Chapter 213 Pain

Jiang Ruonan returned to Qiutang Courtyard, Forsythia helped her sit down at the round table, and made her a cup of hot tea, "Madam, you have a cup of tea first......

Jiang Ruonan took a sip of tea

Forsythia hurriedly said, "Madam, be careful of scalding ......"

But it was too late, and the hot tea ran down her esophagus all the way to her stomach, and she was so uncomfortable that tears flowed out. She clutched her breasts and bent down.

Forsythia was in a hurry, poured her another glass of warm water, and was busy patting her on the back.

Jiang Ruonan shook his hand and stopped her: "I'm fine......"

At this time, Jin Shaokang rushed in, and Forsythia hurriedly retreated.

Forsythia closed the 'door', turned around, and saw Yingxue who came in a hurry, Yingxue held her hand and asked anxiously, "What's the matter?" Called me over so late, and the little girl couldn't tell clearly. ”

Forsythia dragged her aside, and before she could speak, tears flowed out, "Yingxue, Madame is so pitiful......" said what happened in Yingxiang Temple just now.

After listening to this, Yingxue sighed and whispered: "Actually, this is also a matter of time, but Mrs. has not been able to figure it out......"

Forsythia raised her head angrily when she heard this, and wanted to point at Yingxue and scold, but when she really wanted to speak, she found that she couldn't find any words to refute, she lowered her head and wiped her tears with her sleeve.

In the house, Jiang Ruonan turned his head when he heard the voice, but saw Jin Shaokang standing behind her, wearing only a robe on his body, and his bare feet were red from the cold.

Jiang Ruonan glanced at him and turned his head as if he didn't see him.

Jin Shaokang sat down next to her, he looked at her hand on the table, and wanted to hold it, but he didn't dare.

"Ruolan......" he said softly, his voice hoarse and painful, "Ruolan, I really don't know what happened last night, I can't remember anything, this is not normal, even if I am drunk, I can't remember nothing, Ruolan, you give me a little time......"

This matter is suspicious, as long as he is given a little time, he will definitely be able to find out

Jiang Ruonan sneered softly, "What does Master Hou want to say, do you want to say that he was designed?" 'Drugged'? But ......" she turned her head to look at him, her eyes were dark and dark, but there was no light, "Even so, it was you who gave others the opportunity to design you, what kind of mood did Master Hou drink with Qing Dai?" Because of Qing Dai's affection, because of Qing Dai's crying. Hou Ye can't bear it again? Is it pity again? Master Hou, I've had enough of your intolerability and pity."

What kind of atmosphere made them drink so freely that he completely ignored the consequences of getting drunk?

Jin Shaokang's face was as white as gold paper, and he couldn't say anything under her gaze.

How could he drink with Qing Dai? He couldn't recall what they said at that time, what kind of mood he was in, but he knew very well that he had indeed drunk with Qing Dai, and drank a lot.

Jiang Ruonan looked at his face, she didn't feel anything anymore, the pain was extreme and numb, her heart was already numb.

She turned her head and let out a long breath, "I came back this time, not because I didn't care about what happened before, but because I was very reluctant, I don't think I should just give up, although I am gone, but I still want to give you a chance, give myself a chance." But it turned out that I was wrong, it was my wishful thinking from the beginning, some things were ingrained, I thought I could change, I thought too highly of myself. I brought it all upon myself. I can't complain about others......" Although she used a very calm tone, this calm has a kind of sadness that cannot be ignored.

She suddenly missed the innocent and brave self in the past, although she was stupid at that time, but she was very happy, if this is growth, if these pains are the price of growth,

So, can she, can she not have this kind of growth...... She is willing to live a silly life......

Jiang Ruonan's faint tone made his heart feel like it had been cut by a knife, even in the most difficult time in the desert, he never shed a single tear, but now, the tears were completely out of his control, and they flowed down one drop after another.

He couldn't say a word, all the confessions, all the apologies seemed so pale in front of the facts

"Ruolan...... Please...... Give me a little more time...... Let me 'figure things out'......" He took her hand and cried like a child.

"Shaokang, why don't you understand......" Every time Jiang Ruonan said a word, it was as if a knife was cutting her heart.

"It doesn't matter how it happened, the moment you decide to drink glass after glass with Qing Dai, it's all over, even if you think about everything, even if you 'figure out' everything, you can't deny this fact...... If you don't want to, who can 'force' you? ”

She looked at him, her eyes were wide open, and her face was as pale as snow, "Shao Kang, we have had a happy day anyway, you do well, don't 'force' me to say ugly things, don't let me deny my happiness, don't 'force' me to hate you, and hate myself."

Every word is like blood dripping from her heart.

Jin Shaokang couldn't stop crying, but he let go of his hand little by little.

Jiang Ruonan stood up and slowly walked towards the 'door'.

Outside the 'door', Yingxue's face was pale, Forsythia and Huaying were crying like tearful people, while Qingdai was kneeling to the side.

Seeing Jiang Ruonan come out, Qing Dai kowtowed to her a few times, crying and said: "Madam, I begged Hou Ye to drink with me, everything is my fault, don't blame Hou Ye, I will go to Zhuangzi immediately, and never come back, Madam, don't go, Hou Ye really cares about you."

Jiang Ruonan walked up to her, looked at her condescendingly, and said softly: "I still don't understand, what kind of person are you, are you a terrible 'woman', or are you really so kind and kind." But either way, I admire you."

Qing Dai hugged her 'legs' and begged, "Madam, don't go"

Jiang Ruonan said coldly, "It's over like this, aren't you afraid that I will really stay?" ”

Qing Dai was stunned, let go of her hand slightly, Jiang Ruonan sneered, and turned to leave.

Qing Dai looked at her back, and couldn't tell what she felt in her heart. She does a lot of this kind of thing, every time, those main rooms are either beaten or scolded, eager to skin her and tear her apart, of course, it also makes her more pitiful to those men.

But it was the first time that Masamura respected her so much......

What an interesting person

Jiang Ruonan walked out, her dowry maids automatically and spontaneously followed, Yingxue discussed with Forsythia, and stayed to pack Jiang Ruonan's things, she knew that this time, Madame could not come back so quickly, and she had to pack some things.

As soon as he came out of the big 'door', he met Mrs. Tai who came in a hurry under the support of Liu Yue, Mrs. Tai learned everything under Liu Hong's return, and now seeing Jiang Ruonan's posture, I thought that she was back to her old ways, and threatened Lord Hou by leaving home, so he pointed at her and said angrily: "Ruolan, how can there be a married 'woman' who leaves home at every turn, you take Qiao like this, is it because we have to take you back in the end?" You don't take Hou Ye's face as one thing, don't take our Jin family's face as one thing, why do you ask Hou Ye I haven't seen any daughter-in-law 'wife' yet, just go to my aunt's room for my husband and run away from home, I tell you, sometimes you have to accept it when you see it, otherwise, you won't be able to get off the stage at that time, even the Queen Mother won't be able to help you"

The son has already done this for her, what if she is not satisfied with the man's drunken 'disorder' and 'sex'? She knew that her son couldn't let her come after her accident happened sooner or later, otherwise, if it was spread out, she wouldn't be laughed at and lose her big teeth

Mrs. Tai was furious, "I tell you, if you dare to take a step out of here today, don't think about coming back decently, I will enter the palace today, explain everything to the Queen Mother, and let the Queen Mother also come to comment."

Jiang Ruonan smiled lightly, "Mrs. Tai, I won't work for you, from today onwards, I will no longer be your daughter-in-law." What does it matter to me about the face of your Jin family, the face of Jin Shaokang? It has nothing to do with me."

Mrs. Tai was startled, and her momentum immediately dropped an octave, and she pointed at her, disbelieving, "You...... What did you say? You can't talk nonsense......"

Jiang Ruonan smiled, ignored her, walked past her, then stopped, turned around, looked at Mrs. Tai and said, "Mrs. Tai, have you ever thought that in addition to being your daughter-in-law, your son's wife, and the mother of the Jin family, I was also a person?" ”

Mrs. Tai was stunned, obviously not understanding her words

Jiang Ruonan smiled, "I understand, you can't see yourself, and naturally you can't see me......"

Jiang Ruonan turned around and left her vision step by step.

Mrs. Tai looked at her back and muttered, "What is this, she married into our Jin family, what identity does she have besides being the daughter-in-law of the Jin family?" Did she still think she was still a young lady in the General's Mansion? General Weiyuan has been dead for so many years......"

But then I thought of what Jiang Ruonan said before, and cold sweat immediately broke out, what did she mean?

Mrs. Tai asked the people around her, "Where is Master Hou?" ”

"In the yard."

Mrs. Tai hurriedly walked towards Qiutang Courtyard.

Jiang Ruonan walked outside the 'door', and outside the 'door', Forsythia had already prepared the carriage.

"Ma'am, are you going to the farm?"

Jiang Ruonan shook his head and said to them: "Don't go to the farm, you go to the farm first and wait for me, and I'll look for you when I'm done." ”

Originally, Jiang Ruonan wanted them to wait in the Hou Mansion, but he was afraid that Mrs. Tai would embarrass them under anger, so he let them go to the farm first.

Forsythia nodded, and took the other maids into another carriage and walked in the direction of the farm.

Jiang Ruonan got into the carriage ahead, and the coachman asked her, "Madam, where are you going?" ”

"Enter the palace" Jiang Ruonan calmly spit out these two words.

The coachman hurried the carriage.

Jiang Ruonan tidied up his clothes and hair. She straightened her back and pursed her lips, and the strength that had disappeared before returned to her body little by little.

She lifted the curtains of the car and looked at the slowly approaching red 'colored' palace wall, and her gaze became resolute

She lost, but he didn't want to be a winner

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