Chapter 323: Human Nature and Struggle
"Miss-Aunt Cui said that the third lady will definitely come out when she sees the letter, even if we go back to tell Mrs. at this time, is it too late?" Yugui thought that Wu Niang didn't understand the seriousness of this matter, so he hurriedly ran a few more steps, walked to Wu Niang's side, and said urgently.
Wu Niang closed her eyes, and even covered her ears with her hands, speeding up her feet even more.
"Miss, the third miss will be killed...... Yugui was stunned for a moment and muttered.
Seeing that the temple gate was in sight, Wu Niang finally slowed down, and Yugui chased after him again.
When Aunt Cui was there just now, Yugui didn't have the courage to speak out of fear of Aunt Cui. But as soon as Aunt Cui left, thinking of the consequences that Sanniang might face if something happened to her, fear quickly spread from her heart. She can only hope that Wu Niang can stop Aunt Cui.
Yugui just wanted to speak again, but found that Wu Niang and water drops dripped on the ground along Wu Niang's chin, Yu Gui looked carefully at Wu Niang's face, but he didn't know when, Wu Niang was already in tears.
"Miss......" Yugui shouted stunned.
"So what do you think I should do? In order to save the third sister, bring someone over to arrest my biological mother? I want to compare it to the mess on Wu Niang's face, but her voice sounds cold and unfluctuating.
Yugui thought for a while, and suddenly said, "Why don't we go over and find the third lady and take her out of there?" The slave knows where the aunt and the third lady meet. Miss, you are your aunt's daughter, and those people will not embarrass you. In this way, we can not only rescue the third lady, but also the aunt can leave safely, wouldn't it be the best of both worlds? ”
Wu Niang lowered her eyes and did not speak.
Yugui wondered in her heart, she saw that her young lady had always been very close to Miss San, and she carefully embroidered the dowry for Miss San, and she would come forward to defend it when she said that Miss San was gossiping, she thought that Miss would be very anxious when she heard that Miss San was in danger. and immediately find a way to save people, but why is the young lady like this......
Yugui doesn't understand human nature, and he doesn't understand Wu Niang.
It's not that Wu Niang doesn't want to save San Niang. But her heart was tangled and tormented.
We are better to one person than others, and more intimate than others, but this kindness and intimacy is certainly not as good as to ourselves. In other words, all human beings have a selfish nature.
Wu Niang's feelings for San Niang may not be true, but only she knows how true this kind of truth is. There is also a Wu Niang's biological mother in the middle.
Wu Niang thought that if the aunt harmed the second mother or the fourth mother, then she would have nothing to hesitate about, maybe she would be secretly happy. She has never been too kind of person, when she was tearing Liuniang's skirt by the river, she didn't hesitate at all when she designed to harm Liuniang and Siniang.
But Sanniang is different.
Wu Niang herself doesn't know how true her feelings for San Niang are. Another few points are because she has made herself serious for so many years, and she has really taken it seriously.
Sometimes be good to a person and rely on a person, even if it is a dowry at the beginning, after a long time, you can't tell the truth from the fake. Wu Niang's feelings for San Niang are like this.
Just like after Aunt Cui left, she felt that only Sanniang was the only one in the entire Wang family who treated her sincerely and was closest to her. People are afraid of loneliness and helplessness, so she will unconsciously treat Sanniang better and rely on her more. It's like a man in the water clinging to the last piece of driftwood, completely out of instinct.
But after Aunt Cui's incident, Wu Niang also keenly felt that San Niang was a little alienated from her. So she will take the initiative to embroider a dowry for Sanniang, originally deliberately wanting to please Sanniang. But she will also unconsciously take those embroideries seriously and pour her heart and soul into it, just because she is happy in her own heart when she is doing those.
If you ask why Wu Niang is different from the other sisters of the Wang family, it is probably because except for Aunt Cui, she only sees her affection for her in Sanniang.
"When I was young, the second sister was not at home, and there were only me and the third sister in the third room. The eldest sister was always detained by the second aunt in their own yard. Wu Niang and Liu Niang, they were not born to the same father as me, I never regarded them as sisters, and the enemies were almost the same. Wu Niang said softly.
Yugui wondered why Wu Niang suddenly talked about this.
But I heard Wu Niang continue: "Since I was a child, my aunt has not allowed me to have more contact with the people in Hefeng Courtyard, but I hate being alone, and I want someone to play with me." I thought that there were my own sister and brother in the Hefeng Courtyard, and they didn't know if they would like to play with me, but my aunt always said that they didn't like me and told me to stay away. ”
"Once, I saw the third sister and the fifth brother catching butterflies in the garden, and the two of them have had a good relationship since they were children, unlike the brothers and sisters in the big house. I saw that the third sister was going to catch a little white butterfly, but accidentally tripped over the vines in the grass and wanted to fall, and the fifth brother immediately threw the small net in his hand and threw it to the ground, so that the third sister fell on his back. The fifth brother's forehead was broken by a stone on the ground, and he grinned, but he only nervously asked the third sister who fell on his back if she had any hands. ”
When Wu Niang said this, there was a faint smile on the corner of her mouth.
"What does the young lady say about this?" When is it, and why is the young lady still talking to her about this? Yugui became more and more anxious, and even couldn't help but say, "Miss, are you, are you unwilling...... Save Miss Three......"
The last few words, Yugui said very lightly, and only moved his mouth.
Wu Niang smiled, tears flashing in her eyes.
She also knew why she was thinking of it at this time.
She saw Sanniang and Wang Jing in the garden at that time, the brother and sister were deeply in love, both of them only cared about whether the other party was injured, but they both insisted that they were fine, she was very envious, and she felt more and more lonely.
Watching the two of them help each other out of the garden, she thought that it would be good if the third sister and the fifth brother could treat her like this, and she would be bullied by the two sisters in the big house in the future, and her sister could help her.
So she thought that she would try to please Sanniang and Fifth Brother, so that they would also like her and protect her. However, if they really hate her as much as her aunt said, she will hate them even more and treat them as enemies like Wu Niang and Liu Niang.
So she tried to get close to Sanniang, at the beginning Sanniang was no different from other sisters, but I don't know if it was because she was related by blood or because Wuniang was very likable when she was a child, Sanniang gradually treated her sister differently. Wang Jing saw that Sanniang liked Wuniang, so he was kind to her, and would push the swing frame for her and Sanniang.
Later, Sanniang took Wuniang to play in the Hefeng Courtyard. At that time, Zhao was still alive, although Mama Zhao never liked her and didn't give her a good color, Zhao was always kind to her. will also touch her head and call her Yue'er, let the maid bring her snacks and fruits to eat, and let Wang Jing and Sanniang take her to play.
Although Aunt Cui doesn't like Wu Niang to go to Hefeng Courtyard. But Zhao is the main mother after all, and she can't go to Hefeng Courtyard to find someone as blatantly as when Zhao died later.
Before Zhao's death. Wu Niang has a close relationship with Hefeng Temple.
At that time, the Wang family invited the gentleman in the boudoir school to teach them, and sometimes she quarreled with Liuniang in school and was punished by the husband for copying books, and Sanniang would always help her write more than half. If she cries, Sanniang will try her best to make her laugh. If Sanniang gets something good, it will always be left to her and Wang Jing. She is coquettish to Sanniang, and Sanniang always coaxes her gently. Whenever those times come, Wu Niang is very satisfied. She felt that she was not alone, in addition to having an aunt, she also had a sister who treated her well.
Once, when Wang Jing was away, she and Sanniang were fluttering butterflies in the garden. Somehow, she thought of the time when Wang Jing protected Sanniang, so she looked at the opportunity and deliberately pretended to fall in front of Sanniang's eyes.
Sanniang didn't fall to the ground like Wang Jing to give her a back, but she hurriedly stepped forward to pull her, Sanniang was very thin at that time and had no strength. So the two sisters fell together, but it was Sanniang who fell to the ground, and she fell on Sanniang's body.
Wu Niang still remembers that San Niang was the same as Wang Jing at that time. I didn't look to see if I was hurt, but I urgently asked her if there was any pain. It wasn't until the two of them got up that they found that Sanniang's ankle was sprained, red and swollen.
Wu Niang immediately cried, and San Niang still remembered to coax her.
It's just that Sanniang didn't know that Wuniang was crying at the time, half of it was because she was scared when she was seriously injured, and half of it was because she suddenly felt very warm in her heart, and her tears couldn't find an outlet.
Wu Niang asked San Niang at the time: "Sister, will you always be good to me?" ”
Sanniang thought that she was petty again, and coaxed her with a smile: "You are my sister, of course I will always be good to you." But when your hair is gray, if you still come to me to be coquettish, it will make people laugh. ”
Wu Niang burst into tears and laughed.
These long-term memories generally poured into Wu Niang's mind, but it was only a few moments later.
Wu Niang sighed, suddenly turned around and walked in the opposite direction to the Great Compassion Temple, and said lightly: "Where is the third sister, take me there." ”
Yugui was stunned for a moment before she happily followed, but she felt that the current miss seemed to be different from other times, and the way she straightened her back was actually a little similar to the usual third miss, and she had never felt that the third miss and the fifth miss were similar before.
Wu Niang's eyes swept the corner of her eyes and saw that Yugui was looking at her, pulled the corners of her mouth, and said as she walked: "As soon as I entered Beijing, I offended the county lord and the county lord, every time I went out, the ladies and ladies in Beijing looked at me with piercing eyes, I really hate them." Because they always reminded me that after such a great disaster, there must be no good lady who wants me to be their daughter-in-law, and I can only live in seclusion, hoping that they will gradually forget that one thing, although I also know that when I propose marriage, this matter will definitely be brought up by the good people again. ”
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Regarding Wu Niang, I would like to say don't look at her in a purely good or bad light. Human nature is inherently complex, who is a pure good person or a pure bad person? It depends on when, or for whom.
Even good people may be possessed by demons when things conflict with their own interests. And bad people may also do good things for the sake of individual people, or for purely intermittent episodes of conscience.
Some relatives said that I whitewashed Wu Niang, what I want to say is that Wu Niang was not labeled as black or white by me at all. Her selfishness and calculation have never changed, but doesn't there be another side to such a Wu Niang?
In my heart, she's not a good person, she's not a bad person, she's just an ordinary person. It's you or me, or anyone in the crowd.
We need to believe that even the most vicious criminals can be a good father, or a good husband, who pretend to be hot-headed and superhuman, and die trying to save children who have fallen into the water. The reason for saving people may only be because when walking on the shore, his foot slipped, and he fell into the river, but the people on the shore shouted "Hero!" without knowing it. Lei Feng! He was suddenly full of pride and made a mistake.
If he hadn't died, he might have gone back and continued to do evil, or he might have been suddenly moved by himself to change his ways.
Human nature is so complicated, who knows?
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