Chapter 44: The Past of the Dark Ages (3)
After the red flicker between I, Jehovah, and Hera, because of the physical action, I wonder if it is a magnetic field effect, an electric field effect, or both, whether it has anything to do with nuclear physics, or whether there is a more mysterious and complex natural principle in it? We drifted farther and farther apart, and finally we separated! This, that is, these separate episodes, has become the separation complex that I have experienced again and again in the future, and it has gradually become the separation complex that I am afraid of in my heart! Many times I thought we went from being opposite to separating and then separated, and we still looked at each other, reaching out a reluctant hand to grab each other. The wind blew in our hair, but we ended up being separated. Isn't it mournful!
Still, it's okay! As Zeus and Hera, because the two of us love each other, even if we can't put ourselves in each other's shoes because of the distance sometimes, there is also the sixth sense that modern people call today can make us feel something. Sometimes, neither of us can feel each other's feelings with our sixth sense or both, but this sense is. And after that flash of red, I not only sensed Hera, but also remembered it vividly, and my grief arose:
After the separation of episode number one, "Red Flash", I was almost still in place, but Hera was a little bit farther away. I don't know if it's fate that played a big joke on us, or if it's some irresistible force that makes us unable to reunite, even if we can sense each other! I feel like we're looking and we're looking for each other. But I didn't, but I met Leto and the others. And she didn't succeed, but met one male god after another.
The first male god she met was the one I mentioned earlier, the one I met before I swore to become the king of the universe. In my memory of 13.7 billion years, this male god should be the famous Chiyou in my country, that is, the famous White Dragon King in the ancient Yellow Emperor period of my country verified by archaeologists. In the long course of history, he and I have been teachers and friends, learning from each other, helping each other, of course, there have been conflicts, but most of the time the two of us are still friendly. They met, oh no, it was Hera and Chiyu who met. No, Chiyou's wife didn't know what to do, and soon appeared in front of Hera. They met late and became good friends! Of course, Chiyu didn't have anything to do with Hera, at least that's what I felt.
Later, Hera met and got along with Prometheus and Kronos. Of course, apparently some of them also wanted to do something with Hera, at least to stay a little longer. However, Hera left lonely after a friendship with them. Of course, this is obviously not because Hera is also introverted, but because I am not among them. As a result, Hera became a centrist between extroverts and introverts.
Although, whether it is Hera and Chiyu, or Prometheus and Kronos, they are nothing. Because Hera loved me, Zeus or Jehovah! However, my heart still hurts, as if it is dripping blood, and I can't say how I can't stand it. Chiyou can be friends with her and greet each other, while I can only feel it from afar. Prometheus and the others can get along with her and help each other, and I can only stare dryly.
At this time, Hera and I were like parallel lines that were close but never intersected, or even two straight lines on opposite sides. My heart aches, and so does Hera! But what can be done?