Chapter 120: Do You Want Her to Hate You?
After finishing writing, Zhuang Xinyan raised his head and looked at Qin Tian, his eyes reflecting candlelight, like two burning flames. ( )
Qin Tian looked at him and nodded, "Qin Tian will leave tomorrow, thank you young master for your love for Qin Tian all the time." ”
Zhuang Xinyan only felt that his 'chest' was uncomfortable, and he wanted to beat it hard with his fist a few times.
Just two days ago, he was still happily imagining her surprise after knowing the news, he imagined that the two would live happily and sweetly together after they got married, they watched the moon together at night, woke up together in the morning, he could hold her hand, he could hold her, hug her, kiss her like last time, they could work hard together for the tea shop, and he was even worried about whether the child they gave birth to would be as deaf and dumb as him, so he anxiously looked through a lot of books......
It turned out that all this was just his wishful thinking, she didn't want to be with him at all, even if she was a slave and he was the master, she didn't want to marry him.
Is it because he often loses his temper with her? Is it because he often her off? Or is it because he is not a normal person?
At this time, Zhuang Xinyan had a surging emotion in his heart, which made him have a desperate impulse, he wanted to ask her everything clearly, and wanted to tell her that as long as she stayed, he would not lose his temper again in the future, and he would be very good to her. He'll try not to hurt her again!
He stood up, his eyes burning and eager, but suddenly, his mind remembered what his mother had said
"Yan'er, my mother knows that you are reluctant to her, and my mother can 'force' her to marry you, but what kind of 'sex' is she? Even if we hadn't seen her through before, we should have understood by now, she had a very good idea in mind, and since she was able to speak to me, she must have thought it through. If you really force her, she will definitely hate you in her heart. Yan'er, do you want her to hate you? Let her go, she has done her best for us before, I can allow others to redeem herself, but don't you allow her to redeem herself? ”
Thinking of this, the turbulent emotions like 'waves' slowly receded, leaving only endless helplessness and desolation.
Now that she had made a decision, asking only made herself more uncomfortable.
Zhuang Xinyan lowered his head, sat back in his chair dejectedly, and took a few deep breaths in a row, but he couldn't make his heart feel better.
He wrote on a piece of paper: "Where can you go as a 'girl' child? ”
He was genuinely worried about her.
When Qin Tian saw it, he said: "I have already thought about it, I will hire a carriage to go to Qingzhou after I go out, I know that there is also a tea shop there, I have seen the owner of the tea shop, the person is not bad, he has also appreciated my craftsmanship, I think I should be able to work there there." Young Master doesn't have to worry about me. The children of poor families have long been in charge, Qin Tian has never been a squeamish person, no matter where he is, Qin Tian will live a good life. "Qingzhou is far away from here, and the business of the two families does not affect each other, so Qin Tian will speak without scruples. It also reassured Zhuang Xinyan, who was worried about himself.
She still has the money to hire a carriage, so that there will be no danger on the road, and after going to Qingzhou, she will find a job, food and shelter will not be a problem, she believes that with her own efforts, she can make herself live well, and this time, she is no longer a slave who sells herself, she is a free person.
Zhuang Xinyan saw that she had thought about it so carefully, and knew that she had made up her mind, and his heart was even more sad. He took the pen and wanted to say something more, but he couldn't write anything.
She is right, she is smart and hard-working, since she can be valued in the banker, she will not be bad elsewhere, and now in a peaceful and prosperous world, people with real skills will never be buried.
"Well, I wish you a nice trip." Zhuang Xinyan wrote these words with difficulty, and after writing them, his hands trembled involuntarily, he was afraid that Qin Tian would see his emotions, he was a man, he also wanted to be faced, he didn't want to be rude in front of the 'woman' who was going to leave her. He finished writing these words, put down the pen, barely maintained the calm on his face, turned back to the 'bed' and lay down on the bed, with his back to her.
The candlelight reflected her shadow on the tent, and he looked at the faint figure, tears unconsciously soaking the corners of his eyes. He closed his eyes and forcibly suppressed the tears.
Qin Tian cleaned up the table, turned to look at his motionless back, and sighed softly.
Early in the morning of the first day, Zhuang Xinyan disappeared after getting up. Qin Tian was packing up his things in the house.
In fact, she didn't have anything, a few clothes, some silver ingots, and a small baggage.
"How can you redeem yourself?" Qiulan next to her asked suspiciously while watching her clean up. Aoyagi and Bilian, who were close to Qin Tian, were still standing beside her, and the two of them also looked at her with wide eyes.
"yes, I thought you would be able to lift the room when you came back this time!" Aoyagi helped her sort her out.
Except for a few people, the eldest lady wants Qin Tian and Zhuang Xinyan to get married, and now that this matter is not successful, it is impossible for it to be spread. It was because these maids only knew that Qin Tian was going to redeem himself and leave the dealer's house.
After Qin Tian cleaned up, he turned to look at them and smiled and said, "I still have relatives, I heard that they have returned, I want to go to them." Uncle they have raised me for so long, I want to be filial to them well. "That's the best excuse.
"Mrs. and Young Master are so good to you, you are willing to leave," Qiulan took her hand and reluctantly, "Don't go, when you carry the house in the future, life is better, wouldn't it be good to give your uncle and them some money?" Where is your uncle's family having such a life as a banker, don't go, we are reluctant to let you go! ”
"I'll come back to see you when I have a chance in the future." Qin Tian said with a smile.
Bi Lian stretched out her finger and put her finger on the 'door' of Qin Tian's brain, and said angrily: "You ruthless girl, just leave, you didn't have any faith before, and you're not afraid that we will be reluctant." ”
After getting along for so long, Bilian likes this little girl who smiles all day long, doesn't make trouble, and doesn't stand out, and has always served the eldest young master well, which saves her a lot of heart, and she is really reluctant to her.
Qin Tian smiled, took Bilian, Qingliu and Qiulan's hands over, and said softly: "During the time I have been here, thanks to everyone's care, I am also very reluctant to you, in the future, I will miss you." ”
Qiulan and Aoyagi couldn't help but wet their eyes and wiped their tears with their hands.
Bilian also choked up and said, "Let's send you out." ”
Qin Tian nodded, took up the small burden of blue 'color' and 'flower' cloth, and the three of them hugged her out of the 'door', and after going out of the 'door', they said goodbye to the maids in the yard one by one. But I never saw Zhuang Xinyan and Haifu.
Qin Tian wanted to talk to the eldest lady before leaving, but when the four of them were just halfway there, they suddenly saw a few maids hurriedly walking towards Qingyin Courtyard, looking panicked.
When Qin Tian saw it, he grabbed a maid and asked, "Did something happen?" ”
The maid recognized Qin Tian and knew that she was the favored person beside the eldest lady, so she blessed her and said, "It's the old man of the Zong family who is here, and he is waiting in the hall with the second aunt's wife, so let the slave and maid hurry up and invite the eldest wife." After speaking, she looked left and right, approached Qin Tian and whispered: "Looking at the faces of the second aunt and the master of the Zong family, it seems that something big has happened." ”
After speaking, he didn't say anything to Qin Tian, turned around and walked towards Qingyin Courtyard.
Qin Tian immediately thought of what Hai Fu said last night, he said that the second aunt and wife already knew that the eldest lady was blind, although everyone knew that she would make a move, but they didn't expect it to be so fast!
"I don't know what happened to the second aunt's wife this time," Aoyagi stomped her feet and said, "This second aunt's wife just won't let the eldest lady live in peace!" ”
"Be careful to be heard!" Qiulan "shhh
Aoyagi hurriedly looked around, but no one paid attention to this side, so he calmed down.
Seeing Qin Tian facing the Qingyin Courtyard, Bi Lian couldn't help but ask: "Qin Tian, are you still going to the eldest lady's place now, it is estimated that she is not in the mood to see you at this time, why don't you go directly, and I will help you convey it later?" ”
Qin Tian nodded, turned around, and followed Bilian and them towards the direction of the big 'gate', on the way, Qiulan and Qingliu were still talking in a whisper about this time, but their status was low, and they couldn't see this kind of scene.
Seeing that the big 'door' of the dealer is in front, the heavy 'door' of vermilion 'color', the copper ring of gold 'color', and the big stone lion of Han white 'jade' standing outside is majestic and majestic.
Qin Tian unconsciously slowed down his pace, and his mind always uncontrollably remembered the previous picture of the second aunt's wife opening her teeth and grabbing the ground to 'force' the eldest lady; remembered the picture of the eldest lady's eyes blank and lonely under the light; remembered that the eldest lady put a hairpin on her with her own hands and smiled kindly at her in the bronze mirror; remembered that when she was wronged by the second aunt's wife, the wife held her hand tightly and said to her: "Don't be afraid, the wife is the master for you!" ”; remembered that when she thought that her wife would punish her, so she was worried, but her wife gave her identity documents and let her go; I thought of Zhuang Xinyan in the 'cave' of the mountain, covered with mud on his feet, standing there cramped and uneasy......
These images replayed in her mind as quickly as a movie, over and over again, making her mind 'messy' and her heart 'messy', her heart suddenly beating fast, and her palms sweated.
"Hurry up, Qin Tian, you've already arrived at the big 'gate'." Bilian turned to her.
It's already at the big gate...... Qin Tian looked at the big 'door' that was wide open, outside was the world of freedom, and you could rent a carriage by walking a hundred meters to the right when you went out of the 'door', and the old man Zhang who drove the carriage lived not far away, so he could definitely be trusted. She has identity paperwork on her, she has no problem going anywhere, she can make tea, she can do business, and she can live anywhere.
As long as she gets out of this 'door', she can control her own life in the future.
Even if the eldest lady is blind, she can end the tea shop, they can live well, and if the eldest lady can't let go, she has no obligation to pay for her "can't let go......
Qin Tian could think of everything clearly, but he couldn't move his footsteps, and he was only a few steps away from the big 'gate'.
She suddenly heard a 'female' voice, her voice was sharp and high-pitched, it was the voice of the second aunt's wife, Qin Tian only felt a "coaxing" in her head, she couldn't think about anything else, she turned around and ran in the direction of the hall.
"Qin Tian, Qin Tian!" Bilian shouted behind her.
Qin Tian didn't care about it, he just ran in the direction of the hall
She had to make sure that her wife was okay before she could leave, otherwise, she would not be at ease for the rest of her life.
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