Chapter 1 is written on the front
One
As long as the universe exists, I will exist! This is the story of the universe and my story!
The universe today is 13.7 billion years old, and I'm going to tell you my story about the first 9.1 billion years of it.
Two
I am deeply repentant! I knew I loved you so deeply β you are my only and my everything! And yet, I am so attentive - I have loved and still love so many women! I am deeply saddened! Today, you are gone, and my heart is like a knife!
Bacon said in "On the Power of Kings" that kings are always contradictory, because they want to do whatever they want but cannot, in the final analysis, because of their boundless desires! I am also conflicted, because I love you so much and I am distracted, in the final analysis, because I love you so much and cannot break free from the world!
Three
Neither the king! God! I don't even care! All I care about is you! However, life is in the world, and the body cannot help itself! When fate is merciful, I am no longer me!
I did what God did to become God, but I lost myself. May the people of the world be happy, and may you and I continue our relationship!
Four
This is my story, and it's actually your story! Because myth is the common story of mankind, I dig the truth from mythology, so this is also the story of you, me and him!
Today, I will remember this story, and I will encourage it.
May someone read it!
May I be engraved in my heart!
Five
In short, I am an evil person. "At the beginning of man, his nature is good." The rules don't apply to me at all. Maybe I'm Napoleon, Hitler β here, I am deeply remorseful, and I want to say sorry to everyone; But I wish I were Marx and Sun Yat-sen of the past - they were all my idols: I was really wrong! What role have I played in the evolution of the universe?! It all comes from my boundless and endless desires!
I'm the darling of fate, and I've gotten enough! Although I often lose my favorite for the sake of the world, I am still fortunate to meet and stay with it. I wish I wasn't so power-hungry anymore!
Six
I wish it had all started all over again, but there is no reason for the water that was spilled to be taken back! Let my cosmic years beat my heart, and I will tell them one by one, and then repent one by one, and finally let the people I am sorry come to me one by oneβdo whatever you want!
I am willing to bear it, may I be qualified to do so!