Chapter 36: Dream Back 2
A hazy hallucination appeared in front of his eyes......
Suddenly, the scene changed to another place......
She felt that she followed a maid out of the side door, and the winding path led to a secluded place, but she saw a delicate bronze door, and through the copper door, there was a sea of bamboo in front of her, similar to that in the Heavenly Demon Sect, and Xue'er saw the figure that she was haunted by by from a distance.
She walked nervously towards the figure, her heart beating faster with each step; With each step, there is more inner struggle; With each step, a strong sense of longing poured out.
But just as she was about to walk behind Ruthless, Cher suddenly stopped. I don't know how to speak, maybe it's been too long to be separated, she is suddenly very afraid, afraid of being ruthless and still angry, afraid of ......
"I told you I promised, you don't want to get out of here!" A relentless roar of rage.
Hearing this roar, Xue'er couldn't help but be stunned, who was the one who confronted the ruthless? Who is he threatened with? She dodged and hid in the depths of the bamboo forest, and saw Ruthless with his back to her, looking down and stroking the epiphany pendant on the white jade flute, as if it was the same as the jade pendant on her neck. "I'm afraid you won't be able to let her go." Another man's voice came, somewhat familiar.
"Get out of ......," Qing yelled again.
"The person you've been thinking about for a long time is behind you, hehe, I think you'd better think about how to tell her." The man said again.
Ruthlessly turned around slowly, and under the moonlight, his tall and thin body came into view--as he smiled gently when he first saw him, his eyes revealed incomparable longing and pain, and he gently called out two words: "Xue'er." "
Cher walked towards Ruthless step by step, feeling how much she wanted to throw herself into his arms. On the way here, she imagined how many reunion scenes she had, but now that the man stood in front of her, she couldn't say a word.
"Are you alright?" Cher asked.
Ruthless seemed to be deaf, just looked at her deeply, as if to burn her into the bottom of his heart...... A similar goodbye flashed in his eyes.
A trace of uneasiness welled up in Xue'er's heart, and she asked, "Who were you talking to just now?" "
The owner of the voice seemed to be hidden behind the curtain, and no matter how she looked at it, she couldn't find out who he really was: "You don't care who I am? I asked you to leave Ruthless, will you not? "
"Why should I answer you? You're taking care of too much! After speaking, Xue'er took the ruthless hand: "Ruthless brother, follow me!" "
"Cher." He let her pull him, but he didn't move: "You...... Is it happy to be by my side? "
Xue'er was stunned: "What did you say?" How could I be happy without you? I just want you to be good, you...... Come back with me, okay? "
"Cher...... I...... Still not going back. He broke free of Cher's grasp.
"Brother Ruthless, your Cher is back...... I don't want revenge......, how can I be happy without your happiness, how can I be happy? Ruthless brother, don't you want Cher? ……"
A tear crossed the merciless handsome cheek, and a strong heartache hit Cher.
"Cher, you have given me 10 years of happiness, and I will never forget it for the rest of my life. We...... In fact, there is no going back, you know it in your heart. The ruthless gaze did not intersect, and looked into the distance sloppily, as if it was a soulless shell.
The surging pain slashed across her heart, her whole body convulsed, tears raged into rain, her throat was sweet, a mouthful of blood spurted out, and her body sat on the ground limply.
Xue'er smiled and said to herself: "Haha, I really deserve it, this is my retribution, why should I take revenge in my heart?" Why? I don't want to lose you, ruthless brother! …………"
If that unforgettable pain was a punishment for herself, then she really deserved it. However, it is precisely because the love that confirms this body cannot be erased from the bottom of my heart that it is even more unbearable......
Cher finds herself standing alone in the snow.
Boundless white desolation. Xue'er stared into the distance with vacant eyes......
Why is she standing here? What are you waiting for? What to expect?
Why do you exist alone in this world from now on, it seems that this world is empty, and there is no sound around. Where does she go from here? Her posture has not changed, her heart is so cold, how strong does she have to be to withstand all this desolation? Is it a dream? Even if it's a dream, why can't I wake up yet? Even if it was a dream, her whole world should not be left with a desolation...... Wake up suddenly. Coughing violently......
Haven't you woken up from your dreams? He also said that he had woken up, but he didn't want to admit it?
Cher was still so hollow, so powerless to stand still......
Ruthlessly hiding in the bamboo shadow in the distance, his heart is like frying, revenge? Is it all about revenge? But what's the use of taking revenge without Cher?
Once injured and sick, she took care of her Xue'er in every detail. Every time I see her, I feel an overwhelming sense of satisfaction in my heart. Whether she is kind to her or good, it is so deep that he doesn't know how to repay it.
The merciless hand reached out and stroked it gently in the direction of Xue'er, as if a strand of her jet-black Shunhua hair was really wrapped in her hand......
Xue'er bit her lower lip tightly, and her body trembled slightly. Holding back the tears, biting her lips fiercely, she was so afraid of being lonely, afraid of being left behind! Who can understand and understand that despair?
Don't leave me, don't leave me! Be ruthless and don't ...... Cher doesn't want you to avenge me, I just want to be with you!
Unwilling!
How could you just give up! I don't want to do anything now just to be by his side, can't I? Why did you want to strangle my fragile heart right away when I finally fell in love? Tears fell in the snow one by one, after so much experience, I felt that I was strong enough, and my strong self-esteem no longer allowed her to indulge like a child, and despair tightly imprisoned her, as if she was being choked by the neck and couldn't breathe. What should she do, what should she do, just lose her ruthlessness like this?
I've tried my best, I've really tried my best, I thought that if I stood still, I would turn around and come back ruthlessly, he couldn't bear to be wronged a little before, not to mention that she was now lying in the cold vast sea of snow, enduring the torment of ice and fire, but he didn't...... Well, I want to bet on his unbearable...... But I lost......
Xue'er slowly stood up, stretched out her hand, and held the epiphany on her neck tightly, and the clenched hand instantly changed to gently caressing, and the cool, silky purple jade epiphany was just like her cold heart, Xue'er sighed softly
Her ruthlessness said: In this life, in this life, never again. Is this the end?
Xue'er turned around and walked silently to the edge of the cliff, holding the purple flower that represented their love testimony - the mountain alliance and sea oath in her hand.
Cher sat on the cold snow with her knees crossed - ruthless, he was still like everyone else, and he didn't want her anymore......
Cher woke up suddenly, she knew that all this was from the memory of this body, and found that she was still in the arms of the big devil, and she couldn't bear to wake him up, so she closed her eyes and fell asleep again.
She didn't know that she was ruthless in refusing at that time, and she was also full of thoughts in her heart - his eyes never left Xue'er from then on, and his eyes were obsessed and full of remorse......
His mind was full of guilt, but he couldn't express the complicated thoughts.
He thought - Cher, what should I do with you? All that you have, your truth, your badness, your laughter, have been deeply imprinted in my heart. My insistence is in your tears, crumbling and disintegrating, and my body is incomplete......
Cher. Not everyone is born knowing how to love, especially after amnesia, how easy is it to be able to calmly face their own hearts? For me, I used to feel high and self-pitying, and I used to think that I could turn a page for infatuation and love. I used to think that I didn't know how to love, but when I faced you, it evolved into a heart that is falling day by day......
Close your eyes and meditate, the morning and twilight of the past, life and death go hand in hand, like a shadow and unforgettable!
At the beginning, your childlike and flawless face is now only full of love...... Today's changes, all the feelings, she and his, all turned into a wisp of green smoke and passed away with the wind!
How could he give up the Xue'er he had loved for half his life? I am so lovely, I love without regrets!
Now he is cruelly announcing the end of this relationship with his own hands.
He didn't know how Xue'er would face such a deep bond and attachment between the two.
He could no longer see her smiling coquettishly at herself, calling her ruthless brother loudly...... Who can understand such unbelief, unwillingness and unwillingness?
Can't go back...... What a simple sentence, just in an instant, all their love was wiped out in an instant......
From now on, I am afraid that she will no longer be the most important special existence in the world.
From now on, it will become a strange road......
Ruthless, in fact, has been looking at Xue'er who was sitting on the snow from a distance and frowned. The silver moonlight wrapped around her like silk, and the slightest hint of moonlight formed a silver-white light blindness around Xue'er. Her black satin-like hair was spread out and hung down to the ground, and her beautiful face was full of deep grievance......