"Hmm." Zi Ruoxi naturally responded.

She was still in a wheelchair, watching Qiao Duyun's departing back, he gradually walked away, far, far, far, one turned around, and slammed into a nearby building. She would never see him again.

Zi Ruoxi smiled. Laughing lightly.

………

She gradually got up from the wheelchair and walked slowly towards the front, all the while, fifty meters away, very close, the road, not very long, just take a walk, wearing hospital flat shoes, she was really a little unaccustomed, lying and sitting for too long, her legs and feet were a little curled up and weak. Fortunately, after a while, I walked to the lake, looking at the quiet lake, the glow of the sun did not skimp on its beauty, with its light to decorate the lake, Shanshan rose a different kind of magnificence.

Zi Ruoxi looked at it, and sighed in her heart. After walking a few steps back and forth around the lake, he squatted down in one place, and after a while, stood up again, and then slowly walked back a few steps, resting against a willow tree by the lake.

She didn't know that she had just done this, making the tall and slender figure in the distance almost jump out.

He didn't dare to appear in front of her, but he couldn't help but pay attention to her every word and deed, she was like poison, he had already drunk it, and there was no solution. Qiao Junyeol had a gloomy face, standing in an inconspicuous place, quietly watching her. He thought that she would not be able to think about it, and she would jump into the lake, but then it occurred to him that her water nature was so good......

That lake couldn't drown her. But...... But I can't help but worry.

Just now, just like that, watching her and Qiao Duyun chatting so happily, he didn't know how he endured it, he was jealous, yes, he was so jealous. At the same time, he was happy to see her state recover day by day, and his mood was relaxed, and his heart was a little more relaxed.

And the other side.

Qiao Duyun actually didn't go far. After disappearing from Zi Ruoxi's sight, he turned back without a sound. When he saw her walking towards the lake, he was horrified in his heart, but when he thought of the same problem as Qiao Junlie, she would probably not do this. And that's true, she just walked around there and came back.

It seems that everything is too much to worry about, but her recent state is really good, isn't there a saying called a gentle trap...... He was afraid...... All this is just an illusion that she made to show him.

The casual expression just now had already stimulated his sensitivity. had to let him cheer up the spirit, whether she wanted to commit suicide or not, he must not have any problems at this time. Otherwise, he will never forgive himself for the rest of his life.

………

Zi Ruoxi leaned on the trunk of the tree, looking at the beautiful lake, the big eyes that were still bright gradually lost their brilliance, became hollow, empty and only the lake in front of her, staring at the lake in a daze, slowly lost focus, sluggish, everything seemed to stop.

What a quiet lake! There is not a trace of wind, and there is no wave......

It seems to be a dead lake...... How wonderful! All this, no need to think about anything anymore, with the silence of the dead lake!

It's like I've never been to this world, and I'm not going to take anything with me, everything is clean...... Extrication......

Living is a painful and complicated thing, how good is it to die! Then you won't care about anything, whether it's beautiful or ugly...... Or is it a conspiracy, a deception...... Or is it an ideal, the future ...... Still is...... Love...... ...... with being loved

I don't have to think about it, I don't have to care about other people's different eyes, and I don't have to live too hard, if I die, someone will be sad......

Someone else is going to think about me...... But I beg your pardon...... I don't want to do this, make you sad, and I'm sad.

However, but, let me be selfish, let me be willful, I want to selfishly reincarnate, maybe only in this way can I get a new life, and all my mistakes will dissipate with it.........

Thinking calmly, with empty eyes, and gradually stiffening and softening body, Zi Ruoxi quietly took out something from her pocket, what was it, that fruit knife that was not long, short. Yes, it was she who secretly hid in the pocket of her jacket while he was not looking.

For this moment, she waited for a long, long time, and every time she wanted to ...... But he's everywhere. Every night, in the dead of night, watching him sleep soundly on the sofa, she tossed and turned, and couldn't bear to kill herself in front of him...... In that way, her mood could not be calm, she was afraid that she would not be able to harden her heart, and she was even more afraid that she still had nostalgia for the world......

Now, how good, no one bothered, and she was able to do what she wanted.

The two fingers gently broke the incision, slowly raised the left hand, palm up, and aimed the incomparably sharp side at his wrist artery, the bright light on the side of the knife flashed in his eyes, leaving a crystal slippery tide on the eyelids.

Fly to your own beauty, and you don't have to pay attention to the wind and rain.........

The sun beckons again, the clouds gather in the sky, that is the most beautiful scenery, let me turn into an angel, spread my white wings, and fly to the heaven of my dreams——

Close your eyes slightly. The heart is horizontal, and the hand is more ruthless. While crossing down, whisper, "...... Liberation ......"

Whoosh~ Silent blade slashing...... Drops of blood fell down.

At this moment, it was like cutting something, why, but there was no pain in the wrist. Then the body was firmly embraced.

Suddenly.

She opened her eyes in convulsions, and met the familiar eyes, and looked deeply dark green into her heart.

“…… Zi Ruoxi...... Why ........." Qiao Duyun trembled bitterly, the palm of one hand stopped on her wrist, and the blade cut through his palm, this knife was obviously cut on his hand, but it was more like stabbing his heart. The blood dripped silently, falling on the grass little by little, staining the color it should have.

Seeing that she didn't answer, at this moment and at this second, under the mask, the big eyes were clearly overflowing with reluctance and nostalgia. His heart hurts, his heart hurts so much that he can't breathe.

"Why, are you leaving so ruthlessly?! Why, leave regrets to the living—" Qiao Duyun roared indignantly. Emotions are intertwined with discomfort, entangled in the handsome face.

Zi Ruoxi was frightened, tears swirled in her eyes, but she didn't let it fall, and stubbornly persisted. Bravely met his eyes, as if begging to let go, let go, let go—

The heart that wants to die is still tenacious, and it seems to be unstoppable.

Suddenly.

She shook his palm, pushed his body away, and decisively, when she raised her knife again, she was unsurprisingly clenched by a stronger palm.

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