Chapter 223: Steps
Of course, there are a lot of questions he wants to ask, but if he is willing to talk to her, he should take the initiative to talk to her at the right time; If you don't want to say it, even if you ask, it's just a lie. Everyone has secrets, even she herself has secrets that can't be said, since she decided to let go, she won't think about it anymore, and she doesn't need to ask, he is now changing greatly, and he also wants to live a good life with her, at least for now, it is enough. It is impossible to eat the next bun in one bite, even if the bun is actually very small, you need to chew it slowly to digest it, otherwise you will choke to death if you swallow it.
Brother Xu Ying made up his mind, held Zhang Yizheng's hand, and said playfully and seriously: "Of course there is a problem, I once asked the third master a word, do you really have me in your heart, do you really want to live a good life with me, not for a short time, but for a lifetime?" ”
If you don't ask, you don't want to ask. Or maybe she didn't think about it any other way at all. But in any case, since she asked this question, it shows that in her heart this is the most important thing. As soon as she thought of this, Zhang Yi held Brother Xu Ying's hand and said softly, "What do you think?" ”
Brother Xu Ying pursed his lips and smiled: "Sometimes it feels like an illusion, I want to hear you in person." ”
Zhang Yizheng said: "What you say is not necessarily true, but you should trust your own eyes." ”
Brother Xu Ying was unrelenting: "I think it should be what should be said and done, the eyes can see it, the ears can hear it, and the combination of the two is the best." When the eyes are blinded, let the ears hear; When the ears are blindfolded, let the eyes see. ”
Zhang Yizheng smiled. looked into her eyes and said, "Then I answer you seriously, I want to live a good life with you." It's not for a while, it's for all the time. If you want to hear it, I will tell you, and if you want to see it, you will see it. ”
He wanted to live the kind of life he really wanted, to do something meaningful. When he learned the truth, he was confused. Where to go, feel your life and death, love and hurt. Hate and hatred are like a joke. He once thought that if he could, he would rather look at Brother Xu Ying from afar, no matter her joys and sorrows, no matter her love and hatred, he just needs to stay away from her, he doesn't owe each other, he will never have anything to do with him, and he will be a complete passerby. But he didn't know. Loved, hated. was unwilling, so he wanted to drag her to hell with him, so he married her and became entangled. There are many at the beginning, and there will be more later.
In those days and nights in Puxian and Linzhou, he had the inevitable idea of going on an errand without his life, but he was not dead after all, and the king of Hades would not accept him. So he wanted to solve the problem in another way. His former relatives need his help from the living, and his current relatives are also reluctant to bond, as for Brother Xu Ying, that is the magic obstacle of life", the latest chapter is:". So be it, try to live, and live better.
Brother Xu Ying tilted his head slightly, looked at Zhang Yizheng seriously for a moment, then leaned over to him, stretched out his arm to gently hug his neck, put his face against him, and bloomed a bright smile: "I know, then we will live a good life." She lowered her voice and said in a very serious and low tone: "Everyone has their own secrets, and I don't expect you to tell me anything." There are those who can speak, and there are those who can't, even if they are parents, relatives, and couples, I understand and am not demanding. ”
There are those who can speak, and there are those who can't, even if they are parents, relatives, and couples, who understand and are not demanding. For her and him now, it's best. Zhang Yizheng silently hugged Xu Yingge's shoulder, raised his head and looked out the window, the sun outside the window was just right, and the flowers were blooming and butterflies were flying. There were only two of them left in the window and outside the window, and the girls and mothers-in-law were nowhere to be found.
After a long time, Brother Xu Ying let go of him and said gently: "You haven't changed your clothes yet, so you must not have eaten breakfast?" What do you want to eat? ”
Zhang Yizheng stood up: "I've eaten breakfast, but I have to change and wash." ”
"I'll go see if the water is cold." Brother Xu Ying rushed into the clean room before him, Zhang Yizheng followed in, and saw her leaning over with one foot like a little girl, leaning over to test the temperature of the water in the tub - not that the barrel wall is too high, nor that the water is too shallow, not that she is short, this is just an external manifestation of the mood "come: watch popular romance on the Internet".
Zhang Yi was leaning on the door frame of the clean room, quietly watching Brother Xu Ying's every move, last night's sadness and confusion, this morning's restlessness, at this moment, with the breeze blowing in from the window, disappeared in the orchid fragrance and faint water vapor in the clean room.
Brother Xu Ying noticed that there was someone behind him, turned his head to look at him, and smiled slightly at his glass-like bright eyes, the heart that had been full of uneasiness and panic, and had been tense and had been trying to relax, suddenly loosened a horn. She knew very well what she needed most at what stage, so that sentence rushed out of her mouth as a matter of course: "What's the matter with you and Feng Bao'er?" ”
In the past, she had an accident in Feng's mansion, Feng Bao'er lost her temper during the Shangsi Festival, that night Feng Bao'er took the initiative to make peace, yesterday Feng Bao'er provoked an incident, she never took the initiative to ask him, let alone him, but at this moment, she took it for granted to stand in the position of a wife, and asked this sentence as a matter of course, the words were sour, the tone was indignant, and there was a lot of Zhang Yizheng If she didn't answer, or if she didn't answer well, she wouldn't give up.
One moment it was spring and snow, and the next moment it was cloudy, and the jump was too fast, Zhang Yizheng was a little caught off guard, and subconsciously said perfunctorily: "What's going on?" ”
Brother Xu Ying walked over, put his hand on his collar and stroked it gently, smiling innocently: "She told me everything, and she also started to make trouble." Pity me, I almost became an unjust ghost in the general's mansion inexplicably, I was almost scratched by her on the last festival, and I was scolded by her yesterday, and I almost became a laughing stock. The third master still doesn't want to talk to me? Let me be a ghost? ”
Thinking of Feng Bao'er, Zhang Yizheng had a headache, but he couldn't help but explain, but to explain to what extent he still needed to be proportionate and methodical, before he didn't know what to say, he said with a straight face: "Don't talk nonsense, she is a brother and daughter-in-law, this is nonsense." Seeing Brother Xu Ying's sarcastic smile, he said with a headache: "Okay, what did she say?" ”
Brother Xu Ying blinked: "She told me the story of a shameless stinky man who hurt the girl's innocent feelings, and then gave up in chaos." ”
Zhang Yizheng was silent for a moment. said seriously: "I haven't touched her, so I can't talk about abandoning from the beginning." It was in the spring of that year that I praised her after watching a ball game on the polo field of Fengfu. He waved his hand a little unhappily: "At that time, I didn't recognize you, besides, she is still the cousin of the fourth brother, she looks good, and she really plays the ball very well, and it is normal for me to praise her for two words." ”
Brother Xu Ying looked at him quietly: "Yes." My Fair Lady, Gentleman. What's more, her grandfather, father and brother held nearly one-third of Gyeonggi's troops. ”
"She's not a lady, she's vicious." Zhang Yizheng hung his hands a little helplessly: "That's not true." How? It's already in the past. "If the real Zhang Yizheng had not died, maybe it would be Feng Bao'er and that Zhang Yizheng who are talking here at this moment, but since that Zhang Yizheng has been replaced by him, the only person who can stand here and talk to him at this moment is Brother Xu Ying. He has never been interested in Feng Bao'er, never in the past, and never in the future.
Brother Xu Ying let go of him and turned around and walked inside: "I just don't feel angry that the person she should hate is you, why did she come at me." ”
Zhang Yizheng said softly: "Sometimes, when you make some mistakes, you don't know that they are actually wrong. But if it's wrong, it's wrong. ”
He said this seriously and sadly. Brother Xu Ying glanced back at him. She didn't relent, but she knew that this was really the case. She turned her head, grabbed a handful of bath beans in the crystal bowl, put her hand in the shiny copper basin and washed it again, and then told herself: Okay, even if there is no such old thing, Feng Bao'er marries Zhang Yiduan, with her temper and temperament, she will eventually be on the opposite side of Princess Kang. You can't expect everything to go smoothly, and you can't expect everything to go well. It's just an old thing, now that Zhang Yizheng is no longer convulsive, the situation is much better than when she first got married, so be it, take your time. So she raised her head and looked at Zhang Yizheng, and asked very seriously, "Will there be such a thing in the future?" ”
Zhang Yizheng shook his head: "I said I wanted to live a good life with you." ”
Brother Xu Ying stretched out his hand to him: "Then wash your hair first." ”
Su Bai's hand was rubbing Zhang Yizheng's dark and slightly curly hair with a wide thick handkerchief, Xu Yingge lowered his eyes and said calmly: "I won't be soft." She provoked me first. ”
Zhang Yizheng knew what she was referring to, he let out a "hmm", leaned on Brother Xu Ying's warm and soft body and took a nap relaxedly, and after a while, he let out a slight snoring sound. Brother Xu Ying sighed, his eyes fell on the half-open box on the table and the drawings scattered outside, determined to wait for him to wake up before mentioning that he wanted to take a stake in Hehelou.
Zhang Yizheng slept very soundly this night, and when he opened his eyes again, it was already dark. He was still lying on the couch in front of the window, his hair was dry, his body was covered with a thin quilt, the moonlight gently shone on him through the window, and the chirping of insects came and went. He turned over lazily, heard Brother Xu Ying's low voice outside, and then smelled the aroma of his favorite chicken soup and vegetarian buns, and his stomach, which had been empty for a long time, suddenly screamed, he was hungry. He rolled over and got out of bed, draped in his usual half-worn robes, and pulled on his shoes and walked towards the door.
The dining table outside was really full of food, and Brother Xu Ying held the box with drawing paper in his arms, and was examining the drawings one by one in front of the light, and handed them to a few girls on the side from time to time, with a very serious expression on his face. Zhang Yizheng couldn't help but say loudly: "Since you like it so much, it's better to open a gold and silver shop by yourself and get it as you want." ”
Brother Xu Ying looked up at him in surprise for a moment, and then naturally picked up his words: "I can only draw pictures and not operate." ”
Zhang Yizheng smiled when he heard this, lazily walked to her and sat down, took the box in her hand and put it aside, and said, "Then let's find someone who can run it." There is a huge Kang Wangfu, can't you find such a person? ”
Brother Xu Ying's long eyelashes blinked: "But my clan brother runs a jewelry shop, in the past, he used my drawings to have an accident with Hehelou, and I was like this, it's really not good." Her face was full of anticipation: "Or, let's take a stake?" ”
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