Chapter 80: Confidant
Jin Fengju smiled and said, "Who said I shouldn't do the same thing? It must be known that although the two wolves who want to eat meat will always turn against each other in the end, if they are temporarily united, it is possible to bite the scalper in front of them to death first, and then divide the spoils to fight, at that time, no matter who wins or loses, the scalper is dead, what is the significance of victory or defeat for the scalper? ”
Fu Qiuning straightened up, clapped his hands lightly, and looked at Jin Fengju with a smile: "Indeed, if it is a scalper, it will really only be bitten to death." But what if it's not a scalper, but a tiger in cow's clothing? Even if those two wolves join forces, it's useless, right? These things should have been expected by the master, but when they really came, they were just a move. With you and Prince Rong's holy family, as long as you are a little more restrained, cover the cowhide tightly, don't show your tail, what are you afraid of? ”
Jin Fengju couldn't help laughing, shook his head and said, "It's true that you are a delicate mind, but it's not as easy as you said." It's getting late, go to sleep. After speaking, he watched Fu Qiuning go away with all the money, and then he retracted his gaze, sighed a little melancholy, and said to himself: "Tiger? If I'm a tiger, you're heaven, aren't you? When I meet you, even if it's a tiger, I can't take a bite of it, alas! Is this a retribution from heaven? Just because I ignored them before? It's also, that's it, since it's retribution, it will take a few more days to have a turnaround. ”
On the second day, Fu Qiuning got up, and after finishing freshening up, she saw that Jin Fengju was already waiting in the front hall, she was stunned for a moment, and then remembered what the other party had said before, and couldn't help but sigh. It seems that I can't escape the matter of going to ask the ancestors for peace today, do you see it, I'm waiting for me here.
So I had to change my clothes and insert a hairpin in my bun. The temples were pasted with flowers, and the two children were dressed up, and he ordered: "Go with your father today to greet the old lady." Be steady, don't lose your senses. ”
The two children should be in unison. Jin Zangjiao smiled: "This is still ordered by my mother?" It's always been that way. My ancestors also liked me and my brother very much, and they were always affectionate to us. "Because he spoke. I came to the antechamber. saw Jin Fengju looking at the pot of gold-edged hydrangea chrysanthemums on the windowsill that day. Seeing them come out, he smiled and said, "This chrysanthemum has bloomed to this day, which is rare." After speaking, he stepped forward, cut a half-opened chrysanthemum with scissors, put it in his hair for Qiu Ning, and smiled: "You have never dressed too plainly, but now you wear this flower, it is still a little more gorgeous." Rest assured, you haven't lost your solemnity. ”
He said so, and Fu Qiuning was helpless. had no choice but to nod in agreement, and then followed behind Jin Feng. Let's go to Kangjuin together.
A hundred steps away from the evening breeze Xuan, there is the green garden, the garden that used to be full of flowers, but now it is the withered grass and fallen leaves all over the ground. Fu Qiuning looked at this bleak scenery, remembering that he had once crossed over, struggling to survive in this ancient palace, and now he had to face an even more difficult road ahead, that is, even the seemingly sincere but deep man around him didn't know what to calculate for himself, and couldn't help but feel more and more touched by the scene, and sighed a long sigh.
"Why, when I saw the gloom of late autumn, I was sad?" But he saw Jin Feng, who was walking in front, and turned his head: "You women are like this, in fact, what is there to be sad about?" Even if the plants and trees wither, the spring breeze in the coming year will naturally flourish again. It's easy to grow old, but these trees are blooming and blooming, year after year, aren't they much better than us? ”
"What kind of argument is that?" She has always heard people talk about the red face and easy old flowers to bloom, they are all sad, and it is the first time she has heard Jin Fengju's words, which shows the perseverance of this person's determination and optimism of personality.
"This is the tone of my Jin Fengju," Sure enough, I saw Jin Fengju raise his head and said: "It's just that although the face is easy to grow old, it is not as prosperous as the grass and trees." However, how can plants and trees have ever-changing human thoughts? Some people's tongues are full of joy, anger, sorrow, and joy, and when you talk about it in detail, although life is long, it is also boring and tight. ”
Fu Qiuning said: "I don't know what the master means, one moment sighing is not as good as wood, and the next moment sighing that wood is not as good as people?" It can be seen that it is not satisfactory. After speaking, he saw Jin Fengju shaking his head, and said in high spirits: "Life is unsatisfactory, ten of the **." Everything in the world is like this, and nothing is perfect. If so, why focus only on those flaws and regrets? It's better to just look at some things that are happy and satisfying, not arrogant in good times, not discouraged in bad times, so that you and I can live up to your and my decades of life, what do you say? ”
Fu Qiuning couldn't help laughing and said: "It's just a matter of seeing half a glass of water, so let the master tell the truth of life, and the concubine is really ashamed." The words fell, but Jin Feng said strangely: "What is the problem of seeing half a glass of water?" Let's hear it. ”
Fu Qiuning was stunned, knowing that he had leaked his mouth, but it was too late to take it back at this time, so he had to smile and said: "That old mother once told me that she met a monk in her early years, and she once asked a monk about her life experience. Some people think, "Unfortunately, there is only half a cup left." Some people will say, "Great, there's still half a cup left." It can be seen that the pain and joy of life exist in one mind. The heart is at peace, and there is joy in suffering. The heart is sad, even if it is a golden house food, and the silk and satin wives and concubines are still insufficient. It's a pity that when I think about that grandmother now, I haven't understood the bitterness and joy of this life until I die. Now when I hear Ye talk about it, I think of this past, and I feel that Ye is the second person, whether it is good or bad, Ye lives to understand Lotte, which is extremely rare. ”
After some words, Jin Fengju, who only listened, was agitated in his heart, but his face was still calm, and he smiled: "What you said is very true, think about it, why aren't you also such a person?" Otherwise, in this night Fengxuan, six months may not be able to survive, let alone six years? I remember when we first got married, you still asked people to invite me from time to time, and sometimes cried. It's just that the relationship between the two governments was tense at that time, and I hated you very much in my heart, so I never pretended. Later, I heard that you committed suicide by hanging a beam, and after going to see it, you calmed down a lot. But since then, I have thought of this past? So don't you feel sorry for yourself anymore and do that senseless thing? ”
Fu Qiuning thought to herself: This is a good reason you found for me, don't be sorry for myself. Because he nodded, he heard Jin Fengju sigh: "These days, I often feel that you are my confidant, but I always have doubts, thinking that we may not be able to think of everything together, and now that you say this, I am truly sure that you are indeed my confidant." As the saying goes, a thousand taels of gold are easy to get, but it's hard to find one. I didn't expect that I would be so lucky, my wife is my only confidante. It's just that I don't know, is this a blessing or a misfortune after all? ”
At that time, seeing that the two of them were talking harmoniously, Jin Ming, Yu Niang and others all understood the eyes, so they led the children out first, and Qiu Ning didn't notice it at first. At this time, I found that the topic was running in the direction I didn't want to mention, and when I tried to find someone to prevaricate, I found that there was no one available around me. I can't help but secretly scold these wall grasses for being so hateful, I have helped them for six years, and now I actually listen to a general manager, who specially helps Jin Fengju force himself into a dead end.
"Luck or misfortune, it's all about one heart. Why did the little marquis forget what we just said? Fu Qiuning sighed deeply, and secretly said Little Marquis, do you think that no woman can escape your charm? How many times have you tried me with words? In fact, although I didn't hit you ruthlessly because of your identity and kindness, the meaning of those words should be very clear, right? With your cleverness, you shouldn't have chased and fought like this, but why did you press forward step by step? In this case, let me give you an understanding, anyway, a few hundred catties of charcoal have already arrived, and you can't take it back because I refuse, right?
Sure enough, I heard Jin Fengju still not give up and said: "I do care about one heart, but those who are not satisfied are always happy, it is human nature, some things, don't climb and try it, how do you know if you can't get it?" If you can get it with some hard work, but you give up, isn't it a lifelong regret? ”
Fu Qiuning slowly stopped, looking at Jin Fengju with a smile, and Jin Fengju also looked at her with a burning smile, and the two looked at each other, which meant that it was difficult to understand.
After a long time, I saw Fu Qiuning move again, and said leisurely: "The concubine's heart is like an ancient well, and the wind is not strong." It is easy to boil the tea, but it is difficult to recover it after covering the water. Little Hou Ye, if you work hard, you can climb it, of course, you should work hard. But if you put in the effort of your life, it will be in vain, for example, to make the dog's tail grass as straight and verdant as a green pine. Why bother with such an impossibility? ”
This is the result, and it is still the result. Jin Fengju withdrew his gaze from Fu Qiuning's face and said softly: "If you don't try your best, how can you say that it's impossible?" I believe in the truth that sincerity is the opening of the golden stone. After speaking, without waiting for Fu Qiuning to reply, he preemptively said: "Out of Yongcui Garden, look, Feng'er and Jiao'er are waiting for us." ”
Fu Qiuning sighed, finally this matter still came to this point, and she finally determined Jin Fengju's intentions, and the other party just didn't take her hand and said, "Qiuning, I like you, I want to get you". Thinking that if it weren't for the previous promise, this man would never be so aggrieved, as his wife, if he made such a request, there would be no room for resistance. But fortunately, it's okay, between them, there is that promise to bind, and this little marquis is a proud person who is full of words, so that he doesn't have to be swayed by him.
Tyunin, I know, you still resent me, right? It's this resentment that makes your heart unwavering. Indeed, six years is the withering that can destroy a woman. But don't worry, if it takes you six years to wither, I'll take another six years to get you back open. One is not enough for six years, and there are two, three, in short, thank God, we are husband and wife, as long as I don't stop you, you are destined to be entangled with me for a lifetime, never die. I don't believe it, with all my feelings, I can't warm your already cold heart. (To be continued)