Chapter 1 That day is a thing of the past
While they were still enjoying their childhood, I went back to them and took a completely different path... was originally a beautiful couple, but they became two people who barely lived together by begging... Even if you have a child, nothing will change... The woman my father likes seems to be a hundred times better than my mother... But is that really the case?
I wouldn't believe it either... But my father made up his mind, and signed his name on a note that day... Divorce Settlement... Mother begged again and again... The child is still very young, at least when he grows up, but the father has to go his own way, and there is no way to deal with him.
At that time, I watched from under the windowsill, but I couldn't speak
"Don't separate, even if it's for me, you have to keep getting better!" Because I can't say it, my father goes out early and returns late every day, and then goes out after a fight, what do I say he came back for?
Let's separate... This kind of person... Let's die... Later, her mother went crazy because she wanted not to develop, and the hospital became the best proof that she told herself that she was living in a dream... Really, there's no way around it... The medicine can't be stopped, but the money is no longer enough, and the only savings they have left, even if they let me spend all of them, I don't wear them, and I only eat 20 yuan a day, which is only enough to live for half a year... What else can be done, you say?
My mother was lying unconscious in the hospital bed, and the doctors looked at me with heavy eyes, but I said a word
"I don't have enough money at home, so let's do it..."I can't borrow money, I can't borrow money from others, what the hell is this... Finally, on the day of the storm, I lost my umbrella while walking on the road and shouted madly to the sky
"Let the pain come harder!" And then the next day I still get up early and go to work in the dark, it's all fate, I know... The burden of life seems to fall on me all at once, on my child... One day, when I went to visit my mother, I found my father kneeling beside my mother's bed crying... The woman he liked a hundred times better than his mother found someone richer and dumped him... So he regretted it?
I kicked him out of the ward and told him never to approach his mother even half a step in the future... There is not a single good thing for men, except for me... I don't know who I owe, but a few weeks after my mother died, there was a man who was willing to pay for me to go to school full-time... She crouched down and looked at me, her face covered in muddy water, her tattered hands...
"Do you think you can handle the people at school, the people who laugh at you..."
"You don't have to deal with it, just a fight..."
"yes, I'll call an ambulance for you."
"Are you looking down on me?"
"Then wait until the ambulance returns empty-handed..."
"What should I call you, big sister?"
"My name is Ye Ningxing, just call me Sister Xing."
"Sister Xing, I'll ask someone to drive the ambulance back." Ye Ningxing
"Good, good, I believe in you." The day I first stepped into school, it seemed that as Sister Xing expected, almost the whole class was laughing at me... They call me that
"Motherless baby." Fight, right? I was put in an ambulance later... Lying helplessly on the hospital bed, looking at the ceiling, seeing the parents of the sick baby beside him accompanying him, tears flowed unconsciously... Sister Xing pushed open the door and walked in to my bedside
"Look, what did I say?" I didn't answer her because I'm desperate right now...
"I ask you—" She suddenly came to my ear
"Do you want to be strong? conservation..."
"For example, I'm very happy if you give me something like a special ability..."Ye Ningxing
"I don't have that kind of thing, sister, but my sister has another thing."
"What's the other thing in your mouth?" The next day she took me to the door of a society and said it was something else she was talking about...
"The Faculty of Letters... Sister Xing, are you kidding me? "Ye Ningxing
"I can't guarantee you'll get stronger, but I'll definitely help you..."She pushed me in and closed the door, seemingly locking me inside... This kind of plot development is as if there is a monster in it that is going to eat me... I kept the position of being forced into the door for a long time, and the air inside seemed to freeze...
"I said how long are you going to have to be in front of this door, strange man..."I turned my head, yellow ponytails, red pupils, and lace on my dress that wasn't a school uniform.
Where did she come from? I turned my head around
"I'm shooting death eyeliners at the people who forced me here, can't I?"
"I don't think I need to, anyway, I won't force you to join this club, you can get out now." Is it really the eldest lady of which house?
I don't look at people's expressions when I speak, and her arrogant sitting posture, I want to hit her when I look at it... Her eyes were still fixed on a book
"Why don't you get out of here? Strange people..."
"Okay, wait a minute, I'll get out right away..."Just as I pushed the door open, a person with a stack of books was about to walk in, I bumped into the stack of books head-on, fell to the floor, and the books were scattered all over the ground...
"Ahh Are you okay? "The goddess with long black hair and purple eyes in front of me is looking at me with a worried expression... Time seems to have stopped for a few seconds at this moment... But someone immediately interrupted the beautiful moment, and the eldest lady said with a look of disdain
"He deserved it if he fell by himself, Yan Xin, don't worry about him." Lin Yanxin
"No, I knocked him down, I should have helped him up." So I was helped up by the goddess in front of me, and I had a kind of temperature in my heart inexplicably... The eldest lady sitting there saw my expression of wanting to have thoughts about Yan Xin, so she yelled at me
"Can you get out, pervert!" Lin Yanxin
"How can you say that to others, he just..."I left without waiting for her to finish, this is a kind of self-knowledge, a person like me, even if he has thoughts about this gentle goddess in front of him, will not develop much, because I know... Gentle personYou think she is only gentle to you alone, but in fact she is gentle to everyone... I immediately ran back to the ward, but the doctor turned me away, claiming that my injuries were completely healed... Yesterday I was full of faces, full of injuries, how can it be today... I pulled my clothes apart, looked in the mirror, and found that the wounds on my face and body were completely gone... Can I call this phenomenon: Is the world the only little care left for me who lacks love?