Okay, without further ado, now let me recall that painful beginning.

The reason why this beginning is painful is because after several (or dozens, or even more) cosmic generations, Hera and I in this particular historical period—the end of the last cosmic generation, the beginning of this cosmic generation—after the Big Bang (at this time, Hera and I finally "became lovers" and finally came together)—although they have almost completely fused together, like a taiji diagram, except for her or her, I am still me, we are almost one, it is impossible to tell that you have me, I have you, and our flesh is already tightly glued together. It's amazing, isn't it? At that time, we were two life forms, and this life form was one of a special life form (and perhaps other individuals) at the turn of the universe at the turn of generations. However, although our physical bodies have fused, and are still fused, we can continue to merge, creating our happiness, and even the beginning of the peace of the universe (directly entering the ideal state of the equilibrium universe, that is, not the universe of great cold, nor the universe of great squeeze, nor the universe of accelerating expansion today), but we are not very integrated spiritually!

I knew I loved her dearly, but because of the effect of the Big Bang on me, I only knew that I loved her in my heart and wanted to find her, but I didn't know that she was right next to me at the time (maybe because at some point between the end of the last cosmic epoch and the beginning of this cosmic epoch, fate, the real God, blindfolded me and made me amnesiac, and as a result, I was unconscious and delusional). I believe that she also loved me deeply, and when I think about it, the "woman" who has been pursuing me and showing me so much kindness at that time is actually her, and I think she loved me dearly—indeed, she knew that I was next to her at the time. Now that I think about it, isn't the problem with me? - I didn't know she was beside me, and even if I wanted to give up the world for her, I couldn't help it. At that time, I didn't know if I was stupid, or if I really loved the world too much, and I had this idea - without the world, love would be gone, and I had to win the "world" and take charge of the power of heaven!

Maybe it's for today's prosperous world! I am bent on going my own way, thinking about creating enlightened and prosperous worlds and creating people every day. In this way, no matter how much Hera was affectionate towards me, she couldn't let me know that she was affectionate towards me. I ignored her, because I loved her, and I didn't know that it was her (I thought she was another woman), so I distanced myself from her and loved her in my heart. Actually, I really want to be with her - knowingly together! With this in mind, after a while, I looked at myself and Hera's "Tai Chi" complex. Maybe it's to find out, after all, I also have a little feeling, maybe she is what I am looking for. I saw that my body was purple all over, and Hera was milky white all over, and they all shone with a strange brilliance. However, as I know, as I can see, there is no trace of the fusion of these two in the sense of affection, it is really the most intimate estrangement! I looked at her again, and she was looking at me affectionately (actually, she had been looking at me all the time, but I was looking at the other side), but I couldn't feel that it was her despite all my might, and finally I turned my eyes to look at the deep universe - the deep blue ancient "space". Of course, in retrospect, the loss of her is also related to my low self-esteem: I also thought that she might be the person I have always loved, but I always had low self-esteem and felt that I would not be so lucky - but to be together at this moment, isn't it because of the life and death entanglement of the last cosmic generation - but I seem to have forgotten something, and I have low self-esteem, and I can't feel that it is her, so I don't even want to say a word to her. Therefore, after a short period of failure, Hera finally despaired, and said that "there is no grass at the end of the world" and "why hang yourself from a tree", and she also left, looking for her "large forest". I'm still in the same place, thinking about the world, plotting for power, and I don't care about her departure at all, just looking at her with a hateful expression, it seems that I have lost something in my heart!

Thus began the universe, to be precise, this cosmic generation. This was really a painful beginning, not only for Hera, but also for me, Zeus. After all, my emotional intelligence was still in the normal range, and soon after Hera left, I woke up and knew that she was the person I was "seeking" and pursuing......

Why don't you think to cherish it until you lose it!

Since then, the universe has once again begun the swan song of life.