Laowan Village is an ordinary small village for many people, but for Su Yao, it is the happiest memory storage point in her life. In my impression, my mother has always been silent, and my father doesn't talk much, but my father loves me very much, and my grandparents died early, so I only remember that they love themselves very much, but the other impressions are not deep. In Su Yao's formative years, her father was the heaven of her own world, sheltering her from the wind and rain, and those years were her happiest and most carefree times.

My father's death was an accident, and there are many rivers in Laowan Village, and people usually pass over the stone bridge above the river, but when it rains, the stone bridge is very dangerous. In the early years, it was clearly stipulated that the river should not be crossed during heavy rains.

It was the height of summer, and the weather was hot and muggy, and the temperature was extremely high. In the morning, although the sky was gloomy, it did not rain, and in the early morning, the family received a phone call saying that my grandfather was not in good health and asked my father to go back quickly. Su Yao also wanted to follow, but Su Chengwu felt that the weather was not good and the road was not easy to walk, so he let Su Yao stay at home and promised that he would come back in the evening.

In the afternoon, it suddenly rained in the sky, and Su Yao and her mother sat at the door, waiting for Su Chengwu to come back. But in the evening, I only waited for one news: Su Chengwu passed by the stone bridge on the way back, and the torrential rain made the river fierce, washing Su Chengwu away, and when he found him, he was already dead.

Su Yao clearly remembered that that night, her mother sat at the door, dumbfounded, didn't say anything, and sat like that all night. After dealing with his father's funeral, Jiang Linfen took Su Yao and left Laowan Village directly, Su Yao was 11 years old at the time, and she was already able to observe words and feelings, and she could also understand the meaning of the people in the village saying that her mother was hard. She didn't ask much, and obediently followed her mother to Linhua City.

When she first arrived in Linhua, Su Yao adapted quickly, her mother found a job at that time, the salary was not high, and it was just right to support the mother and daughter. Su Yao is very sensible, she will take the initiative to take care of housework when she gets home from school, she has a good academic performance, and she never compares anything with other children. Such days lasted for a year, and after school, Su Yao's mother brought back a man, and that was Lu Zhiyong.

Lu Zhiyong is a little fat, he drives a truck, he is divorced from his former wife and has no children. Su Yao didn't like Lu Zhiyong very much from the first time she saw him, her father was very thin and gentle, and this Lu Zhiyong gave people a very fierce feeling. Jiang Linfen and Lu Zhiyong moved after they got together, that is, like Xinyue Street, and became neighbors with Lin Siming.

Su Yao goes to school every day, and he doesn't communicate much with Lu Zhiyong, and he drives the truck at night a lot of the time, so Su Yao is also happy without seeing him. I don't remember how long it was, Su Yao slept that night, and vaguely felt that there was someone around her, she thought it was her mother, so she muttered and asked her mother not to mess with her, but the movement of the person next to her did not stop, Su Yao opened her eyes and found that the face in front of her was Lu Zhiyong.

Su Yao is not a little girl who doesn't understand anything, because of family reasons, she is more precocious than her peers. Seeing the face in front of her, her eyes widened in fright, and her first reaction was to call her mother, but as soon as she screamed a few times, her mouth was covered by Lu Zhiyong. That night, Su Yao didn't know how she came over, she felt like a rag doll thrown from a tall building, ripped and shattered in the wind, and then fell to the ground without mercy.

Lu Zhiyong didn't say a word from beginning to end, he came when Su Yao was sleeping in a daze, and left when Su Yao was desperate. When he walked out of the door of Su Yao's room, Su Yao turned her head to look at the door, and there was a figure standing outside the door, even in the darkness of the middle of the night, she could recognize it more clearly, it was her mother's figure.

It turned out that she didn't fall asleep and didn't hear, she was there all the time. It was also at that time that Su Yao's eyes were blurred by tears, and the rag doll that fell to the ground was trampled on a few times, making it impossible to see the original appearance.

The next morning, Lu Zhiyong had already left the house, Jiang Linfen cooked a very hearty dish and stewed soup, Su Yao lay in the room until noon, and she didn't come in. When Su Yao went out and saw the table of dishes, and then looked at her mother, Jiang Linfen turned to the side and just said, "Yaoyao, I'm sorry for you, but I can't help it." ”

Su Yao was silent, overturned all the dishes on the table, and then walked out the door. She wandered outside for a long time, and the discomfort caused by her body prevented her from going far, so she sat on the side of the road nearby, and when Lin Siming came back, he saw her. When they first moved in, they had met and met a few times later, but they just couldn't say hello officially.

Lin Siming just graduated from college and worked, he didn't know what Su Yao had experienced, thinking that it was just a little girl and her family having an awkward relationship, he walked up to Su Yao and sat down, and asked, "My name is Lin Siming, I am your neighbor, do you remember me?" ”

Su Yao looked at Lin Siming, he smiled very gently, and there was kindness in his eyes. She replied numbly, "My name is Su Yao." ”

Lin Siming didn't ask much, just sat with her for a long time, it was the first time Su Yao felt at ease in so long. Since then, Su Yao has often gone to Lin Siming for tutoring, and Jiang Linfen always makes some delicious food for Lin Siming as a thank you gift. And Lu Zhiyong's behavior towards Su Yao has intensified since that night, Su Yao has always felt that her body is still alive from the initial resistance to the numbness in the back, but the soul has long since died, and she died that night.

For Su Yao, the only comfort is Lin Siming, he is doing medical research, there are a lot of books at home, every time Su Yao goes to his house, he sits there quietly and reads, and only asks if he doesn't understand. Lin Siming did a good job, his salary also increased, and Crescent Street was far away from where he worked, so Lin Siming moved, and he left his contact information to Su Yao.

And Su Yao, after Lin Siming left, her life fell into an endless hell. She can't live or die, so she hovers on the edge, and the only thing that sustains her is hatred.

When she was 16 years old, she went to high school and took the initiative to apply for a dormitory, thinking that she would be fine if she was far away. However, she didn't expect that Lu Zhiyong would come to her.

There weren't many people living in Crescent Street at that time, and many people had moved to better places, and they were one of the few residents in that building. It was summer, Lu Zhiyong parked the big truck outside the school, saying that there was something at home, and asked Su Yao to go back, and he came to pick up Su Yao.

Su Yao followed him back, with hatred in her eyes. When she arrived at home, Jiang Linfen was also there, she didn't know that Su Yao would come back temporarily, and thought that something was wrong with Su Yao, and Lu Zhiyong pulled Su Yao to the room. Su Yao explained lightly, saying that it was too hot, and she wanted to take a shower first.

After Su Yao came out, Lu Zhiyong was standing in front of the window of the living room smoking, and Jiang Linfen stood cramped to the side, like an outsider. Su Yao's home is on the eighth floor, the house is very old, there is no shelter outside, and the window in the living room is very low, this is after moving here before, Lu Zhiyong felt that the house was too hot, so he slightly modified the window.

Su Yao slowly approached Lu Zhiyong, he looked outside very intently, and didn't seem to notice the person behind him. When Su Yao stood still and pushed his hands behind his back, Jiang Linfen screamed in horror next to him, Lu Zhiyong turned around and saw Su Yao, and when he was about to fight back, Su Yao pushed him out of the window with all her might, she only saw Lu Zhiyong's surprised expression shattered on the concrete floor downstairs.

Jiang Linfen trembled, slowly approached the window, saw the pile of blood downstairs, and fell directly to the ground in fright. Su Yao was relieved and looked at her coldly, "Since you have seen it, you can say whatever you want." ”

The next thing surprised Su Yao, because she went back to school directly, and even smiled more, she was ready to go to prison, but no police came to her for a long time. Later, she learned that the downstairs neighbor called the police, and when the police came to ask, Jiang Linfen said that Lu Zhiyong was smoking by the window and accidentally fell down.