Chapter 216: Goodbye to Before

On the night of the Mid-Autumn Festival, the moon hung bright and bright in the air, and the grape seedlings planted by Mama Liu in the spring in the yard had climbed to the shelf, and the green leaves grew very luxuriantly, burning the last life in the autumn. The grasshoppers are squawing in the grass, and in a few days the weather will be cold, and these little summer creatures that love to be noisy will disappear.

Jin Qing sat in the courtyard, full of emotion, time flies so fast, this time last year she was still immersed in sadness, only felt that she was abandoned, and today, she is about to get married, and she is still married to someone she thought was impossible to be together.

It was already late at night, Mama Liu brought water into the house, and called Jinqing to wash, Jinqing came back to her senses from her memories, and said crisply, just about to get up, she heard the courtyard door being slammed.

Shujuan hurriedly opened the door, after the door opened, the little girl exclaimed, Jinqing became nervous, thinking that there was some danger, just about to go to see, Shujuan ran over in a hurry, and whispered to Jinqing: "Miss, Master Zheng Guogong is here, it seems that he is drunk, and he is full of alcohol!" ”

Jin Qing was stunned, silent for a moment, and said to Shujuan: "I know, I'll go and see, you go into the house." ”

Ye Wei'an stood at the door drunkenly, watching Jin Qing's footsteps walking briskly towards him under the moonlight, the bright moonlight covered Jin Qing's body with a layer of bright moonlight, and the fine white skin looked like fine ivory.

She is still so beautiful, she can live well without herself.

Ye Wei'an smiled sadly, she was radiant in the light, and he couldn't extricate himself from the pain in the dark, she was like the moonlight that he could no longer touch, just looking at it from afar, she felt heartache.

"Why are you drinking alone at such a late hour?" Jin Qing frowned and asked, he smelled the smell of wine on Ye Wei'an's body from afar, this Mid-Autumn Festival reunion, he was not at home with his family, he was drunk and ran outside to do something, and he drank so much wine, he didn't care about his body at all.

"You care about me?" Ye Wei'an blurted out his words without thinking.

Jin Qing had nothing to say, Ye Wei'an stood in the shadow of the gate with blurred eyebrows, only the pair of eyes were still shining eagerly.

After a period of silence, Ye Wei'an laughed, her laughter was hoarse and painful, "Jinqing, don't you know, Qiu Tang had a miscarriage today, and the child who was pregnant for more than a month was lost and was knocked out by Zhang Yan!" I, I'm very uncomfortable, I obviously don't like Li Qiutang, but she is pregnant with my child, and now the child is gone......"

Jin Qing was startled, and looked at Ye Wei'an's eyes with pity but didn't know what to say, she and Ye Wei'an had nothing to do with it, now this is Ye Wei'an's family matter, she is not qualified to beak Ye Wei'an was stimulated by Jin Qing's eyes, waved her hand, and became angry, "You don't have to look at me with that kind of pitiful eyes, isn't it just a child, some people are willing to give me a child in the future!" ”

Jin Qing was speechless for a long time before saying: "Yes, you are a dignified prince with a noble status, and naturally there are many women who are willing to give you children." ”

Ye Wei'an's angry skull hurt and the alcohol was burning his empty stomach, making his stomach cramp for a while, but nothing could compare to Jinqing's irony that made him sad and angry, and under the anger, Ye Wei'an stepped forward and sneered: "I almost forgot, you will marry Meng Jun in two days, and I will call you the general's wife in the future, and I can't call you Jinqing anymore." Miss Yuan has always been a smart person, and she knows how to shop around to see which one is better and more worthy of marrying herself! ”

Jin Qing was a little embarrassed, what did this make her say? Take yourself as a goods, wait for the price and sell it and want to sell yourself to a good family? Jin Qing stared at him and said slowly, "Wei'an, do we have to talk like this?" Speaking of marriage, you also married Li Qiutang first. ”

Ye Wei'an saw the loss in Jinqing's eyes, and he wanted to say that if you didn't get out of the marriage, where would I marry Li Qiutang? If it weren't for your divorce, my wife would have been you! But he was reluctant to say these ugly words to hurt Jin Qing, Jin Qing was the most beautiful existence in his heart, how could he be willing to stab himself in the flesh of the heart.

Under the moonlight, Jin Qing's eyebrows and eyes were meticulous, Ye Wei'an stared greedily at Jin Qing's face, from the corners of his eyes and eyebrows to the curvature of the corners of his mouth, it seemed that he wanted to engrave her into his heart, and he would have no chance or qualification to stare at Jin Qing in the future, she would be someone else's wife.

Ye Wei'an almost looked stupid, and muttered: "Qingqing, you are so ruthless!" You left me behind and left me alone to face the mess at home, if you were waiting for me at that house, why wouldn't I want to go back......"

Jin Qing looked at Ye Wei'an's dejected appearance, remembering his high spirits when he was a national prince before, and couldn't help but be stunned, and said slowly: "Wei'an, we have known each other for so many years, I think I know you well." You are diligent and hardworking, gentle and handsome, powerful, strategic and forbearing, Zhong Ming Ding Food House has many gentlemen, and you are an exception, no matter what aspect, you are the best. ”

Jin Qing looked at Ye Wei'an's right hand and continued: "You are also very strong, you can't tolerate any bad things about yourself, obviously your handwriting is excellent, but because you feel that your handwriting is not strong enough, you have worked hard to practice, and you still have the idea of going further, wanting to surpass your eldest brother who has been dead for many years." ”

Ye Wei'an looked at Jin Qing stupidly, only Qing Qing was the one who knew him best.

Jin Qing changed his words and said: "You demand perfection for yourself no matter what, you want to do your best in everything, and you still do the same in the world, as long as the person who is important to you, you want to arrange him satisfactorily and properly." But there is always a contradiction between this person, if you arrange this rate, that will be dissatisfied, and you subconsciously ask your wife to be the same as you, and you have to satisfy others if you have wronged yourself. ”

Jin Qing let out a long sigh, "Your requirements are too high, and your heart is too big, I can't meet your requirements, and I don't want to meet them." To put it bluntly, you're just doing harm in the name of love. ”

To this day, Ye Wei'an knew that Jin Qing thought of him like this in his heart, and his heart hurt beyond measure, as if an invisible big hand was kneading his heart, "Qingqing." Ye Wei'an gritted his teeth and said, "You, you actually look at me like this?" Meng Jun, how good is he? ”

Jin Qing was silent, she didn't want to answer this question, and then she slowly spoke, "He won't let me face people who want to hurt me, and he won't force me to do what I don't want to do." ”

Jin Qing lowered her head, her tone was a little sad, "Before my cousin became the queen, I was just an unknown little imperial doctor, and I had such a father, no one could help me, if even my future husband stood on the side of outsiders and watched them bully me, what is the meaning of marrying, it is better to live a relaxed life alone!" ”

Ye Wei was also uncomfortable, he witnessed Jin Qing step by step from the rural bell doctor to today, becoming a national player of the Tang Dynasty, and he knew the hardships and grievances, "Qingqing, I don't blame you." Ye Wei'an was a little incoherent, he just wanted to take a good look at Jinqing one last time, he didn't want to quarrel with her, and he didn't want her to be sad.

Jin Qing glanced at him and didn't speak, now she still has some blame for Ye Wei'an in her heart, and the feelings she put into it are not something that can be broken neatly and without concern.

Jin Qing under the moonlight is petite, and her face is not beautiful, but she can't take her eyes off, Ye Weian said in a low voice: "Qingqing, Meng Jun is a good person, but his father and aunt have always been domineering and unreasonable, you have a stubborn temper, you can't tolerate sand in your eyes, don't conflict with them after marrying." ”

Jin Qing smiled, "With him on my side, speaking for me, facing me, what am I afraid of?" He is different from you, Jin Qing wanted to say this sentence, but when the words came to his mouth, he swallowed Ye Wei'an a little distracted, "Yes, he always stands here for your sake, and he dares to do anything I dare not do." ”

Jin Qing suddenly felt that he was a little pitiful, Mrs. Ye always talked in front of him about how good and filial his dead eldest brother was, subconsciously, Ye Wei'an had to work hard to be better than the eldest brother, but no matter how good a living person is, there are always shortcomings that are not satisfactory, especially for a person like Mrs. Ye, who is satisfied, and he can't compare to the perfect image of a dead person in Mrs. Ye's heart.

"You're already good, good." Jin Qing said sincerely, "Don't let yourself live too tired, go along with your own heart, life is short, don't live for others!" ”

Ye Weian didn't listen to Jin Qing's words, he remembered that the screaming mother and the crying earth-shattering wife at home were all his responsibility, and he had to find a way to appease them after he went back, if they knew that he didn't celebrate the Mid-Autumn Festival with them, but came to Jinqing, he didn't know how to make a fuss.

"Qingqing." Ye Wei'an raised his head and called the name buried in his heart for the last time, "If there is anything bad in the future, as long as I can help, I will definitely help you." ”

Jin Qing smiled, Ye Wei'an was still so kind, but she didn't need it anymore.

Jin Qing's smile was bright and sweet in the moonlight, "Lord Guogong." Jin Qing solemnly saluted, "I, Yuan Jinqing, am not as useless as you think, and Meng Jun is not a soft persimmon." You accepted Zhang Yan behind my back, which was a betrayal and hurt to me, I have always been stingy and resentful, I remember your good and remember your bad. Of course, it's not right for me to say goodbye to let your family lose face in the capital, these messy entanglements, all of them add up, and I can't tell who suffers more and who suffers less, so the two of us can be evened.

You have already married a wife, I will marry someone immediately, if we meet in the future, Lord Guogong should be an ordinary woman I know, these entangled past, please forget it, I am no longer your responsibility! ”