggle and roll on the stormy waves.......

With endless concern for her husband and daughter, chewing on the information she got about her daughter from Cai Yusong, she came back from the dead and survived with sorrow.

Although, often in

"The end of the world.

Alone and desolate, people don't ask.

To see the ileum.

Cut off the small incense of the golden furnace.

Dai moth long.

Let the spring breeze blow and not spread.

Trapped in a dangerous building.

After all the words of Feihong, every word is worried. ". For this reason, tears often hazy her eyes and hurt her heart and lungs.

However, it is like a tough tree that has been broken by a strong wind in the mountains, and a tenacious bud has emerged from the side again.

She toiled all the time. The cruel fate has robbed the joy of everything, so I have to let the cry of the heart flow into the sweat of the non-stop labor.

In addition to taking care of the elderly wholeheartedly like his own grandmother, he also raised chickens and sheep, and planted vegetables and crops on the precious soil of the projectile land. If you can't finish eating it yourself, you give it to the lonely old people nearby.

Whenever she has free time, she keeps planting trees.

In her sober and painful consciousness, green represents life and hope! She can't change the past, and subconsciously, there is only hope for planting!

Start on both sides of the intermittent stream not far behind the house. Peel open the pebbles that have been washed away by the running water, look for the dirt, and when you can't find it, you carry baskets from a distance.

Dig pits in winter, plant trees in spring, water them in summer, and bury dead leaves or cow and sheep dung at the roots of trees in autumn.

One, two, three、..... ten, and a hundred trees are constantly stretching in all directions. Winter goes to spring, zero to summer, although it cannot be compared with the reckless forest, in the desolate mountains, after all, there are patches of vigorous and pleasing green vitality.

*

"Take it back! I won't use it! Yu Weisheng picked up a brand new car key on the table and shoved it into his father's pocket.

He did not hide the endless gloom on his forehead and the anger he tried to suppress in his heart, as well as the cold air like the eternal ice and snow on Mount Everest. Perhaps, he knew, that was a fact that could not be changed beyond his power.

"Oyu!" Although, due to his son's long-term and resolute estrangement, usually, he also knows his son's pain. However, the real feeling of being able to dig his heart at his fingertips in front of him still made him a little unexpected.

Because there is no female to take care of the lonely and messy home, without his wife's warm and speechless and desolate son, haggard and tired and resolute, Yu Yuan was sad and embarrassed to stand up and want to leave. Because, without a word, he already felt the bitter coldness and heartache, and he also understood that words could not do anything.

However, seeing his son's increasingly hateful eyes, he absolutely refused to caring. He sat down again.

He stroked the gray hair of his sideburns and sighed deeply, "I know we hurt your feelings. However, that's not what we want.

You should also know that we have also tried our best not to get to the road we have today. ”

He hoped to stir up a conversation with his son, but he was still cold and cold.

"Although, formally, we didn't look for it head-on like you, and privately we did our best to look for Xiao Zero. I hope we have a chance to apologize and you can return to a happy life! ”

"Happy?!" Yu Weisheng sneered and smiled bitterly. "Don't you know? Joy has long since left me?

You are all very knowledgeable, don't you know that there is a cause and an effect?

You said it was seamless! The result? What else is there to quibble! What's the use of making amends! ”

"Kid! If you do it, it will work.

You don't want to drive yourself to a dead end, you watch martial arts movies, no matter how invincible you were in the past, the injured fighter will be greatly reduced. Only if you have enough strength to defeat your opponent can you do whatever you want! So, you shouldn't drain your own energy! ”

"I am flesh and blood, not steel. I can't get all you want!

Since you have a big head, you should go and enjoy it proudly. He smiled wryly with tears in his eyes.

He knew that his son's affection for them was no longer idle and hateful. However, he still hopes to try his best to make up for some of the facts, "The facts that have happened, there is no point in complaining and regretting, only to find a way to do it in a good way."

Rui'er, let me take it back! Otherwise, you will work too hard, and the child will ......"

"If you want my life, take her away!" He almost roared.

*

"Sir Li, please do it!

I'm not the kind of strong cow tendon that can't be inserted into the needle and can't be splashed with water, it's not that I don't want to pay taxes. Let's be honest, who doesn't want to make a name for themselves? Look, I really can't take it out!

You also know that my sick and crooked head of the house not only can't support this family, but also can't support my own body! You say, can't I just ignore it? You can't stop stuttering a few children's mouths, right?

You see, just rely on this small shop to convert a few dollars to feed the family!

Look at it, this shelf is about to be empty, and it looks like it's going to be out of stock! However, the money for the purchase has not yet been settled! These days, I'm so worried that I can't eat or sleep!

Although collecting taxes is a good thing, this rib bone can't kill people! Sister-in-law Shen rubbed her hands helplessly and cried bitterly.

"Sister-in-law Shen! I know your difficulties, too. However, I also have a difficult scripture to read! I also have a sword from above that I can't move! The hunger of my family's old and young stomachs is also filled by my mouth and legs!

I don't want to be a model, an advanced, a promotion, or a promotion! I just want to be able to make a difference! The weather-beaten old tax collector also poured out his grievances sincerely.

"Chai Er! Come here," Sister-in-law Shen pulled up her crying voice and shouted into the small courtyard of the back door.

"Mom!" A teenage boy rushed over and stood in the doorway, holding one side of the doorframe with one hand, staring at the people in the room with big black eyes.

Although, the clothes are shabby, the skin is dark, and the hair is messy and untidy. However, no matter in terms of facial features, body and spirit, this child is definitely a beloved child. If he was born in a wealthy family and was reborn, he must be an enviable handsome young man.

"Chai Er! Would it be nice to get your money? Mother said with difficulty.

"What? Mom! The child's big dark eyes widened into a rounded squire.

"Kid! We'll have to get this uncle back on business. Can you give it to your mother? The mother looked at her son distressedly.

"Mom! That's the tuition my aunt gave me! When he heard that he was going to take the money that had already arrived, the child opened his mouth in shock as if he had been struck by lightning, and looked at his mother steadily.

"Mom knows! I'm going to plead with your teachers and ask them to give them another two days, and I'll send them as soon as I have them. The mother looked at her son in pain.

"Mom! I can't pay my tuition late every time! The child longed for his mother for a moment with tears in his eyes, then turned his head and ran away.

"Chai'er!" Sister-in-law Shen panicked and wanted to stop it, but she forgot the steps at the door for a while, twisted one foot, and suddenly, one leg suddenly knelt on the ground.

The child, who was desperately trying to escape, heard the sound of his mother falling, immediately stopped running, turned around and hurried back.

"Mom!" Frightened and distressed, I wanted to support my mother.

The haggard mother gritted her teeth and struggled to stand up, first looking down at her pants at her knees, and sighed deeply regretfully.

"How? Mom! The child asked lovingly.

Holding on to the counter, the mother limped back into the house, and sat down on the polished wooden pier in despair.

"Mom! Bleeding! The child squatted in front of his mother's knees at a loss, distressed, scared and anxious.

"It's just this pair of visible pants, and it's going to be patched again!" The mother sighed in disgust as she stared at her torn pants.

Surrounded by poverty for a long time, she did not think of her bleeding wounds, and the first thing that worried her was her only pair of pants that could serve as a faΓ§ade.

Perhaps, in her consciousness, this home and her family are the most important, and in order to cope with the life covered in bruises, she has no self that she should love. This noble sentiment does not come out of fame and fortune, nor is it for reward, but from the depths of the soul spontaneously gushes out to nourish the sweet spring of family affection.

For her, the pain is tolerable and she doesn't have to pay a lot of money! If the skin is broken, you don't have to make up for it with a ticket that you can't squeeze out, and you can grow it again. However, the pants will not close on their own, and they will return to their original appearance! And in life, face is the same as money, it is hard!

"Mom! Hit me! The child burst into tears and bowed his head in remorse.

The mother's sad tears also flowed out, "Child! What do you want your mother to do? Mom won't change money!

I also know that you want to go to school very much, so you are ruthless, gritted your teeth, and didn't let you go out to work with Xiaofeng and them! And your father, don't you want your father anymore? ”

"Mom! I'll give it to you! I'll give it all to you! The child cried and stood up, "When my aunt gave me the New Year's money, I was so happy that I couldn't sleep, and I thought: I finally stopped apologizing and was able to walk into school with my chest held high!" ”

The child whimpered, and ran out with tears in his eyes.

Lingzi Deer, who came to buy daily necessities such as salt, looked at the scene in front of him, and his face had already been painted with tears. She gritted her teeth, wiped her tears with her chapped hands, took out the pen and paper in her coat pocket, and handed it to the tax collector: "How much tax?" ”

The tax collector looked at her for a while, looked at her in a daze, and said hesitantly, "Ten yuan and zero hair." ”

Lingzilu's heart was filled with a sourness, thinking of the commercial buildings that sometimes use a red envelope or a table of high-end meals to avoid tens of thousands or even hundreds of thousands of taxes, the Yu family's magnificent villas, the Huo family's luxurious dance parties, and those high-end luxury cars speeding on the wide and flat highways...... In front of her eyes, they kept overlapping, flickering, and flying.

However, that bizarre world seems to be farther away from here than it is on Mars. This simple and low stone house, this rough and cheap goods, this tears of sorrow and crying for survival, this young virgin soul ravaged by tuition, this helpless eyes for the vicissitudes of life over the mountains and mountains......

This scene of the predominance of pale colors is the most real and relevant. It's the same, and she's powerless to change!

Just as the people of the city need pure sunshine and clear air, what is lacking here is money. In front of them, the more than ten yuan related to the food and clothing of the two families stood in front of them like Mount Tai.

At the same time, Zero Deer was also stinging and sad for his powerlessness. Since her injury, she has had little contact with the world, even the illiterate and unfamiliar mountain people. Even if she couldn't avoid running into each other, she just smiled stupidly.

However, time and place still did not change her kind heart, and today, she seems to have forgotten her current identity, and she has only one bitter thought in her heart: to help these poor people!

She wrote a few more lines with difficulty, her eyes trembled subtly, and she looked at the tax collector earnestly: "Obviously, the plight of Sister-in-law Shen's family is undeniable. You understand the heavy responsibilities you have. Can you please help me and ask if there is a national policy of tax exemption that can be preferential to them. ”

The tax collector looked at the deer in astonishment, who was dressed completely out of proportion to his thinking, and stared blankly for a long time.

Under the fierce gaze of those anxious and expectant eyes, he lowered his head and sighed: "To be honest, every time I come down to collect taxes, I am ruthless and ruthless, hard and hard scalp, and gritted and gritted teeth.

It's not easy to collect taxes anywhere in this poor country! Every time I look at these poor folks, I wish I were a millionaire!

I often say in my heart: If only I had extra money! You can put it on for them. For this reason, I changed my only hobby, smoking a dry tobacco.

I'm not a little bit of a fuss about that. However, it may also be because you drink too little ink, or you don't have the ability, and you really haven't found a good way! The tax collector said helplessly, "I really hope that the great sun of the country will shine on these impoverished mountainous areas one day sooner!" ”

Lingzilu nodded vigorously to the benevolent tax collector in agreement, sighed sympathetically and helplessly, put the only sixty yuan on his body on the counter, pointed to the salt and soy sauce, and wrote a note to the child: Leave your tuition! Keep the rest of your money here and pick it up later.

The child threw himself on his knees in front of her and burst into tears, "Thank you, uncle!" I will definitely study hard! ”

Wiping a handful of sour tears from the corners of his eyes, Zero Zilu helped the child up and nodded vigorously with an encouraging smile.

She left the fiery life, and the ice and snow crushed the fire in her heart. For her, in her current situation, it would be more appropriate to be a cold, heartless person who does not care about herself, and she also wants to turn a deaf ear and turn a blind eye to everything that happens around her.

But, in fact, it was still difficult for her to do so. It's like a frozen sea, with a frozen patch on the surface. However, there is still unchanging water below. Yiye Zhiqiu, her susceptible and kind heart really can't make her indifferent to everything.

Perhaps, because she originally belonged to this class, the picture of their tears in distress flashed in her mind; In my heart, there is the same bitter and stinging taste as them.

Originally, if she hadn't faced such a situation of needing money, in her consciousness, there was a mountain of gold in front of her, and her clear eyes would not have shone greedy light.