190 I am the blood of a mosquito
Yun Hui sighed, "Psychology is very complicated, and I can't explain it for a while. Let's talk about the current situation, you are now a dragon Yun, the mole in the corner of your eyes is gone, the tattoo on your wrist is gone, you are still left-handed, the accent is different, and even your living habits and preferences have changed, many, many times have changed, he subconsciously refuses to admit that you are Li Qiusi, even if he has a different feeling for you in his heart, and he can't help but want to get close to you, he doesn't dare, he will only escape. Empiricism tells him that he must never make mistakes again. In fact, he has been attracted to you, otherwise why would he help you and Nanxing so much. So, he struggled with the pain, and these emotions were hidden, and he couldn't get rid of them, and he couldn't say it. The psychiatrist used hypnosis, you know. ”
She said a lot in one breath, and I was still speechless.
Without hearing my response, she continued, "Zhong Ting is an introverted personality, which is divided into healthy and unhealthy, and a healthy introvert is a state of natural harmony, and this kind of person likes to be lonely, and loneliness sometimes helps to succeed. Look at those geniuses, are many of them quite lonely or even withdrawn. ”
Zhong Ting is introverted, of course I know. Quiet and focused, cold and silent, maverick...... It used to be the reason why I loved him, but unfortunately it was ......
Yun Hui asked, "Are you listening?" ”
"Yes."
She breathed a sigh of relief, "That's good." Psychologists divide personality into 16 basic factors, introverts are more constant, skeptical, fantastic, self-disciplined and other characteristics, it is generally believed that introverts have a quiet power, and this power is very strong. It's a pity that Zhong Ting is a healthy introvert in his career, but not emotionally. Qiu Si, he loves you very much, he just suffered in his character, Tan Yueming targeted his weaknesses again, and it turned out like this. If you think about it, you fell in love with him, and it was not him who fell in love. ”
That's right, I loved him as a quiet beautiful man at the beginning, but no one's love will stop at the original point forever.
I was speechless, silent for a long time, and said, "How is he now, Wang Shuang said that he is not in a good condition." ”
Yun thought back for a moment and said, "I feel like he needs you by his side." ”
I said yes, and was about to hang up the phone, she added, "Do you know who Zhong Ting was injured because of that at that time?" ”
Inexplicably nervous, I shook the phone hard, "Isn't it Leng Lu." ”
She scoffed, "She has that guts!" Tan Yueming, this dog who has lost his conscience, he knew that there was a landslide on that part of the road, and deliberately let Leng Lu lead him over, what kind of behavior is this? Premeditated murder is a crime. Fortunately, Leng Lu still had a little conscience and threw an oxygen cylinder in the car. Zhong Ting's lungs and heart were severely traumatized at that time, and now the situation seems to be ......."
Tan Yueming plotted to kill Zhong Ting?! This is information that the USB flash drive did not tell me.
I asked Yunhui, "How do you know?" ”
Yun Hui said, "Hypnotic Zhong Ting himself said that he had looked for Leng Lu, and Leng Lu had told him everything. ”
My mind was a mess, and I couldn't figure out anything, but I knew I should go to Qingshi now.
Turning his head to stare at Tan Yueming, "Stop." ”
He heard the conversation, without a little guilt, and asked with a cold face, "What are you doing?" ”
I didn't have time to talk to him, "I'm going to Qingshi." ”
His face turned even colder, "Don't stop." ”
I was in a hurry, and put my hand directly on the doorknob, "Stop, did you hear me!" ”
The corners of his forehead were bruised, but he didn't stop, and I directly unscrewed the door to jump out of the car.
His face turned pale, he cursed, stopped the car with a click, dragged me back, and quickly locked the door, "Li Qiusi, are you crazy, isn't it, this is the road, do you want to die!" ”
I stared at him coldly, "Zhong Ting's injury is also caused by you, Tan Yueming, you are simply a devil, a devil!" How many other unconscionable things have you done! You are not afraid of retribution! ”
He took a deep breath, "Yes, I did it, it's because I love you, I love you so much that I love you so much that I don't want to see you shed even a tear for him, and I want him to disappear." ”
I smiled, "Forget it, don't make excuses for yourself, don't think I don't know what you did, you are afraid that Zhong Ting will investigate you like Zhong Sheng's case, don't say anything for love, you are not worthy." ”
Xu was right, he was annoyed and angry, "Yes, I don't deserve it, you only have him in your eyes, he is clean, he is upright, he is well-cultivated, he is the white moonlight in your heart, I am a drop of mosquito blood, you love him whatever he does, and you don't care about cheating!" What I do is dirty and shameless, it's all dead begging for nothing, even if I fucking go down to the dust, you just decide whether to give me a smile based on your mood, no one in this world who does anything to me is alive, you yourself tell me how many times I have beaten me, I am willing to suffer like a stupid X, why am I so cheap! ! ”
He was too loud and woke Nanxing up, rubbing his eyes, "Daddy......"
He glanced at Nanxing, his emotions were still out of control, "Even your son, you hope it's his, but unfortunately not, you're very disappointed, if he was your and Zhong Ting's child, you wouldn't be like this." ”
I tried my best to calm myself, looked at Nanxing, and said to Tan Yueming, "You take the child to the zoo, put me down here, I'm going to Qingshi." ”
He was clinging to the steering wheel, his knuckles turning blue and white with exertion, and his face was clouded.
Nanxing had never seen him like this, and he was so frightened that he couldn't speak.
I said calmly, "I just want to see how he is doing." ”
He smiled coldly, "Just want to see, isn't it because he recognizes you, and you want to rush to give him a hug?" Li Qiusi, you are really good. ”
I didn't bother to look at him, "Whatever you want, I have to go anyway." He is my benefactor, he was the one who helped me when I was in the most difficult time, and the reason why he is still here for a hundred years is because of him. And you, you know exactly what you did. ”
All tenderness is dissipated in an instant.
Tan Yueming hammered down the steering wheel and smiled bitterly, "Tenderness and honey are a fart, it's about him, all grievances will be revived, you only look for me for new and old hatreds, I'm a fucking idiot." ”
I didn't speak, and no one paid attention to the child's frightened look.
He remained silent, slowly pulled over to the side of the road, staring into the distance, the low pressure permeating the entire carriage.
There was a no-stop sign ahead, and the traffic police came to take a look, swept the license plate, looked at the driver's seat again, and turned to leave.
Tan Yueming got out of the car, walked to a sentry box store opposite, bought a pack of cigarettes, and smoked outside.
Xu was depressed for a while, and as soon as his father left, Nanxing cried, "Mom, what's wrong with Dad, he's so fierce......"
I patted his head, "Don't be afraid, Dad has some trouble, just smoke a cigarette." ”
Nanxing sobbed a few times, but finally stopped.
Looking at his frightened little face, I felt sad for a while, worried that Tan Yueming and I would leave a psychological shadow on him if we continued like this, and I wondered how to tell him.
Just as he was struggling, Tan Yueming came back, and there was a strong smell of smoke, and Nanxing immediately covered his nose.
He opened the window and looked guilty, "I'm sorry son, Daddy shouldn't smoke." ”
After speaking, he looked at me again, and changed his face to a smile, "Wife, can you promise me one thing." ”
Wife? I'll go, this person's emotional healing ability is really not covered.
I stared at him warily," he said. ”
He paused, "Don't mention the matter of leaving today, go to the zoo with our grandfather and take a good turn, and I'll take you to the airport tomorrow." ”
I don't know what kind of medicine he sells in his gourd, I didn't reply, and the vigilance in my eyes became deeper and deeper.
He said calmly, "You can't go well now, since you apply for work in Jianlong, you should demand yourself according to the standards of a normal employee, ask for leave before leaving, don't let people say that you are special behind your back, and affect the evaluation of others about you." ”
I really didn't expect this, but fortunately he reminded him, I have to tell Zhou Jing, she also said yesterday that she would take me to meet a big customer next week.
Seeing that our attitudes were normal, Nanxing cautiously asked, "Dad, why did you yell at Mom just now, is it because of me?" ”
Tan Yueming's expression darkened, and he smiled again, staring at him honestly, "Dad didn't yell at her, but she had some views that were different from her mother's, and there was a conflict, it has nothing to do with you, Mom and Dad love you very much." Of course, I also love your mother, and your mother loves me too, I don't believe that your mother kissed me. ”
After speaking, he looked at me, his eyes flashed, like a tiger, full of threat, and like a wolf, with cunning.
Nanxing also looked at me with expectant eyes, like Bambi, so cute that people's hearts were about to melt.
In order to reassure him, I had to lean over and kiss Tan Yueming on the face.
He seemed to be dissatisfied, and pressed his head sideways against my neck and pressed it to his lips, "Wife, kiss the wrong place." ”
Nanxing smiled at this time, and quickly blindfolded his eyes, "I don't look, I don't look, the teacher said that children can't look at kisses, they need to have needle eyes!" ”
That being said, the big eyes are secretly observing through the cracks of their fingers......
After the rain, the temperature is pleasant, the sky presents a half-gray and half-white color, I thought that the afternoon can stagger the peak of the tour, who knows that the people who play are still in an endless stream, mostly parents with children, and many young couples.
I'm not unfamiliar with the zoo at all, I went to it when I was young, for no other reason, I can't go to other places with Miyagi, it's a must to see animals, it's his holy place.
Every time I see all kinds of animals gathered together, I think of when I was a child. The most vivid memory is that once my grandmother took me and Miyagi to the zoo to see the orangutans, and he was so excited that he climbed onto the fence and accidentally fell into the garden. All kinds of screams immediately sounded in his ears, some people were worried that the orangutan would tear him apart if he was angry, and the grandparents were even more anxious, calling the breeder, the administrator, and the leader......
Who thought that Miyagi was not afraid at all, and chatted with the orangutan, and after a while, he was picked up by a female orangutan, gently placed on the fence, and waited for the keeper to take him away. At that time, it was also in the newspapers, talking about the kindness of orangutans and discussing the relationship between humans and animals.
I can't remember how old we were, five or six. Now he may not be able to remember me anymore, his heart is infinitely melancholy, and he has walked all the way through Lion Tiger Mountain, Monkey Mountain, Deer Park, and Thousand Bird Park without any interest, and his mind is full of memories.
The child was different, he was put around his neck by Tan Yueming, he yelled excitedly, and asked his father what this was and what it was for a while, and he was not annoyed, and patiently told him.
Looking at the backs of the two of them, I was a little distracted, the heart of the man is still a little useful, if I want to bring Nanxing alone, I am estimated to be exhausted, after all, I have to hug who can stand it after walking a few steps.
At this time, I heard someone arguing behind me, and the words were extremely inelegant, and when I turned around, I found that it was a pair of young parents.