Chapter 41: She's Just Been Sad For Too Long

Song Chinese New Year's Eve entered the lounge with a single-minded question.

After a while, the door opened, and in walked an old man in a suit and leather shoes, with black and white hair.

The traces of the years are a little heavy, and the eyes that are pressed are getting deeper and deeper.

Song Chinese New Year's Eve couldn't help but stand up, because the old man looked at her deeply with a look of remembrance and nostalgia... It's as if you can see another person through it.

He closed the door slowly with his backhand.

"Hello..."

"You're Ning Zhao's child."

Song Chinese New Year's Eve was slightly startled, "You... Do you know my mother? ”

The old man smiled, and there was a bit of water oozing from his eyes.

"I didn't expect you to grow so big, the last time I saw you, you were so big." As he spoke, the old man compared a length.

Song Chinese New Year's Eve took a deep breath, is it so old? I don't know if I'm one or two years old.

I don't know why, she doesn't easily believe in people's habits, but she can't help but keep getting closer to the past while talking, her heart trembles terribly, and her eyes are dry.

Mom, is this your old friend...

Mom... You see, he cried for you.

"Governor..."

"Call Grandpa."

"Grandpa?" Song Chinese New Year's Eve was stunned, "You are my father's..."

"No, no, no," the governor waved his hand, interrupting her, "I have nothing to do with your father, but your mother, I grew up watching, unfortunately..."

"Who is my father? What a pity? ”

Song Chinese New Year's Eve didn't notice that she was so eager on this issue, she originally thought she didn't care, but she touched the edge, but she couldn't help but explore again and again, she still hoped... At least you know where you come from.

The governor shook his head, "I don't know your father, but I have a relationship with the former Song family." ”

He paused, as if recalling, "Ning Zhao had a serious illness when he was a child, and he was raised by my side until he was ten years old, and I had no companion for the rest of my life, so I treated her as a daughter. ”

"What's the pity? Was she picked up later? ”

The memories are entangled together, and when the president remembers it, he thinks about it.

"Yes, she naturally has to go back when she recovers, and her brother came to pick it up in person, but I don't know why, after ten years, there was no news at all."

Song Ningzhao, who was regarded as a daughter, was suddenly taken away, and then there was no news, the world evaporated, and time may become much more difficult.

"And then?"

"When I saw your mother again, she had become very beautiful, but she was unhappy, very unhappy, I don't know why, I could only talk to her on the phone occasionally, and then after a few years, she became a star, an actor, and the whole person seemed to come to life, I was especially happy for her, I thought that she had found the way she liked, and from now on, her life would be bright, but I didn't expect..."

Unexpectedly, when she was forty years old, she chose to commit suicide by jumping off the building.

Song Chinese New Year's Eve's heart was very blocked.

"Then I... What about me? ”

"You, little girl, I remember, you were born before she became a star, and it took me more than a year to know your existence, she never told me who your father was, and never mentioned it, she has always raised you in an ordinary family, and after she leaves, I will forget you."

I didn't expect to meet again here.

Song Chinese New Year's Eve did not speak, and closed his eyes hard, but the fragile red still surrounded the eyes.

Song Ningzhao protected her really well, and she never let her touch all the colors of the shadows.

When she was a child, she always thought that her mother was a big star, she was beautiful, she was an indelible white moonlight in the hearts of a generation, she sat on a radiant platform, she was the most dazzling existence, until she was sixteen years old, she knew Song Enming.

She and her mother are very good, why did she let him in the ward in the first place, what did Song Enming say and do, her mother cried, hysterical, and jumped from the tall building.

From then on, it was dark.

"Do you blame your mother?"

Song Chinese New Year's Eve heard him ask.

She shook her head, powerlessly wiping away the tears she had shed.

"Don't blame her, she endured a lot, I don't know how many years she endured before she couldn't help but leave me when I was sixteen."

At least, she didn't abandon me when I was born.

She just had to keep me, she was just sad for so long, so long that she couldn't hold it anymore.