Chapter 157: Sense of Responsibility



Sitting in the carriage, I returned to the palace with the newlywed posture of Prince Rui, after meeting the emperor and queen, Lin Rui took me to a palace near the palace, here, is the so-called Qiankun Gate, this palace, called Qiankun Palace, is no different from other palaces, the only difference is that the people inside, all are old people, even the eunuchs who serve are at least forty years old, the inside is quiet, peaceful, is a paradise-like place, here, divided into several subordinate palaces, each palace, All live in a person from the royal family who used to be prominent, and now they are accompanied by green lights, does everyone have an unknown past? In my opinion, it is because there are too many brothers in the last few generations of Great Qi Emperors, and there are dozens of them in each generation, and some of them have to avoid the unavoidable battle for the throne and lose their heads by the cruel competition......

I thought again, fortunately, this generation of emperors only has three heirs, otherwise, Prince Rui may have entered the Qiankun Gate earlier, and he is almost the same as being a monk......

Thinking about it, I couldn't help laughing again, looked at Lin Rui beside me, imagining his appearance as a monk of the ancient Buddha of the green lantern, his handsome and incomparable face, the bridge of his nose straight, and his face with a look of contempt for everything, but unfortunately, he was alone in this lonely Qiankun Palace, if this is the case, I wonder if he will suffocate to death in an instant?

Lord Rui led me, under the leadership of the little eunuch, to one of the palaces, and his tall figure carried that kind of arrogance and pride that went deep into the bones in this silent palace, I thought. A person like him, if he fails, he may only have to die, and he will definitely not avoid entering the Qiankun Gate, so I think that I am afraid that the position of the crown princess will not be able to get rid of it......

When I think about this, I can't help but feel very complicated. Accept the position of the crown princess (actually a little excited), and you will have to face the never-ending competition for favor and struggle in the future. I'm going to be exhausted, and in the end, the love that exists between us may be exhausted in the struggle, and with my character, how can I let others oppress me? Maybe in the back, it will really be like Empress Lu, setting off a bloody storm in the entire palace, and in the end. The more I think about it, the more scared I become, the more I feel that if I accept the position of the crown princess, I am afraid that after death, I will be scolded by people for eternity, my heart. I couldn't help but feel a solemn sense of responsibility for the harem of Daqi, and thought, whatever I say, I can't accept the position of this crown princess, although I have a little regret in my heart, although ...... The biggest reason. Maybe I'm sick of laziness deep into my bone marrow, and I don't want to work hard to fight for the little imperial love left, in my previous life, I spent my mental energy fighting with others, and I was not allowed to hide from laziness in this life?

Lord Rui now swears well, but I understand the ugliness of human nature too clearly, and I also understand too much about the fleeting love, with a man like him who is at the peak of power. The woman didn't rush forward one after another. It's like a charge horn sounding in the middle of a battle, and a warrior is charged. How could he resist?

In my previous life, wasn't my mother one of them? Or a woman abandoned by fleeting love......

The more I thought about it, the more I felt that when this incident was over, I had to find a chance to escape, and I would rather lie on the wooden slump in the garden to read, drink, and mix through this long period of ancient times, and then die without dying of fate, and smoothly reincarnate into the modern automobile Internet era, what a happy thing it is......

I was shocked, am I not an atheist? Why do you keep thinking about superstitions like reincarnation? Perhaps, my crossing has unconsciously shifted the direction of my mind as a staunch atheist, and let me know that there are many things in the world that cannot be explained and cannot be understood......

I strengthened my determination to escape, let go of the big stone in my heart, and muttered the sentence 'If you don't take a concubine or marry a child, you will accept it' I think it is nonsense that will pass away with the wind, thinking, you have set up such a trick to wronged me, and you won't let me play Laipi again?

The doubts that had been haunting me for many days were solved, and I couldn't help but be happy, as if I saw me lying on the wooden floor reading lazily, the breeze blowing on my face, the fragrance of flowers in the garden, and a few pugs that I had raised jumping around me, what a beautiful scene......

Fantasizing about all this, I couldn't help but be overjoyed, and hummed a distant song from my mouth: "The breeze blows on my face......"

Although the voice was small, it spread far and wide in the silent court, and it also brought a burst of echoes, which made the Rui Wang Ye beside him turn around, frowned, looked at me with idiot-like eyes, and said, "What are you thinking about?" ”

I hurriedly suppressed my voice, I was sorry for the noise I made, ignored the question in the tone of Lord Rui, closed my mouth, and followed him forward, probably with a strange smile on my face, Lord Rui looked at me and said, "Don't think about anything, the name has been decided, and you have already admitted it......"

I glanced at him and smiled: "Lord Wang, I didn't want to think about anything, no, the air is fresh, and I can't sing a song?" ”

Lord Rui said coldly: "Whenever you show that weird smile, it always makes this king have a bad premonition, this time, I can't help you......"

I thought, well, I can't help it, do you want to tie my hands and feet? When this is over, see who can't help whom?

Seeing that I was silent, Lord Rui was even more sure that I was secretly thinking about something, and looked at me vigilantly, not looking forward when he walked, only seeing me here, walking with his head tilted, I had to kindly remind him: "Lord, look ahead, if you don't look, you will hit the pillar......"

Only then did he straighten his head, and then he swept me with a warning look, and then followed the leader to a corner of the hall......

This is a very spacious side hall, I walked in, I couldn't help but sigh, it turned out, this is not a quiet place, I thought I would see a peaceful and quiet paradise, where do you know, this side hall leans against a wall, full of swords, guns, swords, halberds, in the center of the hall, there is a person, also the hair is white, but, the hair is all stretched, one by one, like a silver thorn, in addition, if you ignore his beard, from the face, you can vaguely see the handsomeness of his young face, It's a charming old man, and you can still see the residual power of him, I think, before he entered the palace, I am afraid that he was also a majestic general-like figure.........