Chapter 108: Farewell

Zhu Yahai, above the red cliff

The blue curtain of the sea, shining under the setting sun, mischievously ripples, and the sea is full of golden light.

His heart was about to jump out suddenly, Mo Xian looked around at the vast and boundless sea on all sides, he was stunned, his mouth was open, he couldn't react for a long time, and he poked there in a daze like half a piece of wood.

"Mo Xian......" A soft voice came.

The breeze stirred his gray coat, and in an instant, he seemed to have fallen into a chaotic world, dazed and unreal.

Yes, but it's just the sound that fills the ears, and it keeps going around the beam.

"I didn't expect that you would come to Yaoshan again......" The person who came seemed to be a little sorry.

"Are you dead?" Mo Xian looked at the person who suddenly appeared beside him and said word by word.

He knew that on Mount Yao, the light that was like a firefly was her floating spiritual power, and when he thought of this, he felt that his heart was almost out of breath.

Mingyue was stunned for a moment, staring at those stubborn but painful eyes, and suddenly smiled on her soft face.

"I'm not dead......"

She pointed to the vast sea in front of her, and her eyes seemed to suddenly come alive, and the color of sorrow disappeared.

"This is Zhu Yahai, the home that gave birth to me and raised me. Now, I'm just going back to the ocean......"

Mo Xian turned his head, pursed his lips, and stared at the boundless Zhu Yahai, silent for a while.

"Silly Kid ......"

Catching a glimpse of Mo Xian's eyes with a little bit of water flashing in orange and red, she was very sorry, but there was still a light smile on her face.

"I didn't lie to you. I'm just tired and trying to get everything back on track. ”

She looked at the sea as if she was asleep, and muttered for a moment before she slowly spoke.

"If it weren't for the fact that I inherited my sister's spiritual power of Sancheng, to this day, I would just be an ordinary merman on the sea of Zhuya."

"I have recklessly walked into the world, but I have made a terrible mistake. Now that the mistakes are gone, it's time to get everything back to square one. ”

"It's just ......" She stared sideways at the silent Mo Xian, as if relieved and distressed.

"I didn't expect you to come back to Yaoshan."

She didn't expect that when she wanted to let go of everything and drift away, at the foot of the mountain, that figure actually touched her already numb heart.

Therefore, what she thought in her heart flashed, and when she reacted, this child had led her to Zhu Yahai.

"I thought you should hate me, hate me for being cold and ruthless, hate me for being irresponsible, hate me for acting arbitrarily......"

The corners of her mouth twitched, and she almost burst into tears.

Mo Xian's eyelashes trembled slightly, and his tightly pursed lips slowly loosened, but he didn't look at her, and finally spoke slowly.

"I have hated you, but I have not hated you......"

This time, he didn't call himself a little monk, but me.

Gently a me, I don't know how much of his sorrow hidden in the bottom of his heart is unknown.

"I complain to you, you are obviously merciful to the people, but you are stingy and do not give up me the slightest."

"I blame you, when I need you, you hold on to the past and pity yourself."

"I blame you, you know that I exist, but you never look at me properly."

"I complain about you, I came to look for you, but you speak coldly."

Mo Xian's childish voice, like a knife, cut at the tip of her heart, and there was a continuous pain in the blood.

She thought that if she didn't have it, there would be no pain. But I never expected that children are eager for maternal love. And she forcibly deprived herself of the desire of her children, which is the most cruel ......

"But I never hated you......"

In an instant, the bean-sized tears in Mingyue's eyes kept dripping, and she reached out to cover her mouth and gritted her teeth hard, as if only in this way could she barely control herself.

"It's not good to hate someone, it's not ......"

Mo Xian suddenly turned his head to look at her, his childish face calm.

"Ji Hua told me that if there is hatred in my heart, it is difficult to see the love around me if I am blinded by hate."

"He said, 'I was born of love, and I should not live for hate.'"

"Ji, Jihua, he taught you well......" Mingyue looked up at the sky, trying her best to calm her voice.

Now that I think about it, it's even more like her mother. She was bent on letting Ji Hua find a good family for her children, but she ignored that her children were not ordinary mortals, how could ordinary people adopt them.

"He's more like your family than I am."

"But......" Mo Xian smiled, his eyes a little red with laughter.

"Ji Hua is dead!"

He pouted and endured, looking around at the boundless Zhuya Sea, a golden sea, there was no familiar breath.

"He's a big liar!"

"Yes, he's a big liar!" Mingyue snorted softly.

Hearing the news of Ji Hua's passing, her heart was a little sour, but she knew that maybe death might be the best place for him to let go.

"He promised me!" A drop of crystal slid on Mo Xian's face.

"He said he would wait for me to come home! He promised me! ”

seems to have found a way to confide in for a while, and the emotions that Mo Xian usually hides in his heart all exploded for a while.

"Silly Kid ......"

Looking at the water in Mo Xian's eyes, Mingyue's fingertips moved slightly, and finally raised her hand to wipe away the wetness under his eyes.

The moment her fingertips touched, her fingers connected her heart, and she only felt that her heartbeat seemed to miss a few beats.

For a moment, the numb fingertips were at a loss to stick to Mo Xian's face.

"That's right! You all tell yourselves, I'm stupid! In this way, you teach yourself to be at ease, and in this way, you are ruthless in deceiving me! ”

A wisp of anger flashed in the depths of Mo Xian's eyes, and he knocked off the hand that was attached to his face.

"What just to return to the Vermilion Cliff Sea! I'm not a three-year-old anymore, I can see that his body is not working, he often looks at the candlelight and is stunned, and his whole body has become transparent, I can see it! ”

She was startled by Mo Xian's sudden excitement, and looked at her hand frozen in the air half-dementedly.

"I'm sorry ......"

It's ridiculous, I obviously have endless words for Mo Xian in my heart, but when a thousand words come to my mouth, they become these three words.

It seemed that Mingyue's guilty look stung his eyes, and he turned sideways to stop looking at her.

Looking at the sea level, the orange sun was only half left, and the afterglow of the setting sun stained the entire sky with color. Today's sun is going to disappear, he thinks......

"Actually......" Sunset's reddened little face struggled a little.

"You don't have to say sorry to me. I decided not to blame you. ”

"It turns out ......" Hearing this, the corners of Mingyue's mouth flashed with a self-deprecating arc.

"I don't even have the qualifications to feel guilty......"

"That's not what I meant!" Mo Xian hurriedly said.

"Ji Hua said that a person will cry because of pain; A person will hurt because he cares; A person cares because there is love in his heart. I know that although I have complained about you, I do not deny that you are loving me in your own way! ”

Mingyue was stunned for a moment, looking at the small figure under the sunset stupidly, as if thinking of something, and suddenly smiled slightly.

"Idiot! You're all nerds! ”

"You guys?" Don't be envious. "The other one, the crown prince?"

"It's not!" Mingyue shook her head gently, and there was a fresh breath in her blue eyes.

"It's your daddy......"

"That idiot who only thinks about other people through and through! You're very much like him, very much like ......"

"Like?" The eyelashes are still wet, but the curiosity in the eyes is occupied.

"Isn't it, even the look?" Wang Huaihui also said that he is somewhat similar to the crown prince.

"Hmm" Mingyue looked at Mo Xian's curious appearance, pursed her lips and smiled, and nodded heavily.

"Especially your eyes!"

"You love him so much, don't you?" Mo Xian saw her mention Ouyang Qi's satisfied look, and couldn't help but ask cautiously.

"Hmm"

"Then you, why did you leave the crown prince?"

"Because I figured it out, he's not Ah Qi."

Mingyue's eyes blinked, and he flicked his head with his fingers, a rare playful smile.

"Children's families, love matters, for you, it's too early to talk about it!"

Mo Xian covered his head in pain and pouted disapprovingly.

"I'm six hundred years old! In the mortal world, they are all ancestors! ”

"That's in the mortal world! But in your mother's heart, you will always be a child! ”

After finishing speaking, the two of them were stunned, and then, only silence drifted around the sea breeze.

"It's not too early......" Mingyue was the first to break the silence.

"It's time for you to go back......"

Mo Xian raised his eyes and glanced at the calm bright moon, and was silent.

Mingyue smiled faintly, but there was a bit of bitterness in her smile. The two of them obviously had a good chat, but they ruined her by teaching her this broken mouth!

"Let's go...... Go that way......" she pointed to a door on the edge of the cliff.

Mo Xian was stunned for a moment, the corners of his mouth moved, he always felt that he should say something, but he didn't say anything.

Mingyue stood there motionless, stunned with two eyes and looked at the back that was gradually moving away.

The "squeak" door was pushed open.

However, the little hand gripped the door frame tightly and paused as it walked on the threshold.

"I ......"

Looking at the dark world inside the door, Mo Xian lowered his eyes, and there was a little hesitation on his gloomy face.

"Can you come back in the future?"

"You say ......"

As if she suddenly understood Mo Xian's words, Mingyue covered her mouth excitedly, trying her best to calm her voice.

"Yes, if you don't dislike it, then you ......"

"I won't dislike it!"

Mo Xian said categorically, shocked by his excitement, his face turned red, and he actually slammed into the door and disappeared in an instant.

Looking at the empty cliff edge, a drop of crystal fell from Mingyue's lips, and she took a sip lightly, it turned out to be sweet......

……

"Little monk? Are you awake, awake? ”

When Mo Xian was half asleep, he felt that someone had been patting his face, he frowned, and reluctantly opened a small slit.

A backlit figure kept wandering in front of him, and it was vaguely visible that it was a female Jiao'e in a goose yellow light veil.

"Master Song, don't go around, the little monk's mind is dizzy." He closed his eyes again and muttered.

"What Song Shizhu? I'm Wang Huaidu! The visitor continued to pat his little face.

"Don't pretend to be asleep! I see your eyes open! You've been asleep for two days, so don't you get up yet! ”

"Hmm," Mo Xian chirped, like a dream.

"Don't be crooked."

Wang Huaiwan was an anxious person, and seeing that Mo Xian was confused and did not react, he was so anxious that he pulled him up.

"The prince wants to see you!"

"Prince?" Mo Xian suddenly sobered up a little.

"Yes, it's the prince! also said that it has nothing to do with the prince, everyone has come to the door! ”

"What are you looking for me to do?"

"Say there's something for you!"