Me: "It has nothing to do with you..."

All of a sudden, the air became quiet. I was afraid of the silence, the illusion that I would be swallowed up by darkness.

Just as he was about to say something, he slammed it down, followed by an overwhelming manly atmosphere. The lips were swallowed, sucked incessantly, and in a daze, the teeth were brutally pried open, and the kiss gradually deepened and gradually moved down......

Somehow, remembering the "accident" he said to Leng Lu, a feeling of nausea and sourness in his heart made him bite him hard.

He was stunned, "Autumn Thoughts ......"

I pushed him away and turned my back to him, "Zhong Ting, you have to be worthy of your love, don't have any more 'accidents' with me, I'm not rare." ”

He didn't say anything, only heard a soft sound like a sigh, very soft, very soft.

I felt sad in my heart, "Grandpa may really not live long, I will stay here with him these days, you go back and accompany her." ”

He didn't speak, Fu hugged me again, pressed my head on his shoulder, and said in a low voice, "If there is an afterlife, I will definitely look for you." ”

Afterlife, hehe......

I closed my eyes, tears falling on his shoulders, and I heard him say sorry over and over again, as if he was going to suffocate if he didn't keep talking.

I sank into a dream with this sorry voice, and in the dream, there was the birch forest engraved with the names of me and Tan Yueming.

The next day, Zhong Ting and I had breakfast with my grandfather, who was very happy and in good spirits than yesterday.

Zhong Ting sorted out the fishing gear and said that he wanted to accompany him to fish, but his grandfather waved him back to work, saying that the company could not do without him, and let me stay with him.

Zhong Ting didn't say much, kissed me on the forehead in front of my grandfather, and got up to leave.

I said in my heart what kind of affection this guy shows, the grandfather who should know knows it.

I took my fishing gear and my grandfather to the water's edge, many old men had been sitting there for a long time, Lao Chen was wearing a fisherman's hat and big sunglasses, and waved happily when he saw us.

Grandpa said that Lao Chen Tou knew that Tieguanyin was very happy that I sent it, and said that if there is any problem, you can find him, I also heard this at the time, but I didn't expect it to come in handy in the future.

I didn't know the benefits of fishing before, but today I realized something with my grandfather.

I saw him throw the hook with the bait into the water, and stood on the shore and watched the float intently, which rippled leisurely with the thin ripples, and his posture was natural and elegant.

In the distance, the rolling mountains are shrouded in the mist of mist, and it is quiet and distant, there is no obstacle, I have forgotten everything, and the feeling of wanting to come to the monk to sit in meditation is not much different from this.

Grandpa began to talk to me about the philosophy of fishing, in fact, our life is like fishing, but we are constantly changing roles, sometimes we are fish, sometimes we are anglers......

As he was listening reverently, he changed his words, "Qiu Si, what's the matter with you and the young man surnamed Tan yesterday?" ”

I was nervous, "Did someone tell you something?" ”

Grandpa smiled, "You young people love to play with me, and I can't care about it, but you are a married person, you must know that your husband is Zhong Ting, don't do anything that disgraces our old Li family." I have only you as a granddaughter for a hundred years, I don't want to see you suffer and get hurt, that young man named Tan Yueming is not simple, he is young and the city is very deep, you had better keep your distance from him. Zhong Ting is a good boy, even if he makes some mistakes, I believe he will take care of you. ”

I smiled, "Grandpa, I understand." ”

Grandpa said it's good that you understand, my granddaughter Li Bainian is not a fool. But after all, I failed my grandfather.

The sun is three poles, and the bucket is full.

Looking at the fatty fish, my grandfather happily said that he wanted to make the fish soup in the canteen stew pot and treat me well.

The craftsmanship of the canteen master is not covered, and a group of old men and old ladies had a whole fish feast, eating a round stomach, grandpa said don't waste time with me every day, I am in good health, and a group of old friends are accompanied, you hurry back to work.

Thinking of the doctor's words, I hugged his arm and said that I would be here with you.

Grandpa smiled, "That day, Miyagi told me that you are beginning to pay attention to the company, grandpa's spirit will be fine, go back and live with Zhong Ting, don't worry about those messy people and things." ”

And just like that, I was kicked out of the nursing home by my grandfather. It just so happened that I found someone to find the address of Lian Xiang's house, so I simply bought some gifts and apologized to the people's house.

Lian Xiang's family background is indeed not very good, as soon as I walked into this alley, I knew it.

It was the old alley of the old town, with low shanty towns one after another, and the ground was full of potholes, and when it rained, it splashed with mud from his pants. The trash can hadn't been cleaned for days, it emitted a foul smell, and I even saw a dead rat lying on all sides on the concrete floor, with flies laying eggs on it...... I almost threw up.

It's unbelievable that there is such a dark place in a big city as glamorous as Nandu, and it is even harder to imagine that such a place can raise such a smart and clever child. It was no less than a golden phoenix flying out of a mountain nest, and I almost felt the urge to sponsor her education.

After a while, they arrived at the door of the house, knocked on the door, and soon someone shouted that they were coming.

As soon as the door opened, I froze.

The woman standing in front of me was so bruised that she couldn't even see her face clearly, and her left eye was particularly badly swollen and obviously had just been there...... Domestic violence?

The woman timidly asked, "Who are you looking for?" ”

I smiled, "Excuse me, is this Lian Xiang's home?" ”

The woman didn't speak, she looked me up and down, and then said for a long time, "I'm Lian Xiang's mother, what are you looking for her?" ”

I didn't know what to say for a while, I didn't feel good to see such a woman standing in front of me, I really didn't know how to talk to her about Wang Shuang, which was undoubtedly worse for a poor family, and only added to the troubles.

I tried to squeeze out a smile, "My surname is Li, and I am Wang Shuang's eldest sister." Wang Shuang and Lian Xiang are at the same table, Lian Xiang usually takes care of Wang Shuang in her studies, I just want to come and see her and thank her for helping Wang Shuang in person. ”

Hearing me say this, the woman seemed to let her guard down and welcomed me into the house.

The room is poorly lit, poorly furnished, not so neat, it looks messy, and the whole space is filled with the smell of a low-quality liquor.

I put the gifts I brought on the table, Lian Xiang's mother was a little cramped, and stood for a while before pouring me a glass of water, "Sit casually." ”

I said thank you and asked her if the injury on her face was okay and if she needed to go to the hospital for treatment.

She was stunned for a moment, "It doesn't matter, I'm used to it." ”

The nosy mistake is committed again, especially when I see this kind of bullied female compatriot, I am very indignant, "Why don't you leave him?" ”

Hearing me ask, she was stunned again, thinking that she was frightened by my abruptness, so I slowed down and said: "Violence has a very bad impact on children, and marrying a domestic violence man is a disaster for women." ”

She suddenly burst into tears, and wiped her eyes with a dirty apron, and I quickly handed her two tissues.

Xu hadn't talked to anyone, and she started telling me what had happened to her.

Her name is Wang Mei, 45 years old this year, a native of Qingshi, 18 years old with her children and her husband to work in Nandu, but unfortunately her life is not good, her husband fell from a construction site more than ten stories high and died on the spot.

How can I be so coincidental in my heart, my mother is also from Qingshi, about the same age as her, and her husband died when the child was young.

Wang Mei said that she dragged a year-old child alone, first went back to Qingshi, but they were too closed there, people were very feudal, always love to point fingers at widows like her, and later heard that people could find a construction company to claim compensation, she simply took the child to leave her hometown to Nandu, usually rely on odd jobs to make a living, as soon as she was free, she carried the child to the door of the construction company to guard.

Later, she was annoyed, and the company lost 200,000 yuan.

At that time, 200,000 yuan was not a small amount, so she took the money to sell breakfast in a storefront, and when the child was six years old, she met a man who repaired bicycles, named Lian Gang. This person is loyal, especially good to her, there is something outside the home that is always enthusiastic to run for her, and over time she has feelings, she formed a family with others, and soon gave birth to a daughter, that is, Lian Xiang.

It's just that she didn't expect that the man's nature would be exposed as soon as he got married. Lian Gang, a person with traditional thoughts, was very unhappy when he saw that he had a "money-losing goods", and when he was unhappy, he took Wang Mei to get angry, and later even developed to eat, drink, prostitute and gamble and sample to live, Wang Mei dared to say half a word, which would attract a beating, and even the shop was lost by him in gambling.

This kind of day has passed for more than ten years, and the most hateful thing is that Lian Gang actually stretched out his claws to Wang Mei's eldest daughter.

She called her eldest daughter the eldest girl, and Lianxiang the second girl.

She didn't elaborate on her eldest daughter, but it could be seen from her expression that it was an unbearable past.

Later, the eldest daughter moved out after studying vocational high school and never returned home.

Later, the eldest daughter worked to earn money, so she rented a house outside and took her sister Lianxiang away.

I asked her, "Didn't Lian Xiang live with you?" ”

Wang Mei said, "How dare she live here, the drunkard father gets drunk and doesn't care about anything, and she can't do anything hurtful...... "She wiped her tears as she spoke, looking very helpless, she was also a woman, and she really felt sorry for her."

I asked her how old her eldest daughter was and if she was married.

She said that she was twenty-seven and not married, but she had a boyfriend, said that he was very rich, and he was very good to her, and bought her a house and a car. She went to see the house and pretended it well, but she hadn't seen the man, and she refused to let the big girl bring it back to see it.

I said in my heart that which girl wants her boyfriend to know that she has such an unbearable home, maybe those sad things in the past will be shaken out, and I am afraid that she will lose him when the time comes.

I said, "Since the eldest daughter's conditions are good, why don't you leave with Lian Gang, wouldn't it be better for the mother and daughter to have a good life." ”

Wang Mei said that she couldn't do without that person, and then listed a bunch of his advantages, saying that he would be good to her if he didn't drink.

I kind of understood that this woman was most likely suffering from Stockholm syndrome, in which the victim falls in love with the abuser. This kind of person is basically hopeless.

It's just that pity the girl, "Lian Xiang has always been in charge of her sister now?" ”