Chapter 146: You're Not Alone

Aosho-in

Zhuang Xinyan stood aside and watched Qin Tian tidy up his account. She knelt on his floor, wearing a white silk cotton midcoat, her long black hair falling down, vaguely outlining the slender curves of her waist. Those snow-white little hands quickly handled every detail, and the five fingers flew like a pair of dancing butterflies, which was very beautiful.

Zhuang Xinyan's heart was hot, and he couldn't help but walk over and hold her hand.

Qin Tian, who was concentrating on tidying up the account for him, suddenly held his hands by him, and couldn't help but be startled, just wanted to break away, and looked up to see him with a sincere face, and there was nothing wrong with him, just like that day on the street, he held her hand. She was stunned, and after such a moment's hesitation, his hands were already clenched by him.

Qin Tian only felt that his hands were 'damp', but he didn't know whose palms were oozing sweat, but his heart couldn't help but speed up.

Since the two of them came back from shopping together that day, Qin Tian felt that Zhuang Xinyan treated himself a little differently from the past.

Before, compared to those maids of Qiulan Bilian, Zhuang Xinyan was undoubtedly special to himself. She thought it was because she was trusted by the eldest lady, but later learned that they had other expectations of her. Even with such special features, Zhuang Xinyan is still relatively cold to himself, and after getting married, he doesn't feel that he has changed anything. After getting along, although I think he is not bad, I don't think I have any special meaning to him. Of course, she didn't expect anything either.

But after returning from shopping that day, or should I say after the imperial performance? His attitude towards her seemed to be different. She would often feel his gaze staring at her, and when the eldest lady was eating, he would also help her pick up vegetables, and Yueniang and Cuiwei looked at them and smiled. Also, he may have thought that she let him shake his hand when he was shopping, which was to give him some kind of acquiescence, and now he would eat her little tofu like this from time to time, but the movements were so natural and pure, that she felt that if she cared too much, it was like she had a ghost in her heart.

She looked at him, and the soft and dim light sprinkled on his peerless 'jade' countenance, reflecting his eyes as gentle as 'spring' water. He suddenly stretched his eyebrows and smiled, and in an instant, he felt that the brilliance was dazzling, which made Qin Tian slightly dizzy.

His hands seemed to carry some kind of electric current, which was transmitted to her whole body through her hands, making her body a little soft and numb.

Here it is again, here it is again, Qin Tian is powerless in her heart, what makes her most uncomfortable is his smile.

With a handsome face, a focused gaze, and a dazzling smile, as long as you are not blind in the world, how many 'women' can completely resist? What's more, this person is still so close to himself.

But every day, as long as I am alone with her, this smile is thrown out one by one as if I don't want money, and it often makes her blush and heartbeat. She really doubted that he did it on purpose! Does he want to use beauty tricks to make her stay for a long time?

Sometimes she thinks she just stays. The mother-in-law is very good, the father-in-law seems to be good, she has no worries about food and clothing, and she is still high, no matter how you look at it, it looks like an ideal married life. Compared with those crossing 'women' who don't hurt each other and don't love their mother-in-law, they are much better.

But there was always some uncertainty in her heart, and she didn't want to settle everything too soon. For Zhuang Xinyan's uncertainty, she doesn't know if she can really accept a deaf and mute person as her lifelong partner without barriers, she will not regard her marriage as a 'transaction', if she really decides to stay, it must be out of sincerity for him, willing to face the ups and downs of life with him; she doesn't know if she can afford the burden of a tea shop, managing such a big tea shop, and being responsible for the lives of so many people, she is really not sure.

She didn't want to make a decision that she would regret because she was 'confused' or 'confused' for a while.

Thinking of this, Qin Tian lowered his head and took a few deep breaths, gradually diluting the sensory stings he brought to her. Then, naturally, he broke free from his hand, stood up and walked to the table, took the hairpin and flicked the wick, and the fire suddenly lit up.

Zhuang Xinyan also followed, he took the notebook from the table, and wrote: "I don't know how to thank you, you have done too much for the dealer." I don't know how to express this feeling. ”

How could he not feel her resistance? I hope that makes her feel more comfortable. He couldn't help but want to touch her, even just holding her hand would make him very satisfied. Although he could feel her reluctance, he couldn't restrain himself. But she didn't dare to do anything more excessive, for fear that she would hate him for it.

He looked at her and smiled slightly, watching her eyes shine brightly, and then lowered her eyes as if she were disguised, and his heart was very happy.

He had long since noticed that she liked his smile very much, and whenever he smiled at her, she would look at him intently, and her eyes would 'show' admiration, which made him very happy. He didn't like it when other 'girls' looked at him like that, but he wanted her to look at him like that often, and if it made her happy, he was willing to smile at her for a long time.

In the past, he hated that he was too pretty, but now, he was grateful to have such a face. Because, she seems to like it.

So that's it...... Qin Tian remembered that he couldn't speak, and it was common for him to express himself with body movements. But it was himself who misunderstood his mind again and again......

"Don't say this kind of thing, without the promotion of the eldest wife, I am still a rough girl in the laundry room." Qin Tian said to him, "And we are a family now, so we don't need to be so polite." ”

The three words "family" made Zhuang Xinyan very happy, and his smile was even more 'swaying'.

Qin Tian secretly said "demon", and immediately recited a few words silently, "'Color' is emptiness", and talked about serious things.

"Nobuhiko, have you never wanted to learn to speak?" After the competition, this matter must also begin. Teaching him to speak was a difficult task than a competition.

Zhuang Xinyan's face was surprised, as if he couldn't believe Qin Tian's words.

"Qin Tian, aren't you kidding me? How could I learn to speak in this situation. Zhuang Xinyan wrote on a piece of paper.

If you can't listen, how can you learn to speak?

Speaking of his own flaws, Zhuang Xinyan's face darkened. I can't help but be sensitive: what is she reminding me? Because I'm behaving erratically during this time?

There was some frustration in my heart.

He turned around and went back to his tent, not wanting to continue.

How could Qin Tian give up something that was obviously hopeful? She chased after him, and opened his tent,

He turned his back to her.

She tugged him a few times, but he ignored him. He also moved it in

Qin Tian couldn't help but want to laugh, the child's temper came again......

She is also a little stubborn, and she actually started today, so she has to make it clear to him!

Qin Tian used his hands and feet to get into the tent, wanting to climb to face him and face him. Zhuang Xinyan didn't seem to expect her to do this, so he sat up and looked at her closely, his face instantly turned red, and he was 'colorful'.

He subconsciously drilled out, Qin Tianlai became angry, grabbed him, and then forcibly pulled his face, so that he had to face her. She frowned, 'pressed' his face, and said viciously, "Don't move, listen to me!" ”

Looking at Qin Tian almost next to his nose, Zhuang Xinyan was stunned, but he didn't dodge anymore, his thin ice-like eyes locked her, and the entangled gaze made Qin Tian's heart skip a beat unconsciously.

Qin Tian couldn't bear it anymore, let go of his hands, and stepped back. There is some fever on the face.

"I've heard you speak, you just can't hear and can't speak, but that doesn't mean you can't speak......" Qin Tian didn't know how to explain to him that it was the word "vocal cords", so he changed to a way that could make him understand.

"You can look at the shape of your mouth, as long as you learn to speak, I think you should be able to learn to speak!" As she spoke, she became 'excited', looked at him and said: "Once you learn to speak, there is no problem in 'communicating' with people, and you will no longer have to worry about being a family choice, aren't you the best family choice?" ”

Looking at her constantly moving lips, Zhuang Xinyan was stunned, Qin Tian's expression didn't look like a joke.

Seeing his stunned appearance, Qin Tian didn't know what he was thinking, and looked at him and asked tentatively: "Nobuhiko, you answer me, do you want to learn to speak?" ”

Does he want to learn to speak? Zhuang Xinyan smiled lightly, of course, he thought! He dreamed of it! He hopes to have a normal 'communication' with others, he hopes to be recognized by others, he hopes that he is no longer deaf and dumb, in this way, will she stay?

But is it really possible?

Qin Tian's face said that there was no doubt. He couldn't help but believe her.

His eyes lit up and his heart pounded. He nodded vigorously.

"Nobuhiko, you look at me carefully......" Qin Tian grabbed his hand, and at this moment she understood that the handshake between men and women can sometimes be really simple, it can be an encouragement, and it can also be a comfort.

Zhuang Xinyan's eyes widened.

Qin Tian said slowly: "I'm not talking nonsense, because there are really such successful examples. However, the hardships and hardships during this period are incomprehensible to ordinary people. It's going to be a long, hard, boring process, and there will be many, many failures, which may make you very discouraged, but no matter what, you must not give up! She squeezed his hand and said word by word: "Because you are not alone, I will always help you!" ”

The light in the tent was dim, but her eyes were as bright as stars.

Zhuang Xinyan looked at her, and a 'fierce' emotion suddenly welled up in his heart, which controlled him in an instant, making him lose his mind, and when he reacted, he had already hugged her into his arms.

He felt her body stiffen slightly, then relaxed, and she patted him on the back with her hand, full of comfort and understanding.

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