In the first half of life, we learn how to live, including the means of making a living, the courage to live, and the courage to face the hardships of life; In the second half, I learn how to die, including how to face the death of relatives and friends, and how to face my own death.

—Epigraph

It was dawn and I drove to the hospital. There is warm chicken soup and cooked chicken in the thermos cup, and there is thick glutinous rice porridge in the lunch box. Dong Xiaokui secretly thought: If Li Yongfeng likes it, he can go back to Yunlai Town today to find materials, ask the third grandfather to take other health prescriptions, and make some for him.

The weather was nice, the sky was a blue and transparent, the trees on both sides of the road were getting greener and greener, and if it weren't for the hoarse radio presenter who continued to broadcast the news of the earthquake and the occasional shaking of the earth, the sight would have made people forget that disaster had struck.

Dong Xiaokui went very early, and the hospital was disinfecting. It didn't smell good. She parked the car, picked up the food and walked to Li Yongfeng's room.

The door was closed, and she knocked softly, but no one answered.

Dong Xiaokui looked at her watch, after seven o'clock in the morning, Li Yongfeng was unwell, he looked very tired yesterday, and he should be sleeping at this time. So, she waited at the door.

After waiting for a while, a nurse came here to clean up, just to look at her. After a while, maybe because of daylight, maybe because last night, Dong Xiaokui was a little drowsy. Looking at her watch, it was almost nine o'clock, and she couldn't help but knock on the door.

After knocking for a long time, no one answered. Her heart tightened, couldn't something have happened? When she thought about it, she became more nervous, and the knock on the door was louder and more urgent. But no one opened the door.

"Li Yongfeng." She shouted.

No one responded. Dong Xiaokui was even more anxious. took out his mobile phone to call Zhou Yun, the phone kept ringing, and no one answered it.

Is something really going wrong? Dong Xiaokui was suddenly very scared in her heart, and decided to ask the hospital staff. So he turned around and ran to the hospital building in front of him. I just ran two steps, but I paused. She saw Li Yongfeng coming over. It's casual, but it's a little more than usual.

He also saw Dong Xiaokui, smiled slightly, and said, "Why did you see me with such a surprised expression." It seems like we're not seen for a day. ”

"Are you alright?" Dong Xiaokui's heart fell, but she still couldn't help but be nervous.

When Li Yongfeng heard this, his brows furrowed slightly, a smile on his lips, and said, "It turns out that you are worried about me." ”

"Nonsense. I shouldn't knock on the door, call Zhou Yun, she didn't answer, I'm afraid-" She didn't continue, probably because of the premature loss of her father, she has always been like a dying old man, and many taboos, such as some taboo words, will not be spoken.

"Are you afraid I'm dead?" Li Yongfeng said, with a light and breezy expression.

"What nonsense are you talking about." Dong Xiaokui frowned and scolded unhappily.

Li Yongfeng just laughed and snatched the basket in her hand, which contained several insulated boxes and insulated buckets. He looked at it and said, "Come and bring me breakfast." It reminds me of when I was abroad, but a little girl brought me bread and cakes and waited at the school gate. At that time, the little girl who co-ordinated, well, secretly sent me a wave. Isn't it Aoi? ”

Dong Xiaokui glanced at him, snatched the basket again, and said, "You think too much." ”

Li Yongfeng shrugged his shoulders and said, "Hey, you're really a boring guy. ”

Dong Xiaokui put down his heart, didn't say anything, and just followed him into the house. put breakfast on the table, but I heard him on the phone, and I didn't know who he was telling to ask the family not to bring breakfast.

When he turned around after making the call, Dong Xiaokui had already set up the lunch box. There are stewed chicken, glutinous rice porridge, side dishes, bacon, fried shiitake mushrooms, and green vegetable porridge and white porridge.

Li Yongfeng looked at the table, took chopsticks, and asked, "Dong Xiaokui, are you opening a porridge shop?" Get me three kinds of porridge one morning. ”

"The glutinous rice and chicken soup porridge is a little greasy, and the green vegetable porridge is light. I was thinking maybe you don't like flavorful white porridge, so I made three choices. Dong Xiaokui said that he also sat down at the table.

"Is there a fourth?" He asked, bringing all three types of porridge to him.

"This ——, no. Because Zhong Lin didn't live here for a long time, there were basically no materials in that house. Also, if you don't like these three, I'll get it for you if you want to eat. Dong Xiaokui replied.

"Come on. All three are good. Besides, what I want to eat—" Li Yongfeng said as he took a sip of chicken soup, and praised Dong Xiaokui's good craftsmanship and the heat was also home.

"What do you want to eat?" Dong Xiaokui asked sincerely. She thought that she couldn't give him a love response, what she could give was friendship care.

Li Yongfeng said casually while dealing with the chicken wings: "I want to eat, you can't do it." ”

"What the hell?" Dong Xiaokui asked, thinking in my heart that you can say it, so I asked Xu Zhonglin, no matter how bad Xu Zhonglin is, if he has relatives who are masters, the dishes of "Tasteless Memory" are varied.

"You can't do it. Don't ask. Li Yongfeng said, smiling at breakfast, looking very happy.

"If you don't say it, how do you know I can't do it." Dong Xiaokui muttered, she was also hungry, when Xu Zhonglin ate earlier, she was only nervous, only looking at him, and forgetting everything. I didn't even feel hungry, but now I saw that Li Yongfeng was eating with relish, and he was also very hungry.

"That's the only thing you can't do. Alright, you guy. Brainless. Li Yongfeng said, glanced at her, and said with a smile: "Silly Dong Xiaokui." ”

Dong Xiaokui sat at the table, and also served a bowl of glutinous rice and chicken soup porridge for himself, and said, "If you are stupid, you will be stupid." Just wanted to ask you what you like to eat, I'll make it for you. ”

"I told you not to ask." Li Yongfeng said with a straight face, "Besides, make it for me to eat, how many meals can you make?" Can you make it for me for the rest of your life? ”

Dong Xiaokui didn't speak, only drank the porridge mechanically, and it took a while to find herself, she said slowly: "I didn't think about it so much. I'm just trying to figure out how to be kind to you. ”

Li Yongfeng sighed and said, "Silly girl, your cooking skills are very good, and the food is very fragrant, I have always liked it." But can you make it for me for the rest of your life? You and I know the answer. I just said I wanted to eat it, but it was you. Don't blame me for being so direct. I never hide anything, including thoughts about you. ”

It turned out that he said that she was the one he wanted to eat the most. If Xu Zhonglin said this, she would think about it in this way, after all, although Xu Zhonglin doesn't talk much in front of people, but when the two get along, he really does his best, and every sentence may be the beginning of a ripple. But this sentence was said by Li Yongfeng, and she didn't forget that layer of thought even if she was killed.

However, now people have said it so calmly. Dong Xiaokui's heart tightened, his movements condensed, and he still lowered his head to drink porridge, and after a while, he could only find the three words "sorry".

"Don't say those three words. I'm lucky to have met you. At the beginning, I didn't get so dizzy that I directly destroyed you, which was the greatest gift from God to me. Otherwise, even if you do not live forever, you will not be able to atone for your sins. Li Yongfeng said, bowing his head and drinking chicken soup.

Outside the window, the sun was shining, with occasional aftershocks, and the dishes were shaking slightly, giving out a trembling fear. Dong Xiaokui always had a tight heart and wanted to pull him away. Li Yongfeng continued to drink the soup calmly, and said, "Unless the ground is sinking, otherwise, this place is the safest, stay with me." Besides, if it's a big earthquake, this time, it's good to be by your side, even if you die together. ”

"The more you talk about it, the more outrageous it becomes. Early in the morning, that's all I have to say. Dong Xiaokui had a straight face, a little angry.

Li Yongfeng shrugged his shoulders, put down the dishes and chopsticks, looked full of wine and food, and said, "I'm not taboo." Besides, people always have to die. The first half of a person's life is to learn how to live, including the means of making a living, the courage to survive, the courage, ability and mental strength to face all kinds of misfortunes in life, and the second half is to learn how to face death, the death of relatives and friends, and the death of oneself. People don't do these two things all their lives. ”

This man is also extremely wise. It's just that all this time, he wrapped himself in loneliness, banished from the crowd, and completely covered his heart. coupled with the paranoia of his personality, all the light on his body was hidden by coldness and anger.

Dong Xiaokui secretly thought that maybe the warm and jade-like Li Yongfeng he saw at the beginning was the real Li Yongfeng. She has a lot of thoughts and thoughts, and she can't help but sigh and melancholy in her heart.

"Xiaokui, therefore, people always have to die. Like a flower blooming and falling. He said.

When Dong Xiaokui heard this, she was always shocked, feeling that he seemed to be persuading her, and she had an ominous premonition. She shook her head and said, "It's like a flower blooming and falling." But the blossoming and falling of flowers is only a glimpse of my life, and you, it is different. ”

"That's enough." Li Yongfeng smiled. Dong Xiaokui had never seen him smile like this, relaxed and clear, like clear sunlight.

Dong Xiaokui squinted his eyes slightly and looked at him, but he stood up and said, "This breakfast is very rich, I am very happy to have you to eat breakfast with me." But—"

"But what?" Dong Xiaokui immediately asked. I secretly thought that this man had learned badly, and he didn't like to make fun of people so much before. However, being able to become friends with people like Xu Er and Ye San is certainly not a good type, even if he doesn't like to talk, it doesn't mean that this guy has a wooden personality.

Li Yongfeng pointed to the messy dishes and chopsticks on the table and said, "You have to come to wash the dishes."

"Uh, did I expect a man to wash the dishes? What's more, it's you Li Sishao. Okay, you go and rest, take your medicine on time. Dong Xiaokui loosened her shoulders and continued to drink up the small half bowl of white porridge in her hand, and was about to clean it up, but in a blink of an eye, she saw Li Yongfeng sitting on the sofa looking at her.

When he looked at him like that, his heart suddenly tightened, and he immediately looked away, lowered his eyes, and continued to clean up the dishes and chopsticks. When he was ready, he looked tentatively at him, sitting in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows of the hall, the bright morning sun shining down. His back was as lonely as it was when he first saw it, but there was a kind of warmth.

"Did you take your medicine?" Dong Xiaokui asked.

"Not yet. less than time. Li Yongfeng replied, but did not turn around.

"Oh. What time to eat? I oversee you. She said, still nervous. For some reason, she was always inexplicably nervous with him.

"No supervision. I still want to see your gray hair. He said, turning around slightly, because she was facing Dong Xiaokui sideways, she could only see Li Yongfeng's silhouette, and there seemed to be a smile on her face, because the light was too bright and she couldn't see it very clearly. But knowing that he was smiling at himself.

He was different from usual, Dong Xiaokui felt a little scared, afraid that his physical condition was not good. But he could not say anything, so he just stood there.

"Girl, the food you cooked is very fragrant. However, I'm leaving for a foreign country today, which is a pity. Li Yongfeng turned around and said to her.

"In such a hurry?" Dong Xiaokui asked, feeling a little scared.

"I went for a check-up in the morning, and the doctor said that he was in good condition and could fly over. Zhou Yun also went to prepare. Li Yongfeng replied, slowly stood up and walked over, standing in front of her.

Dong Xiaokui held her breath and wanted to ask if she had lied to herself, but she never asked. At this point, she has always been very ostrich, and even if it is true, she does not want to admit it, so she pretends not to know, so she will not ask.

"Xiaokui, you're okay, don't worry about me. I'm there to recuperate, I have a lot of time, I'll write you an email. You don't want to be so busy that you forget to go back. Of course, if you have the heart, you can also come and see me. Li Yongfeng said lightly.

Dong Xiaokui nodded and said, "I'll reply to the email." But it won't come to see you. "Yes, she wouldn't go to see him, for fear of seeing something different. She is an ostrich, and if she doesn't look at it, it proves that she has always been there, even if it is just an illusion of vanity.

"Stingy girl, I can't spend much money on you. It's a big deal, I'll pay you less. Li Yongfeng pursed his lips and said with a sigh.

"It's not money. I'm waiting for you to come back and see me. Dong Xiaokui said slowly, slowly moved back, and sat down on the sofa.

Li Yongfeng thought about it, thought about it, and said, "Okay, when you and Xu Er have a good time, I'll come back to see you." ”

He promised. The body should be fine, right? Dong Xiaokui analyzed it like this, and was happy in his heart, stood up all of a sudden, ran over and took his hand and high-fived him, and said, "Okay, that's it." High-fives are an oath, but no remorse. ”

"Good, good, good, cunning girl. I also have no regrets, and I will do what I say. Li Yongfeng smiled a little helplessly, and then said: "Then you have to work hard, don't let Ben Shao wait until the gray hair comes back to attend your wedding, you give me speed." ”

Dong Xiaokui smiled, was very happy, and said, "I will definitely go all out." However, I want to see the high-spirited Li Yongfeng. ”

"I try." He said, reaching out and brushing the hair from her sideburns.

"If you go abroad, take good care of your body, the company's affairs, if you can delegate power, you can delegate power, and you can hold the big things in your hands. Also, be at peace, there are a lot of goods in this world. Forgive his shallowness and ignorance. Don't be angry, but recuperate. Dong Xiaokui said one by one, she was really worried about this guy's temper, even if she went abroad, she was overthinking and easy to get angry.

"Got it. I'm almost going to have a fight with my mother. Li Yongfeng smiled happily.

Dong Xiaokui stood in place, pouting, pretending to be angry. Li Yongfeng laughed for a while, and suddenly said, "Okay." Say no more, you say more, be careful that I take you captive. ”

That look was not a joke, Dong Xiaokui really shut up and stood aside silently. Li Yongfeng waved his hand and said, "I'll sleep first, I'll leave at noon, you don't have to send me, I have Zhou Yun with me." Also, figure out your affairs, I guess the people of the Xu family will find you soon. ”

Dong Xiaokui felt melancholy in her heart, "um", and said, "Then you are asleep, I will leave again." ”

"Okay." Li Yongfeng replied, and then went to bed to rest.

Outside the house, the sun was magnificent, the flowers were blooming warmly, the breeze blew the curtains, swaying gently, and Dong Xiaokui sat aside. Hearing the sound of his even breathing, after a long time, Dong Xiaokui gently walked to the side of the bed, looked at his face, lowered his eyes helplessly, and whispered, "I'm sorry." You're going to be good. ”

Maybe he'll hear it, maybe not. As soon as Dong Xiaokui finished speaking, she turned around and left. The sun is in full bloom, the cotton shirt is already slightly sweaty, and summer has arrived. She looked up at the blue sky and secretly prayed that Li Yongfeng could survive this catastrophe and get better soon.

The next time we meet, I don't know what year it will be. Dong Xiaokui lowered her head, thought about it for a while, and wet her spring shirt melancholy. ......

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