The good-looking one is in / Caiping Pavilion is surrounded by water on three sides, the wind is permeable on all sides, the only passable is a green bamboo trail that is deep and deep, the wind blows and rains, the green bamboo path has faded away the verdant "color", only the copper bell under the eaves of the corridor is still transparent yellow and golden

Xu Fu squinted, staring at the copper bell that was blown by the wind and "clanging" through the bamboo window, thinking blankly, what did he come to this world for, was it to watch his parents and relatives being slaughtered and dying; Is it just watching the only young sister have a bad marriage and make fun in the bitterness; Could it be that after all kinds of hard work, people are still trampled on as much as they want, they can trample on how they want, kill if they want, and chop and chop if they want, without any dignity to survive? He couldn't figure it out, so he only felt that there was a cold fire burning in his heart, which not only burned all his wounds, but also made his blood and liquid cold

There was a very light but familiar footstep sound at the door, he didn't need to look to know that it was Brother Xu Ying, he said softly: "This world is not fair"

Brother is always different to his sister, Xu Zhi saw that he opened his mouth to speak, so he was a little relieved, and whispered to Brother Xu Ying: "I'm outside, something to call me, how to forgive his heart"

"Brother" Brother Xu Ying looked at Xu Fu in a daze, a heart seemed to be pinched a few times in her hand, the pain was so painful that she could barely breathe, she desperately opened her eyes wide, inhaled silently, trying not to cry out The weather was hot, Xu Fu did not cover the quilt, and his half-"naked" upper body was wrapped with gauze, that is, there was a bloody wound on his face, and half of his beautiful eyebrows were rolled away, which was almost predictable, that is, the best doctor and the best wound "medicine" were used, and his face was also ruined This book is first published No pop-up window reading

She still remembers that when Xu Fu was still Xiao Xu, she used to cherish her appearance very much, and was often teased by her family for dressing up, but this face was prematurely added gray hair in order to make a living and family feuds, and she grew a beard early in order not to make people recognize their brother and sister, and now she was swept away by a whip mark and half of her eyebrows, how could it not make her feel distressed and sad?

"Crying for what?" Xu Fu didn't look back, she just stared out the window and whispered: "I tell you, I used to think I was very powerful, when I was a child, someone once said that I relied on my parents' family, but I felt that I was different from others, I worked hard, understood and sensible, I didn't have any bad habits, and in the future, I will be able to rely on my own ability to be admitted to the Jinshi and even the champion, to be a pillar of talent, and to help the world but I didn't, I didn't even have a name overnight, I fought with dogs for food, and slept with the dead, but I survived, and you also survived, I have a lot of friends, and I also personally sent the enemy to the knife, although I relied on my uncle to get in, but I didn't do badly, I don't think I'm a corpse vegetarian, so I think this road is not passable, there is another way to go, I am worthy of my parents after all, one day, I can make the Xiao family re-establish in the world"

"Hehe......" Xu Fu laughed nervously, his voice hoarse as a blade scraping through a rusty iron pot: "I'm actually not very good, revenge depends on my only sister sacrificing her reputation, and in the end, I have to watch her walk into the fire pit and stand up for the end of the year but achieve nothing, but she is just a dog in the eyes of others, you can do whatever you want...... If I didn't have my uncle, I would be like a dead dog on the street! Help the poor, help the poor, I don't know if it's the people who help me or the people who help me? ”

Is this all pride and self-confidence knocked down? Brother Xu Ying's heart was chilled when he heard this, but he didn't know how to comfort him, so he wiped a handful of tears, grabbed Xu Fu's hand and said softly: "Brother, I don't allow you to talk about yourself like this."

Xu Fu turned his head, looked at her with a very unfamiliar look, and said word by word: "What I said is the truth, I am actually a wreck."

Brother Xu Ying suddenly became very angry and said loudly: "Speaking of which, my brother is just remembering the good old days, are you thinking, if there was no disaster at the beginning, if both parents are still there, if this dynasty is not surnamed Zhang but surnamed Yan, if the glory of the family is still there, how can you let people eat meat?" When you are bullied, how can you dare to be angry and dare not speak, and you can swallow your anger for the sake of worrying about the safety of the rest of your family? If you are still the same Xiao Xu as before, then the madman wants to reach out and weigh again! Isn't that so? ”

Xu Fu's face instantly turned red with anger, and he said viciously: "Of course not!" ”

Brother Xu Yingge sneered maliciously: "What is that? Didn't you say you're a wreck? I don't want to be in the past, I just remember that there are grievances to repay grievances, and once the matter is over, I will never look back, and I am not happy to think about how it was before, and how I am now, I only know, as long as I live for a day, I must live well."

Xu Fu broke up angrily and said loudly: "I just want to tell you that this world is unfair!" Why can they take everything from us? Why can they ride on our heads? "Why did he try so hard and it turned out to be just a joke?! Why?!

Brother Xu Ying's eyes widened and stared at his eyes, and he said word by word: "No, just because they are stronger than us, do you remember the past?" You've been so hungry that you've robbed other people's food, so why should you rob them? Because you are stronger than others, aren't they sad and angry? Shouldn't you lose a steamed bun and cry and shout that if my father and mother are here, if my seven aunts and three aunts are here, what are you a bitch? Shouldn't you be so angry that you fall asleep and pretend to be dead? Let me ask you again, should all those who are not as good as you and me deserve to die of shame? You can be resentful, you can be unjust, but you just can't play dead and feel sorry for yourself! ”

"It's different!" How can a steamed bun be compared to this? Xu Fu gasped angrily, obviously feeling that there were many things to refute Brother Xu Ying, but he just couldn't say it, so he could only glare at Brother Xu Ying

"How is it different? It's all you who bullied me, I bullied you" Brother Xu Ying sat down, took a clean handkerchief and gently pressed it on his wound that was bursting and bleeding due to anger, and said softly: "I never blamed my brother, even if I didn't dare to face Cui Cheng in my dreams, but I didn't regret listening to you at the beginning, because I am also the daughter of the Xiao family; Marrying into King Kang's Mansion, although it is not the marriage I was looking forward to, but I did everything I should do and could do, I fell asleep at night and was very down-to-earth, my brother also did everything I could, and I did it well enough, we don't always have to think about the past, just think of ourselves as the real Xu Fu and Xu Ying, there has never been a glorious past, and there is no glorious family, we are just us, although it is less than the above, but more than the bottom"

"I can't!" Xu Fu burst out of his chest and shouted: "You don't blame me, but I blame myself!" Being a human being is not just enough to be fed, clothed and warm! I want me to walk on the street with dignity, I want you not to be wronged, I want to ......" He has a lot of grievances, a lot of anger and sadness, and a lot of grievances and reluctance, but he has never had a chance to say it

This world is unfair, but it is not only for a certain person, everyone feels that the world is unfair to themselves, when Brother Xu Ying has a lot of things to say to Xu Fu, but seeing Xu Fu's anger to the extreme, but there is no way to explode, so he chose to listen to Xu Fu quietly and quietly Xu Fu finally Xu Fu was tired, turned his back to Brother Xu Ying and whispered: "You go back, I'm tired and want to sleep"

Brother Xu Ying sat silently for a moment, and when he saw that he refused to look back at her again, he got up quietly and walked out quietly

The wind blew across the lake, bringing a light fragrance of water, Xu Zhi sat on the water corridor, absentmindedly fiddling with the scroll in his hand and fiddling with it, and when he saw Xu Yingge coming out of it, he beckoned to her: "Come and have a cup of tea and moisten your throat"

Brother Xu Ying sat down on the bamboo chair beside Xu Zhi tiredly, slumped his shoulders and frowned, "I don't know how to persuade him."

"Anyway, I finally spoke" Xu Zhi put down the book in his hand, poured a cup of tea and handed it over, and said softly: "The 'temperament' of helping the poor is a little paranoid from the beginning, he seems to be exquisitely on the outside, calling friends and friends, but in fact he is lonely and lonely, there are really few people who can really enter his eyes, he still loves to come to the house in the past, but since you got married, you haven't come much, unless you have something to come, it is also in a hurry, and you can't keep it if you want to stay for a while."

Brother Xu Ying was silent and explained softly: "He doesn't blame anyone, but blames himself for not having the ability" This book was first published and read without pop-ups

Xu Zhi smiled: "I know that we have known each other for so many years, we all know that he is the most affectionate, and I was still saying earlier that if it weren't for the uncle and aunt in the family and your fifth sister-in-law, he was afraid that he would have to pull out a knife and kill people at that time."

Brother Xu Ying nodded: "He has refused to suffer since he was a child"

"It's really difficult for him these years, but Brother Ying is right, more than the upper and lower than the bottom, there is no need to always think about the past, otherwise this day is really impossible, there are many people who want to die of shame, and I should commit suicide" Xu Heng turned around from the other side of Caiping Pavilion and waved his hand at Xu Zhi and Xu Yingge who got up to greet him: "Don't be too anxious, if something like this happens, no one will inevitably be able to figure it out, let him vent all the grievances accumulated in his heart, this disease is half better, and the rest will always be slowly figured out"

Brother Xu Ying smiled bitterly, and wanted to say thank you, but felt that a few words of light fluttering had no effect, so he stepped forward to help Xu Heng sit down, and said softly: "Daddy must be very tired, right?" ”

Xu Heng pointed to his gray hair and long hair, and laughed at himself: "Don't you feel that there is some meaning of fairy wind bones?" When I was young, I was very envious of such people, and after so many years, I finally got a little bit of a look."

Brother Xu Ying couldn't help laughing, and said angrily: "You are really"

Xu Heng patted her hand and comforted: "Don't cry with a sad face, don't worry, I will guide him to go to your mother's room to make a bright appearance, and I will send someone to pick you up if you need it" After a pause, he said softly: "You and I will bring a message to King Kang"

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