"Jiang Nan, I'm sorry, I'm too selfish, I originally wanted to settle down after returning to the city and then pick up Xiao Wu, but ...... I ......" Jiang Caiping's tears rolled down like beads of broken thread.

"I'm afraid, I'm afraid that my hard-won happiness will be ruined again, I'm afraid to go back to the nightmare life of the past, I don't have the courage to face ......"

Jiang Nan was silent, she understood, she understood everything, so after seeing her, her husband, and her daughter, she didn't recognize each other, she was her own mother, she loved her, and she didn't want her to suffer.

"Jiang Nan, I'm sorry!" Jiang Caiping walked over and held Jiang Nan's hand, and her hand couldn't help but tremble.

Jiang Nan's hand also trembled, this is his mother's hand. Her hands are well maintained, white and slender, without a little calluse, and they are a pair of pampered hands.

After living for two lifetimes, it was the first time she held her mother's hand, and Jiang Nan's heart couldn't help but throb.

"Can you tell me what happened back then? What's going on? Jiang Nan looked at Jiang Caiping.

She is wearing a black long tweed coat with a white sweater inside and gray pants underneath, very elegant, very intellectual, and very beautiful.

So she is used to living such a good life, how can she give up so easily?

"I'll tell you all ......!" Jiang Caiping lowered her head in shame.

"Sit down!" Jiang Nan said softly, pouring a glass of water from the boiling water bottle on the side and putting it in front of Jiang Caiping.

"Back then...... I was sent down and became an educated youth in Yangkou Village. After a few years of hard work there, everyone was trying to find a way back to the city, but the number of places was limited and I had no way out. ”

"Later, there was a place in the village to go to the Workers' Peasants' and Soldiers' University, and at that time, only Qian Wenhua and I were the most qualified, because we were only high school students, and the others only went to junior high ......school," Jiang Caiping began to recount the past.

"Qian Wenhua?" Jiang Nan sneered.

"Yes, Aunt Qian is a very good friend of my mother, and she was the only one who could talk to me at that time!" Jiang Caiping nodded.

Are you stupid? Jiang Nan glanced at Jiang Caiping fiercely, and saw that there was no color in her eyes, she didn't know that she was framed by Qian Wenhua for so many years.

Alas, there must be something hateful about the wretched!

Jiang Caiping continued, "But later, ......, once Qian Wenhua said that she had found a way back to the city, and she didn't have to compete with me for a place in college, we were all very happy, and in order to celebrate, we secretly drank that day......

"I didn't expect to wake up the next day when I was ...... I actually slept with a second-rate child, I was ...... by that person" Jiang Caiping's tears flowed, and her biting lip trembled, "That's my nightmare......"

"Later, Qian Wenhua rushed over and drove the second-rate man away, she comforted me, it's okay, no one will know, she will definitely not say it, let me rest assured......"

"But how can that kind of thing be kept? It didn't take long for the whole village to know, it must be that second-rate son, he must die well......" Jiang Caiping said that Sun Qiang gritted his teeth, but he was still full of gratitude to Qian Wenhua.

Jiang Nan almost wanted to scold her for being stupid, but seeing her pain, she swallowed the words in her mouth again.

"That's it, my college quota is gone, they say I have a bad style, I don't have qualifications, I was beaten into broken shoes......" Jiang Caiping looked frightened and sad when she talked about this, "After a while, the quota became Qian Wenhua's, she comforted me and said that she would return the quota to me, but how could I ask for it?" ”

"Later, I couldn't survive anymore and was ready to die, only to find out that ...... I'm pregnant......" Jiang Caiping's face showed a complicated look, which showed that her mood was also quite complicated at that time.

"Then why don't you jump into the river at that time, and wait until you give birth to me? Are you going to give birth to me to suffer? Jiang Nan's face turned cold, which was something she had been unable to figure out.

If you have the courage to choose suicide, why do you have to give birth to a child before committing suicide? Don't say that the child is innocent, if it is a wild seed of a strong criminal, what is innocent? Do you want to leave him a seed?

"I ......" Jiang Caiping's face turned from white to red, and then from red to white, "Before that, I was no longer a virgin...... I ...... Once, the time interval was not far away, and I didn't know whether the child was 'his' or second-rate. ”

"If it's his, then how could I possibly kill his child? I love him so much......" Speaking of this, Jiang Caiping's tears flowed again.

He? Who is he? Jiang Nan's eyes widened, this "he" is likely to be his biological father!

"But could it be that second-rate son?" Jiang Nan asked.

Jiang Caiping nodded, with a panicked expression, "But I can't do this, it's just half a chance, I also have to give birth to his child...... I can't be sorry for him, so ......, I'd rather die myself than kill the child......"

"But if I were that second-rate child, would you have thought of me?" Jiang Nan sighed.

"I don't dare to think, I don't dare, I'm sorry, Jiang Nan, I'm sorry, I can only do this, I can only gamble, even if there is only one in 10,000 chance, I will also gamble! But I don't have the face to see him, I'm already unclean, I can only choose to commit suicide if I give birth to you......" Jiang Caiping couldn't cry.

"But have you ever thought that if you give birth to me but don't raise me, do you know what kind of life it will bring me?" Jiang Nan asked, full of helplessness and pain.

Such an inhuman life, she lived two lives!

She didn't want to mention it again, but Jiang Caiping reminded herself once again that she came out of that kind of life.

"No...... No way? Jiang Caiping was surprised, "When I met a sister-in-law when I was jumping into the river, I entrusted you to her and gave her a watch." That watch was given to me by that person, I cherish it, and that watch is very valuable even now, and it will be no problem to spend decades in the country......"

"Why are you so naïve?" Jiang Nan was really a little angry, "Her biological mother is not around, what do you think others will do to her child?" Do you know what kind of life I lived in those ten years? ”

"I didn't have enough to eat a day, I didn't have a day to dress warmly, and it was a common thing to be beaten, and they abused me every day with vicious language, saying that I was a slut, a wild seed, a wild seed born to a cheap woman......"

"Every day, there are people who can't finish their work, and they don't treat me when I'm sick, and I'm left to fend for myself, I can live until now, do you know how many times I've died?" Jiang Nan's tears flowed down, the past was unbearable, this mother who gave birth to her but didn't raise her for a day, actually thought she was doing well?