Chapter 17: Where the Heart Belongs (3)

After the dance music, it was poetry and lyrics, and it was warbler singing, and the first time she saw that the desire to appreciate the beauty gradually faded, she looked at Cui Ziyin, and he didn't seem to be very attentive to appreciation.

"Cui Ziyin, don't you have something to say to me? There are a lot of people here, so let's go to the back. "When I first saw it, I turned my head and saw a small pond behind the verandah, with a rockery in the pond and surrounded by flower beds, which looked elegant and elegant, and compared with the liveliness here, it seemed very quiet.

Cui Ziyin was overjoyed in his heart, and nodded hurriedly, he thought that the full affection that he had been preparing for a long time could not be said today, so he got up excitedly, fortunately, everyone around was focused on the performers in the garden, and no one noticed their departure.

Lingyu covered them out of the verandah and came to the pond at the signal of the first sight.

"Girl, the slave waits on the other side." Lingyu whispered in the ear of the first meeting, then bowed to Cui Ziyin and walked to the flowerbed not far from them to wait.

Chu Jian looked at Cui Ziyin with a smile, his eyes were clear and pure, and he said softly, "What's wrong?" Is something happening? ”

Cui Ziyin shook her head and smiled, "No, nothing happened to me." ”

"Oh, that'...... So what do you want to tell me? Hatsumi asked suspiciously.

Cui Ziyin looked at Chu Jian with shining eyes, "You were invited to come today, are you ...... You should also understand that the city lord's wife is going to be a matchmaker for you, what do you think? ”

Hatsumi chuckled, "I thought you wanted to say something, but it turned out that you wanted to say this." With a sigh, Hatsumi continued, "What can I think? I'm not old enough to get married, and I don't want to do anything. ”

"You, you really don't have a crush?" Cui Ziyin's eyes lit up, she took a step forward, and looked at her first meeting with joy.

When I saw it for the first time, my eyebrows frowned, and the corners of my eyes raised slightly to look at Cui Ziyin, what happened to this child today? What exactly do you want to say to her? Could it be that she suddenly cared about her life's affairs, she joked, "What if I have someone I like?" What if not? ”

Cui Ziyin was stunned, he wanted to express his love for her to Hatsumi, although he thought that she might have someone he liked, but he never thought about how to deal with it, and now when he was asked by Chujian, he really didn't know whether to continue to talk or retreat.

"Could it be that you have a woman you like?" Chu Jian suddenly exclaimed, looking at Cui Ziyin in surprise, this kid couldn't speak clearly, could it be that he was embarrassed to confess to a girl who was looking for her to help.

Cui Ziyin's sideburns broke out in a cold sweat, and a wry smile appeared on his lips, "When I first met, I told you that I have suffered countless humiliations since I was a child, and men disdain to make friends with me, thinking that I was too delicate, and women are close to me, but they ...... But it's not all sincere, I've lived for seventeen years, no one has ever treated me sincerely, no one has ever thought about me, others call me a beauty, but what I think is half human and half demon, I don't want to give birth to this woman's face, but what can I do if I have a skin-bearing parent? ”

"Cui Ziyin, you are not a half-human and half-demon." Listening to Cui Ziyin's whispering that seemed to be muttering to himself, he felt pity at first sight, and comforted him loudly.

Cui Ziyin didn't seem to hear it, his eyes looked at the vast blue sky from afar, his eyes were like dew, immersed in a bleak and sad memory, he continued to murmur, "I study hard, I just hope that one day I can get ahead, so that those who deceive me can take a good look, I am not a person with only an empty appearance, but you are right, I don't know how to protect myself, so I gave others the opportunity to look down on me, the first time I saw ...... You are the first person to look up to me, it was you who told me that you should know how to protect yourself, if you don't even know how to protect yourself, how can you protect others? You saved my life from the hands of the bandits, and enabled me to study with peace of mind to help me help me, and I can have today, thanks to you, you...... Your kindness and your bravery make me, let me ......" Cui Ziyin's eyes turned to the first sight, and there was deep affection in his eyes.

I was stunned when I saw it for the first time, and my heart was terrified, and there was an uncertain uneasy omen rising in my heart, this Cui Ziyin ...... It won't be ...... How is that possible? She has always regarded him as a younger brother, well, although she looks very young, she is a few years older than Cui Ziyin in her heart.

"When I first met, I wanted to propose to Master Yu, I ...... I love you, I think, I want to ......" Cui Ziyin's face flushed, and his eyes sparkled when he saw him for the first time.

Hatsumi couldn't help but shout, "Wait! She raised her hand to stop Cui Ziyin's confession, "You said you like me?" Want to marry me? ”

Cui Ziyin nodded, looking nervously in anticipation of the first meeting.

"Impossible! Cui Ziyin, I'm with you...... Not suitable, you're still a kid, I ...... I'm only thirteen years old. "I wondered when I first saw it, this kid is only seventeen years old, what kind of marriage did he get married at the age of seventeen, and why did he like her?

"I'm eighteen years old, and I'm already of the age of marriage, so I can propose marriage first, and we can get engaged first." Thinking that the first time I saw him, he was just worried about his age, but Cui Ziyin already had a smile between his eyebrows.

"It's not a matter of age, Cui Ziyin, I only treat you as a friend." I couldn't cry or laugh when I first saw her, she really regarded Cui Ziyin as a friend, she never thought of surpassing this relationship, and she didn't expect Cui Ziyin to like her, as a woman, she was very proud of being liked by the opposite sex, but now she really can't feel any joy in her heart.

Cui Ziyin was stunned, his face was a little pale, his thin lips were pursed, and a pair of peach-petal-like eyes looked straight at the first meeting.

Chu Jian sighed and said softly, "It's impossible for me to be with you, I have other people in my heart, and I have always regarded you as a friend, you like me, it's nothing more than gratitude, but Cui Ziyin, gratitude is not love, you have to figure out your mind." ”

"I know very well that I want to marry you because I don't want to repay you, I want to join hands with you for the rest of my life, and I will be prosperous and rich with you, when I first saw you, I admired you, it was true." Cui Ziyin explained nervously, only hoping that the first time he could understand his heart, but when he heard that he had already seen someone he wanted, he was sad for a while, and his eyes were a little red.

"I'm sorry," Hatsumi whispered.

"You...... Who is the man in your heart? Cui Ziyin's face was ugly, he thought that he treated him very well when he first saw him, and he must have him in his heart, but he didn't want to think that she had never liked him, which made him embarrassed.

Clenching his fists tightly, Cui Ziyin felt that his heart felt as if it had been torn apart, and the pain made him feel suffocated.

Thinking of Chun Yuyan, her eyes softened at first sight, and she replied softly, "You don't know it." ”

Isn't it King Yun? Cui Ziyin thought bitterly, if he lost to Qi Zhen, who was a thousand times more noble than him, he would feel more willing.

"The man...... It must be a dragon and a phoenix among people, right? He still didn't give up, and he only knew at this moment that his love for the first time was beyond his imagination.

"It doesn't matter if he is a dragon and a phoenix or not, as long as it feels right, it's okay." Love doesn't look at status, sometimes it's just a momentary feeling.

"I feel ......" Cui Ziyin smiled bitterly, this feeling is two words, it hurts him to the bone.

"Cui Ziyin, we are still friends, okay?" Chumi smiled a sunny smile at Cui Ziyin, she didn't want the two of them to become strangers because of today's words.

Cui Ziyin's face was pale, and when she heard the words of the first meeting, she nodded in despair, turned around and staggered back to the banquet seat.

Chu Jian looked at his slender back, frowned slightly, and let out a long sigh.