"What kind of money have you made? Bought so many new books. Looking at the stack of brand-new books that Cai Yusong took out, Ling Zilu smiled, "Are you going to go far away?" Is it going to be a while before you can come? ”

"I was about to tell you, two days ago, someone from a bookstore in the county town came and asked us to pick up books, saying that we should choose whatever we want, and that we should fill the empty bookshelves in the library.

I know you've always wanted a library where your children can broaden their horizons and bring joy. In the first two years, I used the money you sent, plus the savings from buying rabbit fur, to build two study rooms. Because, I was short on money, so I just bought some low-cost children's books. ”

"It seems that if you hit it crookedly, you really made a fortune!" The mischievous brilliance flickered in her vicissitudes of life for a rare moment.

"The foreign wealth was sent, and the acceptance was that it was not very solid." He pondered in confusion.

"What's wrong?"

"Who sent it?"

"Isn't it the government or some charitable enterprises that donate to the poor mountainous areas? In the past, in the city, I heard that there were often such poverty alleviation activities. She explained, "Didn't you ask them? ”

"Of course they asked, and they said they didn't need to ask, they just supplied the books.

What's even more puzzling to me is that I must hand over this stack of books to you. So, no matter how insistent they were, I persisted in asking the donors again and again.

In the end, they remained silent, and only said one sentence, someone assigned it. He got up from his chair, walked around the room for a few steps, stopped, and glanced at Zero Deer, who was frowning and contemplating, "In this way, it should be someone who knows you."

You tell me? ”

Listening to it, there was a thoughtful solemnity in her smoky eyes, and she walked to the door speechlessly, looked at the deep night sky outside the door and pondered for a moment, turned her head, and smiled quietly, "Whatever, if it comes, then it will be safe!" Anyway, it's not something to eat, so don't worry about whether it's poisonous or not. ”

"Yes! The children are like treasures, and they are so happy! He scratched his head and said with a smile.

"That's good!" She smiled with tears in her eyes.

*

In the past, Cai Yusong automatically looked for topics to make her happy. Today, it seems that she needs to be more proactive. He seems to have a lot on his mind. Although there is still a lot of laughter and conversation, there is involuntary contemplation from time to time, and the smiles and laughter are not as natural and pure as in the past.

"It should be said that it is not a trivial matter to make Brother Yusong so unruly, can't you tell me?"

"Ahh He woke up stunned for a moment, then came back to his senses and smiled, "It seems that nothing can fill your fiery eyes!" I'm really hesitating! ”

"Something to do with me?" Her expression became solemn.

"It should be. It's just that I really don't want to add any more trouble to you! ”

She sighed and smiled wryly, "What are you afraid of?" I said a long time ago, I have endured all the winds and waves, and I have also lined up in front of Lord Yama, a little more, what else can I do! ”

"That's why I can't bear to bother you any more!"

"As you once said, horizontally, I am not alone, inextricably linked; Vertically speaking, I have a long past, and there is a vast unknown.

Even if you use all your love to protect me, you can see it with the naked eye, you can block it, you can filter it. But what if it's bacteria? What about poisonous gases in the air? There will be many more that cannot be prevented. You can't shut me up with a tin sheet, can you?

So, don't worry about me anymore, just let it be! I can afford it! She smiled bitterly, "Honestly, I'm not afraid of anything anymore." This may be the fearlessness of a strong man! ”

He bit his lip, scratched his scalp, and finally spoke, "A few days ago, a person claiming to be Yang Xueyin came to me. ”

"Section Chief Yang?" Like a * cast in the calm waters of a lake, the shock reflected in her expression is no less than this. Moreover, this change in feelings has not been seen for a long time.

That's what she said. She said she was your colleague and her husband was also your colleague. ”

"She knows I'm here?"

"She doesn't seem to know, but she only knows that we have a close relationship, and may guess that I can convey her thoughts to you.

She cried very sadly. She said that her husband ran away from home not long after you left. She also said that her husband has been secretly crushing on you.

She had lost a child, and now she was pregnant with another of his. She loves her husband very much.

She said that she had done something sorry to you, and she kept pleading with me, hoping that I would convey her deep apologies to you.

She said she would do whatever it took to get her husband back, hoping for your help. He said all this in one breath with a hard heart, afraid that if he stopped, he would never be able to muster such courage again.

She listened dumbfounded.

Although her person is still sitting motionless, her mind is already far away. It's just that she has a poetic mind in vain, but now she is not a vast vision, and her heart is filled with sweetness, but a lingering bitter self-torture.

*

"This ...... This ......" Zero Zilu opened his mouth in surprise, unable to speak, just stared at the sudden Yuzi with wide eyes,

"Since you don't want to see me, and you don't want me to share your hardships. Moreover, this is not a place where boats and cars can show. I had to let this empathetic little donkey do the work for me! His gaze was like the warm sunshine of March, "I know you don't want to attract attention, so in order to match your situation, I chose this little guy who is not good-looking." Otherwise, it should be a heroic and handsome horse that I am passionate about.

You don't have to be afraid, it's a very well-behaved and obedient child. I've taught it to be very human. If you don't believe me, I'll take the reins, and you can come up and try it. ”

"You gave the book too, right?" Her gaze was straight on him, and her train of thought went straight down like her gaze.

"You can put a basket and a bucket on its back. This way you can have a lot easier and work longer. Or, you have no problem riding! He also seemed to be a rectum, speaking according to his own topic.

As if to be despised and hurt, or as if to prove that he was not inferior, the little one raised his head and let out a clear long hiss, and his back was strong and vigorous.

She gently stroked the little donkey's shiny and silky brown fur a few times with deep affection, as if to say: Baby! It's not your fault.

"Don't divert the subject, did you give the book?" She stared at him forcefully, but gradually her eyes involuntarily moistened.

"Yes. Originally, I didn't want to be a shrunken turtle for anything. However, I am afraid that you will not accept it, so I have to make this decision.

I hope you understand that I feel the same way as you for those poor and lovely children! He looked up, bravely honest, and at the same time glanced at her with a look that wanted to speak. However, he clicked his lips and finally swallowed it back.

"If you didn't have ulterior motives, I should have been grateful to you!" Her eyes and face tightened to keep the tears from flowing mischievously. "Whenever I see or hear some noble people extending a helping hand to people in need, I feel a sore nose and a touch of emotion.

There are more and more rich people, but there are fewer and fewer people with such a noble and kind heart. The kids were lucky to meet nice people! So, no matter what, I have to thank you! ”

"I don't want to be grateful, I want you to be happy!

I thought and thought, experienced and experienced, I once suppressed my infinite tenderness for you into a kind of renunciation, although I did not regret it. But now, I don't want to do that anymore! I can't watch you get wronged! ”

"Even so, you have great and beautiful wishes, and that is your one-sidedness. Can't I have my will? A painful pain of the soul burned in her teary eyes.

"That's why I want to change your mind with my actions! Because your original intention is only to think about others, no matter how you hurt yourself! His tone was unequivocal.

At the same time, he smiled self-deprecatingly, "I know that I am not a radiant positive person, so I never use beautiful praise on myself."

Honestly, if I wanted to, I would be one of those stalkers, desperate people. ”

"None of us are impulsive teenagers anymore!"

"That's why you have to be persistent!"

"I'm going to be by you!"

"Then, don't be so stubborn!"

"It's you who is obsessed! How many times do I have to say it before you believe it, we can't! ”

"If you don't eat grapes, how do you know if it's sour or sweet?"

She closed her eyes tightly, let out a long breath, and lifted her long eyelashes, "May I feel your kingdom?" ”

"Of course! Welcome! "The mouth, which had always been slippery, was dry with excitement.

"You're talking about trying, too!" She looked at him blankly.

"Okay!" Waves of instant happiness rippled in his bright eyes.

*

"Rui'er! Dad is going on a business trip, so I have to grieve you to stay with Aunt Zhao for a few days! All kinds of tastes welled up in his heart, and after hesitation, Yu Weisheng tried his best to face his beloved daughter with a comforting smile.

"I'm going to find my mom too!" Rui'er wanted to burst out this sentence that had been held in her heart for a long time. However, she was reluctant to provoke her father's wounds. In the end, he bit his lip, suppressed his heart, and said longingly: "I want to go too!" ”

"Rui'er! Dad's business trip is a need for work! Yu Weisheng looked at his daughter with mixed feelings. You're Daddy's Pistachio! With your little chatterbox by your side, Dad will never be lonely! So, if it were possible, Dad wouldn't want to be separated from you.

But, baby! Isn't it often said that it is good to be at home for a thousand days, but it is difficult to go out for a while. No matter how much I feel sorry for you, no matter how hard I try, the bumps and dust of the road will always make your young body overwhelmed. This is something I can't bear to let you bear. When you grow up, I'll take you on trips often. ”

This is a very beautiful child. White and tender skin, pure big eyes, in that clear gaze as the sea, her father's wit, and her mother's beauty, she covered them all. It's just that even the long, rich eyelashes can't hide the kind of sadness in the focused gaze that only autumn has.

Otherwise, children of this age should be like bright flowers in the bright sunshine and lively bees!

Once, the music teacher called him aside, "Why don't you let your child participate in a competition?" She is very good in both internal and external conditions! It should be a promising singer with both form and spirit! ”

"I can only say sorry for your kindness!

You also know our situation, as a father, I can do my best, but the role of mother is something that I can't replace anyway!

Of course, I still want my children to have a healthy and happy mindset whenever possible! No matter what the outcome is, I will do my best.

I think music is a very direct channel for expressing feelings, so the purpose of letting her learn music is only that. I hope that music gives her the beauty of freedom, not the pressure of competition! ”

The daughter's immature face was quickly replaced with an innocent and lovely smile, "Dad! Can I go out with you to see the outside world? Like little birds, I would love to go out and see the sky outside!

I promise not to hold you back, and I'll wait for you while you work, until you can take me out. Is that possible?

Do you want to give it a try? And, also, I'd love to be with you! I don't think it's better to be with you! ”

Looking at her daughter's well-behaved and longing eyes, the sourness in her heart quickly spread to her eyes. He knows his daughter's unspoken wishes, and he also understands his daughter's painstaking efforts to think about him everywhere.

He tried to suppress the well-up tears and put a happy smile on his face, "Okay! Baby! Take advantage of your vacation and let's swim together!

It's just that you have to understand that it is good to be at home for a thousand days, but it will be very hard to go out for a while! ”

"Hmm!" Rui'er happily hugged her father's neck and said affectionately: "Father Yuyu! You don't have to worry, with you, I'm not afraid of anything! ”

After that, I happily went to organize my things.

She kissed her beloved rag doll, smoothed it out, placed it next to her pillow, and waved to it with a smile.

"Don't you take her?" The father knew that the realistic doll was the treasure of his daughter's companionship.

"Let her look after the house!" She smiled mischievously. "Isn't it better to march lightly?"

"Okay? If you need it, Daddy will buy it for you! ”

"Don't! All I need is my Cher! Even when she wasn't by my side, her appearance was already deeply embedded in my heart. Just like before, even though you are on a business trip, I still have your smile in front of my eyes, and I will not be lonely. ”

*

It is also a mountainous area. However, no matter how far-fetched it is, it can hardly be called twin brothers and sisters. It should be appropriate to describe them as rich and barren, and plump and pale.

The greenery that was lacking there is a splash of color here.

Looking from afar, the wolf's tooth-like jagged mountains are all shrouded in an overwhelming turquoise, the mountain wind blows, and the green waves roll, like a rich dragon.

Up close, it is an uncultivated wasteland close to the primeval forest, full of exotic flowers and plants, lush trees, a kingdom of freedom that renders the green to the fullest, and even the jeweled light that leaks through the gaps in the rich leaves is golden-green.

The gurgling streams with their heads and tails hidden between them are hidden or appear from time to time, and rare birds and beasts are sometimes haunted. Everything around is warm and romantic, deep and mysterious.

This vibrant greenery is everywhere, and it will be difficult for people who come out of the barren mountains and mountains to understand that there is such a soul-stirring and intoxicating color in the world. It was the Zero Deer that had set foot in many mountains, rivers and green valleys, and was still deeply shaken by the rare pure and verdant green in front of him.

For a long time, her rich imagination and laughter have long been weighed down by the mountains of suffering. And now, her eyes were moistened with tears by the wonderful green, beautiful landscape, and moving.

is very different from the barren mountains and mountains where she is, and her current face. Although, after a long time of soaking in the bitter sea, after a long journey, hard exploration in the mountains and rocks and grass, physically and mentally exhausted, exhausted the only little energy and interest. Just like the green leaves blowing cool, the scene in front of her still made her feel like a shot in the arm, and under the amazement, she couldn't help but shake off the wind and dust, and the brilliance that flashed for a while made her return to her former beauty.

"This is your kingdom!" Looking at the clusters of flowers that appeared in front of him, the zero deer sincerely appreciated.

"Whether rich or poor, living freely and freely is in line with my character.

It can be said that the sky is high and the emperor is far away, but it is as warm as spring and the rainfall is abundant.

I've searched for a lot of places, and I think that only such an environment is truly worthy of you! He glanced at her with a tender gaze.

Although she is still dressed as a man; Although, a long time of travel is tiring; Although it is still shrouded in unrelieved sadness and haggardness. But, at least, it's no longer the unkempt of yesteryear. Delicate and pure, she looks exceptionally beautiful and lovely.

Looking at her, Yuzi saw that her eyes were deep and infatuated, and she looked like she wanted to do wrong. "Bustling downtown, high-rise buildings, jewels and wild mountains, mountains and clouds, pine wind and birds, if these give you a choice, I think you will choose the latter!"

She let out a long sigh, raised her delicate face, and smiled at the beautiful scenery in front of her with her beautiful eyes, "Indeed! You're right!

Just like the difference between dampness and wetness, the difference between this can only be known when you feel it yourself!

Here, you can really become an immortal! However, it is a pity that I do not have such a blessing to enjoy! She gently brushed her short hair with her hand, and looked hazy into the distance,

"It's not a question of having or not, it's mainly about whether you want to or not! Life is too short, and the Creator has given us such a beautiful realm, so why not enjoy it! "He's sincere.

"You're right, you should be!" He stood in front of her, and even if she wanted to go over his shoulder and look into the distance, it would be impossible, except to face him directly, and the only thing left was to bow her head.

In fact, the pressure from all directions made it difficult for her once beautiful neck to remain so straight, and she could only choose the latter.

"You think so, too?" It's hard to see the mood swings on her face, and she doesn't seem to put herself in the middle of the person she's talking to. He felt a touch of sadness.

"Of course! Why not? She said calmly, still keeping herself out of the way, while looking thoughtfully at the blue sky through the swaying leaves.

"Do you know how I feel when the longed-for familiar figure appears in my field of vision?

It's like facing a moment when the cliff is crumbling and frightened, and suddenly waking up, it turns out to be a frightening dream-like happiness! "You know what? Let us live here unrestrained, it is one of my most beautiful dreams!

How I wish you were the host here, not a hasty passerby! ”

"You should be happy to be its owner!" She looked around at the enchanting beauty of the surroundings with an ethereal gaze and said with infinite appreciation.

Indeed, the flowers and trees here are very peculiar and delicate, and wandering in this flowery fairyland makes people feel bright. And what really makes her frozen heart full of warmth is the warm and clear sunshine here. This kind of warm sunlight that bathes the whole body like a waterfall and can only be found in the spring season is as precious as a rainbow that is difficult to see without wind and rain, and it is also as magical as an anesthetic.

She narrowed her eyes slightly, as if she was roaming in a dream of 'intoxication and no return', feeling the intoxicating fragrance of Ganlin, "There should be no zero coldness and loneliness here!" ”

"If you like it, it's really worth it! I won't let them get any closer to you!

Wandering in the sea of flowers under the bright and warm sunshine is the most beautiful dream I have ever had when I met you!

I didn't expect that God would really make it come true now!

Do you know? I'm so blieving! Although God has made me taste a lot of pain, I have also experienced the taste of heartbreak. But from now on, even if it pushes me into hell in the future, I won't have the slightest complaint! His true feelings, the tears of gratitude flickered in his eyes, making him angular and tender.

For her, perhaps, this beautiful feeling was just a flash in the pan; Because, treating the symptoms is not the root cause.

However, in this gentle township, a feeling of resurrection and tears can't help but fill my heart. It was as if I had collapsed, and I wanted to relax and indulge in the past and wander freely in heaven.

Only, at the same time, there was another voice that was stimulating her nerves, which were almost paralyzed. After all, that feeling is too deep!

*

The next morning, Ukomi woke up with a hearty, comfortable and beautiful feeling. I had a warm and sweet dream last night, and now, the afterglow is still warm.

He hurriedly got dressed, opened the door excitedly, and wanted to see the Zero Deer.

Suddenly, I saw a few pieces of stationery squeezing in from the outside under the door. Subconsciously, his heart tightened in shock, and he didn't bother to read the contents of the letterhead, so he rushed out of the door and ran towards Zero Deer's residence.

She was alone in the house, and everything was in order. It's just that things are not people.

He opened his mouth wide in fright, and looked around in a hurry and panic.

Although, he really didn't want to admit the fact that she had quietly left. However, he knew with a heartache that he could only taste the cold taste of 'Xiaolai rain, a pool of pingpo'!

Although, he has always been known as a scud on the school field, and now the urge to chase after him makes his heart pound. However, he knows that even if he chases like crazy, even if he can catch up, he may not be able to chase it back!

Among the beautiful flowers, he looked like a patient with blood loss, his face was sallow, his lips were closed, and he stood for a long time in a lost place.

Eventually, he was so weak and at a loss that he had to sit down on the ridge of the field, holding up the letter in his hand to his eyes so that he could read the handwriting on it more clearly, and he tried to open his scattered eyes and concentrate his wandering mind.

"See you!

Please forgive me for not saying goodbye!

Rest of you! Rest of your affection!

It is said that the loneliest place in the world is the human heart! If there is nothing to use imagination in a miserable life, I really don't know how much helpless weight will be added!

After so much suffering, the reason why I can still be like a person who has fallen into the water on the sea, trying to hold my head high; Like the crumbling trees on the cliffs, the branches and roots are crumbling, and finally they have not given up the hope of survival, and they are still alive today. In addition to the reluctant concern for relatives, there is also deep gratitude!

No matter how bitter my fate may seem! However, I still reverently thank God! Again and again, I feel the most touching love in the world!

I have known each other for more than two years, and in a person's life, in the long river of history, it can be described as a flash in the pan, a white horse. However, the beauty in it is like a bright spark, like a bright everlasting lamp lit in my heart.

The disparity in status is an insurmountable gap between me and Yu Weisheng. However, he gave up many beautiful things, got close to me, and gave me endless love!

Yu Weisheng! This man made me feel the most beautiful shaking in heaven; This name has taken deep root in my heart.

Even if we don't have the chance to be together, even if I let go of my hand physically, but, in my heart, I will never let go of him automatically! He is the eternal song of my heart in this life! Even if he has forgotten about me, I will hold on to the memories I once had!

What he gave me was always greater than the unknown side of me.

I could leave him, but there would be absolutely no resentment or oblivion!

See you there! You're a good person! It's also a heart-warming lover! Your enthusiasm and straightforwardness, your boldness and sincerity that do not go along with the world, like a meteor piercing through the darkness, deeply moved me with your unique brilliance! When I was once again in a lonely and desolate situation, you gave me a pair of hands that were so hot that I shed tears! I can't accept it all, but the heat it radiates is enough to melt my frozen heart!

If we don't have that part of our own past and responsibility, I may melt into your sincere enthusiasm. But although we often wander between people and the walking dead, there are still human forms and momentary sobriety! There is lust, and there is also a moral line of defense!

If you do something wrong, you will pay the price! An uneasy conscience should be the most severe punishment! There are only the cold and selfish people, but it seems that we are not all such 'talents'!

No matter how exciting the memories and imaginations of life are, or how much hard work they have soaked in, the only thing I feel can talk about is that I have never done anything that has a bad conscience!

I can be destitute, or I can be bruised, or even die forever. However, what you can't do is a person who hurts others and harms himself and violates his conscience! I may have dreamed of wild dreams, but I would never dare to set foot in the attempt.

Because, I thought that the cruel punishment of eternal hatred would make people immortal! It shouldn't just be the smell of crying!

I really can't do it, even if a tall and stable Tarzan is in front of me, I still pretend to live as calmly as I seem.

I don't like to tell lies, and I don't sing flashy songs. I just want to restore the true face of reality. So, I can't help but say that this wonderland of mountains and flowers and the kings who live in it are really tempting! I can't help but have the real feeling of being smoky and having to try my best to open my eyelids and fall asleep! Enjoy the mountains and clear water, that is beautiful, and it is also what I cherish very much!

However, to be able to truly appreciate the true meaning of it, it can only be done in a state of mind without any psychological burden! However, this enjoyment was not something I should have tasted, so I had to run away quickly!

There are many good things, and it is impossible to have them all! Floating life is like tea, everything is as fate as it comes!

Let's cherish each other! As I said, hearing about your happiness and seeing your happy smile is what I want most! So, don't let me down!

"I can't fly into your world, I can't warm your eyes, I'm a failure! The biggest failure ever! He couldn't help but sigh bitterly.

At the same time, her tearful eyes flashed in front of his eyes, and the pearly tears made him can't help but let go, "I can't add to her troubles!" ”

*

Hope used to be like a pot of soap bubbles. Although he didn't know where she was, at first, he firmly believed that with his determination, he ran non-stop, thinking that he would see the figure that made his heart again.

Penglai in the vast sea of smoke, outside the yellow sand, the cape in the scorching heat, the northern country with zero snow, the busy city, and the lonely valley, he all ran away.

However, after more than six years, after many times of searching all over the mountains and fields, running around and looking for hope, one bubble after another finally disappeared coldly and ruthlessly.

The journey was tiring, and his body was torn apart; Again and again, hope after hope, and disappointment again and again, also cut his already painful heart into pieces like a sharp blade.

There are often tears in the eyes, but there are no tears of happiness again.

The days are like wheels, constantly grinding forward.

Although, the thought of the lost lover makes my heart wrench unbearably. However, life still has to be numb to live.

The child has reached the age of going to school, so he has to resist the weight of disappointment and resign himself to fate, and slow down the pace of crazy running.

The New Year is approaching, in order to give the child a warm home, a festive atmosphere, squeezed out a rest day, he played the role of a housewife and tidied up the room.

There weren't many things left behind by Zero Zilu, and at the beginning, in a painful situation, the fear of seeing things and thinking about people and the concern that he didn't want his daughter to see it, made him harden his heart and lock it in a cabinet.

The daughter went to play in the garden with the children, and he was left alone in the house. When he saw the sad box in the closet, he twisted his head in pain as usual, and forced his tears of pain to look at something else. Today, however, the strong desire to open the box suddenly overcame the timidity of the past.

He was in hot tears, caressing everything with joy and sorrow. In a very ordinary book, he accidentally discovered her font, and it turned out that she had pasted a diary on many pages of the book.

With tears streaming down his face, he stared blankly at the familiar and sad fonts for a long, long time.

He didn't expect to miss out on six years due to his mistakes! What a pity!

I was surprised that I didn't think of why there was such a diary that I didn't know.

His lonely heart was deeply moistened like a long drought and a rainstorm, and at the same time, for God's such care, a deep feeling of gratitude spontaneously arose.

When his excitement was slightly controllable, he quickly wiped away the tears that blocked his vision. Squatted on the floor and held the journal in his hand.

It should be said that one day, when you see this diary, it means that we are already in a situation at the end of the world.

Although, this is not what you and I wanted, or rather, it was the end that I was very unwilling or even afraid of. However, I think that day may come inexorably.

Because, I know, meeting you is a gift to me when God is happy, just like Nanke's dream. It is precisely because it is a brilliant dream, and reality does not allow good dreams to be done for a long time. Therefore, the day we wake up from the dream should be the time for us on both sides of the galaxy.

I know that in many ways, like on opposite sides of the scale, you and I are asymmetrical, or should I say what we have with each other is the sum of everything.

However, I also know that you have a crystal heart that moves me to give up my own principles of being a human being. So, in the end, I thought: since I am already penniless, and I am no longer filial to the heaven and earth to treat you, I am really going to hell. And what can I give you but a sincere heart?

Perhaps, because I know my place and weight in the vast universe, coupled with my personality, you have never heard my strong and true voice in your ears: I love you!

Although, I often show rejection of your intimate gestures. But, in fact, it's not that I like to hide my passion for you in a calm sadness. It's just because I know who I am, and I can't get carried away and don't do it.

And in my heart, there is always a hot feeling! I've never loved anyone as much as I love you! Perhaps, you never know, it is you who is affectionately called in my heart! It's always just you!

Perhaps, it is not fair to you, you have repeatedly made me feel your great and sincere affection! But I buried everything deep in my heart.

Forgive me! Perhaps, only when I have no choice but to give you and me wholeheartedly with my every move; Only when Lao Yan flew apart and we didn't have the chance to see each other, can you hear my belated second outpouring of my heart: I love you! I love you so much!

I hope this diary is like a little breath left by my helplessness, and it will give you a little comfort! You know, I really love you! I didn't mean to let you down!

Of course, if you already belong to something else in your heart, then it is a different matter, then please burn it to the fire.

……

It is said that in order to ascend to heaven, one needs to go through many purgatory-like levels. Being with you is my heavenly dream.

Naturally, I also know that there must be all kinds of tribulations in it. So, when I decided to respond to your fierce love, I was ready to accept all kinds of cruel punishments.

It's just that I didn't expect that I would pass your parents' hurdle so smoothly.

It should be said that the level is like climbing to the sky, and this level was originally the most difficult level I expected!

I really appreciate God's care! Let me meet an elder like your mother who is knowledgeable and cultivated. Otherwise, how can I, with my yellow face and thin muscles, resist the majestic and powerful wind!

So, no matter what happens in the future, I hope you will repay me for their gifts to me! Because, if you can't pass this level, you and I can only drift on both sides of the galaxy.

Although I have never received the true love of my parents, I have heard that there is only that kind of love in the world that is the most genuine and selfless love!

From my grandmother, I experienced it firsthand.

Therefore, if your parents are against it, I will not personally dishonor that pure and precious family affection! In other words, then I will not get a trace of peace of mind, and I will not be in the mood to truly taste your innocence and love!

Today is a day I will never forget! At the same time, I also earnestly pray: I hope that in that beautiful paradise, I can always be like a bird of the Annunciation, surrounding you and bringing you happiness!

With the arrival of a cool wind, the sweat-soaked body felt a little cool for a while. Zero Deer straightened up his sore waist and looked around.

Not long ago, in the faint blue sky, there were a few edelweiss clouds that were as free and easy as swimming ice there.

But now, on the empty canopy in the distance, large cirrus clouds are constantly gathering and changing, driven by the wind. The faint sunlight casts heavy shadows over the dark valley.

To clear these layers of heavy lead clouds that dominate a large area of the sky with teeth and claws, it seems that there is nothing the breeze can do but please the rain god.