Lu Xianting couldn't let go of her, afraid that as soon as she let go, people would run away. In the final analysis, I don't trust myself, and I don't trust her enough.

Shang Jinfei also knew that Lu Xianting was an abyss, but she was willing and willing to be with her. What she wants is just time, just half a year, to sort out her and Jiang Shen's past, to welcome a new relationship, hoping to give each other a good self.

But Lu Xianting was reluctant to give her this time, and kept tying him with an invisible chain, and constantly stimulated her, forcing her to admit that she cared about him, and constantly put pressure on her.

She was tired, but helpless.

She really wants time to get through the hurdles in her heart.

"I was wrong...... Don't you want me to ......"

Lu Xianting's voice sounded again, a little painful, and Shang Jinfei obviously felt that his body was tense.

Lu Xianting had a nightmare, and it was related to her, Shang Jinfei was a little distressed, and turned over and approached his arms, begging him to feel at ease.

She couldn't do anything, she wished she could give him a little peace of mind.

I don't know if she didn't have it in a dream, Lu Xianting didn't talk in her dreams, just hugged her and slept quietly.

She smiled and closed her eyes.

Today, everything is her own doing. Knowing that he was not easy to provoke, he still provoked it, and he had a chance to break it, but he still didn't break it. Therefore, everything is self-inflicted, and she can't blame anyone.

Lu Xianting, all I want is time!

It's all yours sooner or later, can you give me a little time?

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When he woke up, Lu Xianting was gone.

Shang Jinfei lay on the bed for a while, the alarm clock rang, she didn't hesitate, got up and got out of bed.

When I opened the bedroom door, there was a mess outside, it was really scary, bloodstained, and even more scary than it looked at night.

She stood at the door, standing for a long time, not knowing where to step on her feet.

On the first day of the National Day holiday, the president skipped work, so today, she has to go to the company no matter what, even if no one checks the post, she still has to go, otherwise she will be criticized.

She shook her head, and from the mess, went to the bathroom to wash.

The bathroom was not much better than the outside, the mirror was broken, concentrated in the center, Shang Jinfei guessed that Lu Xianting's hand was injured by smashing it on the mirror with a fist, because there was still blood on the mirror.

Facing such a mirror, brushing her teeth, and washing her face, Shang Jinfei still admired her concentration a little.

After she cleaned up, she came out of the bathroom and bumped into Lu Xianting.

It's still familiar, and it seems to be normal.

Lu Xianting carried breakfast and stood at the door, as if he was sorry for everything, hanging his head, a little frustrated.

"Just let someone come and collect it, what breakfast did you buy?" She took the initiative to find a topic to alleviate the awkward atmosphere, and by the way, alleviate his self-blame.

Lu Xianting's lips moved, walked over, and handed it to her: "Buns." ”

Shang Jinfei took it, looked at the living room and said helplessly, "I can only go to the bedroom to eat." ”

Lu Xianting hung his head and did not respond. When he woke up in the morning, Shang Jinfei was in his arms, and his world was beautiful at that moment, but when he saw a messy home, the beautiful world was far away from him.

On impulse, he did something wrong.

Shang Jinfei saw that he didn't move, pulled his wrist into the bedroom, and began to carry out ideological education, "See if you will smash it next time?" A tantrum loses a thousand pounds, and when he gets up early in the morning, he has no place to eat breakfast! ”

"I was impulsive." Lu Xianting can bend and stretch, and actively admit mistakes.

Shang Jinfei didn't have to ask him to admit any mistakes, it was obvious that she was more wronged, but on the contrary, she comforted people, she was a little helpless, "Let's eat, send me to the company after eating." ”

Lu Xianting raised his eyes to look at him, his eyes shining.

Shang Jinfei had a cold face and pretended not to see it.

After breakfast, Lu Xianting sent her to the company.

Shang Jinfei's car was basically scrapped, and it was originally repaired, but she lived with Lu Xianting and hitchhiked every day, which was no different from scrapping.

Shang Jinfei worked diligently in the office, while Lu Xianting went back to find someone to reprocess his house.

The renovation company simply shook its head when it saw that scene. I don't know what their rich people think!

In the evening, the two went directly back to Shanshui Residence.

Now outside the door, Shang Jinfei took a deep breath, it was still good for the air in the mountains.

When I opened the door, it was still a familiar environment inside, but a layer of dust had fallen.

Shang Jinfei shrugged her shoulders, "I'll clean up the bedroom tonight, and I'll get a housekeeper tomorrow to clean up." ”

Lu Xianting took care of the loss, what she said was what she said, work hard, and behave well.

An hour's hard work for two people can be regarded as tidying up the two bedrooms.

When I came back, I passed by the supermarket and Lu Xianting bought some ingredients. After tossing for an hour, he was also hungry, he was responsible for cooking, and Shang Jinfei continued to clean up slowly.

I can't do anything else, but two bowls of somen noodles are still made.

Shang Jinfei eats fine and delicious, and no one takes the initiative to mention emotional matters.

In this way, it is not bad to live a safe and sound life.

Don't talk about feelings, the more you talk about it, the more it hurts.

At this time, it is not suitable to talk about feelings.

After eating, Lu Xianting washed the dishes, and Shang Jinfei went upstairs to take a bath.

When Lu Xianting went upstairs, Shang Jinfei was wearing home clothes, sitting in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, with a computer on her lap, and was talking on the phone. He couldn't understand the language he spoke, but judging from Shang Jinfei's demeanor, it was a very important thing, and Lu Xianting didn't bother.

Shang Jinfei hung up the phone, the talk lasted 37 minutes, she looked at the tadpole document in front of her, smiled, closed the computer, and walked towards the next bedroom.

Lu Xianting finished washing the dishes, wrapped a bath towel around his waist, and swaggered out of the bathroom.

After finishing up, Shang Jinfei pushed the door in, and the two of them collided unsuspectingly, and the atmosphere was a little embarrassing.

Shang Jinfei has even seen him naked, this exposed half of his body is nothing to her, that is, there is still a lot of embarrassment.

When she came back to her senses, Lu Xianting had already put on her bathrobe, and looked at her calmly: "Done?" ”

"Huh?" Shang Jinfei was stunned for a moment, and quickly reacted, "Well, it's handled." That, I'm fine, it's just that I saw you standing at the door for a while when I called just now, what's the matter? ”

A hint of surprise flashed in Lu Xianting's eyes, "You saw it, I thought I didn't see it!" ”

"Well, what's wrong?" Shang Jinfei asked him.

Lu Xianting smiled, "It's nothing, it's just that I'm done washing the dishes, and I'm curious to go upstairs and listen to you on the phone." ”

"Oh." Shang Jinfei's hand had nowhere to put it, "Then, you can rest, I will go back to sleep too, good night." ”

"Good night." Lu Xianting said very lightly, and glanced at her with some reluctance.

Shang Jinfei received his meaning, calmly withdrew, closed the door, and walked back to her bedroom quickly.

Thinking back to Lu Xianting's naked upper body just now, it was quite tempting. After all, he is only 24 years old, and he is still a young man!

She rubbed her face, climbed into bed, and had no dreams all night.