Chapter 262: Loneliness

In the Qianqing Palace

Emperor Jing Xuan was lying on the dragon's bed, his breath was like a gossamer, and his face was like gold paper. Next to him, Imperial Physician Liu was checking his pulse, and several other Imperial Physicians were standing beside him, lowering their heads and wiping the cold sweat from their foreheads.

At this time, the Queen Mother and a group of concubines rushed over when they heard the news, and the Queen Mother hurriedly rushed to the 'bed', and saw Emperor Jingxuan's face, and her face suddenly turned white.

"What's going on, okay, why did the emperor suddenly become like this?" Because of the excessive panic, the Queen Mother's voice trembled slightly.

When the queen and some concubines saw the emperor's face, tears came out.

The envoys of the Liu Yuan and the imperial doctors knelt on the ground, and the Liu court envoys replied: "If you go back to the queen mother, if you go back to the queen, the emperor is sick ......" He suddenly raised his head and looked at the concubines in front of him, and stopped talking.

The queen mother understood that he was concerned about these people, so she sent a group of concubines and palace 'female' eunuchs back, leaving only the queen by her side.

"Now you can speak." The Queen Mother said to the envoy of the Liu Academy.

The envoy of the Liu Yuan kowtowed to the queen mother, and then said in a slur manner: "The queen mother, the emperor's heart has always been weak, so Weichen once said to the emperor that sexual affairs must be controlled, but this time, Weichen looked at the emperor's pulse, as if it was caused by undisciplined sexual affairs......"

Having sex?

The Queen Mother and the Queen looked at each other, and the Queen said softly, "The draft has just ended, and there are many newcomers in the palace......"

The Queen Mother looked at her and was a little resentful, "Even so, as the queen, you should persuade you, how can you let the emperor come here?" ”

The queen was very aggrieved, "How can the concubines be persuaded to do so?" ”

The Queen Mother was angry and anxious, and turned her head to look at the envoy of the court again, "Envoy Liu, is the emperor in trouble this time?" ”

Liu Yuan's envoy said: "Back to the Queen Mother, the emperor's illness this time is fierce and urgent, and Weichen is not very sure"

"What?" The Queen Mother stumbled and almost fell, but fortunately, Aunt Ye helped her in time. The Queen Mother pushed Aunt Ye away, and then shouted at the queen: "Who harmed the emperor to find a good look, and the mourning family is going to pick her skin"

The queen was also very angry, and turned her head to ask the 'girl' of the personal palace to take out the record of this time, she glanced at it, her expression moved slightly, and said: "During this time, the newly promoted Lan nobles served the emperor."

"Lan Guiren?" The Queen Mother was stunned, turned her head and glanced at the emperor on the 'bed', seeing him so weak, the anger in her heart rose again, "Spread the will of the mourning family, and give the Lan nobles three feet of white silk"

The queen was about to carry out the decree, and suddenly, Emperor Jingxuan's weak voice came from the dragon's bed, "Queen Mother, don't be embarrassed for Lan'er......"

Hearing the voice, the Queen Mother hurriedly ran over and sat on the side of the dragon's bed, she held Emperor Jing Xuan's pale face, and tears flowed down at once, "Your Majesty, that fox 'spirit' has harmed you like this, how can you still keep her" After speaking, she turned her head and glanced at the queen.

When Emperor Jing Xuan saw it, he suddenly raised his voice and said, "Slow" But because of this sudden force, which involved the injury, his heart churned, and he opened his mouth to spit out a mouthful of blood, and then spit out blood continuously.

The queen mother's frightened face was unpleasant, and she hurriedly called the envoy of the Liu Yuan to come to the rescue, and the envoy of the Liu Yuan stepped forward to prick the emperor with a few injections, and only then did he barely stop Emperor Jing Xuan's vomiting blood. However, Emperor Jing Xuan's face turned dead gray, and his eyes could barely be opened, but his hand still tightly grasped the sleeve of the Queen Mother, and said in a voice that only the Queen Mother could hear: "Don't ...... It's hard for her...... She has the exact same fragrance on her body as Ruolan...... It's impossible for me to have Ruolan, don't ...... I didn't even ...... her" After speaking, as soon as he let go of his hand, he fainted.

The Queen Mother felt a lot of pain in her heart, and hugged Emperor Jing Xuan and cried.

"Silly boy, silly boy, why are you so stupid......"

The envoy of the Liu Yuan came forward to treat Emperor Jing Xuan, but he couldn't make him sober up, so he had no choice but to suggest to the Queen Mother, "It's better to invite Princess Heshun over." ”

The Queen Mother woke up like a dream, and hurriedly called someone to summon Jiang Ruonan in.

When Jiang Ruonan arrived, he saw the Queen Mother and the Empress sitting next to Emperor Jingxuan and wept. Jiang Ruonan walked over, first helped Emperor Jing Xuan diagnose his pulse, found that his pulse was very weak, and discussed his condition with the envoy of Liu Yuan, knowing that Emperor Jing Xuan's condition was very tricky, and it could be said that his life was in danger at any time.

Looking at Emperor Jing Xuan's pale face, Jiang Ruonan suddenly had an idea in her heart, if Emperor Jing Xuan died at this time, then she would be completely relieved......

But immediately, the queen mother's whimper reached her ears, and this terrible thought in her heart immediately disappeared. At the same time, she was deeply ashamed, how could she have such a despicable idea, no matter what, the emperor's illness was caused by her, and he was the son of the queen mother, if he really died, how sad the queen mother should be?

She shook her head and began to think about how to treat Emperor Jing Xuan.

The Queen Mother sent the queen and the imperial doctor down, and the Queen Mother looked at Emperor Jing Xuan and said to Jiang Ruonan: "Do you know who he became like this?" Lan Guiren, a 'female' son who has the same smell as you, is a new concubine in this draft. Because of this same trait as you, he even ignored his body and was deeply 'obsessed'. ”

The Queen Mother turned her head, held Jiang Ruonan's hand, and tears welled up in her eyes, "Ruolan, I know that he has done a lot of things to be sorry for you, but his heart for you is sincere, and now the imperial doctors are helpless, maybe as long as you can save him, you will see that he is sincere to you, and you must cure him."

Jiang Ruonan looked at Emperor Jing Xuan's pale face on the 'bed', her heart was astringent, she nodded, and said to the Queen Mother: "Don't worry, the Queen Mother, I will do my best." ”

Jiang Ruonan saw that the Queen Mother's face was not good, and he was afraid that the Queen Mother's body would not be able to bear it, so he asked Aunt Ye to help the Queen Mother back to the palace, but the Queen Mother refused at first, and then Jiang Ruonan said, "Queen Mother, if you fall ill again, which one do you let me save first?" The Queen Mother went back.

Only Jiang Ruonan and the comatose Emperor Jing Xuan were left in the inner hall

Jiang Ruonan untied Emperor Jing Xuan's clothes, and then acupunctured 180 big 'acupoints' all over his body, making his blood circulation in his whole body smoother and the blood flowing to his heart more abundant.

After finishing the needle, Emperor Jing Xuan woke up faintly, he looked at Jiang Ruonan, his eyes lit up slightly, "Ruolan, it's you ......"

Jiang Ruonan wiped the cold sweat on his head and said softly: "Shhh, don't speak, your current situation is still dangerous." ”

"No, I finally woke up and finally saw you...... There are some words, I'm afraid that if I don't say them again, I won't have a chance......" Emperor Jing Xuan was angry.

Jiang Ruonan looked at the deep blue halo under his eyes, remembered that he had sacrificed himself to save himself in the past, so that he fell to the root of the disease, and remembered the reason for the onset of the disease this time, and suddenly felt a little sad in his heart, "You will be fine, don't worry." ”

Emperor Jing Xuan shook his head slightly, "I can feel it, I can't pass this level......" He looked at her, "Are you happy?" ”

"No, I'm not happy."

Emperor Jing Xuan smiled bitterly, "I know you hate me very much, as long as I die, you don't have to become a monk, you can be with Jin Shaokang." ”

Jiang Ruonan lowered her head, "I don't want to exchange your 'life' for these ......" She raised her head to look at him again, "And, Your Majesty, although you have been unfair to me, you are still a good emperor to the people of the world." ”

Emperor Jing Xuan looked at her, his eyes were as soft as water, "I never thought that I could hear words of praise from your mouth." ”

"It's true." Jiang Ruonan chuckled, "I don't want to praise you, but these are all facts, I have been to many places in the past five years, and all I have seen are scenes of people living and working in peace and contentment, Your Majesty, this is all your credit." ”

"You say I'm so good, but you still don't like me." Emperor Jing Xuan snorted lightly, "But it doesn't matter, tomorrow you will become a monk, even if you don't like me, you can't like others." ”

He looked at her face and said, "Now you start to hate me again, even if you hate me, I can't let you go." ”

Jiang Ruonan sighed lightly, "Whatever you want, Your Majesty." Your rights reign supreme, and who can win you? Speaking of which, if you hadn't been protecting me, maybe I would have died. I've got a lot of it, I can't be too greedy, greed comes at a price. ”

Her voice was clear and quiet, with endless melancholy and bitterness, which made Emperor Jing Xuan's heart very uncomfortable.

"You really don't hate me?"

"Hate, how can you not hate, you personally destroyed the things I desire and cherish the most, of course, I am also responsible for this, but if it wasn't for your deliberate destruction, I believe I would have done a good job."

Jiang Ruonan looked at him, "Your Majesty, you have everything since you were a child, and you haven't tried what it means to be desired." It's a kind of inner hunger and thirst, I want to get it but I can't get it, watching people and families happy, father, mother, little baby, every time I see this, I want to cry. I finally had it, and I finally mustered up the courage to cherish it carefully, but it was broken by you in three or two clicks, how could I not hate you? ”

Speaking of this, Jiang Ruonan's eyes were hidden with tears, she hurriedly reached out and wiped the corners of her eyes, smiled, and said: "But these have passed, it doesn't matter, now I also have a lot, I have a noble identity, I have the love of the Queen Mother, I have two lovely children, I already have a lot, I have known since I was a child that life cannot be perfect, if you insist on perfection, it will only make yourself and others hard, and even hurt." There's nothing wrong with being a monk......"

"It's very lonely to be a monk...... Emperor Jing Xuan suddenly said, his heart was really uncomfortable, he never thought that there was so much bitterness in her heart.

"What about loneliness? I've been lonely for so long before, and I'm used to it, and even if I'm lonely for the rest of my life, I won't feel anything wrong. It's just ......" Jiang Ruonan tilted his head and smiled lightly, "If I hadn't had those days, maybe I would have been more accustomed to loneliness, but now ......"

Emperor Jing Xuan looked at her sad smile, and suddenly felt a pain in his chest, he covered his chest, and cold sweat broke out on his forehead, and after a while, he passed out again.

Jiang Ruonan was startled, and hurriedly continued to give him acupuncture, and then gave him a full body massage to dredge his muscles and veins. I was busy all night, until the next day, when it was almost dawn, Jiang Ruonan was so tired that he fell asleep next to Emperor Jingxuan's bed.

Early in the morning, Emperor Jing Xuan came to his senses and saw Jiang Ruonan at a glance. She was lying on the edge of the bed, her face facing him, her lips were chapped, and her eyes were a little blue, obviously tired.

Emperor Jing Xuan's heart was full of tenderness, this 'girl', even if she hated him so much, would not harm him at the most critical time, and left him alone. He reached out and 'touched' her face.

That's why I can't let you go......

The hand was about to touch her skin, but she saw her brow furrow slightly, a sweet and bitter smile overflowing from the corner of her mouth, and then a tear ran down her cheek, just on his fingertips.

Emperor Jing Xuan retracted his hand as if he had been burned by fire.

Her smile used to be so bright, her eyes were shining like stars in the sky, who made her cry even in her dreams, was it herself?

This chapter was written yesterday.,But the family hasn't been able to get on the Internet (broken network.,Irritable),Because I'm in a hurry to go to the hospital.,There's no time to go to the Internet café to leave a message.,I'm really embarrassed to come back this morning~~There is a more today~~