093 Not moved, not excited

Lin Shuang'er was really happy, and she vomited before she got in the car.

I stood aside and thought irritably, I'll talk about her when she wakes up.

A girl, especially a beautiful girl like her, how dangerous it is to drink too much, but she is always so self-conscious, Wang Wanxiang is a person who can't drink, I don't know how many people have rubbed the oil, and it has been passed on to us, it is really eight lifetimes of mold......

got Lin Shuang'er home and helped her put the bath water, but she was still drunk and soft.

Afraid that she would slip into the water and drown herself, I took it upon myself to help her undress, and I thought to myself that I bathed her when I was a child anyway, and I didn't have so many scruples.

Looking at this young body, I can't help but sigh that it's so good to be young, the skin is better than snow, smooth and elastic......

Suddenly his eyes fell on her chest, which were two flowered English letters.

What do you mean?

Just thinking about it, Lin Shuang'er suddenly screamed, covering her chest with her hands, "Sister, what are you doing, how can you be like this, everyone is twenty years old." ”

I laughed, "You still know you're twenty, so you still go out drinking with boys, you don't know it's dangerous." As for staring at you...... I'm not afraid that you'll slip into the water and get drowned, so I'll wash myself since I'm awake, I'm out. ”

After taking two steps, she looked back at the letters on her chest, and she immediately covered herself vigilantly.

I shook my head and left.

Back at the old house, Grandpa and Tutu had already fallen asleep, and Uncle Qu was leaning on the sofa and also asleep, with a towel blanket on his lap.

The large living room is warm and quiet with only an old-fashioned floor lamp on.

Uncle Qu slept very lightly, and as soon as I got close to him, I woke up, called the eldest lady, rubbed my eyes and asked me if I was hungry and if you wanted to give me something to eat.

I shook my head and said Uncle Qu, go to sleep in the house, don't wait for us.

He looked at me for a while, then at the towel blanket on his body, his expression was a little puzzled, but he didn't say anything and went into his room.

Usually at times like this, I miss Zhong Ting, longing for him to give me a call, at that time I don't care about Leng Lu, as long as he comes back, I can care about anything.

At this moment, there is suddenly no such expectation in my heart, like an empty piece, overgrown with wild grass, don't I love him anymore, don't I love him at all, why am I still so sad.

I took a pack of cigarettes from the coffee table drawer, lit a match, and lit it.

I took the match from the hotel, and I thought the pattern was very chic.

The cigarette has a peculiar flavor that spreads from the throat to the lobes of the lungs.

In the gray-blue smoke, I saw Tan Yueming's face that seemed to be smiling but not smiling, and people couldn't see through it.

It's funny to think about it, it's really rare for Xiao San'er to be so upright and domineering as him.

The cigarette burned out quickly, and I was about to get a second one, when a voice came from the door, "When did you learn to smoke?" ”

Zhong Ting returned, and the faint smell of wine fluttered with his steps.

I asked lightly, "Are you hungry, do you want to give you something to eat?" ”

He shook his head, "I didn't drink much today, and I went back to my room late at night to sleep." ”

Saying that, he threw all the cigarettes on the table into the trash, which was not enough, opened the drawer, threw the whole one, and stared at the matchbox on the table after throwing the cigarette, his expression darkened and darkened, and finally he didn't say anything, took my hand, "Go back to the room." ”

I took a shower first, sat on the recliner in a daze, listened to the sound of water in the bathroom and was irritable somehow, so I wanted to smoke, but I couldn't find it for a long time, so I had to give up.

A moment later he came out, with a light blue bath towel around his waist.

I looked at him, the figure was really not picky, the muscle contours were clear, the chest muscles and abdominal muscles were mass, he walked over with a smile, "Have you seen enough?" ”

I didn't speak, he picked me up by the waist and put me on the bed, his hand stroked my half-dried hair, his lips were close to the base of my ear, and the heat brushed the ends of my hair like a feather, "Qiu Si, I love you, really, very much." ”

My eyes were wet.

Not because of being moved, not because of excitement, but precisely because of not being moved, not excited.

Why is this happening, I feel anxious and sad, how did it become like this, this is Zhong Ting, the person I once loved like that.

He hugged me tightly and said the three words I love you over and over again, again and again, as if penetrating ten years of thick time dirt, hot caressing the hidden pain and regret in my bones and blood.

I still didn't resist him, I thought I should give him a chance, and give myself a chance.

He has probably been suppressed for a long time, and his desires are menacing, sweeping over me like a flood that bursts a levee.

He seemed to be crazy this night, the sun, moon and stars alternated, he was unconscious, wave after wave of unevenness, just the back wave pushed the front wave, and finally he didn't know how to sleep.

The next day, we all got up late, much late, which was completely inconsistent with Zhong Ting's usual self-requirements.

When we appeared in front of Grandpa together, he smiled so much that he couldn't close his mouth, and so did Uncle Qu, smiling ambiguously and gratifying.

I don't know what they all said to Tutu, the little guy looked at his grandfather for a while, and then at me and Zhong Ting, and smiled very happily, his little face was as red as an apple, and people wanted to take a bite.

Grandpa looked at me happily, "Are you okay now?" ”

Zhong Ting chuckled, "It's okay grandpa, Qiu Si and I ...... We're good. After saying that, he looked down at me and shook my hand heavily.

Tutu grinned silly, "Grandpa Qu said, my parents are the most loving parents in the world. ”

Affection, does she know what affection is......

However, parental love is indeed the best gift for children, maybe it would be good for me and Zhong Ting not to be separated for the rest of our lives, but Tan Yueming...

Just as I was thinking about it, my grandfather called me, "Yesterday, Tutu Kindergarten brought back an invitation to invite her to a party because it was a child's birthday. Today's children have no siblings and are lonely, so more contact with children is a remedy. You and Zhong Ting can take her with you. ”

I opened the invitation, and it was written in a gilded seal: Fang Xiaohua's sixth birthday, and I sincerely invite Zhong Tutu and his family to come and share the happiness.

Zhong Ting took it and looked at it, "Let's go over together after work, Fang Xiaohua's grandfather is President Xiao of Nanfeng Bank, and I just have something to talk to him." ”

I nodded and went to the company with Zhong Ting.

On the way, I received a call from Lin Shuang'er, saying that she was not at home for an audition today and tomorrow, so I didn't worry about her, and she hung up before I finished telling her.

I sighed quietly and listened to Zhong Ting's question, "Shuang'er is going to audition again." ”

I snorted.

He said that in fact, he didn't approve of her entering the entertainment industry, it was a very difficult road to take, even if we had our backing, it would be difficult to ensure that she would not be harmed.

I said what she could do if she liked me, let it be, the woman didn't stay.

After reading the documents in the office for a while, Aguli knocked on the door and came in, "Mr. Li, this is an invitation letter from the Women Entrepreneurs Association, I will go to Japan next week to participate in the Women's Health Industry Development Forum, Mr. Zhong said that you should participate, he is going to the southwest on a business trip." ”

I nodded, said you put it down, and stared at her for a while, "What's wrong with your eyes, you've cried, they're swollen like peaches, and you'll steam them with warm water for a while." ”

She answered and was about to leave, and I stopped him and her, "Aguli, wait, come here, sit down." ”

She was stunned for a moment, "Mr. Li ......"

I waved my hand, "There's no one else here, you can just call me Sister Qiu Si." ”

She was stunned again, and obediently called Sister Qiu Si.

I said if Miyagi made you unhappy, he didn't speak, and his eyes were red again. Looks like I guessed right.

She looked sad, "Yesterday I made an appointment to go to the movies, but he released my pigeons, and I bought all the popcorn, so he sent me a message saying that I would meet a better one." Sister Qiu Si, why do you say he is like this, I walked so far just to find him, but why can't he accept me. ”

I stroked her hair, "Agul, each of us can be stupid, I used to be as stupid as you, the first time I saw my husband hugging someone else, I cried so much that my mother didn't know me, but what's the use, he still only has someone else in his eyes." Later, I saw it more times and gradually became numb, I loved him for ten years, and it was only now that I realized that I could not love him. If I had let go earlier, I might have lived a completely different life. ”

Aguli sniffed, "Sister Qiu Si, is it because of Mr. Tan that you are like this?" ”

Even though I didn't want to admit it, I nodded, "Maybe, he let me know what it's like to be loved." ”

She seemed to disagree, "But Zhong is always your husband, and Zhong will always be sad if you do this." ”

I sighed, "That's what I'm struggling with, he's back now, but my heart isn't the same one it used to be, it's, isn't it?" But I think I'll be with him, because we have kids. But you're different, you're still so young, you have infinite possibilities, Miyagi is not the only good man in this world, sometimes it's much easier to give up than to be persistent. ”

Aguli smiled, "You can love Mr. Zhong for ten years, I can also love Miyagi for ten years, I haven't even reached ten years, how can I give up." ”

There's not much more to say than sigh. There is always no shortage of persistent fools in this world, how can they turn back if they don't touch their heads and bleed.

At dusk, the golden light of the setting sun lifted the clouds and sprinkled it among the small white buildings, and the laughter and laughter could be heard from the garden in the distance.

Fang Xiaohua's children are not simple, his grandfather is President Xiao, but it is nothing compared to his grandfather, his grandfather is the highest governor of the city. I have met his mother a few times, teaching at a university, and he looks like a reserved scholar, and his father heard that he is an official in the southwest, and he has become a deputy hall in his early thirties, and his family background is prominent.

There are not many classmates who come to celebrate Fang Xiaohua's birthday, less than ten, but all of them have backgrounds, not so much to celebrate children's birthdays, but rather to be an excuse for adults to play Vanity Fair.

Of course, the children are the most innocent and cute, and they are all crazy with joy, no matter what the origin and purpose of your adult are.

Seeing me and Zhong Ting, President Xiao walked over, shook hands with Zhong Ting, and smiled at me again, "Qiu Si, do you remember Uncle Xiao?" ”