116. Stroke of God
Perhaps, my decision would be unwise and would make things worse for you. But, Mom! Now I say to you with a boiling hot current: It is also my heartache to make you sad!
Once, I called out to you for ten whole years with dry tears! Once, I swore I would never leave you alone! Never do anything that makes you sad!
Actually, I was also miserable when I took this step! This is also a helpless choice that I have to make after hesitating and thinking about it for a long time. Otherwise, Mom! Not only will I not be able to help you, but I will also collapse!
I know that this is a very big blow to you. Pity the hearts of parents all over the world! You must hope that I will go through a normal life like a normal person. Before, I would never have thought of going this way.
Really, Mom! One wave after another, I once thought that the future, ideals, and ambitions that were heavier than Mount Tai could not but be eaten away little by little, and the good dreams were the easiest to wake up and leave me. People are sophisticated, and the world is hot and cold. It hurt my heart, but it also made my mind mature a lot.
The predicament has taken away my past innocence, fantasy, pain and pain, piercing and thorns, and flesh and blood. Like a cicada retreating from its shell, for me, the era of carefree and splendid was originally very short, and it has passed in an instant.
Although, my appearance still seems to be calm. And I almost became a different person inside.
Perhaps, a new person needs a new environment to adapt to. Therefore, I very much want to live a different life, like a cicada, climbing a tree, weathering the wind and rain in nature, and basking in the sun.
Choosing this path full of adventure and exploration is very much like a last resort.
Mom! Perhaps, you may think that my wings are stiff and I will not listen to you. In fact, no matter where I go, my heart will never leave you!
You can comforting yourself that for a long time, under your careful care and protection, it is like a fluffy chick with full wings, leaving the warm home to forage for food alone.
For the first time in my life, I tried the trials of life. Perhaps, you will be sad and worried about this. But, Mom! If you think about it from another angle, wouldn't it be a good thing if I could really live independently for this? Don't you usually say that many situations are: on today's glory, yesterday's tears are hanging!
The pure and free country life in the company of nature has always been very tempting to me. Perhaps, I shouldn't have changed my name. Although, I don't want to be like the wind and wander without a fixed place. However, the unrestrainedness of the wind is still something I yearn for.
Mom! I'm not afraid of suffering and tiredness. I just want to change the environment and change the way of living. In my case, I can't say that I am glad to be relocated. But if a tree can move, isn't it worth trying?
Mom! Don't worry about me, your daughter has grown up. I will find a pure land, and I will also find an opportunity to report peace to you! This is purely to make you less worried.
Mom! To put it bluntly, it makes me feel like a knife when I hurt you, and lying to you is just as unpleasant to me.
Mom! I can't help but say: I love Ruoyan very much.
Facing the gong, facing the drum. I can no longer hide from you my true feelings for him.
To be honest, my love and devotion to him has made me unable to extricate myself. Perhaps, you will say that I am naΓ―ve and superficial in my understanding of the problem. But, along with my feelings, all I can say is: no matter what, except that he bears me. Otherwise, I won't choose any more men!
Indeed, his family is so poor that it can be described as a big chasm in the view of the door, and even like a flood beast! However, feelings are not determined by people's identity and status, maybe the sacredness of love is because of this!
Beauty and happiness are also a kind of benevolent and invisible, invisible, and formless, and will not distinguish between rich and poor in the world.
With him, whether it was a little thing as thin as a hair, or a moment of life when the fire saw the real gold, the patience and acquaintance, the truth and love he showed to me, which made me taste the taste of happiness like honey, and the satisfaction of my heart like flying, made me feel that I would not ask for anything more than that.
Coming out of the vast mountains, he may not have the shrewdness, strong selfishness, and self-preservation consciousness of the people in the city. But his fiery heart was pure and noble as gold.
We are together, and he really won't clothe me with gold and silver. However, when going up the mountain, he will stretch out his solid hand without thinking; When descending the mountain, he would not hesitate to take the lead to block my descent footsteps; On the road, he would rush to my left like a bodyguard to block the wind and dust, and to block the danger......
There are many details of pity and deep love and the affectionate and silent black eyes, but they are like mountains and seas of real money and silver that still make my heart and soul touch, warm and moisten my lungs. At that moment, I realized that true love is wholehearted, and it is so sacred that it is tear-jerking and bowing my head.
He made me feel that I was not on the wrong path, and I am grateful for God's favor!
Of course, I also know that good medicine is good for disease, and I know very well that with him, what I have to face is by no means a smooth road. There will be more wind, frost, snow and rain, and heavy mountains.
However, the cycle of the seasons, there is a cold winter with bleak and snowy, there should also be birds singing and flowers, and warblers flying and grass growing. Just like grace and luxury is a rich beauty, and small jasper is an elegant beauty, but the angle of appreciation is different.
Mom, you think! Nowadays, rolling red dust, in the troubled times of the world, it is not easy to meet a confidant who has good conduct and talent, and can fall in love at first sight, and a satisfying relationship! Especially for me, who cares more about feelings.
Mom, you know, the only thing I'm obsessed with is emotion! I can endure the hardships of life, as long as my soul has a free sky. In fact, although the feeling of bitterness and sweetness in the soul is not a rare blessing! Even if I suffer and shed tears for my true love, I feel that it is worth it.
Moreover, our dreams are not fleeting mirages, dazzling phantoms. Needless to say, God gave him a poor family that he could not fail to inherit. However, his tenacious and unyielding spirit of survival in the face of hardships, as well as his open-mindedness, tenacity, wisdom and skills in the face of hardships and dangers and changing difficulties are his own refinement, which is unique and incomparable to ordinary people.
I will also work hard with the film. Perhaps, violating the laws of life will be punished. However, I think, when the sweat flows, it should not leave no trace; No matter how barren and dry the desert is, there should be no more water to bury the greenery!
Mom! I really don't want to lose him, he's a source of passion, joy and hope. You don't want my life to be free of blue skies and white clouds, green mountains and clear waters! You also know that I am not a person who changes his orders and tastes things at a moment's notice.
Since, fate has made me choose this path, even if I am at a loss, and I will go through wind and rain, I will definitely do my best to smile and leave.
Mom! Maybe you don't know him yet. In fact, he is a unique and invaluable talent. If one of us had to go out of school, I would have to lose less by choosing to leave, because obviously he had more to do than I did.
It's just that the living and cruel reality, the unavoidable survival dilemma of precariousness and overstretching, even if he is still trapped and fighting, it is still difficult for him to study with peace of mind!
The old cow licks the calf, though he has a pair of parents who are as distressed as you are, and who love their children. It's just that the few acres of thin land in the mountains that are not guaranteed by drought and flood make them helpless even if they are frugal and can't put it down!
That's one of the reasons why I don't want to go further.
Mom! It's not in my nature to forget about fishing, it's just that I really don't have a choice!
I can only desperately try to find a way to minimize the damage to you. If, not taking into account your feelings and majestic reality, we would rather live the sunrise and sunset, listen to the sound of frogs, a simple, quiet rural and rural pastoral life, choose this mountain road to retreat, it is my last resort.
Mom! I know very well that you need me by your side, especially since we have been separated for so many years! We've all tasted the pain of longing! I'm really sorry! I am very sorry for that. I could only tearfully endure the pain and try to make amends for my mistakes.
In the same way, when I am at my hardest, most helpless and most difficult, I am very much looking forward to receiving your dearest blessings to support me out of the trough of life! If I lose your love again, I will be like a helpless lonely leaf drifting in the wind without roots!
Please! Mom! Please keep this secret for me, I only told Ruoyan the first reason.
You should know that being in the shade of others always makes people feel like picking up people's teeth and looking up to people's breath. He's a very sensitive person. If he had known, that stubborn and susceptible self-esteem would have made him resolutely reject my hard work like eighteen cows that could not be pulled back.
Can you help me not backfire? Mom! I don't want to keep any secrets from you.
Mom! You won't let me have to choose between you and him! Losing any of them would be fatal to me in a dilemma! The most afraid to see! This is also the reason why I hesitate and hesitate and dare not confess easily! No matter how bad the environment is, the vicissitudes of life, I can persevere, as long as I can have you at the same time!
I know I'm really unfilial! I beg your forgiveness for not being right, and it may be even more impossible for you to hide my truth from my father and find a good excuse to comfort him on my behalf.
However, I really wish it would hurt you a little less! Although, I chose to leave, I chose to hurt you. However, my heart was full of tears, especially when I saw my father's illness, which made my heart stir even more!
However, at the same time, reason also made me realize that pain and pain, tears cannot be washed away, only action. It also strengthened my determination to quit school, I don't worship money. However, it can help dad recover sooner.
Good bye! Mom! Treasure! Your soothing smile is always the most comforting thing for me to talk to!
Please don't forget that in a distant place, there will be a concerned heart that is praying for you all the time!
Bye! I'll see you soon when things get better! Thousands of mountains and rivers, what can't be blocked is acacia!
Universal
Treasure!
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"Red maple? What's wrong with him? Seeing that her heart was heavy and anxious, Yuzi asked eagerly.
After a slight pause, she gently licked her dry lips and sighed, "Originally, people like to report good news and not bad news. Originally.......
- I really don't want to lie to you.
Man is not made of iron! Ten years of painful and exhausting life have seriously hurt his body and mind and planted the root of his illness. In addition, in order to treat my disabled leg later, he simply squeezed out the last bit of his health!
Sometimes, in his presence, I felt like a sinner.
As his mother said, if he hadn't met me, he would have had a bright future. And now, for me, such a sunny and energetic person is tormented by the disease to the point of heartache! β
The past was recalled, and her heart was sad, and she fell into the abyss of pain like a pinprick. Her gloomy, mournful gaze grazes through the colorful lights to the clear night sky.
"How can this be?!
- I always thought that you had been reunited with all your bitterness, should Jitai have come! He was in a solemn mood, as if he was questioning, and as if he was saying to himself, "Why is God so tormenting!" β
Who wouldn't say that!
For this, I exhausted all my strength. However, apart from the sadness and insight into the sorrow of the victims, there is no improvement. Only to hide the tears, comfort him with a smile, and accompany him through the difficulties!
Indeed, at one point I sought to leave him. At that time, he was so diligent and resolute that he refused to give up; And now, he turned upside down and begged me to stay away from him.
You say this situation, how can I bear to leave him alone? I think it is the most basic thing for husband and wife to share weal and woe, and it is not something I can agree with and emulate if they are not rich and prosperous with him. Besides, it's all because of me!
In fact, I don't pursue a rich and prosperous life, and I am not competent for the stage performance of open and secret fighting. I'm not afraid of suffering or tiredness.
However, the last thing I could bear was to let the children go through this painful blow with them. After all, it's still a child!" The unspeakable and long-lasting distress was stirred in her misty eyes.
He sighed bitterly, "...... Hopefully I'll be able to help in the future!
- Don't you think amorous is infatuated with that boy? If it is really a match made in heaven, if you oppose it, won't it only add to the pain of the child? β
"I don't want to be too pretentious. In this matter, I have to admit that my ideas and practices are indeed a bit biased.
I can't say that I have a deep understanding of this, but I will also understand some of it later.
That kid has a lot of potential, like a good piece of wood that hasn't been carved into a vessel!
However, from a practical point of view, accepting him means that my beloved daughter will be carrying a heavy burden, and his family burden is too heavy! Although I am not an old person who is old in accidents, I still don't want her to be too tired in her life! It's too rugged and bumpy! After all, compared to others, the starting point is too different.
It goes without saying that it takes more effort to run more distances, and in life, some words are not necessarily reversed, such as: yesterday's tears may not necessarily achieve today's glory! β
"Amorous is a good boy in the show! In this sense, you are blessed!
Perhaps, her choice was not undesirable. At least, she willingly, I think.
Alas! He let out a long sigh, "No one would have thought that such a sunny girl would have so much bitter water buried in her heart!" In addition to heavy work, such flexible shoulders also resist so much psychological burden!
In our factory, she stands out and shows people a beautiful, kind, intelligent and resolute flawless girl with affection and smile! Her ability to face adversity so frankly and endure hardships should be a sign of her maturity.
As she said, although it has a bitter taste, it is finally gratifying to have a start!
Although, she did not follow the path of education as you wished. However, then again, the unfair reality did not give her a chance to take the path of a normal person, in other words, it was fate that forced her! This, my life experience makes me deeply sympathetic to her!
I won't say the truth, if I have walked the road of life, I think that if there are flowers fragrant, green and flat avenues can walk, who likes to climb cliffs and wade bad waters! It's like the scene of our first acquaintance.
It's not so much that she's stubborn, it's just a reflection of how cruel the reality she encountered!
The beautiful yearning that a young girl should have should enjoy innocently, but now she needs to fight for it herself! I feel very distressed when I hear it! β
His nose shook subconsciously, and he brushed his hair back with his hand, allowing his burning gaze to look into the distance. "Don't you think we should help the kids?!"
She twitched her sore nose and blinked her tear-soaked eyes a few times, "I know!
At first, I was both angry and distressed by her actions.
However, the lips and teeth are interdependent, and the ten fingers are connected to the heart, no matter how angry they are, they can't do it without worry. Moreover, I also know that the misfortune of adults has affected children, and they are already very aggrieved. Therefore, after calming down, I regret that I didn't talk to her openly and honestly, which caused her this painful injury!
- At first, after hearing about them, we were really worried, and we thought that the cold treatment would discourage her, but we didn't expect that she would make us into stubborn stones. If she had expected that she had such complicated feelings and would never change her original intention, even if we were unwilling, we would not have made her so sad!
Such a spiritual gap should be the bitter fruit of ten years of separation! β
In her watery eyes, remorse and pain are intertwined, giving people a sense of vicissitudes and heartstrings. It seems that the once painful separation not only destroyed the health of the body, but also hurt her young heart even more cruelly! Perhaps, because there is no solace of maternal love, it has caused her soul to be autistic.
Perhaps, like a lonely boat in the storm, it was he who gave her a harbor for her soul to dock. So, it makes her so persistent.
It seems that I have always been a failed mother! Tears soaked her eyes again, "So, learn the hard way, now, no matter what my daughter chooses, I won't say anything more."
I've never valued money, but for this reason, I started a vocal class in the hope of taking some of the burden off her shoulders so that she could come back and continue her studies with peace of mind. β
"In my small temple, with a group of village farmers, you don't feel that the customs are condescending, do you?"
"See you! Do you think I'll have it? She withdrew her autumn-like gaze from the vast distance, and looked at him melancholy and bitterly. The warm night and her mournful eyes are particularly intoxicating.
"Excuse me! I just don't want to let the amorous go, so I'm in a hurry!
As an old friend, it is very uncomfortable to see you trapped and only watch!
I really don't want to let go of the only chance I can give my wish...... Can you understand my feelings? He asked very measured and emotionally gently, "Do you still want to go to school in a proper manner?" β
"At her age, in today's society, do you think she shouldn't go to school?"
"Of course, if she expects it, she has to give it her full support.
If, what if, if she was willing to work and learn like she is now. In fact, I think it is also a feasible way for all rivers to return to the sea.
You see, Zhang Liang and Zhuge Liang are knowledgeable enough, full of economy, who can say that they are not talents! But I didn't hear them go into any institutions of higher learning or prestigious universities.
I don't want to attack the current teaching system, I just think that, in the end, studying should also be just about gaining a survival skill so that you can work better and live a better life later.
If she really hates this shallow water, I will provide her with all the favorable learning conditions, opportunities and space......"
"She, a fledgling child, must have caused you a lot of trouble. Thank you again for her wrong love! Grateful, she looked up and smiled gratefully.
"Huh! You've pushed me out of 108,000 miles again!
It is my duty to make a wish, not only because we are friends who know each other well, but also because she is really a very talented child. Although he has just arrived, he has shown his edge, and his unearthly demeanor has accumulated a lot of merit for people. His eyes were full of ripples of appreciation.
"......," she looked at him carefully and smiled slightly, "since we are friends, we should be honest with each other." You should also know that I don't attach much importance to compliments. β
"No matter what you say or think, I've always considered you my best friend.
You know, before that, the style didn't borrow our light at all. Her world was built by herself.
It is undeniable that we have eaten for many years, and we are not among the stupid people. However, when it comes to keeping pace with the times, compared with these well-informed, courageous, and forward-looking young people, especially your baby daughter's style, I can't help but admit that I have lost.
Did you see that? The farmland and the rows of newly renovated buildings?
But can you imagine what it was like in the past? Yellow mud houses bursting with skin; muddy, narrow, and winding old streets and alleys; Patches of barren farmland like yellow-faced women, as well as villagers who work hard all day long in the wind and sun, sweating profusely but with little success......"
"How can you not see it, you can't think of it! You also said that this place and my hometown are familiar, and the things that remain in my childhood memories should be the most memorable.
The situation that is seared in the depths of memory is that the wind cannot be blown away, the rain cannot be washed away, always remembered, always reflected in the mind! Bitter and heavy!
So, sincerely, I thank you again for doing so much good for the people here! β
"If you think this is something to be thankful for, you should give it to your wise and kind daughter, much of which is due to her purity, courage, and knowledge!
In an activity to solicit rationalization suggestions, it was your daughter's kind and beautiful imagination that struck my eyes.
One of them is to connect the chessboard-shaped farmland into a single piece and implement modern intensive agricultural farming, with the surplus labor led by the factory and enriched to the factory floor or service industry.
To tell you the truth, when I saw the villagers who had been dealing with the soil for several lifetimes put on clean clothes and walked into the factory and shop with a smile on their faces, I also shed warm tears like you.
It was also your daughter who strengthened my dream for many years: to dare to turn a messy loess house into a new and orderly building!
There is a peacock mountain here, which once had a glorious time. However, with the passage of time and economic backwardness, in recent years, the beautiful face of the year has gradually been dusted.
Once the factory organized a tour of the mountains, I couldn't help but sigh for a while. With a smile on his face, he said, 'Don't you want that beautiful feather to open the screen again?' β
I sighed and smiled wryly: 'Of course I do!' β
Why not do it? You've got it!
Besides! It also allows the villagers who have not traveled to the mountains and rivers in the surrounding ten miles and eight towns to share the beautiful scenery given by nature! The little devil has a chance of winning, winking and laughing. This is a great thing that is good for the present and for the future! β
'Yes! Benefiting the people is a great thing to behold! This is also my ultimate wish.
However, you also know that if you move your mouth, you will break your legs. There is no good thing to sit back and enjoy, and this is a lot of real money! Although we are not profiteers, it is not what we strive for. However, this kind of public welfare thing will not infringe on the interests of employees too much for enterprises that judge heroes with benefits? β
'Good people do it to the end!' Let the people at the bottom also enjoy the shade brought by the enterprise, I don't think anyone in our factory will be so ungrateful! What's more, in a sense, this is not a valuable business opportunity.
With the mentality of a city person, travel is not only a fashion, but also a psychological desire. From an economic point of view, it has been said that developing a good tourism project is much more profitable than investing in a factory. I think it's probably because it's made from nature, and there is no profit!
The beautiful Peacock Mountain is given by the heavens, and it depends on its owner whether to let it lay more golden eggs. Whether we want to be great or small β the choice is up to us.
It is not a fallacy to plant beans and get beans, and it is not a fallacy to plant melons and get melons, not to mention fame! As far as the return on the intangible asset of the advertising effect is concerned, it should be able to keep investors from wasting their kindness! If you say, if you lose both, you will prosper. Then, the more you give, the greater the rate of return should be. β
Later, as she said, after our painstaking management, most of them were personally bridged. The wind is roaring in Peacock Mountain. Indeed, just as she once envisioned, the tourists who came not only took the products from our kiosk at the foot of the mountain, but also spread the good name of our factory along with the praise of the surrounding villagers! β
"That's great!" Lingzilu smiled with tears in her eyes, "Thank God for letting her meet such an enlightened and discerning Bole as you!" Give her such a relaxed environment.
Otherwise, if you meet a top boss who is to blame at every turn, a child who is ignorant of current affairs and has a strong personality does not know how much hardship he will have to endure! She smiled appreciatively at him.
"Speaking of which, it reminds me of one thing.
It was shortly after she ran for a job as an accountant and was dealing with a client with deep pockets.
When he came back, he sat down across from me politely, and I could see that he had been unexpectedly silent for a long time in order to calm his mind. I know that usually, she is a vigorous and time-sensitive person.
After drinking the cup of tea I poured her at the right temperature, she spoke to me.
She smiled slightly, and said freely: I don't want to confess to myself what kind of person I am, if you really want to know, I think with your vast ability should not be difficult for you.
I'm not good at it, and I don't care about talking behind people's backs. However, today, I feel the need to be a chicken po. I think that only by telling you exactly what happened can you understand the truth of the facts so that you can make the right decision later.
With my approval, she continued: I will not go into detail about the previous calculations of how I worked hard and time-consumingly, because no matter how complex and heavy the mental work is, it cannot be reproduced in words, nor can it be seen by outsiders, only the worker knows it.
And, like some time ago, you had to discuss how to serve with a smile. I still think it depends on which one you value more, words or actions. Do you want a hymn that will comfort your ears for a while, or will you go out of your way to solve the problem once and for all.
The truth is that these are the actions of people of two personalities who do differently. Moreover, human nature is difficult to change. If you want action-oriented people to put words on it, it's not easy; It's also harder for you to get your words to do it. Because, it should be actions that pay more than words.
No one is perfect, you can't be absolutely perfect, and it's not realistic. The fact is that in this colorful world, there are people of all shapes! She smiled embarrassedly as she spoke. 'Sorry! I digressed the subject! β
I'd love to hear such a rare insight! That's what I think.
Then, she continued: 'According to your instructions, I present the results of my painstaking work to Manager Zhang.
She didn't even look at the contents, she just took a piece of paper that I had attached and let it fall like a dead leaf into the wastebasket. And in a commanding tone, she instructed me how and how to do what she envisioned.
But I picked up the piece of paper she had discarded, flicked it a few times, suppressed the anger in my heart, and tried to reply calmly: No matter how high your status or wealth is. Previously, out of respect for you and for your convenience, I have done this work in detail.
Originally, I could have just written a few numbers simply and clearly. These forms are densely packed with forms written on the back of bank paper, although the paper is a little thinner. However, it is the result of my efforts and dedication to your work.
Perhaps, this piece of paper is not precious enough in your eyes, but on my side, it is definitely not the kind of disrespect you think. Because, from an accounting point of view, such an attachment is permissible, routine. And at that time, for an ordinary staff member like me, I could only use local materials.
I have done my best as our leaders requested. In the case of you being our customer, I have also done a lot of work for you.
Now, I'm your guest, not your employee. I'm sorry, but I won't accept your instructions. I've done my best and all I can do is say goodbye.
I didn't look at it again, and the face that had turned cold green turned around and came out.
At the time, of course, I would have liked to have asked her to be magnanimous and not to worry too much about these details, but I would not pray. Prayer may be easy to get in exchange for once and for all, but it will also lose the backbone that I care so much about. And I would rather choose the former, even if it is a burden, remembering a favor that will be repaid in the future.
But, alas! I'm not so lucky! I didn't meet a gentleman with lofty vision.
So, to you, all I can say is sorry! Before I said that, I knew I was going to be sorry for you. Therefore, if it causes losses to the factory, and I can't compensate for my hard work, I am willing to resign unconditionally.
Although, that's not to say I don't value this hard-earned job. And in fact, not only do I need this good salary, but I also cherish the relaxed working environment here! β
When I heard that, I smiled appreciatively at her, 'What do you think I'm going to do?' β
She shook her head helplessly and said: The previous work, coupled with dealing with the high-powered leader Zhang, my brain cells have been used up, Jiang Lang is exhausted, I don't want to struggle to guess the riddle anymore.
I laughed, 'Then go back and get some rest and get rid of it completely.'" β
She smiled back wearily and prepared to get up and leave.
I then asked curiously, 'Are you sure that I will take it in stride and will not bow down to Mr. Zhang?' β
She smiled indifferently, "If that's the case, I don't need to be a slave here anymore!" β
"She's right, I'm not going to do that! There are customers, but it is rare to find a dedicated and intelligent employee like her.
You see, do you still say that she is a burden to us? Whether it is out of selfishness or public welfare, she should be our baby!
You say, who would want to let her go?
Do you think, if you are a person like her, who is neither humble nor arrogant, what else do you have to worry about? In the past, she could fight tenaciously on her own. Now, with such a strong backing as me, shouldn't you be more at ease? β
She had to smile knowingly, "So, it should be!"
Just now, I was talking about what I thought when I came, and as for what happens in the future, it's up to her to decide!
I already knew that she was not a child who could be scared by her eyes and eyes. In the future, I really have to respect her choice. This kid's irrevocable personality really makes me shy away! β
"Originally, the ship went with the wind, and it went fast. We, as parents, should do the work of the tailwind! He smiled sincerely, "If you still regard me as your most reliable friend, don't see me, if there is anything you can do to help, just say, don't be too tired!" A home needs you to support it! He gazed affectionately and lovingly at her, and then slowly and helplessly turned away.
"Thank you! When I started that vocal class, it was really for money. Gradually, however, everything changed my intentions.
Whenever I walk into the classroom, I approach the innocent and energetic smiling faces, see the lively and pure figure, play the faint piano, and listen to the crisp and immature children's music, just like being away from the world of strife and noise, it seems to be back to the long-lost childhood, all the sadness and troubles can be forgotten for a while, and the relaxed pleasure can be relived for a moment as if I was a guest in a dream!
I haven't been a drinker. Perhaps, the allure of drunkenness also stems from this!
Teaching and learning are like being addicted to smoking, and the charm that children and music have given me is enough to exceed the charm of money! She narrowed her eyes and spoke wistfully.
"That's right, the burden of love is not too heavy, and the books you love to read are not too thick. If you love it, you won't feel bitter! He sighed with deep feeling, "However, the most important thing is to take care of your body!"
Isn't it often said that the layman looks at the excitement, and the insider looks at the doorway. A skilled doctor can see hidden internal injuries at a glance, while ordinary people with the naked eye can only see skin injuries. I appreciate music, but I'm a layman. But in my personal opinion, style has a lot of potential in this regard! β
"Are you trying to say: Why didn't you let her go this way?" She glared at him, sighed, and cast her rainy eyes into the distance. "She is indeed a child who will be sentimental when she sees the fallen leaves. The sense of musicality and comprehension are very strong. As soon as she hears the sound of my piano, the resonance will make her melt into the character as quickly as if she was fascinated.
Looking at her who is getting better, I also had the idea of letting her develop in this direction. It's just that the result of one competition chilled my heart. β
"Didn't play well?"
"If she doesn't have the strength to retreat, it's understandable. But, judging by the true quality of her singing, it's fair to say that she should be outstanding.
The reason why I won the third place, I later learned that one of them was because of the problem of clothing. Just like a judge said frankly: On a cold day, the transparent and see-through light gauze skirt worn by the first person should also be given extra points for the spirit of sacrifice.
The second place is obviously because of the shady society, and in this regard, we have no advantage to compare.
Perhaps, these factors are also the skills or rules of acting! Earlier, I was lonely and unheard, or I was conservative and backward, and I was still dreaming about this indifferent issue.
Of course, there's nothing wrong with having nice clothes. However, this should not be a decisive factor.
In my old consciousness, I always thought that singing was a free expression of emotions, and that the singer was singing well. I find it sad to think that even the holiest of heavenly voices need to compete in these tricks. But, in fact, who cares if your sorrow is not sorrowful.
Perhaps, this phenomenon is really unique, but since then, it still makes me feel uneasy. I don't want to get involved, and I have to stay away. I don't appreciate it and I don't want my daughter to try it!
I didn't tell my child how I felt, I didn't want my pure heart to be hurt. Since then, she has never been allowed to set foot in such an occasion.
But to be honest, imperceptibly, coupled with the quality of nature, her literacy and quality in this area are still excellent.
I still think that singing can relieve a thousand sorrows, and music, the art of the soul, is endlessly charming! Send love and scenery, enjoy yourself! She sighed and smiled wryly.
"Actually, each road has its own different scenery!" He reassured.
A soulful and melodious music sounded leisurely, and with the background, with the vast, deep and twinkling starry sky as the background, a mirage of stunned fire trees and silver flowers suddenly appeared in front of you. The brilliance of the vast stars is also dwarfed by them.
The silver-gray spiraling and forging ahead, ingenious "Deying" sculpture in the middle, with smooth lines and iron bones, is more upright and majestic in a group of fairies who are tender like water and fluttering and dancing, a self-evident symbol of strength and strength.
In front of a row of piles and piles of water columns rising from the ground, for a while, it was like a long practice of plain and clean turning; For a while, it was like a magnificent, magnificent and majestic Great Wall; After a while, it suddenly swelled up, like a group of dragons dancing in the air, wanting to kiss the bright and shining stars in the sky; After a while, it suddenly fell, like a jade bead rushing water, splashing a pool full of crystal snowflakes.
Behind the Great Wall, on both sides of the sculpture, it looks like a group of fairies with fluttering skirts and beautiful beauty in the United States. For a while, surrounded by red, green, green, colorful and dazzling longevity cakes and peaches, singing and dancing; After a while, it is light and fluttering, the group of immortals scatters flowers, a little water droplets are boiling, clear and clear, scattered like reed flowers condensed white, pear blossoms fluttering; For a while, the orange-yellow and green flames floated and shimmered, like delicate and brilliant fireworks...... The water and light are intertwined, like a dream.
"It's so beautiful! A stroke of genius, a myth of the world! The deer who had traveled all over the world and the north and south of the country was also moved by the sudden spectacular scenery in front of him, and his eyes were wet with tears, and he said affectionately.
Another picture appeared in front of her eyes: in the colorful lights, the beautiful shadow of her daughter flashed, lingering in her ears
The daughter's affectionate and undulating singing voice.......