Chapter 263: A Voice Heard with Heart
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"Why? Just because I am the god of your mouth? You should have looked into me, you know myself better than I do, you know, I'm just a piece of shit. I smiled wryly.
"Because I feel that it is a very happy thing to be believed by you. Do you know the little guy, the more I know you, the more I feel sorry for you. How much deception must be experienced for a person who trusts anyone to say everything becomes a person who does not trust anyone! Liu Celadon gently touched my face and said.
At this moment, I was suddenly a little moved by Liu celadon.
"I can fool anyone, but I won't lie to you again." She pecked me in the face.
I smiled and didn't speak, and after a while, Liu Qingci asked me, "Are you really not going to deal with that matter?" ”
"No, I don't. In fact, things on my side are not as bad as you think, there are indeed things that use me, but they also take care of me very much, and the relationship between people cannot be so absolutely pure. I said.
Liu Celadon nodded and said, "Okay." ”
In the evening, the Tibetans of the tribe held a grand welcome dinner for us, a large piece of beef and mutton drank a lot, and several of us have been very depressed recently, so we took this opportunity to relax, and after the wine was gone, Mrs. Zhuoma had already come out of that sad atmosphere, and Liu Celadon called me to let me go to Mrs. Zhuoma's tent to lie down again. Actually, I'm still a little empty about the matter of contacting Liu Celadon at night, but it's Mrs. Zhuoma's name, and I really can't help but go.
This time when I entered Mrs. Dolma's tent, I found that it was already full of lamas, and the lamas sat in two rows, and Mrs. Dolma sat at one end, and when she saw me come in, Mrs. Dolma said something, and then Liu Celadon said to me, "Grandma asked you to sit in the position where God should sit." ”
I walked over with a hard head, because I had drunk a lot, although I was not drunk, but my steps were a little frivolous, and finally I went to the side of Mrs. Dolma and sat down, and when I sat down, Mrs. Dolma stood up and pressed Liu Celadon to the place where she was sitting. With such a change, it feels completely different, and it is the same as me and Liu Celadon have really become two people.
"Don't move, grandma will show us the way of the true God." Liu Celadon said.
"Huh?" I asked after a moment's pause.
"Shh Liu Celadon made a silent clean-up for me.
I stopped talking, only to see the old lady Zhuoma walked to the middle of the tent and bowed down to the two of us, she buried her head deep in the ground, and at this moment the lamas sitting on both sides also began to chant, I had just experienced the relaxed and cheerful atmosphere of the dinner, so I was really a little unaccustomed to becoming so serious, that is, at this time, Liu Celadon gently grabbed my hand, and I did not break free.
Mrs. Dolma raised her head, I said, she is very old, but her eyes are very bright, not like a person of her age should have, and then, in the lama's chanting, Mrs. Dolma looked at me and Liu Celadon with that kind of doting eyes like a child, and then, she suddenly stretched out her hand, both of her hands have long fingernails, in my stunned eyes, Mrs. Dolma suddenly inserted her fingers into her eyes.
I was startled all of a sudden, and wanted to stand up, but was pulled by Liu Cela, I looked at her, and found that Liu Celadon had tears in her eyes, but she was holding her mouth and shaking her head desperately at me.
"What is this for?!" I asked.
Liu Celadon still shook his head and told me not to move.
Then I saw that the old lady had her eyes closed, and a trail of blood was coming out of her eye sockets, which looked very hideous and terrifying, but the old lady did not have a painful expression, she pulled out a pure white sheepskin from her clothes and spread it on the ground, only dipped her fingers in her own blood, she looked like she was thinking, as if listening to the voice of God.
She knelt like this, and as the lama chanted, her blood-dipped fingers kept sliding over the pure white sheepskin, on which I saw that the old lady Dolma seemed to be drawing a map with her own blood.
"You can leave it alone, but you'll have to tell me what she's doing." I said to Liu Celadon at this time.
"God's voice can only be heard if the eye does not see God. God is giving us guidance and guiding us to His way. Liu Celadon said.
"! That's! I said.
Of course, I hope that Liu Celadon and them are all pious to God, which also represents piety to me, but I feel cold in their ignorant piety, in fact, I have always thought that even if I am different from ordinary people, it can only be another race. So now I feel amazing about the old lady's move, can you really hear God's guidance? Isn't it some kind of hallucination of your own?
The problem is that I now know that the old lady must treat the wound immediately, but I can't, not entirely because Liu Qinglin is pulling me, but because my body is not under my control. On the one hand, I didn't believe them, and on the other hand, a voice in my heart was telling me that they were doing some kind of religious ritual.
The lamas continued to chant the sutras, and the old lady drew very slowly, she listened almost always for a while, and then drew a little paragraph, and I looked at the pure white sheepskin, on which the map lines drawn in the old lady's blood seemed very complicated, but it was quite like that.
After about ten minutes, the old lady Zhuoma suddenly covered her face and let out a miserable scream, and the chanting of the lamas also became more rapid with the screams of the old lady Zhuoma, the old lady struggled on the ground and spasmed for a while, she wanted to struggle to get up and draw the unfinished map, but after she knelt up, the expression on her face suddenly became no longer painful, but became relieved and relieved.
Looking at the way she looked, I felt a little creepy, because she seemed to see something, and maybe even the great god she liked was right in front of her eyes.
She said something, and then knelt on the ground and stopped moving, I took Liu Celadon's hand and asked, "What did Mrs. Zhuoma say?" ”
"She saw the true God, and she said that the true God had opened its arms to her, just as she had been when she was eighteen." Liu Celadon Road.
I opened my mouth, wanting to say that this was the old lady's hallucination, but I felt that what I said was a bit too cruel, from another level, Mrs. Dolma is actually a persistent and infatuated person, her love for the true God is no longer the ordinary saint's worship of God, because of a dream, because of the favor of the true God, maybe in the old lady's heart, the true God is already her man.
The lamas suddenly stood up at this time to chant the scriptures, the leader of the lama shook his head at Liu Celadon, Liu Celadon stood up and rushed towards Mrs. Zhuoma, I also quickly stood up, Mrs. Zhuoma closed her eyes at this time, and her expression was peaceful.
She grabbed the map from the ground and stuffed it into my hand, and said something in her mouth, and Liu Qingci translated it to me: "Grandma said, God told her that the road ahead does not need a map, and when you pass, the place where the white dragon is the direction that guides you." ”
"Tell grandma, say thank her, we will take her there, and I will convey her thoughts and love to God." My eyes moistened.
Liu Celadon translated my words to the old lady, and the smile on the old lady's face became more serene, and the old lady touched my hand, put my hand on Liu Celadon's, and then said something.
Liu Celadon had tears on his face, but he suddenly blushed a little at this moment.
"Grandma said she saw our future, and we, with a child, sat on the sun." Liu Celadon Road.
After saying this, I felt that the strength of Mrs. Dolma's hand to hold my hand disappeared, and the serene smile was fixed on Mrs. Dolma's face, and the lamas came over and tried to pull the old lady from Liu Celadon's hand, but Liu Celadon kept holding the old lady's body very tightly.
Finally, I walked over to Liu Celadon and said, "Let Grandma Zhuoma be buried in the ground." ”
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