This is the last summer of Lingzilu's college days, and it is hot in Beijing early, and there are already girls wearing skirts after May Day. Although there are many girls in S University, but the dress has always been irrelevant to the fashion, how many years have passed, and Zero Zilu went back to school to see that the girls were still in long skirts fluttering, all of them were like ageless mountain people, and they lived comfortably in this ivory tower.

As early as March, she had already done the job in a hurry, which was not a satisfactory choice, but there was no way, she was always afraid that something would go wrong if she dragged it out. In April, she finished her dissertation, and it only took two nights to finish it, and she said proudly that not a word was my own words. For a student like Ling Zilu, who has good grades but is unwilling to work hard, the teachers have long had no expectations for her, and assigned a young teacher to guide her thesis, and sure enough, the teacher only came to her once, changed two or three lines, and let her pass, so she found that this summer, she had nothing to do at all.

The first thing she does when she opens her eyes every day is**: What are you doing today? I'm almost getting hairy. The other girls in the dormitory have boyfriends who have either left home from the beginning or halfway, and only Ling Zilu is alone. Of course, there was a bad debt in it, but she didn't want to think about it.

One night, Zero Deer and her dorm mates encouraged each other to go to the weekend dance party, which every university has, on greasy floors and in the large cafeteria that smelled of food. But this does not affect everyone's interest, girls are dressed up like peacocks, some people even wear mosquito nets like so-called evening dresses, there are many girls in S University, many boys from other schools come here, after the prom, you can see a lot of speed dating successful pairs of men and women go out together, which is much more economical and efficient than the current eight-minute date.

The reason why they encourage each other is because after the timidity of the freshman year, the infatuation of the sophomore, and the indifference of the junior year, they basically don't participate in the prom after entering the senior year. As they grow older, they have a lot of more exciting places, and those boys who are staring at the tender little girls will not eat □□ to beat them up. And they usually stand alone in a lit corner of the ball, and the boys who want to invite them to dance have to approach them in full view of them, accept their scrutiny, and often receive polite refusals, but it is only a place of entertainment that costs less than five dollars, who likes to torture themselves like this.

But it was really boring that day, so everyone went together.

Soon Lingzilu got annoyed, pulled his good classmate Xiao Ye to sit on the chair at the back of the crowd, rested with his face on his hands, and planned to leave after a while, although he was uncomfortable, but the taste of boredom was even more uncomfortable.

She heard Xiao Ye talking to someone, and when she looked up, it turned out to be a boy from another class in the department, who usually had no friendship, and met a greeting at this time. The boy pulled over to a person next to him and said, "This is my fellow countryman Huo Yan, the first time I have come to our school." When she heard this word, an image of shrunken head and old-fashioned clothes immediately popped up in her mind. After a rush of acquaintances in her freshman year, she hadn't heard anyone say this for a long time, she looked up at this unlucky "fellow", but was surprised to see that it was a man a few years older than them, white and sven, the man was wearing a light-colored suit and a snow-white shirt, and he was a fresh discovery on such a boring night.

Xiao Ye is more outgoing, talking to the two of them, and she herself has always been more reticent when she encounters such an occasion, she doesn't want to make the other party proud in vain, no one is worthy of her and Xiao Ye at the same time.

I don't remember what I said that day, and when she didn't need to speak, she was always so absent-minded, but both parties still left contact information in the end. The only phone downstairs for the girls is an extension, and they can only be dialed out and not transferred, so they all have pagers, otherwise they will simply become isolated from the world.

A few days later, Ling Zilu received a pager from Huo Yan, and she agreed to meet without thinking - since she has been so stuffy for a long time, don't pretend to be reserved anymore, if you don't go out with him, won't you continue to grow hair in the dormitory. She used to be very picky about dating, but now it's just a meeting in Pingshui, just to pass the time, so don't pick and choose.

In the daylight, Ling Zilu found that Huo Yan was actually a handsome man, and soon she knew that he was from Wuhan and came to Beijing to be a representative of the Beijing representative office of a state-owned import and export company. Zero Zilu smiled secretly, and received "fell into the clutches of the devil" in his heart.

When Huo Yan was about to make a phone call that day, he actually hesitated to ask Xiaoye or Lingzilu. Xiaoye is very beautiful, beautiful in appearance, and the people are also warm and kind. He was actually not impressed by Zero Deer, because most of the time she was lazily lying in the shadows, occasionally looking up and squinting at him, her eyes were a little cold, and she was very silent. Huo Yan thought, maybe she was shy, it seemed that this was a girl who was full of honest duties, maybe she could try to date.

He soon found out that he was wrong.

The Zero Deer I saw during the day seemed to be a completely different person, she was lively, laughing, not twisting, familiar with all kinds of places in Beijing, sitting in restaurants and ordering food. Huo Yan comforted himself, maybe Beijingers are like this.

The city of Beijing made him curious and nervous, too big, too prosperous. He lives in a corner of the city, and the company rents a hotel suite, and the outer room is an office that can seat three or four people, and inside is his temporary home, where he stays alone most of the time. If no one comes to his hometown, if there is no bidding, he is basically idle. Without going out of the courtyard of the hotel, he could live as usual, but when he wanted to see the city and plunge into the crowd, he felt like a boat thrown into the ocean, not knowing where the shore was.

Let's use the deer as his cable for the time being, he thought.

In Beijing that year, the city's per capita monthly income was less than 700 yuan, and people didn't know what famous brands they were. In this year, the old wolf stood at the Spring Festival Gala for the first time and sang with a trembling voice, Xie Xiaodong suddenly returned to the basics and jumped with joy: We ordinary people, we are really happy today. The most popular on the street is Greater China. The whole city has a seemingly old-fashioned but simple atmosphere. But at the same time, the afterglow of the bubble economy in the early 90s has not yet passed, and the top shopping mall Lufthansa has been open for three years, and the goods that are 30,000 miles high from the standard of living of ordinary people are teasing people's desires, but the shopping mall is still crowded. Along the East Third Ring Road, there are star-rated hotels and high-end restaurants, where the consumption of one night is often a year's income of ordinary people, and Ha has just opened for a year

d Rock still has to wait in line every night, and not far from it, the Great Wall Hotel was one of the top nightclubs of the time, and the legend of the Golden Cave still lingers in people's ears today.

This is Beijing, where the pancakes and pork rolls in the hutongs and the small two in the hutongs and the geoduck with XO in Shunfeng seafood coexist in harmony, telling everyone's praise and expectations for a better day.

Lingzilu loves spicy food like Huo Yan, so he took her to a Sichuan restaurant near the company and ordered the chef's specialty Bazhou Shu chicken and fried shrimp tray. Huo Yan said that this is suitable for little girls to eat and play, not dripping with soup, but also good taste, after eating, I will ask her to pack a portion, and say that I will take it back to your classmates. They can't eat anything decent at school. When Huo Yan faced her, he still had a bit of an adult man's superiority in looking at female students.

But he soon discovers that Zero Deer is very proficient in eating, drinking, and having fun. One night, Ling Zilu took him to a small bar by the river behind the Beijing Building, at that time, many bars were accompanied by young ladies, and they had to be settled with foreign exchange coupons, and ordinary people did not dare to enter without a few thousand yuan in their pockets. The bar is a quiet Western food bar, small, casual atmosphere, delicious food, and reasonable prices. The first time I went, the two of them had already eaten, and Ling Zilu was sitting at the bar with him, and it seemed that she knew this place very well, ba

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Quickly brought a glass of transparent liquid, Huo Yan looked at the zero deer crampedly. Zero Deer picked up the coaster on the bar and put it on the rim of the cup, and taught him, "Just knock it on the bar like this, and then drink it in one gulp." Huo Yan clumsily took it and concocted it in the same way, a large amount of foam gushed in the cup, he drank it all under the encouraging gaze of Ling Zilu, this wine tasted sweet and greasy, it was easy to eat, he was surprised, but he felt a fire burning from his stomach, and he almost stood up. He looked at Lingzilu in shock, not wanting to show his timidity, so he pretended to be calm and asked her: "This wine is not bad, can you have a glass too?" Ling Zilu shook his head with a smile: "I never drink alcohol, such a strong wine is usually persuaded to drink by others." "Turn to BA

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Huo Yan drank a few glasses of Tequila Ba that day with the encouragement of Zero Deer

g, had a splitting headache the next day. But he strangely found that he missed this taste, or rather, he missed the feeling of sitting in a small bar with a complaining song, and the feeling of indulging and laughing next to Lingzilu, which made him feel as if he was not himself, but more like himself.

Another weekend, Huo Yan waited at the school gate for the deer. The taxi driver asked him curiously, "Are you waiting for your girlfriend?" He hesitated, didn't want to say more, and said, "Yes." "In the evening, there are a lot of people coming in and out of the campus gate, about many people like him at the beginning, coming here from a corner of the city, looking forward to a different night, he suddenly feels more comfortable than them." Are you waiting for the one in black? The driver asked him. He looked up and saw that Zero Deer was standing in the doorway and looking, she had dressed up today, a thin linen slim-fitting suit and wide trousers, presumably wearing very high shoes to match, because she looked taller than usual. She has always had long curly hair and likes to use bright rose red lipstick, for the first time, Huo Yan found that the dressed Zero Deer was so different from the girls who came in and out of the surroundings, and there was almost no student spirit on the Zero Deer, she was a woman.

He asked the driver strangely, "How do you know it's her?" The driver laughed: "Because she is the most beautiful." Huo Yan couldn't help but straighten his back, and there was a complicated sweetness in his heart.

In the back seat, Huo Yan quietly recounted the situation just now to Ling Zilu, and Ling Zilu smiled, which girl doesn't like others to praise her beauty. It's just, is he his girlfriend? She has never felt tempted, he is an honest man, sometimes a little boring, but he is very gentle and considerate, with him, it is very reassuring, the two of them can talk about the trivial things in life, but they have never been exposed to deeper topics. She didn't love him, and he didn't love her, and she felt like both of them knew it well.

"Come to me today, right?" Huo Yan whispered a request to her, she knew what it meant, at this time the night was young, the lights were on, the facial features were soft, the eyes were shining, there had just been a rain, the air was moist and fresh, just suitable for the two loves, extremely restrained, she nodded lightly.

In the early morning, Huo Yan looked at the sleeping deer beside him, and felt very complicated in his heart. This is his first time, although the first time in his life is to be done in a panic with an eldest sister in the original unit in a semi-seduced situation, in his heart, this kind of thing is still very mysterious, and it should still be tightly combined with love, and it needs to happen to the right time, the right place and the right person. But Zero Deer, he didn't know if it was the right person, as for why he did it, he couldn't tell, for him, Zero Deer was like a ripe fruit, tempting him to reach out and pick it, and when he tasted it, it tasted really good, but he felt a little empty in his heart.

He remembered Yunyun, the woman he wanted to marry, but completely disappeared from his life. She said that Wuhan was too small and earthy, and she wanted to see the outside world, so she went to Shenzhen and cut off contact with everyone from then on. When they were in love, he once looked forward to their future life: the two of them usually went to their parents' house for dinner after work, and cooked in their own small home on weekends, and he accompanied her to Jiefang Avenue to visit the mall, not to crowd around places like Hanzheng Street. She will give birth to a child for him, he will treat her well, this city, the water is dire and unrestrained, he was born and grew up in Si, he can't imagine life outside of this. It's just that he hasn't had time to take her to start the future of the two of them, and even what she left him with was only the hand-holding on the road, her smiling face poking out of the balcony bedroom window, and the half-pushed and half-pushed snuggles and dragonfly-like kisses when the love was thick, all these memories were like quicksand in his hands, the tighter he clenched, the faster it passed, and he was left there at a loss.

He glanced at Zero Deer again, was she his Yunyun? Will she be another Yunyun?

"Early." Zero Deer woke up and smiled at him. She was not shy, nor was she nervous, this landmark night seemed to her like any ordinary night, and before he could react, Ling Zilu picked up one of his shirts and wrapped it around his body: "I'll go take a shower first." So he trotted to the bathroom outside.

When she reappeared in front of him fresh and wet, he was still terrified - the outer office had been replaced by a glass door, and although the main part of the door was covered with film, she walked through the hall naked, and I don't know if anyone in the hallway saw it. He wanted to open his mouth to blame her, but he couldn't say it, he wanted to say something gentle, and he couldn't say it, Zero Deer sat down next to him, his young and firm cheeks pressed against him, and he was cool: "Go take a bath, I'm hungry." Obviously, she didn't have any thoughts in her heart.

The two of them still worked together for a day, and Lingzilu was lazy all the time, so Huo Yan went to drag her hand, and she followed behind like a child. It was hot during the day, Lingzilu took off her coat, revealing the white silk vest she was wearing inside, outlining her slender girlish figure, she didn't wear makeup, she looked very small and well-behaved, which made Huo Yan a little trance, the woman at night, is it her?

Lingzilu had class early the next morning, and after the two of them had dinner, Huo Yan sent her back to school, and she said, "Let's call." Turning around to leave, he seemed to feel that this farewell was a bit sloppy, hesitated, and kissed him on the face before leaving. Huo Yan has never been accustomed to being so intimate with people in public, and he often sees couples hugging each other next to the station in broad daylight on the streets of Beijing, and the lack of a gap between the two often makes him feel blushing for them, and then he thinks that it is also because they have no private intimacy, just like he and Yunyun at the beginning, it's not that they don't want to, but they both live in their parents' houses, and there is almost no chance to be alone.

But at this moment, he was a little moved to see Ling Zilu getting close to him so openly, and he was a little excited when he saw the envious eyes of the people around him. Back at his lodgings, lying alone on the bed, he was surprised to find that he had begun to miss Zero Deer.

When Zero Zilu returned to the dormitory, everyone had basically come back, and they usually had a good relationship in the dormitory, but in the senior year, they all had their own concerns, and they were going to part ways soon, but they were a little estranged. The spring on the upper bunk of the Zero Deer was more gossipy, and when the Zero Deer came back, he immediately interrogated her: "I don't go home at night, let's be honest." Lingzilu smiled faintly, ignored it, went to wash his face, and it is not a new thing to stay in this dormitory at night, four years later, there are still virgins in this dormitory, although we never communicate, but six people are crowded in such a hut for four years. But it's another thing to share it openly and give it to others.

It was almost time to close the dormitory door, and Xiao Ye came back in a hurry. Lingzilu said strangely: "Why did you rush back so late, thinking that you would only come back tomorrow." "Xiao Ye's home is very close to the school, and he often spends his time at home until Monday before returning to class. Xiao Ye said: "Xiaomei asked me to take the roll call tomorrow morning, I'm afraid it's too late." ”

No one reminded Zero Zilu of this, she is a lone ranger in this dormitory, always coming and going alone and silently, friendly and alienated from the rest of the dormitory.

Sure enough, when class started the next morning, even the teacher was surprised: "There are so many people." "This course is new this semester, some people have not been here since the first class, and it is said that today I want to take attendance, and everyone came, and I almost couldn't sit down in the small classroom. The teacher has just come back from studying in the United States, a little immature, and he is still serious about his work, he began to comment on the last homework, and the one that impressed him the most was Zero Deer, because it can be seen that this child is very smart, but a little cynical, probably because he is about to graduate. After expounding on the conclusion of the experiment, Ling Zilu concluded: In the first experiment, due to lack of experience, there was an error in the operation, and the correct test results were not obtained. But the second time, after summarizing the lessons of the last time, correcting the wrong operation, and getting the correct data smoothly, it shows that the experimenter (that is, himself) is very smart.

When he read this conclusion, everyone burst into laughter, and he laughed happily when he saw Zero Deer. He forced a smile and said: "I agree with this conclusion, but it does not meet the specifications of the experimental report, please note that the experimental report cannot be written like this." He looked at this group of students, and felt a little nostalgic in his heart, although these seniors are very hard-working, but relaxed and lively, like his classmates in the United States, studying, should be a happy thing.

At the end of class, Zero Zilu took the initiative to come to him and apologize to him, saying that the experiment report was written blindly, and I hope he wouldn't mind. He smiled and said, "I know, I won't take it seriously." He remembered something and asked Zero Zilu: "Do you plan to go to graduate school?" Zero Zilu's eyes widened strangely: "I know that I don't like to study the most, and I finally graduated and got out of school, how can I continue to study, of course, I hurry up to work to earn money." ”

The teacher smiled, the child has not yet experienced the joy and benefits of learning: "Reading is sometimes not for what to learn, knowledge is changing with each passing day, learning is endless, sometimes, reading is a way to master knowledge and attitude towards life, especially at such a good age." Money can be earned at any time, but there are some things that you still have to master while you are young. If you can go abroad to see, that's the best, it can help you think differently and see the world from a different perspective. Zero Zilu listened resignedly, thinking that it would be too late to go to the library if he continued.

There has always been the kind of class that you have to be present but really can't listen to, before class, Ling Zilu has to go to the library to borrow a novel and bring it to class to read, her principle is that if you can't borrow a good-looking novel, you'd rather be late, otherwise you will really spend your days in class, like sitting on pins and needles. So she was late again for this class.

When she entered the classroom, she had already tried her best to be light, drifting in quietly through the back door, but she was still seen by the sharp-eyed teacher, who said mercilessly: "Zero Zilu, you are late again." Everyone turned around and laughed, she simply looked for a seat with a wooden face and sat down, the male teacher stared at her very closely, often gave her an ugly look in class, and liked to ask her to get up and answer questions, and shook her head and smacked her tongue after she answered without leaking: "Zero Zilu, you said you are so smart, why don't you use work?" Everyone laughed happily, and they didn't know why they were so happy.

This teacher has long been famous for pursuing the beautiful girls in the class every year, and Zero Zilu basically doesn't care about him, she has no pity for this little man who is not good-looking, he looks so natural and man-made, it is the same whether he is disfigured or not, and he is obscene, that is, he can barely rely on this near the water, otherwise he will be put into society, and he will only embark on the road of crime.

It's easy to get out of class.,It's estimated that I can't get any decent dishes in the cafeteria at the moment.,The food in the university is already poor.,S big is even worse in the middle.,It's basically the same as pig food.。 It wasn't until the spring of this year that there was a small stir-fry contracted by outsiders, and Lingzilu liked to eat rape, so he ate a meat fried rape at noon every day, and a vegetarian fried rape at night, until Xiaoye told her: "You change your appearance, you haven't eaten disgusting, I've listened to disgusting." ”

Lingzi Lu and Xiaoye didn't have much appetite, the two of them went to buy a bag of Arctic Ocean strawberry ice cream, poured a bottle of Mirinda, and sat on the road outside the crowded canteen while eating and chatting, while looking at the beautiful women passing by, and making a judgment. S big girls take the dignified route, come out to boil water and draw eyebrows, the two of them are quite eye-catching in S University, and the discussion behind them is also mixed, men will not want their girlfriends to be like this, but they all love to come to them, girls are a little sneering, but they are also somewhat envious in their hearts.

It's Zero Zilu's birthday in a few days, and the people in the dormitory pry her for a treat. Everyone knew that Lingzilu had a lot of money and money was easy to come by, so they didn't save it for her, and ate her well. Zero Zilu doesn't care too much, she doesn't have too strong material ideas, she just likes to eat, drink and have fun, how can a person be lively, if you want someone to accompany you, you always have to pay a price, maintaining the friendship of such a group of people is never free.

Huo Yan learned about Lingzilu's birthday from Xiao Ye, but he didn't spend his turn with her. Zero Zilu said that he rarely celebrates birthdays and feels that there is nothing special to celebrate. She's always like this, it's rare to see her particularly happy or unhappy, it's okay with everything, no opinion. After they finished eating at that Sichuan restaurant, they inadvertently wandered into a small jewelry store next to it, and Ling Zilu glanced at a hairpin a few more times, and Huo Yan motioned for the shopping guide to take it down and try it on for her. The very refreshing blue daisy style is the color that Lingzilu likes, Huo Yan bought it, and said to Lingzilu: "Count it as your birthday gift." ”

Lingzilu liked it very much, and turned his head to let Huo Yan see. This hairpin is a month's food expenses for many of Lingzilu's classmates, and she didn't say anything, so she accepted it naturally. Huo Yan had long seen that the things used by Lingzilu were good, but he also knew that even if he didn't give her anything, she wouldn't care at all.

When the two broke up, Huo Yan said that he would go back to Wuhan the next day. Ling Zilu nodded: "It's just time that I'm going to take the exam, so I can concentrate on studying during this time." There was no reluctance in the words. Huo Yan's heart was a little sad.

I left Wuhan for half a year, and when I went back again, I suddenly felt that the streets had narrowed. The family's old house has also become small, and only the bowl of noodles made by my mother is still delicious. Mom watched him eat noodles with a smile on her face, and couldn't help but ask him, "Do you know the right girl in Beijing?" He stopped, thinking of Ling Zilu, and felt that he couldn't connect with the "right girl" in his mother's mouth, and said vaguely: "Work is so busy, how can I have time." Mom sighed: "You're not too young, it's time to think about these things." Don't keep thinking about the past。。。。。。 He hurriedly finished the noodles in two bites, sent the bowl to the kitchen and took the opportunity to hide. He regretted coming back a little, there were so many memories here in Wuhan that he wanted to discard, and he was not ready to face it all.

It's been a week since he returned to Beijing, and the taxi is driving in Beijing in the evening, with a crowd of pedestrians, crowded vehicles, and noisy horns, but he somehow has a sense of belonging. He deliberately instructed the driver to pass by S University, and the dormitory building of Zero Deer was on the edge of the wall, and their windows could be seen from the road. On the balcony, there were still colorful clothes drying, and there were still figures flickering. At this time, it is a rare time of the day when boys can enter the girls' building, which is called "letting off the wind" or "visiting the prison", about who is looking for a quiet place on the balcony with their boyfriend to whisper.

What is Zero Zilu doing at this moment, has she seen anyone else in his absence, he finds that he misses her deeply. Impulsively, he got out of the car at S University, and went directly to Lingzilu's dormitory with his luggage.

Zero Deer is not there.

Xiao Ye was in the dormitory with Quanquan, and said that Lingzilu went to the library, you can call her. He called Zero Deer on his mobile phone and immediately heard the pager on Zero Deer's bed ring – it seemed that she could not be reached. Xiao Ye said that if you sit down first, it is estimated that you will come back soon. He sat on the bed of Zero Deer - small and crowded, with a few books, a few bottles of cosmetics scattered on the shelves on the wall, and that's it, this can be the bed of any girl, from here, the personality of Zero Deer, and her heart.

He was a little cramped, because Quanquan kept looking at him, and he used to pay attention to Xiao Ye, but now he felt very embarrassed, although Xiao Ye kept him, he still went downstairs.

Standing at the door of the building, he is still quite eye-catching with his slender face and delicate face, compared to those boys with blurred faces and ordinary clothes, he has almost four big characters of mature man chiseled on his body. He couldn't stay a little anymore, thought about it, and left a note for Lingzilu at the old aunt who was guarding the door, saying that he was back, asked Lingzilu to call him, and left with regret. Walking to the back of the building, he was still a little unwilling, as if he was competing with himself, and he had to see Zero Deer today. He put his luggage at his feet, stood in the shadows, lit a cigarette, and waited patiently.

The students who had been studying on their own came back in twos and threes, and his legs were almost numb, and he began to laugh at his stubbornness: what is this trying to prove? Let her know how much you miss her? Does missing this have any special meaning for her and herself? A student passed by him with a supper, and he remembered that he hadn't eaten dinner yet, and the box of rice on the plane had already been digested. He moved his lower limbs and was about to leave, but he saw Zero Deer coming from a distance.

She was dressed in white today, which was very conspicuous in the dark night, and she walked slowly with her head down, not knowing what she was thinking, Huo Yan's heart jumped. When Lingzilu was about to walk up to him, she saw him, she was stunned at first, and then rushed over to hug him, and a smile bloomed on her face like a flower: "You're back?" Have you waited for me for a long time? Seeing each other suddenly, both of them were happier than expected, and they didn't know what to say for a while, so Zero Zilu took his hand and said, "You wait for me, I'll go up and get something." And he ran.

She quickly came down and carried her night bag – every time Lingzilu spent the night at his place, he brought his own bag of toiletries, which was fully prepared, and when he left, he also packed up without leaving a trace, referred to as the night bag, and the two happily held hands like truant children and threw themselves into the night of Beijing.

That night, Huo Yan talked to Lingzilu about Wuhan, about his parents, and Yunyun, he didn't know why he wanted to tell Lingzilu about this, but his life was too simple, except for Lingzilu, that's all.

Lingzilu quietly lay in his arms and listened to him talk about his life, patting him on the back at the right time to express comfort. Zero Zilu wanted to talk to him very much and talk about himself, but suddenly found that he didn't know where to start. Her family is a typical well-off family, with a loving father and filial piety, trying to satisfy the children materially, and the discipline is not very strict. So no matter how she is outside, she is still very cooperative at home without applying fat powder, obediently combing a ponytail, and sometimes wearing a navy costume to entertain and kiss. Parents are enlightened parents, she is a sensible child, everything is solved silently outside by herself, never brought home, and everything her parents ask is a series of good things.

But how could she be okay, that nerve-wracking love, the man who took her to wander the world and made her laugh, the man who she fell in love with and finally evaporated from the world, exhausted almost all her strength, hollowed out her heart, she couldn't believe it anymore, and she no longer had the ability to love. She looked at Huo Yan and felt a little apologetic, yes, she had no heart. She had nothing else to give him but her body.

In fact, it is not necessarily the case, later when Lingzilu and Xiaoye were shopping in Xidan, they bought a T-shirt for Huo Yan, beige and brown, which looked gentle and noble - it is indeed very expensive. Especially here are the clothes of foreign trade from Guangzhou, the sky is asking for the price, but you can't pay back the money on the spot, many of the stall owners are the owners of the money, and they are impatient to bargain, and their faces are really not good-looking.

Huo Yan's salary is not low, and all food, drink, and transportation in Beijing can be reimbursed, and there is a bonus at the end of the year. This income can make the family live well in Wuhan and maintain a well-off life in Beijing, but if you want to sing songs every night, it is far from enough to have a famous brand. Ling Zilu could see that although Huo Yan's shirt was snow-white and his suit was straight, his texture was not too good. She remembered someone's snuggly thick Hugo Boss suit, and she liked to put her face against his back, feeling the delicate fabric and his steady breathing, and she was in a trance for a moment.

"Hey, what's the matter? Got the relationship confirmed? Xiao Ye stabbed her, making her suddenly come back to her senses. Xiao Ye had never seen her buy clothes for men, and when she described her height and waist circumference to the stall owner, it seemed that the real man was Huo Yan. "What nonsense." Lingzilu was a little embarrassed, "After eating so many meals from him, it's just a gift in return." "That's what Zero Deer really thinks in his heart.

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dit, she refused. The man smiled: "Don't pinch it, take it, it's just a small gift." I asked the counter lady what was the best gift for a 20-year-old girl, and she recommended this to me. 20-year-old girl, I'm the only one I know about you. If you don't want it, I'll just throw it away. Later, I saw a lot of his spending on the entertainment scene, and he himself had all kinds of famous brands that could only be seen in foreign novels, and he was used to it, for him, it was really a small gift, and then he refused in a panic, it was a little childish. Sometimes Zero Deer also wants to give him something back, but Zero Zilu's little pocket money is a huge amount of money for the students, and in front of him, it is just a tip for the nightclub waiter, which makes Zero Zilu very depressed all the time.

It's just that he didn't expect that he finally gave her a big gift, and it completely disappeared from her life, so that she couldn't refuse, had nowhere to complain, and accepted his gift alive, or rather, his insult.

"Why are you so distracted?" Xiao Ye collapsed and poked Zero Deer again, "Still don't admit it?" It's definitely in love, and I'm depressed. ”

Lingzilu smiled bitterly, Xiao Ye hadn't seen her really lose her soul, she lay languishing in bed for a whole week, and her parents were so anxious to send her to the hospital. She didn't want to scare the two of them like this, but the roommates were not her relatives after all, and after two days of greeting and showing concern, everyone would still take care of their own dates, gossip, joke, and keep moving around, if she lay down in the dormitory like this, she was afraid that one day she would be tempted to jump from the upstairs. It is still the impenetrable concern of her parents that allows her to cheer up, face it with a smile, and strive to make herself better day by day, no longer let them worry, make the fake come true, and act and act, and it will be fine.

Huo Yan was a little surprised when he saw the gift, not because of the value of the gift, he couldn't see it, but the meaning behind this move. In his opinion, a girl buying clothes for a man proves that the relationship between the two people is not only intimate, but also justified, but they have not yet sat down to talk about it. Lingzilu didn't know what he was thinking, and urged him to change it: "Let's see if it's suitable, if it's not suitable, I have to go back and change it quickly, otherwise they won't admit it." He changed his clothes crampedly, and Ling Zilu looked at him with satisfaction: "Yes, I bought it by feeling, and it fits quite well." Then he laughed: "You're still dressed fashionably, it's too serious." But my mom definitely likes to see you dressed like that, and she says she likes boys the most, hahaha. ”

Huo Yan didn't know if her words were intentional or unintentional, and couldn't help but feel a little nervous, was she going to see her aunt so soon?

Fortunately, Zero Deer did not continue the topic, and talked to him about Xiao Ye, Xiao Ye and Zero Deer have always smelled the same and don't like to study. But Xiao Ye didn't know which tendon to move recently, and suddenly wanted to study in the United States in a panic, and that day I told Lingzilu in Xidan, and Lingzilu is still in the aftershocks. She felt a little betrayed, because the two of them had been skipping class together, scolding the teacher together, and assaulting before the exam together, and now that they were about to graduate, Xiao Ye suddenly had to study.

Xiao Ye's family is a scholarly family, she has always felt that studying is the right way, she herself feels that there is no future in employment, everyone is talking about doing big business and making a lot of money, she doesn't have this ability, she doesn't have this way, and she wants to live well, and she only has the way to go abroad. She explained to Ling Zilu like this, and Ling Zilu felt that it was reasonable, but she suddenly felt very lonely, everyone has a pursuit of life, except for her.

"Do you want to live your life later?" Zero Zilu asked Huo Yan.