Chapter 83: It's better not to see: It's better not to be in love
Su Ziyue cried while running, tears rushed out of her eyes unscrupulously, slid down her face with the rain, and dripped onto the ground.
The pouring rain obscured Su Ziyue's sight, and she was like a lost deer wandering barefoot.
The clothes and hair were already soaked, but the heart was numb.
It's ironic that the scene I had fantasized about countless times ended in this way, and it took so much effort to be admitted to Shengying, just to be with you, and now you are leaving, and you don't know when to return.
The more Su Ziyue thought about it, the more sad she became, gritting her teeth and trying to hold back the rippling tears.
"Don't cry, crying is a sign of weakness and cowardice!" Somehow, a childish and serious voice suddenly echoed in Su Ziyue's mind.
Su Ziyue suddenly felt that the heartache seemed to have diminished slightly, she stopped, and wiped the tears that kept pouring out with her hands.
At this time, Ling Yiyun chased after him, grabbed Su Ziyue's trembling wrist, and looked at Su Ziyue with pity and guilt.
"Yueyue, I'm sorry!" Ling Yiyun said with a sigh, his eyes full of endless sadness.
"Why?" Su Ziyue's voice sounded a little hoarse, and she stood with her back to Ling Yiyun, her shoulders constantly rising from sobbing.
Ling Yiyun looked at Su Ziyue's thin shoulders with pain, her eyes were red and swollen, but she didn't answer.
If it is possible, I will always be by your side, for the rest of my life!
The two of them stood in the pouring rain, less than 20 centimeters apart from each other, but so far away.
"Yueyue, forget about me!" Ling Yiyun spit out these words lightly, let go of the hand that was holding Su Ziyue, and prepared to turn around and leave.
And at the moment of turning around, a crystal teardrop slipped from the corner of his eye, and a "thud" fell on the muddy ground.
Su Ziyue only felt that her hands were empty, and an unprecedented heart-piercing pain invaded every inch of skin and every cell in her body, like countless ants eating her soul.
My heart hurts, I am so tired, I can't bear it anymore.
There were no more tears in her eyes, and Su Ziyue's face was as pale as a layer of white paper, without blood.
Why are you so ruthless, why?
I wanted to look back at you again, but I didn't have the courage.
So Su Ziyue staggered forward with a heart full of holes, letting the crazy rain hit her.
First, it's best not to see each other, so that you don't fall in love.
Second, it's better not to know each other, so that you don't love each other.
Thirdly, it is better not to be accompanied, so that you do not owe each other.
Fourth, it is better not to cherish each other, so that you can not remember each other.
Fifth, it is better not to love each other, so that you can not abandon each other.
Sixth, it's better not to think about it, so that you don't meet.
But if you have seen each other, you will know each other, and when you have not seen each other.
Ander and Jun are resolute, and they are exempt from teaching life and death to be lovesick. , Su Ziyue muttered this poem by Cangyang Gyatso, and walked slowly step by step.
The sky was thundering and thundering, dark clouds were rolling, and the rain was fast and fierce.
Suddenly, Su Ziyue stumbled and fell straight into the potholes on the ground, splashing all over the ground.
His knee was worn by a piece of gravel, and the bright red liquid slowly flowed into the low-lying area on the side, and was diluted by the rain, instantly staining a small piece of the ground red.
Wanting to stand up again, her whole body was weak and weak, and Su Ziyue could only lie in the muddy water and let the surging "sword rain" stab at her.
It's cold, it's hungry, it's painful.
Gradually, Su Ziyue's vision became more and more blurred.
A dark night suddenly flashed in front of her, a little girl ran desperately and shouted, but then Su Ziyue fainted.