Chapter 201: No Regrets Until Death (2)
Duan Changge's words made Bai Hanyan gradually give up struggling, hung down his hands weakly, raised a pair of watery eyes, looked at him sadly, and repeated these words in a muttered voice:
"Though to death without regrets, even until death without regrets......"
These six words slowly flowed on the tip of her heart like a hot spring, making Bai Hanyan's face gradually loosen, and Duan Changge's heart was also relaxed, he held Bai Hanyan's hand tightly in the palm of his hand, and then gently put it on his cheek, tilted his head, there was deep affection in his eyes, and a shallow smile on his lips that made Bai Hanyan familiar and greedy slowly emerged: "Hanyan, you and I live in the present, no matter what tomorrow will be, you or me, whether you live or die, don't care, at least...... Isn't our family of three living a stable and sweet life now? ”
"A family of three...... Stable and sweet......" Bai Hanyan's whole body was shocked, her eyes were empty, her eyes were half-clear, and her eyes fell on Duan Changge's face in a daze, and she said painfully: "Changge, will you blame me, blame me for not being able to accompany you for the rest of your life?" Can't give birth to this child? ”
"It's no wonder, the end of love is with you, and the memories are all you. The first four words are the first half of my life, and the last four words are the rest of my life. ”
Duan Changge held her cheeks with both hands, letting her see into his eyes, the struggle in Bai Hanyan's eyes stagnated, staring at him fixedly, the pair of jet-black pupils gradually calmed down, Duan Changge said solemnly word by word: "Hanyan, my silly girl, even if you can't accompany me through the rest of your life, at least you have left so many memories for me, there are not many things I miss in this world, but you have given me the most beautiful things in this world, which can support the rest of my life." Even if you can't stay together until the end of the day, as long as you live in my heart forever, the rest of my life will have meaning. ”
Duan Changge paused, seemed to hesitate about something, staggered her gaze slightly, and soon met her eyes again, and asked solemnly: "Hanyan, if you were me, would you live well after I left you?" ”
Bai Hanyan's eyes condensed slightly, looking at Duan Changge's affectionate eyes, she nodded vigorously and said, "Yes, I will definitely live well for you, Changge, you promise me that even if you don't have me in the years to come, you will live well." ”
Duan Changge laughed, hugged her tightly in his arms, put his lips to her ear, and whispered: "Hanyan, you and I both remember this sentence, and no one can break their word." ”
Bai Hanyan nodded vigorously in his arms, shook off the fog in his eyes, and hugged his waist tightly.
The warmth of the sun enveloped the two of them, plated with a layer of warm gold, quiet and peaceful, as if they had finished their lives like this.
Duan Changge stretched out his hand to caress her lower abdomen, a sweet tenderness spread from the tip of his heart, Bai Hanyan didn't hear his almost inaudible sigh, only heard him whisper in her ear: "Hanyan, look, how good this sunshine is, all the haze and darkness have dispersed." ”
Bai Hanyan raised his eyes from his arms, looked at Duan Changge in confusion, but saw that the corners of his lips were raised, a shallow smile flowed from his eyebrows, he reached out to wipe off all the water on her face, and said softly: "Hanyan, promise me to give me all the burdens and stubbornness in your heart, and let me solve it for you." ”
Bai Hanyan's heart was full of sorrow, and he wanted to shake his head, but his cheeks were bound by Duan Changge's hands, he pressed against her forehead, and said softly: "Hanyan, there is still room for maneuver in all this." ”
Bai Hanyan was stunned, the moisture condensed in his eyes, the tears did not fall strongly, and he said in disbelief: "Is there still room for maneuver?" How is it possible, the emperor will not admit all this, and his father's grievances cannot have the day when Zhaoxue will be, isn't it, do you want to force the palace? ”
Duan Changge showed a pity but comforting smile at Bai Hanyan: "Don't worry, I won't be so stupid, this matter is far more complicated than you know." ”
"A little more complicated? Is there any hidden reason for my father's death? Bai Hanyan's heart tightened, no, there was something else she didn't know.
"You won't know, few people in this world know that the only Qiluo clan involved in this matter has also suffered a catastrophe now." A cluster of streamers flashed in Duan Changge's narrow starry eyes, which was very sharp and impressive.
Bai Hanyan frowned, pursed her lips and groaned, for a long time, she raised her head and asked tentatively, "Changge, will it ...... What does it have to do with Qiao Chu's life experience? ”
"You'll guess." Duan Changge pinched her face dotingly, and was reluctant to use force, hugged her tightly in his arms, and said in a low voice: "It's better that you don't want to know, I have my own arrangements for this matter." ”
"What arrangement?" Bai Hanyan broke free of his embrace, raised his head and said anxiously: "Changge, you must not take any risks. ”
"The emperor also has a weakness, just grab his weakness, and hit it with one blow." Duan Changge's sword eyebrows narrowed slightly, and a cold light flashed in his deep eyes.
Bai Hanyanliu's eyebrows frowned slightly, and she was a little confused and worried: "The emperor's weakness...... And what is it? ”
Duan Changge didn't answer, looking at her plain little face, his heart had already turned into a puddle of water, leaned over and kissed her pale and cold lips, as light as a butterfly's touch, lingering, picking the intoxicating sweetness in her lips.
Bai Hanyan slowly closed her eyes, and the familiar temperature and breath rushed towards her face again, and the hearts of the two people who had been tormented by longing for many days were bitter and unbearable, and their heavy hearts gradually dissipated in this fire-like warmth.
Duan Changge's gentle kiss gradually responded, Bai Hanyan forgot everything, and couldn't help but kiss back, snuggling into his arms, fragrant and soft.
The bed veil of the inn was swept away by Duan Changge's hand, hanging softly in the room, fluttering, draped in a golden sun, and also covered the infinite warmth of the two people on the bed.
Qiao Chu stood under the dead tree outside the inn, holding a glass of sake in his hand, the sun dappled on his face, inexplicably wrapped in a sadness between his eyebrows, he raised his eyes to look in the direction of the inn, shook his head bitterly, but laughed.
After getting along with her in Jinzhou for a year, he originally planned to restrain her in the palm of his hand, but he never thought that he had lost a heart first.
"Bai Hanyan, I lost this gamble, and I lost it completely, and I was willing to ...... it."
Qiao Chu raised his head and drank a full cup, the bitter taste entered his heart from the tip of his tongue, his chest and abdomen were sour and uncomfortable, his hanging fingers let go, and the cup on his fingertips fell, rolled around his feet twice, and finally stopped on the ground.
Qiao Chu turned around and left, without looking back, because he knew very well what he was most reluctant to give up in his heart, whether it was obsession or demon, but it would never be her white cold smoke.
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The sky is clear and the clouds are shining, and the water is shining on the green mountains. Winter dusk always comes very early, the red sun sinks in the west, the sunset is full, and the hustle and bustle of the capital returns to tranquility. The inn room reflected by the setting sun was a warm yellow, and even the window lattices shone with a faint golden light.
Duan Changge hugged the sleeping white cold smoke tightly, his eyes were flushed, and his eyes were filled with intense sorrow and sorrow, as if he was covered by the snow in winter, and he saw a slight mist.
Feeling the woman in her arms move slightly, her eyelashes trembling slowly, Duan Changge's eyes quickly became as clear as pearls, and even the sadness on her pupils turned extremely quickly, turning into a gentle with pulses.
"Hanyan, you're awake."
Bai Hanyan rubbed in his arms like a lazy cat, gradually smiled, nodded softly, looked up at his resolute chin, and said, "Changge, you have been here with me for a day, aren't you busy?" ”
At the mention of this, Bai Hanyan's heart palpitated, she half stood up in his arms, and asked urgently: "Changge, a few days ago, the emperor wanted to use Zhou Yao's death to harm you, although he didn't succeed, but at this moment, he is afraid that he will not let you go easily, it is better to ...... Let's go back to Guiyang and leave this place of right and wrong! ”
Duan Changge raised his hand to play with the hair next to her sideburns, tilted his head and laughed a few times, and said with a smile: "Hanyan, your courage is getting smaller and smaller, now is the time to go back to Guiyang, I am afraid that I will go back, and the emperor will not let me go back." ”
Bai Hanyan's expression darkened, and he fell weakly in his arms, sighing: "He is afraid that you will go back and leave his control, and raise troops on the spot, and he really has the heart of rebellion, so he wants to kill you in the capital." ”
Duan Changge stretched out his hand and tapped the tip of her nose, and said dotingly: "So, now is not the time to go back to Guiyang." ”
Bai Hanyan buried his face in his arms, wrapped his hands tightly around his waist, and said in a low voice: "Changge, you don't have to be like this, it's me who has burdened you." ”
Duan Changge hugged her shoulders, his eyes full of tenderness: "Hanyan, you and I are husband and wife, you can't say this in the future, what's more, even if there is no you, the emperor may not let me go, he has always been suspicious, I have military power in my hands, like a thorn in his heart, so that he can't sleep at night, you say, can he do his best to wipe off this thorn?" ”
Bai Hanyan's heart was filled with panic and fear, but Duan Changge suddenly pulled her body away from his embrace slightly, Bai Hanyan was surprised, but seeing his eyebrows slightly downcast, she was stunned, and her heart tightened: "Changge, what's wrong?" ”
Seeing that she was worried, Duan Changge hurriedly shook his head, and said with a soothing face: "It's nothing, it's just that our top priority is to find your father's silver, and everything will be easy with it." ”
Bai Hanyan's expression also sank, and he sighed helplessly: "I really don't know where my father put the silver on you, I also took the opportunity to look around in the Baifu yesterday, the Baifu is not a safe place, and my father will not hide the silver there at all!" ”
Duan Changge's eyes were dark, and after thinking for a moment, he said in a low voice: "With Lord Bai's heart, this silver must be hidden in a place that everyone didn't expect, Hanyan, think about it, did your father tell you anything, or left you anything, maybe, it will be a clue to find the silver?" ”
Bai Hanyan thought carefully with heavy eyes, and muttered, "What did you say, or what clues did you leave?" ”