Chapter Eighty-Five: No Suffering
Cher knocked on the door.
The door creaked open, and a fat round man in an expensive satin shirt stuck his head out to look at the three people standing outside.
"Where did you come from? Have friends near mountains and rivers? β
The fat man said with a smile, as if he was just asking casually, but some sentences flashed in Cher's mind-
"Far away from the water and near the mountains, the father dies and the mother marries, there are no three relatives and no six relatives under the bottom, people are in the wilderness, and they come one by one."
Xue'er opened her mouth to say a string of words, and Xiaocao and Yinshuang next to her were stunned when they heard it, and they didn't understand what it meant at all.
"It turned out to be my own family," the fat man still happily stretched out a finger, "dare to ask how many claws there are?" β
Snow didn't answer, and held out three fingers. The fat man hurriedly lowered the latch and opened the door to let the three of them in.
"That was ...... just now"
"Jianghu incision...... It's just some code! If you don't feel right, you are naturally not a wolf howling person. Cher smiled at Silver Frost who asked the question, revealing her snow-white teeth.
ββ¦β¦ Since you can match, then aren't you a wolf howling......" Yinshuang raised his eyebrows, his appearance was full of Situ Feng, Xue'er almost called out the words "big pervert", but fortunately she held back when she came to her mouth.
If you really scream, this person is going to be depressed! Resemblance may be good for twins, but it may not be good......
"I don't know if I am." Lifting the skirt and following the fat man in front of her across the high threshold, Xue'er smiled helplessly at Yinshuang, reaching out to support the grass that she didn't expect the threshold to be too high and almost falling, the child climbed her arm in shock, pulled down her sleeve to reveal a snow-white wrist.
"I've forgotten a lot of things, but I seem to have a little bit of a memory...... Sometimes I think that maybe I'm not forgetting the previous me, nor am I completely forgetting the next me, it's more like a mixture of two. β
ββ¦β¦ Are you saying that you in the past are the one who howls wolf? Silverfrost asked her softly.
"Perhaps......" Xue'er looked at the hollow wooden windows of this old but simple and heavy house with a little loneliness, and said abruptly, "In this case, he will not be wronged me......
But she laughed again in an instant, and said to Xiaocao, "Okay! Look at the road, don't always look up at the sky, be careful of falling to your death. β
When she said this, it was as if nothing had happened, but Situ Feng knew very well that she still had no way to forget him......
And the people in the world who can't forget someone, why not Han Qingxue?
When the door of the mansion with three lanterns hung in the cloud city was quietly closed, upstairs of a gorgeous restaurant in the distance, in the elegant private room, the handsome boy sat against the window, pouring himself a drink.
He was dressed in white and snowy, but there was a pain on his seemingly expressionless face that could not be dispelled, as if he was trying to restrain himself from indulging in a certain emotion, but it did not work.
He, pouring himself a full cup, after drinking it all, poured another glass, as if he must be drunk here, and the side dishes in front of him did not move.
His eyes slowly misunderstood, looking at the wind chimes in the corner of the eaves, listening to their crisp sound gently swaying in the wind, and then a mocking smile bloomed.
He heard the wind......
She left the man and came here......
He was so eager to see her, no matter how the years were intertwined, he still cared about her, every moment, as if she was clearly in his blood, as long as the blood was still flowing in his body, he couldn't help but miss her.
She was originally his, but now she is so far away, it is clear that she should be the moon by his side, and now his bright star can only be lonely in the night sky.
When he first received the news, the joy in his heart was so intense, and the tide of ecstasy rushed through his body, as if it was about to annihilate him.
He had been looking forward to this for a long time...... But he clearly knows that she is no longer Xue'er in the past, and he is not his past self.
Now, for the two of them, they are already the most familiar strangers, who have met and parted.
So, what could he be for her?
The question trapped him, and the ecstasy gradually subsided, turning into a puddle of backwater. Yes, what he will bring to her are painful memories of the past, those unforgettable, once remembered, will be the pain that eats at the bones.
How can he give it?
Of course he couldn't bear it.
So he also thought that as long as she lived, it would be enough for Cher to survive in this world.
But he couldn't control himself...... I can't resist wanting to come here...... I couldn't help but want to see her.
However, what about after the meeting? Will he want to remind her again, stir up her memories, will he frighten her because of his madness?
In his heart, she has always been that pure and beautiful little girl, from the first time he saw her, that little face carved in pink and jade has become the reason for his survival for the rest of his life.
And, for the sake of her happiness, for her to stop crying, he can suppress himself and allow himself not to think about her, not to miss, not to follow......
Alone in a corner, licking the bare and painful wounds that had left her out.
It won't hurt more than she died...... He thought so, but the slow torture day after day, like a blunt knife pulling at his flesh, was doubly painful
He had already received the message.
From the moment she left the first village in the world, he had already arranged spies all the way to spy on intelligence along the way.
So, he also knew about the existence of that silver frost.
Leader of the Hundred Poisons Sect...... The man who had the same face as Situ Feng. Who the hell is Cher? Did he follow the arrangement of his brother Situ Feng and come to protect Xue'er as he said?
And the man who rescued Cher from the bandits...... It's clearly Mo Zhanpeng.
He didn't know what the man was thinking, he knew that his Cher must have been hurt by the man, but he didn't know why he had to play as a master to save her.
He couldn't figure it out anymore......
The confusion of the alcohol took over his body, and he put down his glass, but it was placed on the edge of the table, and his bones rolled to the ground with a thud.
"Ah......h
He let out a short cry and tried to bend down to get it, only to find that someone had already picked up the cup first.
It was a powerful man's hand with black bracers with gold patterns.
"Hee...... Elf...... You're here......"
Looking at the tall and cold man in black who walked in front of him and put the wine glass away, he looked at a self-defeating smile on his lips.
"Ruthless, don't drink it!" Mei said coldly, but there was a heartache in her words that could not be concealed.
He didn't like to see Hua Ruthless like this, but no matter how much he didn't like it, Hua Ruthless would always do it for the sake of that woman named Han Qingxue.
Even though he knew he was going to be sad and worried, he would still get drunk.
"I said, stop drinking!"
Relentlessly watched as the glass he had just filled disappeared from front of him, and then returned to him empty.
"You let me drink...... I don't understand......"
Hana looked at him mercilessly and with annoyance, obviously in a very bad mood.
"If you don't understand, don't think about it, how many times have I told you......" Mei simply slammed the glass into the corner, and after a crisp sound, the glass shattered into a small pile of powder. Mei was angry, and he used internal force.
"But if I don't understand, I can't help but want to drink......" Hua smiled ruthlessly, picked up the flask and poured it directly into her mouth.
This time, Mei dropped the flask.
"What the hell do you want from me?" Hua's ruthless face showed a willful childlike expression, "I don't know what that Mo Zhanpeng is planning to do to her, why did he drive her away, but he turned back to save her, and what is the relationship between that Situ Feng and her...... And that silver frost ......"
"Enough!" Mei Thunder was furious, "You know that you want to think of that woman, look at you like this, where is the appearance of a leader?" β
"Do you think I want to be a leader?" The drunkenness in Hua Ruthless's suddenly retracted gaze replied to Mei very coldly, "I don't want this...... Compared to her, these are nothing. β
"You mean to say that for all these years, I've been running around for someone who doesn't want this at all? Flowers are merciless...... Do you remember what you said to me after I saved you? You said you were going to avenge this woman, you were going to overthrow the perpetrators...... Have you forgotten everything now? β
"But she's alive...... She's still alive......"
He took two steps back in a daze, sat on the chair mercilessly, and turned his eyes out the window, "She is alive, everything will be different...... You don't understand, Mei ...... I don't care as long as she lives and everything else......"
Breathing heavily, he closed his eyes......
He didn't stop Ruthless, in fact, he kept watching Hua Ruthless's thoughts about Cher grow stronger and stronger. It's not that he doesn't want to change the ruthlessness, but when such a drastic way is done, he finds that everything he has done has no effect in the face of the memories left by this woman.
Charm laughed miserably, and he said, "Ruthless, if she is your everything, then that means, even if I die today, it doesn't matter, does it?" β
Mei's words made Hua's ruthless eyes move like death, and he looked at him with his beautiful eyes.
ββ¦β¦ No...... No...... You shouldn't die, and if you do, the one who dies should be me. Elf...... I know you've done a lot for me...... You're my best friend......"
Hana's ruthless heart is in turmoil, but he can still feel the presence of the charm.
Yes, in addition to Cher, the only person he cares about is charm.
It's just that, no matter how far Mei goes, he can't give him the kind of response he wants.
Friend...... That's all.
Although he is ruthless and has no friends other than charm, he can only let him down, because his heart has drifted to the charming girl who is ready to sacrifice her life and adventure in this cloud city.
His Cher......
His blooming purple flower......
Mei stretched out her hand and lit the ruthless acupoint.
He knew that ruthlessness was defenseless against him, and he didn't have that kind of mind to him, because he had accumulated too much sorrow in his heart, and after that venting, he found that he had no more strength to struggle.
No matter how much he does, his ruthless heart will always be tied to Han Qingxue's body, and he will always be ...... It is impossible to favor him......
Mei sneered, but she was mocking herself.
Mock this self who even knows the truth, but still doesn't care about what he did before for the sake of Hua Ruthless, leaving him ecstatic and suffering from gains and losses.
ββ¦β¦ You'll never understand how bitter I am, just like I don't understand, why do you love her like this......"
Hua ruthless's body softened and fell into the arms of the charm.
He kissed his smooth forehead and whispered to himβeven though ...... He couldn't hear at all......
The world is miserable, and I can't ask for it.
Charm for a lifetime, where to find a ruthless heart?
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