My name is Hongxu, but everyone likes to call me Danzi, and then I got used to it. Since I was a child, my parents said that my eldest brother was too out of tune, and I couldn't learn from him, but I had to learn from Si Bo and be a person like Si Bo. But I know that even if my parents don't care about my eldest brother, they still pay far more attention to my eldest brother than I do, and for them, I am just disappointed, it is enough for my son to have a big brother, and they want a lovely and obedient daughter, not me.

My eldest brother is very good to me, although sometimes he is really like what his parents say, very out of tune, and when I watch my parents shouting at him at home, I often think, maybe this is not bad, at least every time he succeeds in attracting the attention of his parents.

I like the fourth uncle very much, from childhood to adulthood, the fourth uncle looks at me with very warm eyes, although he will also pull his face when he sees me, but he will inertly reach out and let me go over to hold his hand, his warm big hand takes me to study, to practice kung fu, and sometimes secretly tells me the bad habits of Jingqi Mama, so I can secretly take advantage of the loopholes, I later learned that my Mama has taken care of him. Sibo and I seem to have reached a kind of tacit understanding in this way.

We grew up slowly, and I slowly learned that my parents also loved me, just like my eldest brother, I also knew that my eldest brother loved us, although he was not in tune, but he used his own way to protect us younger siblings from harm. I also know that perhaps the biggest enemy of our family is the fourth uncle.

The matter of the eldest brother's marriage, I made a painful choice for the first time, that day, the fourth uncle smiled and said to me, life is like this, you have to keep choosing, I chose the eldest brother, this is right. I know I'm wrong, I made the fourth uncle sad, I know I didn't handle it well, but I don't know what to do, Eniang hugged me, although he didn't say anything, but I know that she was also sad, not for the fourth uncle, not for the eldest brother, but because of me, she felt that she was ignoring me too much, she wanted to tell me that she loved me very much. I know that as much as I like her to hug me like that, I really know that they love us very much. Otherwise, I wouldn't have chosen the eldest brother, because we are the family.

Brother Honghui and they fought with us, Brother Hongyun protected me, he pointed at my nose and said that I am a little white-eyed wolf, eat their food, or help my own eldest brother. I just laughed, I like the brothers of the fourth uncle's family, they have loved me since they were young, this time they should be really angry! It's annoying to grow up!

Uncle Si waited for me outside the study in the afternoon, and when he saw me, he still stretched out his hand, and I rushed over and grabbed his hand, and he took my hand and took me for a walk as usual, but he didn't speak, and I didn't speak, I like to follow him like this.

Later, he took me to the small garden of Cining Palace, sat down on a stone, pointed to the pond and said, Eniang liked to sit on the edge of the pool when she was a child, and if she couldn't figure it out, if she was upset, she would hold her head and knock it here, of course, she was stupid, and it was useless to knock it, but this is her favorite place, and it was quiet to sit in her heart, and many things were scattered with the wind.

I don't know what Uncle Si meant when he told me this, he looked at the fish for a while before looking up at me, and a smile appeared on his stone-like face, "It's not fun to grow up, is it?" ”

I nodded.

He threw a pebble into the pool, causing ripples in the pool, "Do you say that the stone moved the water, or did the water move the stone?" ”

He didn't want me to answer, and patted me gently, "Fool, you are a good boy, the fourth uncle has never blamed you, of course you didn't do this beautifully, the fourth uncle is still unhappy, you were taught by the fourth uncle, you should be much smarter than your eldest brother." ”

I looked at Uncle Si fixedly, he didn't blame me for choosing that, but he blamed me for not being beautiful enough, I should do better, I couldn't lose his face. This is the fourth uncle.

The fourth uncle became the emperor, I rushed back to participate in the funeral of Huang Marfa, the fourth uncle was much older, he saw me, or stretched out his hand, but this time he didn't hold my hand, but patted my head, "You have grown so big?" ”

"Fourth uncle, no, the emperor ......"

"Just call the fourth uncle, you call the emperor, and the fourth uncle will lose you." The fourth uncle patted my face lightly, let out a long sigh, and I accompanied him to take a walk in the small garden of Cining Palace, the scenery was still the same, but people came and went, it seemed that he was preparing for the queen mother's move.

"Your Mrs. De is going to move over, or did your E-mother persuade her, your E-mother said that she would come in and stay with her for a few days, and you are also old, shouldn't you divide the house? Your Huang Marfa is also too accustomed to your eldest brother, and he didn't say that he would marry you, and now he can only wait until next year......" The fourth uncle chattered in front, and he went to Mulan with Huang Marfa for the first time, and the fourth uncle also chattered about picking weapons for me, and told me that I should follow Huang Marfa closely, and he had food to eat.

"Fourth uncle!"

"Is the fourth uncle getting old and getting more and more chattering?" The fourth uncle turned his head and looked at me.

"No, you're good." I said it sincerely.

The fourth uncle smiled, patted my forehead gently, and he smiled again, "Do you remember the days when you and I and your Ama lived in the Zongren Mansion when you were a child?" At that time, your hair grew faster than it is now, and it came out in a few days, and when you came out, you were like a little savage. ”

"I remember, at that time, the fourth uncle took care of me, and Ama took care of the eldest brother, you often said that Ama was a sloppy old man raising a sloppy son, and I was like you, much cleaner."

"Well, so you're much more capable than your big brother." Sibo nodded proudly, as if I was his glory, but we all knew that I was not his son.

Ama was crowned king, the day I was crowned Baylor, Eniang went home, grabbed my ears and scolded me for being stupid, I know that she and Ama have let me be outside all these years, in fact, they are just to hide away, but also to separate me and the fourth uncle, they are afraid that our relationship is too deep, and when the confrontation is really in the future, I will be hurt, but they don't understand, the fourth uncle is in my heart, in fact, he is already another father!

My parents are gone, Uncle Si looks like a wounded fawn, I know that when he sees me, in addition to being angry, he is more happy, he is happy to see me, with his happiness, I will stay right, we will not have a duel, although we are not father and son, but I know that he regards me as a son, and I regard him as a father.