Chapter 187: Tears

Getting closer, the three of them found out. Shen Yuan's plump body was full of alcohol, and there was an abnormal red color on his face, and he didn't know how much wine he drank. He didn't look at the Chen sisters, his eyes were only firmly fixed on Ah Xing, and he rushed straight towards her. The whole body exuded a compelling momentum, which made Ah Xing a little flustered, and she couldn't help but retreat.

Shen Yuanfeng didn't allow her to retreat, he came over and grabbed her wrist, took her into his arms with a slight force, then hugged her waist, turned around and flew away with light skills, and soon disappeared from the eyes of the Chen sisters. All the movements were only a momentary effort, and the Chen sisters disappeared after a moment's hesitation.

Chen Ying's face was anxious, he stepped forward to look at the direction they were leaving, turned back to Chen Jing and said, "What should I do, should we go with us to have a look?" ”

Chen Jing stepped forward and grabbed Chen Ying and shook her head and said, "No need, Shen Yuanfeng will never hurt Ah Xing, let them be alone!" ”

Over there, Shen Yuanfeng performed light skills for a while, and Ah Xing only felt dazzled for a while, and her ears were whirring. After a while, Shen Yuanfeng landed on the ground and pushed her away.

Ah Xing didn't stand firm, and took two steps back, until her back hit the cold wall, and then she stabilized her figure. She looked around, it was like a remote corner of the palace, there were no houses, no pedestrians, only a few sparse trees, and a tall and cold, slippery wall behind her.

Shen Yuanfeng stood opposite her, his eyes firmly fixed on her, different from the previous cold, at this time there was a scorching temperature in his eyes, like a cluster of flames burning!

He stood there, didn't speak, just looked at her

The sky was getting darker, and most of his figure was engulfed in darkness, except for a pair of blue eyes, which shone in the remaining light.

The noisy atmosphere of the palace seemed to be far away, and the silence here made her a little flustered.

She took a deep breath, trying to calm herself, before opening her mouth to break the silence

"Shen Yuanfeng, what are you bringing me here for?"

Shen Yuanfeng took two steps closer to her, his face flickered in the light and shadow, and then suddenly stood two meters away from her, and said softly: "I also want to know." What am I bringing you here for......" his voice was so soft that he seemed to be talking to himself

Then he approached her again, walked to her side, and a thick smell of wine came to his face, mixed with the unique smell that belonged to him that she was familiar with, which made A-Xing's heart flutter up. No matter how hard she tried, she couldn't keep a real calm in the face of him.

He stretched out his hand and stroked her face, his fingers were cold, and the light touch made her face warm, she turned her face to escape, but his hand caressed the skin on her face like a shadow, and the warm temperature under the cold suddenly made her rise countless thoughts, and her eyes were slightly sour.

"Perhaps, I just want to take a good look at you again......" His voice was low, with a faint hoarseness, transmitted to the depths of her heart.

She couldn't help but look up at his face. His eyes were a deep blue color in the gloom, like the vast sea, but full of endless desolation. His face was slightly closer, and the exhaled breath sprayed onto her face in bursts, with a rich aroma of wine. Makes her slightly dizzy. She saw her reddened face in his blue eyes.

"A-Xing, I haven't seen you for two years, you have grown up and become more and more beautiful." His hand rubbed gently over her face, sliding over her eyes, her nose, her lips, and everywhere she went, there was a tingling sensation.

Ah Xing put her hands on his chest and tried to push him away: "Shen Yuanfeng, you are drunk." "She can't let herself get drunk, she wants to stay away from him while she can control herself!

But his body couldn't move like Tarzan, and her struggle made him stick to him, and his body tightly suppressed her. He propped one hand against the wall and encircled her in his arms. His aura was dense and overwhelming, and the sea came at her.

She couldn't move at all, panting slightly.

His hand moved to the back of her head, pulling her face closer to himself, her nose almost touching his,

"Why run away from me! Your new love is gone, and you will immediately fall into the arms of your old love, Ah Xing ......" His face was full of pain, and a kind of madness gradually burned in his eyes, "You seem to have forgotten that I am also one of your old loves!" Why are you in such a hurry to avoid me, just because my eyes are blue and my hair is yellow? There was a faint self-pity in his voice.

Ah Xing was sad, two years ago. In order to make him hate herself, she said such hurtful things to him, and he can't let go of it until now?

Looking at the painful look on his face, Ah Xing couldn't help herself, and called out softly: "Yuanfeng ......"

This soft call, which had only appeared in a dream for the past two years, made him unable to control his emotions any longer, and his brain was hot, and he lowered his head and kissed her deeply on the lips

The familiar taste, the familiar softness, the unforgettable sweetness, his body pressed tightly against her, his hands held her face, his lips and his tongue, greedily and hungrily snatched every trace of sweetness from her mouth, his kiss was with deep affection, heavy pain, with strong longing, with strong reluctance, and with unobtainable helplessness and anger! He kissed her almost punitively, crazy, tyrannical, and fiery, and his crazy movements made her painful. She began to struggle hard, using all the skills that the Chen sisters had taught her, she pushed him, thrashed him, but in exchange for his stronger suppression, more crazy demand, he was like crazy, suppressed all her resistance, and kissed her fiercely! Slowly, the pain turned to numbness, and she stopped struggling. Motionless, let him vent and demand.

He didn't let go of her until he was exhausted, until his mouth was filled with the smell of blood. A kind of revenge rose in his heart, he looked up at her, and was about to say something, but found that her lips were red and swollen, and there were several cracks on her lips, and blood was dripping out, her face was dead silent, her eyelashes were drooping, and a tear slowly flowed down from the corner of her eye, crystal clear, and slid between his fingers, and he retracted his hand as if it had been burned, and there seemed to be a sharp pain in the place where her tears were touched, and this pain passed down his arm to the bottom of his heart, His heart throbbed for a while.

An indescribable sorrow suddenly welled up in his heart, what was he doing? What the hell is he doing? Everything has passed, why can't he just let her go, why is he still coming to hurt her now! She is watery Yanghua, she thinks differently, he despises her, he spits on her, he ignores her, he treats her as if she doesn't exist, why can't he let go!

And what makes him even more unacceptable is that looking at her now, he will be unbearable, he will feel distressed, and his heart is full of strong guilt! He can't be so unproductive, the damage she has brought him is far more than ten times what he is now, what is he guilty about!

He smiled coldly and said softly, "Does it hurt?" Can't stand this pain? When you stuck a knife in my heart, you didn't think about how much pain I would have! At the last sentence, he almost shouted hysterically.

Ah Xing didn't say anything, her face turned pale. Tears flowed more.

Tears rolled down like pearls, drop by drop, as if dripping in his heart. His heart ached as if he had been held tightly. His emotions suddenly collapsed, all the anger, all the hatred seemed to disappear in an instant, he couldn't help it, he couldn't help himself, before he could react, he had already gently embraced her into his arms.

He hugged her, stroked her hair, and remorse engulfed him in an instant, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's me who is bad, it's me who was confused, I shouldn't have treated you like this......" His soft voice, like comfort, like murmuring, and like confiding, "Don't cry, don't cry, it's me who is not good......" Gentle words, soft voice was more like an emotional catalyst, and her tears flowed more fiercely

He let go of her, and wiped his tears on her face with both hands, his eyes full of distress, but her tears were like rootless water, endless, and the more he wiped them, the more he wiped them

Ah Xing knew that she shouldn't be like this, she shouldn't cry, she should be calm, she should look at him calmly, and she should leave without changing her face. But at this moment, she couldn't control herself, she couldn't control her tears, his kiss made her hurt, his pain hurt her, and his sudden tenderness made her heart so sore and painful, at this moment, she couldn't control herself.

Her tears flowed more and more, and she let out a subtle whimper, like a wounded little animal.

He panicked, he was in a hurry, he didn't know what to do, but in the end he could only hug her into his arms and comfort her in a whisper

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, A-Xing, I was dizzy, I was dizzy when I saw you lying in Rong Zheng's arms, no, I was dizzy from the moment I saw you at Zhang Xiang's banquet...... Ah Xing, in the past two years, I have been thinking about you all the time, I want to do everything I can to forget you, I have practiced hard, fought frantically on the battlefield, charged again and again, I thought that I could forget you in this way, but it was useless, useless, all the efforts collapsed at the moment I saw you, I don't know how to face you, I don't want to pay attention to you, but I can't help but sneak a look at you, I don't want to care about you, but I can't stand seeing you with other men! ”

Tears gradually blurred his eyes, all the sadness, all the pain, all the thoughts were released at this moment.

He kissed her hair, her earlobes, her cheeks, her neck, his lips burning, his passion making her skin seem to burn.

Her heart was sore and painful, but there was a sweetness that was hard to let go. She closed her eyes tightly, she didn't dare to say anything, she was afraid that as long as she spoke, she would not be able to control her mouth and her heart.

"I want to see you, but I forced myself not to come to you, A-Xing, I'm so sad, I'm so uncomfortable, you tell me, how can I forget you!"

He raised his head and looked at her deeply, tears glistening in his eyes, followed by deep affection. He stroked her face, gently, reluctantly, lovingly, and then his kiss fell densely, on her eyes, on her nose, on her forehead, on her cheeks, the tears of his kiss, and finally, his lips fell on her lips, carefully and gently licking her wounds, grinding gently with her, and his mouth kept murmuring: "A Xing, A Xing, A Xing, A Xing......"

A Xing's body trembled slightly, her lips trembled slightly, his affection, his gentleness and denseness, wrapped her tightly, made her deeply intoxicated, made her forget everything, she couldn't help but stretch out her hand around his waist, she closed her eyes, and kissed him tenderly.

Her reaction made his eyes widen suddenly, and a kind of ecstasy burst out of his eyes, and then he gently closed his eyes again, hugged her tightly, kissed her passionately and tenderly, and completely released all he had, as if even his soul had melted into this kiss.

At this moment, everything around them seemed to be gone, and nothing else existed in their hearts except for each other.

After a long time, the earth was barren, and he let go of her with a slight breath.

Their eyes were entangled, and their hearts beat violently.

Shen Yuanfeng's heart was filled with a kind of happiness, he brushed her hair behind her ears, put his forehead against her forehead, and said excitedly: "Ah Xing, actually, you still have me in your heart, right?" Ah Xing, I don't care about everything that happened in the past, we forget all the things in the past, let's start again, okay? ”

Resume? Ah Xing woke up suddenly, raised her head, and looked at him with infinite longing, as if she wanted to imprint this moment firmly in her mind.

He seemed to be intoxicated in a beautiful dream, his expression was gentle, and his voice was soft: "We get married, buy a house, the yard is full of peach blossoms, we see peach blossoms in the spring, eat peaches in the autumn, and then we will have sons and daughters, I will teach them martial arts, and you will teach them to read and write...... A-Xing, we will be very happy. ”

A Xing's heart is infinitely sad, Yuanfeng, Yuanfeng, why did we meet, why did we bear all this? If I knew I would hurt you again and again today, I would rather never know you. Yuanfeng, if I don't love you, if you don't love me, it may be the greatest luck for us.

However, I have to push you away, forgive me, forgive me......

Ah Xing hardened her heart and pushed him away suddenly, this push made her heart feel a tearing pain. He took two steps back, the smile on his face froze suddenly, and he looked at her quietly, his face a little pale.

Ah Xing crossed him and walked forward, stopping without taking two steps, her back stiffened, and her voice was cold

"Shen Yuanfeng, I never planned to marry you!"

She didn't dare to look back at his expression, she didn't dare to hear him say a word again, she didn't dare to linger any longer, and walked quickly away from this remote corner.

Behind him, Shen Yuanfeng looked at her back in a daze, his eyes gradually became resolute, Ah Xing, you can push me away once, but I will never allow you to push me away a second time, this time, don't want to leave me easily!

My feelings are not something that can be trampled on at will!

Not long after Ah Xing left, she found the Chen sisters. The Chen sisters couldn't help frowning when they saw that her hair was messy and her lips were red and swollen. Chen Ying pulled her wrist, and there was anger in her voice: "How can Shen Yuanfeng do this to you!" ”

Ah Xing raised her head and looked at Chen Ying, with tears in her eyes: "Sister, don't blame him, the person who was hurt the most in this matter was him, he didn't know anything, but he had to bear the harm I did to him, compared to what I did to him, this is nothing at all!" ”

Chen Ying lowered her head and sighed, not knowing what to say. Chen Jing looked at Ah Xing and said, "Ah Xing, is it really impossible for you?" I can see that Shen Yuanfeng still cares about you very much, and you are forced to separate like this, I think it's a pity! ”

Ah Xing walked forward silently, and after a while, she said softly: "My sister's household registration is still in the hands of King Jin, if I don't keep my promise, my sister's household registration will return to the Hu family, and what will happen to my sister as the Hu family's fugitive concubine, the two sisters should be very clear." My sister's life is more important than my feelings! ”

She paused, looked up at the rising moon in the sky, and said to herself, "If I wasn't so weak, if I could be a little stronger, maybe it would be best for him." ”

***

After the royal banquet, Shen Yuanfeng did not appear in front of A Xing for a while, and later heard Zhang Zhao talk about it, only to know that because the emperor went to Mount Tai to worship the sky, Shen Yuanfeng was hand-picked into the escort entourage.

Zhang Zhao said: "The relationship between the emperor and the king of Jin has always been very good, if Lord Shen is not a concubine, the future should be better." However, King Jin seems to be arranging family affairs for Lord Shen, and King Jin has taken a fancy to my sister! ”

Ah Xing sighed in her heart, and the hand that helped Zhang Zhao pour the tea trembled

Zhang Zhao didn't notice it, and continued: "But my old fox won't agree so easily!" ”

Ah Xing raised her eyes: "Why?" "What's wrong with Shen Yuanfeng, Zhang Xiang didn't agree!

Zhang Zhao smiled: "My sister is a young lady, and in terms of talent and fame, it is a first-class, but now it seems that there are signs of being surpassed by you...... My dad wants her to participate in next year's draft and send her to the East Palace! "The current meaning is that Shen Yuanfeng's background is not yet looked down upon by Lord Zhang Xiang.

A-Xing felt a sigh of relief. She couldn't help laughing at herself in her heart, and kept saying that she wanted him to forget herself, but she was a little happy to hear that he couldn't marry Miss Zhang, Ah Xing, Ah Xing, it turns out that you are also a hypocritical person......

Zhang Zhao took a sip of tea and put down the teacup in his hand, looked at Ah Xing and said with a smile: "To get back to the point, I have good news to tell you when I look for you today!" ”

"What's the good news?"

Zhang Zhao smiled proudly: "A-Xing, you think about how to thank me!" I have helped you take care of a piece of land, and you are satisfied with it! ”

Ah Xing's eyes lit up: "Really?" Where is it? ”

"In the outskirts of Tiandu, I have time these days, and I'll take you to see it tomorrow!"