Sitting in the waiting room of the bus station, watching the people coming and going outside, everyone coming and going, I don't know why I worked so hard?

Jiang Nan was a little confused.

What is the purpose of living?

She remembered the first ten years of her life, the endless work she did every day, and the endless beatings every day, but she never thought about suicide, she lived stubbornly like that, as tenacious as a weed, and now she doesn't know where the courage came from.

She suddenly remembered that Grandma Zheng in the same village, every time she was scared, she hid there.

She would always touch her head and say "it will pass", and then go to the mountains to find herbs to dress her wounds, at that time she was not killed by Zhao Lijuan's family, most of it should be attributed to Grandma Zheng, if it weren't for her, even if she wasn't killed, those injuries would be inflamed and suppurated, and she would have died.

The Zhao family will never spend money to treat her, she passed out at Grandma Zheng's house several times, and when she woke up, she was taken back by the Zhao family to do those jobs that can never be done. And Zhao Lijuan just cocked Erlang's legs and watched her do it, and scolded from time to time.

At that time, life was really worse than death, but I never had the idea of death.

Maybe people are like this, ants are still stealing life, how can people spare their lives?

Grandma Zheng...... Jiang Nan suddenly wanted to go and see her.

In her previous life, she joined the army after leaving her hometown, and after being expelled, she had been wandering and traveling all over the country for more than ten years before she met Dr. Zhang, but she never thought of going back to the village once, because there was the family she hated the most, and she didn't want to see them, so she never saw Grandma Zheng again, and I don't know if she was doing well later.

Grandma Zheng is a lonely old man, childless and daughterless, and she is also a poor person, perhaps because of this, she has compassion for the same poor self.

Reborn, Jiang Nan felt that he should go and see her.

She was the only person in the village who was worth caring about, and after seeing her, you could forget about that place from now on.

Jiang Nan took a bus to the train station and bought a train ticket back to his hometown, if you count the time in his previous life, he has not been back for more than 20 years, and he doesn't know if the township is still not what he remembers.

Because of the long distance, Jiang Nan gave priority to buying a sleeper ticket with his non-commissioned officer certificate, and the lower berth was more convenient.

got in the car and found her bunk and looked at the quilt, because it was the first station, it was relatively clean, Jiang Nan put the military shoulder bag in the corner, she didn't have any luggage, there was no need to put this bag on the luggage rack.

After sitting down, a middle-aged woman in her forties came up from the bunk opposite, and her family background should be okay when she looks dressed.

After that, a young man came to the middle shop, and a middle-aged man came on the opposite side, and there was no one on the upper bunk for the time being, but the middle station will also sell tickets, and it is estimated that someone will come up soon.

As soon as the middle-aged woman got in the car, she began to dump her luggage, and several large snakeskin bags were placed on the gift shelf, Jiang Nan originally wanted to help, but the middle-aged man went over to help and she didn't bother to get up. I took out a book from my bag and read it.

After the whole ceremony, the middle-aged woman took out the things in a bag she was carrying, all of which were food, tea eggs, melon seeds, water, and a few bags of snacks. Fill the small dining table between the two bunks.

"Big brother, thank you just now, eat a tea egg?" The middle-aged woman handed the middle-aged man a tea egg, and the man was not polite, took the tea egg and said thank you.

"Little girl, do you want one?" The middle-aged woman saw that Jiang Nan was beautiful and handsome, and she was reading a book, and felt that she was a cultural person, so she was not stingy.

"No need, Auntie, thank you, I'm not hungry now." Jiang Nan politely refused.

First, she didn't help anyone and was embarrassed to eat people's food, and secondly, the tea eggs tasted more heavy in the carriage, and she didn't want to eat them, and she was prone to nausea after eating. Third, it's better to be vigilant outside, don't eat people casually, you can't hurt people, and you can't have the heart to prevent people.

"You're welcome? You see you don't bring anything to eat, you are about the same age as my daughter, you call me Aunt Sheng, we should take care of each other. The middle-aged woman said again.

"I really don't need to, Auntie, thank you." Jiang Nan smiled and refused.

Middle-aged women feel a little embarrassed, and they are kind to other people's families and dislike them, which is really a bit ignorant.

But if people don't eat it, they can't do it, so they don't bother to persuade it.

Jiang Nan read the book, the carriage swayed, and he fell asleep in a daze.

"Hey, wake up!" Suddenly, like a thunderous explosion, Jiang Nan was startled, and a fat hand slapped her face, "Wake up!" ”

"What are you doing?" Jiang Nan sat up violently and slammed into the hand.

"Ouch, why are you so fierce little girl? I'm just waking you up, how can you hit someone? An obese woman in her mid-thirties shouted.

Jiang Nan was also unhappy, "I slept well, what did you tell me to do?" ”

"Little girl, that's the case, I'm on your top bunk, I want to change places with you, it's inconvenient for you to see it." The fat woman said.

"Inconvenient!" Jiang Nan choked.

"Hey, I said you little girl, why is this? Look at my eldest sister, I'm four months pregnant, how inconvenient it is to climb up and down, in case you fall and break the child, can you be responsible? The fat woman looked unhappy.

Ha? You fell and asked me to be responsible, what logic?

Jiang Nan looked at the woman coldly, fat like that, her arms were thicker than her thighs, her legs were thicker than her waist, and she had a big belly.

If it was usual, Jiang Nan might change with her, even by taking the bus, and she would take the initiative to let the elderly and pregnant women take the initiative, but today she really didn't want to change.

This woman is so hateful, she will wake up when she pushes her when she sleeps, and she actually slaps her face with her hand. Second, she said that if she fell, Jiang Nan would be responsible, hehe, it's really funny, and she didn't push it, what responsibility does she bear for falling herself?

For such a person, she is really not used to her, the seat is her own, whether to change it or not is her own freedom, what can she do if she does not change it?

"What's my business? It's not my child! Jiang Nan sneered.

"Hey, little girl, I can't see why my heart is so dark at a young age, isn't it just a change of seat? You're so young, what's wrong with climbing? Why don't you understand how to be considerate of pregnant women, how do you read books, how do teachers teach you, why are you so uneducated? ”

"That's it, I don't know where the book has gone, and I still pretend to read the book, and now people really don't have any morality." The middle-aged woman on the opposite side also chimed in.

Jiang Nan frowned, didn't she just eat her tea eggs just now? As for it?

"I won't change it, what can you do?" Jiang Nan also got sideways, wanting to kidnap morally? No way!