The café always looks warm in winter, with warm air conditioning, hot coffee, comfortable sofas and soothing music in your ears.

I took off my coat and sat down across from her. When the waiter came over with the menu and was about to ask me what I needed, Shen Mengtian had already spoken first: "Americano, no sugar, no milk, hot." ”

The waiter was stunned for a moment, saw me nodding and left with a smile.

I looked at her, and the table was like two worlds.

"You look so sad, Hill." Shen Mengtian seemed to be able to read my heart.

"Hehe......" I smiled wryly, leaning unconsciously against the seat and the wall.

"I heard that you are going abroad, why do you suddenly want to go abroad?" Shen Mengtian changed the topic.

"Something happened in the country and I had to go out and live for a while. How are you? How are you okay with your husband? I asked, feigning ease.

"It's fine. When are you leaving? ”

"Maybe stay in Shanghai for another month and a half, then go out of town, and then go abroad. This trip may take several years, so before leaving, I want to meet you and say goodbye, I asked my friend to do this, but I didn't expect that the first person he found was you. At this time, the coffee was served, and the smoke floated into the air, and the atmosphere suddenly became a little awkward.

"Nagisa Secluded...... Are you okay? Gale this kid is messing with me all day long, probably because he wants to be quiet. Shen Mengtian asked.

"It's fine, but I haven't been in touch with it in a while, it's with a friend of its own kind, and it's safe. I just want to say goodbye to you today, and when I come back from abroad in a few years, let's talk again, you take care. I was about to get up and leave without even drinking coffee, but Shen Mengtian suddenly said at this time: "Which country will you go to, I'll look for you!" ”

I paused, looking at her already had some weathered faces, but at that moment I saw the shadow of the innocent girl back then. I smiled and said, "It's not decided yet, I don't know." Take care and live your life well. "I subconsciously stretched out my hand and wanted to gently touch this girl who had silently liked me for many years, but even though I was now a wife, she still seemed to be willing to follow me. But instead of stroking her face, I ended up gently combing her loose strands of hair.

"Be happy, silly girl."

I smiled and asked, then grabbed my coat and hurried out of the café, she kept looking at me, and that's how I disappeared into her world without saying goodbye, and now, it seems to be repeating itself.

After that, I said goodbye to my friends one after another, and on the day I went to see Luo Qiong, we said a total of three words through the glass.

"Brother Shan, when you come back, I will definitely come out to help you."

"Got it, you take care of yourself."

"I'll miss you, Brother Shan."

Perhaps these short words, combined with each other's calm smiles, I believe that this eagle who has been lost will one day be able to fly high. I know this house, this glass can't hold him, and I know that we can still stand side by side in the future.

A month before I left, I had dinner with my parents. Dad was a little upset so he quickly got drunk, and I carried him back to the room, and when I covered him with the quilt, I heard him muttering, "I can't keep it, I can't keep it...... It's going to fly out......"

Aunt Xue covered her mouth beside her, with tears in her eyes, and said with my hand: "Your father has always been unhappy, he said that the family can't keep the child after he raises it." You used to run away from home, but now you're going to live in a foreign country. But he wanted to save face, and he knew it was for your good, so he never lost his temper, but I knew he was unhappy. Shanzi, can we not go abroad? ”

I looked at my father's brows, which were still tightly furrowed after he was drunk, and whispered, "I know, I'm not a filial child, and I'll be back in a few years." I'm sure I'm not going to leave you again......"

The last people to say goodbye were Fat Man and Yuan Feng, a group of their friends. Because of the previous Haotian family affairs, Yuan Feng and I haven't seen each other for half a year, to be honest, if I didn't leave, I wouldn't know if I wanted to go to this door. That day, the fat man went to Jufu Restaurant to book a private room, and I arrived on time, thinking that I didn't know if Yuan Feng would come. When I entered the door, I was about to meet Boss Song, so he greeted me from afar, and hurriedly ran over and said, "Xiaoshan is here, the second box upstairs, Cuizhu Pavilion." I heard you're going abroad? ”

I paused, then nodded and said, "It's going out for a few years." ”

"Oh, isn't that going to be a few years away? I'm in for a treat today, eat and drink well. Xiao Liu, open Moutai and go up, take out the lobster and shark fin, and let Master Zhang burn it! ”

I smiled and nodded, and walked up the stairs. When he was standing at the door of the box, he suddenly stopped. Suddenly I didn't want to push open this door, because I didn't know how to say goodbye after pushing the door open, I didn't know how to face the fat man, I had promised to help him take revenge, I didn't know how to face Yuan Feng, I didn't want to say goodbye but there was no way out.

There was a sound of talk coming from inside the box, and I took a deep breath and unscrewed the doorknob, and there was a moment of silence inside. The door slowly opened, and I saw that the box was full and everyone was looking at me. Fat Man, Yuan Feng, Tang Yuyan and even Brother Zhong Yong and a few people from Team Zero......

The people I had helped in the past were sitting in the box, and I was standing in the doorway, and they were looking at me. I smiled reluctantly and said, "Guys, I'm late." ”

The fat man shouted at this time: "Come in quickly, punish yourself with three cups!" ”

As soon as he shouted, the atmosphere in the room suddenly became lively. I walked in, sat down, and saw Yuan Feng sitting next to the fat man. She looked at me with no smile on her face, and her expression was very strange. The fat man invited everyone to drink, talk about the past, and talk about our adventures together.

"Shanzi ......" Brother Zhong Yong leaned over, he and I haven't seen him for a long time, "Hua Niu, they actually want to come, but they are not embarrassed." I'm their representative, and they asked me to tell you that it's been many years since the team leader, and they don't mind anymore, so let you take care of yourself. ”

I paused, then nodded slightly.

The more I drank, the more tired my heart became. After a while, I walked towards Yuan Feng with a cup, looked at Yuan Feng and said with some embarrassment: "Sister Yuan Feng, I'm leaving, I can't live with you in the past, I can't drink this glass of wine, but I still respect you......"

I raised my wine glass, and the fat man and they all looked at Yuan Feng. Yuan Feng lowered his head, not knowing what he was thinking, and then suddenly said, "I don't drink!" ”

The fat man looked embarrassed, while the others were disappointed, perhaps they all hoped that Yuan Feng would forgive me before I ran away.

I smiled wryly and said, "Then I still respect you, take care." ”

When I was about to drink, Yuan Feng suddenly pulled his throat and shouted, "What's the matter with you! Why are they all happy! Brother Shan is leaving, why don't you cry! Brother Shan is leaving! ”

In the next second, she burst into tears.

The crowd that had been happy fell silent at the moment, and the cries were passed on one after another. I held the cup and slowly lowered my head to wipe the tears from the corners of my eyes, but as soon as I turned my head, Tang Yuyan hugged my arm and cried and said, "Brother Shan, I will miss you." ”

"Okay...... I patted her on the shoulder and comforted, "I'm just going to hide abroad for a few years, and I'll come back." ”

Yuan Feng raised her wine glass while sobbing, and she said tremblingly with tears on her face: "Mountain...... Brother Shan...... I don't blame you anymore, I don't blame you anymore...... You must come back safely, I ...... I have another baby and I still recognize you as a godfather. ”

This forgiveness finally broke through the defense line in my heart, and the tears that were already shadowy finally broke out of my eyes.

There are always more cries than laughter at the farewell party, because sorrow makes people sad.

We drank until late, Yuan Feng and Tang Yuyan were drunk, and Brother Yong and many of them went home after getting drunk. It was just me sitting with the fat man and smoking.

I exhaled the smoke ring, and I heard the fat man ask me, "Do you have any plans when you come back?" ”

"Hehe, I haven't gone out yet, what are you talking about...... I said," I shook my head, "but if you want to talk about your intentions...... I will not let go of those who hunted me down and oppressed me, and when I come back in more than five years, I will settle this account. ”

The fat man stretched out his hand and put his arm on my shoulder, and said with a smile: "Damn, I'll accompany you when the time comes, and I will overturn Haotian's family!" ”