Chapter 174: Silence with lovesickness

Therefore, at this time, seeing that the two of them were finally able to walk together and talk and laugh calmly, he was also relieved in his heart, and secretly said that the master was handsome, chic, powerful, rich, and gentle and considerate, maybe Miss Ruan, the fierce horse, was willing to tame him. (倩倩Chinese.)

Thinking of this, he took the initiative to say hello to Su Mingxi, and ran back to Xiaowang Village first, so there were only two people left on the wilderness road, Su Mingxi and Ruan Yunsi.

This situation made Su Mingxi feel a little inappropriate, lonely men and widows walking side by side, once they were seen, it was inevitable that there would be rumors, and they had nothing to do with it, but Ruan Yunsi was such a fierce woman, how could she listen to those gossips, so she was about to stop Wang Biao, who was running like a rabbit, when she heard Ruan Yunsi say lightly: "Isn't it strange to have a son?" As the daughter of the Hou Mansion, how can I have this kind of skill and vision? ”

"Yes, I'm strange, girl......"

Su Mingxi's words came to an abrupt end, and the head that was originally looking straight ahead quickly twisted to the side, and he looked at Ruan Yunsi in surprise, as if he had seen a ghost alive, no, even if he was a ghost, it was impossible to be as surprised as he was now.

"Auntie...... Girl......"

The dual career of civil and military, he has always been a majestic and proud little grandfather for the first time in his life, and even his mind is blank, he doesn't know what to say in this situation? He didn't even have an idea. It seems a bit shameless to pretend not to know Ruan Yunsi's identity again.

Ruan Yunsi looked at him calmly and said softly, "Today, after Gongzi left, my eldest brother came over. ”

"Brother Ruan? Ruan Siqi? Su Mingxi asked, and seeing Ruan Yunsi nodding, he was silent for a long time. finally smiled bitterly: "It was me who was too careless, I should have known that he was not stupid, no." Not only is he not stupid, since he is Miss Ruan's brother, he should be extremely smart. ”

Ruan Yunsi looked at Su Mingxi's face that instantly calmed down. Her heart is extremely complicated, this layer of window paper was pierced by herself, otherwise, she could be like an ostrich, cowering in the sand, escaping all reality, and enjoying the protection and convenience from Su Mingxi with peace of mind.

But she couldn't. Because she can't reveal her identity, she has been shameless for a long time, and now that the truth is revealed, she really can't let herself continue to enjoy the care from someone she has hurt so shamelessly.

But at this time, facing Su Mingxi. She didn't know what to say, she knew that from today on, she and Su Mingxi would probably really break off completely, and in her lifetime, she would probably never see this personable and gentle man again.

"Now that the girl already knows. Su doesn't need to hide it anymore. ”

Su Mingxi's hand clenched into fists, trying his best to restrain the emotions churning in his chest, he looked at Ruan Yunsi, who was speechless, and said in a deep voice: "Su wants to ask the girl, why did you run away from the marriage that day?" Even at the cost of running away from home? Although Su is not a dragon and phoenix among people, he also thinks that he does not have a reputation for being prodigal. Why did the girl get disgusted with this? ”

Facing Su Mingxi's angry burning gaze, Ruan Yunsi looked away, this matter, no matter what, she did not do it right. And Su Mingxi's anger also stems from this: without any bad reputation, she was disgusted by her daughter's family, if it weren't for Ruan Yunsi running away from marriage, she would already be her wife now, and she still needed to be like now, obviously close at hand, but she couldn't even reach out and touch her?

"Actually, the answer, Childe should know."

Ruan Yunsi took a deep breath and finally spoke, then she turned her head, looked at Su Mingxi without fear, and said word by word: "One life and one couple, this is my request for my husband, and Gongzi is a little grandfather, and he will never be able to do it." ”

Su Mingxi's heart trembled suddenly, he stared at Ruan Yunsi's eyes, it was really strange, this was obviously an unreasonable and ridiculous request, except for those men who struggled to survive and it was difficult to support themselves, their wives and children, what man in this world didn't regard three wives and four concubines as a matter of course? Even if they are honest men, once they have the ability, don't they also want to enjoy the blessings of all people? Isn't Ruan Yunsi's ex-husband a good example?

But such a ridiculous remark was said word by word by the weak woman in front of her with gritted teeth, as if it were a matter of course. No, not just this time, as Ruan Yunsi just said, the answer is really clear in her heart, because the other party has said it in front of her more than once, and every time, such a rebellious remark in the eyes of the world will be said by her as the truth, as if men and women should be like this. But in fact, it's clearly the opposite. Even if a couple who respects each other and loves each other, there will always be concubines and aunts, isn't it?

The two looked at each other like this, and neither of them would back down.

In the end, it was Su Mingxi who spoke first, he looked at Ruan Yunsi's eyes seriously, and said slowly for a long time: "I can promise you that there will be no other women from now on." ”

Ruan Yunsi could see that with the exit of these words, the eyes were no longer doubtful and oppressive, but replaced by a surging affection, she knew that Su Mingxi liked herself, but all along, he had used perfect concentration to bury this love between men and women deep in his heart, and now, these emotions were all released, just like the last blow of the trapped beast in despair.

I really want to promise him, if I promise him, there is someone to rely on and fall in love, it must be a very, very beautiful taste.

Ruan Yunsi felt that her eyes were a little sour, she was not a grass and tree, how could she be ruthless? Especially such an excellent man, he is willing to throw away worldly prejudices for himself, he can not care about the remnants of his married people, everything he does is sincere from the heart. How can such a man not be moved or moved?

But she shook her head slowly.

"I'm sorry, Master Su, I don't want to marry into a wealthy family and spend my whole life in that courtyard. I have no way to deal with my husband's aunt and concubine, I am obviously jealous but I have to be calm. I know you're not ruthless, and there's no way you're going to get rid of your aunt for me, in fact, if you do. It will only make me look down on you. Therefore, we are destined to be inseparable. Seven years ago, my wayward selfishness caused you a hurt that I can't make up for. I've always felt guilty, and I really didn't think that seven years later, we would meet again. I'm sorry...... I...... I know it's useless to say this, and I don't know what to do to make it up to you, if there is an afterlife, a lifetime, I hope God can still give me the opportunity to make it up to you......"

"The past life and the next life are too ethereal and ethereal, I just want to grasp this life well."

Su Mingxi took a few deep breaths. Then he looked at Ruan Yunsi fixedly, and his voice was as heavy as a broken boat: "Miss Ruan, did your eldest brother tell you?" The wedding certificate was still there that day, and when the Ruan family came to retire, it happened that my mother and grandmother were still angry. So they refuse to accept your resignation, that is to say, in fact, you are already a member of my Su family, and if you remarry later, it is already not allowed in terms of law, and now I want you to enter the Su family, which is justified. ”

Ruan Yunsi didn't expect Su Mingxi to say such a thing, she originally thought. After the two talked, this man might be angry and disappointed, but with his cultivation and quality, he would never retaliate and persecute him, and the final result could only be that the two of them went away. Never again.

Her expression was still calm, but her eyes had betrayed her shock, and it took a long time before she said softly, "Childe, this is ...... Will you persecute me? ”

This time, Su Mingxi said goodbye, and said softly but firmly: "Since the girl was able to leave home and run away from home seven years ago, shouldn't Su be selfish today?" ”

Ruan Yunsi's tears finally flowed, not because of fear and panic, nor because of anger and sadness, but because of emotion.

She knew Su Mingxi's character very well, he should have been chic like clouds in the sky, and no one or anything in this world could affect him. But because of a woman who is not brilliant, he let himself fall into the swamp. He is not a wicked person, and he can't do anything to persecute him, but he would rather do a bully against his will.

"Young Master Su, why are you ......" In an instant, Ruan Yunsi's heart was like numbness, and tears were like rain.

Su Mingxi turned around and smiled miserably: "It's bitter to get, it's bitter if you can't, in short, it's all bitter, don't I even have the right to choose how bitter I am?" ”

"Childe is the best among people, how can Yunsi be virtuous? Got your blue eyes? This love, Yunsi has no qualifications to criticize and despise, but has Childe ever thought about it? Why did Ling Tang and Lao Taijun refuse to accept my family's resignation? Are they trying to leave me a way out? ”

Su Mingxi was stunned for a moment, and then his face turned pale with a "brush", no one knows better than him that the Su family's refusal to accept the resignation is not for Ruan Yunsi, but for revenge, the woman who runs away from home is not qualified to be the main house, even if she is arrested, with the marriage certificate as evidence, she can only enter the Su family as a concubine, and how can the Su family make this woman feel better?

Su Mingxi's heart was cold, his lips moved, but he didn't say anything. What is he going to say? Said that he would persuade his parents and grandmothers not to embarrass Ruan Yunsi? Said he would protect Ruan Yunsi from harm? It's all. He is a junior, how can he ask his elders to do something? Okay, even if he is obsessed and compromises his mother and grandmother in various ways, can he be by Ruan Yunsi's side for twelve hours a day? As long as he leaves, what will the people in the mansion do to her? You don't even have to think about it.

Ruan Yunsi saw that she finally moved the infatuated man in front of her, and while she was relieved, she also felt a sense of loss and sadness.

She sighed and muttered, "What's more, Childe has also seen my weaving and dyeing factory, and in this life, my ambition is to create a prosperous splendid kingdom." If I enter the Jin State Mansion, may I ask Gongzi, how can I continue to complete my career? If I am allowed to wash all the lead and only teach my husband and children in that high-ranking family, I will lose my free body in this life, I would rather ......" She bit her lip, and finally said those four words: "I would rather have all the jade burned." ”

Su Mingxi couldn't help but take a step back, he looked at Ruan Yunsi in a daze, but he only saw the incomparable firmness in the other party's eyes.

Jade burning? Yes, this fierce woman, this is indeed something she can do. Affection is not as ruthless as bitterness, sure enough, those who lose their hearts lose everything, and they don't even have the right to choose how hard to be.

Su Mingxi suddenly felt that all thoughts were discouraged: That's it, sometimes there must be in life, and there is no time in life to force it, he and Ruan Yunsi may really be destined to have no fate, even if there is fate, it is also a bad fate.

"Since the girl said so, Su didn't force it."

Su Mingxi looked up to the sky and sighed and took a few steps forward. Ruan Yunsi stood there still, so he brushed her shoulder, and just like that, the two people who were originally opposite each other had turned opposite each other in the blink of an eye.

"The mountains are high and the waters are long, and there will be no time in the future. The vicissitudes of life, the girl is good at cherishing herself. ”

I don't know how long it has been, but the man's words still seem to be echoing in my ears, a low and magnetic voice, speaking of the last care he gave himself.

Ruan Yunsi's tears flowed wantonly on her face, and the spring breeze raised a few strands of hair scattered on her forehead, but in the blink of an eye, tears stuck to her face.

"You won't know that I really like you, I really like you. It's just that between the two dilemmas, I have only one choice, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Su Gongzi, please forget that I am a selfish woman, it's just blame, we shouldn't have met in the same world in the first place......"

Turning around, there was no longer the figure of the man in the vast world, Ruan Yunsi finally cried bitterly, she felt that her whole heart was torn apart, until this time, she knew that at the same time that she stole the man's heart, her heart had already been lost, she always thought that she could hold it, but in fact, it was just a ridiculous self-deceptive lie.

In the midst of crying blood, the sad melody of my favorite song in my previous life seemed to sound in my ears: "People pass with the wind, and the flowers bloom and fall freely, no matter what the vicissitudes of the world are." A city full of lovesickness is silent...... Walking aimlessly in the wilderness, it wasn't until the red sun sank that Ruan Yunsi realized that it was time for her to go home.

She didn't know how she walked back, and she didn't even seem to be able to tell the direction.

She only knows that her heart is empty, floating in an unknown place, and the dilemma between her two choices is the price she needs to pay.

Is it retribution? Heaven gave her retribution for her escape from marriage seven years ago. But if it's really retribution, just let yourself bear it, why let Su Mingxi fall in love with herself? Seven years ago, what she gave to the other party was just a loss of reputation, but seven years later, what she gave the other party was a scarred heart, the only difference is that this time, Q