Chapter 3: Life Story
That's right, she is a ghost from the twenty-first century, which has been attached to her body since the death of the third lady of the truly faithful Hou Mansion, Nguyen Minh Huong, sixteen years ago. For so many years, she has worked hard to adapt to the harsh life of this ancient world, and in that mansion, as a motherless concubine, she has struggled to maneuver among many forces, just for a safe life.
It's just that she is still too naïve, maybe not naïve, but the tilting and persecution of women in this patriarchal society is still beyond her imagination. She has been going around for 12 years, not seeking fine clothes and food, but only wanting to live a safe life, but she finds that there is no second way to go except to become a monk. Rao is so, four years ago, she was still inevitably a victim of political marriage.
The kind-faced father and the always enthusiastic brother, under the guise of "thinking about her and doing her good", wishful thinking set her to Su Mingxi, the little grandfather of the Jin State Mansion, as his wife, and he couldn't help but run to tell each other as if he had been stained with a lot of light. Even when she objected, her father, who had never moved a finger against her, slapped her and made her kneel in the ancestral hall for a day and a night.
Maybe her father and brother really did it for her good. But she is a soul from the modern age, and she really can't stand this arrangement, she can't survive the fittest like the women in the novel, and she is attached to the protection of men in this society. Of course, she will not get complacent because she is from the 21st century, and she feels that she can stand out in this era. Therefore, what she can do is to quietly accumulate private wealth from childhood to adulthood, and then run away from home with these private assets when she really can't resist.
Fortunately, she didn't mess around during the one-month military training career in college, and she liked to read detective military novels on weekdays, so she let a weak woman escape from the capital using various tricks and settle down in this Qingcai City.
It's only to blame myself for sticking to the beginning, but not to the end.
In the final analysis, I still complain that I was too deeply affected by the time-traveling novels I read in my previous life, thinking that the children of wealthy nobles have no good things, it is not easy to transform, and they have to fall into a house fight. But poor students are different, they can have a deep relationship with husband and wife, and then open a golden finger to help their husbands rise to the top, and seek a rare time of peace, peace and happiness in this ancient patriarchal society.
blamed himself for being moved by that man's clumsy care, and moved by Yuan Zhen's sentence "I sincerely know that everyone has this hatred, and poor couples mourn everything." "The helpless pain and "only will open his eyes all night long, and repay his life for not raising his eyebrows." "The infatuation is like the sea. A man who thinks that he can get a loving love between a poor and lowly couple in this life, but forgets to write such a poem, is just a scum in the end.
With sour eyes and mouth, Ruan Yunsi raised her hand to wipe away the wetness that had just overflowed her eyes, even if she wasn't crying for that negative man, just crying for her own stupidity, she wouldn't allow it.
"Grandma...... Grandma ......"
A familiar voice came from behind her, Ruan Yunsi stood still and turned around, but saw Biqiu coming to her side with a burden, knelt down with a "plop", and cried: "Grandma, why are you doing this?" The young master didn't say that he wanted you to go down to the court, but he just married a concubine, didn't you leave to make room for others? Grandma, why are you so strong? The young master is a lifter, and having three wives and four concubines is not a big deal. ”
"You won't understand my mind." Ruan Yunsi looked at this girl with pity, as soon as she left, she was afraid that her future life would be difficult, seriously speaking, this girl was still bought with her own money, but she hated that she was wholeheartedly for that family at that time, and the deed of sale of several subordinates were all handed over to her mother-in-law and the old lady to keep, otherwise others would be fine, she must take Biqiu with her, this girl is a clever person, but she is honest, she doesn't want her to become the second Xiangling.
"Biqiu, do you want to go with me?"
Biqiu was untying her burden, sobbing and saying that these were the two sets of new clothes that Ruan Yunsi had made for herself in the past, and she had never been willing to wear them, and now she gave them to her grandmother, and she could also use them as two dollars if she couldn't survive it. There is also a string of money, which I have saved in the past two years, and I also use it for my grandmother on the road. was chattering, and suddenly heard Ruan Yunsi say this.
Biqiu was startled, but her eyes flickered a little, and she lowered her head and said, "Grandma, the slave knows that grandma is kind, and the slave should go with grandma, but ...... The slave's parents, brothers and sisters are here, and the slave and maid ...... The slaves really can't leave them. ”
Ruan Yunsi nodded, she actually knew in her heart that it was impossible for Biqiu to go with her, the question just now was just an impulse, she couldn't bear to let this girl be tortured. But if you think about it in the past, she can't tolerate her husband taking a concubine, maybe that Miss Yao won't be like in the novel, but anyone who marries later is a ruthless, cunning and sinister person. If the other party has a good temperament, Biqiu should not suffer any torture.
Thinking about it like this, she was relieved, she tied up the burden, handed it to Biqiu again, and said with a smile: "I don't need these, you are a girl, and you have to support your parents and brothers, it is not easy for me, this time I say goodbye, I am afraid it will be difficult to meet, in the future, you will be careful in that house." After saying that, she didn't care that Biqiu cried to force it to her, but as soon as she pushed her hand, she walked forward in style.
Here Biqiu cried as she walked out of the city gate, and her figure was drowned in the flow of people in an instant. Thinking that at this time, the house was probably busy, so he didn't dare to delay, and he turned back. Mrs. Zhang and the Liu family both knew where she went, but they just thought that Ruan Yunsi was kind to her family after all, and now this girl went to see her off, which showed that she was a loving person, so they just pretended not to see it, and revealed the matter silently.
In the evening, the guests were all dispersed, everyone was busy elsewhere, only Biqiu was in the kitchen to clean up the dishes, suddenly heard some noise by the door, when she looked up, she saw a person leaning on the door, she was startled, and before she could shout, she heard the man say quietly: "It's me." ”
"Young Master? You...... How did you get here? This...... How does this work? Is this where you stay? Biqiu was so panicked that she couldn't speak smoothly, but she saw Zhang Lingxin leaning on the door motionless, only looking at her, wanting to speak several times, and finally asked: "She...... Is she really gone? You...... Have you ever seen her out of town? ”
Biqiu's face darkened, nodded and said softly, "Yes, slave...... The slave saw her grandmother go out of the city. She didn't even want the clothes and money that the slave and maid gave her, so she just left. ”
"Is there a wayward woman like her? I'm just thinking that she is weak and has had a miscarriage, so she should take care of her. I thought about taking a concubine to help her, she was good, she squeezed me like that, and she had to leave the book, and forced me in front of my mother and grandmother, even if she just gave me a step down, I ...... I couldn't have really written that letter of resignation. Now that she's out of the city, where is she going? Is it just that you have made up your mind never to see each other? One day husband and wife 100 days, she ...... She just left it all behind. ”