Chapter 19: Past Emotions

It's almost the Chinese New Year, the winter in Linhua is getting colder and colder, Han Yu is sitting in his room and reading, it is Osamu Dazai's "Human Disqualification", and he reads it very seriously. The house where Han Yu lived was where he lived with his mother, and after returning to China, he redecorated it, and the overall style of the room was very cold, just like himself. A two-suite house, one is used as a bedroom, the other is used as a study, the walls of the study are the books he has bought over the years, there is a large desk in the middle, and the living room is simply a sofa and coffee table, the overall look is very simple, but it also has its own personality.

In the early years in the city of Linhua, few people installed heating at home, most of them used stoves for heating, and air conditioners were installed in better homes. After Han Yu came back from abroad, he was not used to the stove here, so he simply installed heating in the house, even if it was cold outside, the house was still very warm. At this moment, it is already more than eleven o'clock in the evening, and many people in this city have already entered the dream, Han Yu looked at the book, suddenly stood up, walked to the coffee machine, and was about to grind a cup of coffee for himself, as soon as he turned on the machine, the doorbell rang.

Han Yu frowned, thought about it for a while, and estimated that it should be Ye Youchen, except for Ye Youchen and his colleagues, no one knew where he lived, and at this point, there would not be colleagues coming to him. He opened the door, and sure enough, it was Ye Youchen, a person who is always very active on weekdays, looking decadent at the moment, with a few bottles of wine in his hand, he entered Han Yu's house very familiarly, and then put the bottles of wine on the coffee table, leaning there lazily, and found that Han Yu had already walked in front of the coffee machine, he shouted, "What kind of coffee do you drink in the middle of the night, come and drink." ”

"Drinking alcohol hurts your body."

Ye Youchen rolled his eyes helplessly, "Oh, just drink with me tonight, I'm in a bad mood." ”

Han Yu thought about it, but gave up the coffee, walked to the sofa and sat down, took a bottle of wine and opened it. Ye Youchen has been worried about Chen Youguang's affairs recently, "Actually," Ye Youchen drank wine and said lightly, "As a psychiatrist, the most important thing is to remain objective, otherwise it is easy to have some subjective feelings towards patients." Chen Youguang was just a very ordinary one of my patients, and I tried my best to help him, but I never thought that such a thing would happen. ”

"I don't blame you." Han Yu is not very good at comforting people, in front of him is his own small hair, like his own brother, usually lively, always looking very positive, rarely see him like this, "Don't think nonsense." ”

Ye Youchen glanced at Han Yu, "I didn't think about it, I just sighed with emotion, I am also a serious doctor, although I don't see more life and death than you, but I can be regarded as having a lot of contact with a lot of things, so I won't think cranky because of this." With a glass of wine in his hand, he paused and was silent for a few seconds, and only the wind outside the window could be heard in the quiet room, "Actually, life is really short, and if you say it's gone, it's gone." Han Yu, there are some things that should be let pass, just pass. ”

Han Yu heard the meaning of his words, Ye Youchen's family has always regarded him as their own family, Ye Youchen and him are like brothers, perhaps it can be seen that he is still haunted by the things of his parents back then, so he always tries his best to enlighten himself, so that he can let go of the past, he also drank a big sip of wine, Ye Youchen bought beer, the degree is very low, but the temperature is also very low, this winter drink, the whole person is sober, "If it were you, what would you do?" ”

"I don't know, I haven't thought about it. Actually, I'm not urging you to let go, I understand that many times, there are some things that I haven't experienced, even if I try to understand you, but that kind of personal feeling is something I can't fully experience. It's just, Han Yu, let's grow up together, watching you suffer too much because of that incident over the years, I just hope that a lot of things have happened, and I won't let you forgive or whatever, but at least, you have to let yourself go. Ye Youchen has been doing psychotherapy for a long time, and he has always understood that the reason why Han Yu has such a cold personality and makes many people feel that it is difficult to approach is because of the influence of the events of the year, and he also understands that Han Yu has been blaming himself for the original incident.

Han Yu didn't speak, he didn't want to continue to talk about this topic, he also understood the reason, but some things can't be done overnight, "By the way, last time your parents said to let you go on a blind date, how did it go?" ”

Ye Youchen knew that he didn't want to talk about it anymore, and he didn't want to continue to say anything, Han Yu was very smart, his IQ and EQ were quite high, and he didn't need too much reminders, so he followed the topic, "Don't mention it, I originally thought that if I told my mother that you were single, it was estimated that she would have no time to care about me." It turned out to be good now, she not only helped you find it, but also intensified her efforts to help me find it, saying that I am older than you, and if you don't look for it, you will be old. Now I don't dare to go back, two days ago my mother called me anxiously, saying that there was an emergency, I rushed back, as a result, there was a girl at home, it seemed to be the daughter of my mother's friend, said that she was studying abroad, and she had just come back recently, and I could only eat hard. ”

"Did you get in touch later?" Han Yu asked with interest.

"What to contact, I sent the girl back that day, and on the way I learned that she didn't know about the blind date at all. She said that she had just come back and was planning to look for a job recently, and then her mother told her to go to a friend's house for dinner, and she went, and the girl kept apologizing to me, which made me embarrassed. Ay! When he mentioned this, Ye Youchen was speechless, he was really not so anxious about getting married.

"If it's good, you can still give it a try." Han Yu took a sip of wine and said lightly.

Ye Youchen looked at him in surprise, "You drank too much?" That's not your style. ”

Han Yu glanced at him, "You've been in love a lot over the years, could it be that you have someone in your heart." ”

"I wish there were anybody, but I didn't. By the way, I'll stay with you for one night tonight," Ye Youchen said, "I drank alcohol and can't drive, don't worry, I'll sleep on the sofa." ”

Han Yu ignored him, drank the wine and threw the bottle and went to rest. Originally, he was in a bad mood at that time, but after drinking, his mood was much better.

Early the next morning, when Ye Youchen woke up, he found that there was already an extra quilt on his body, Han Yu had already left, he took his mobile phone, and on it was a text message from Han Yu: Lock the door!

He smiled, sat on the sofa and was stunned, thinking back to the dream he had last night, he dreamed of a person who he was very surprised by - Ye Xiaoxiao.

In the dream, he and Ye Xiaoxiao were actually a couple, and both of them were very happy and sweet.

Ye Youchen shook his head, startled by this thought, how could he dream of her? For Ye Xiaoxiao, Ye Youchen has always been respectful.

I still remember that not long after Han Yu became the captain, he solved a big case, when he went to see him in the team and brought soup over on the order of his mother. As a result, when he went in, he found that there was a beautiful woman with a good figure and exquisite appearance in the office, it was summer at that time, Ye Xiaoxiao was wearing a very tight clothes, so he specially inquired with Han Yu and knew that this was from their team. Han Yu said at the time that he was a member of their team, but Han Yu didn't say that although Ye Xiaoxiao was beautiful, he had a strong temper, and he also had a very neat and domineering boxing skill. So, he went to talk to others, of course, Ye Xiaoxiao didn't pay attention to him at all, and then he wanted to get in touch with the real life of others, so Han Yu took him to see Ye Xiaoxiao and the other team members' usual practice, when he saw Ye Xiaoxiao knock down several big men, he never dared to say anything bad to Ye Xiaoxiao again, let alone talk to him.

Ye Youchen is different from Han Yu, Ye Youchen doesn't know much kung fu, he is only healthy at most on weekdays, and although he likes beautiful women, he must be the kind of gentle personality, definitely not a domineering type like Ye Xiaoxiao.

Ye Xiaoxiao didn't know Ye Youchen's thoughts at the moment, she punched for a long time after going home last night, and then rested, but she woke up this morning and found that she had a sore throat and a headache, and she had always prided herself as a very good person, but she actually caught a cold. Of course, Ye Xiaoxiao didn't pay attention to it at all, and still went to work as usual.