Ji Beibei is much more independent than me, after she came back from Kyoto research, she quietly alienated me, close to Mo Bai, and later successfully stood beside Cao Jiugu, and now in the ancestral hall, in front of hundreds of people, she represents the toad Gu vein, every step down, is inseparable from her decisive and wise decision-making, and the hardships are only known to herself.

As her status gets higher and higher, the closer she is to the center of the turmoil, the more dangerous she becomes, I know her character, she is a person with ideals and ambitions, who knows what she wants, what she can do and what she can't do, such a person should live well.

And now the only one who can help her at a critical time is Mo Bai.

She is pregnant with Mo Bai's child, and Mo Bai is also slowly changing sex, if the two of them can come together, it will be a blessing in misfortune.

I especially hope that Ji Beibei can be with Mo Bai now, they support each other to move forward, and I don't have to worry so much.

"Actually......" Mo Bai was a little embarrassed, "Actually, except for the time in Kyoto, we haven't really been together." ”

I looked at him in amazement, how could this be?

They showed affection when they were at school before, and then at Cao Jiugu's place, they also slept in a room, how could there be no husband and wife?

But after thinking about it, Mo Bai and I also slept in the same room, didn't nothing happen?

Mo Bai and Ji Beibei were together, which was arranged by Cao Jiugu, and it was not necessarily whether the two of them were sober enough to know what they were doing at that time, so it was really unclear about their feelings.

"What about you...... So what the hell do you think? ”

"I don't know what to do."

Mo Bai scratched his head irritably: "It stands to reason that Ji Beibei is pregnant with my child, so I should take this responsibility, but there is no emotional foundation between us, and we may not really be able to get together, so both sides have to nod their heads, right?" ”

"Besides, in my current situation, she probably won't have a good life with me, so even if I have that heart, I don't have the face to open this mouth."

He said it very sincerely, but emotional things, many times can not be analyzed with normal logic, this thing, sometimes just with common sense, otherwise, in the world of love, how can there be so many thousands of turns, reverberation?

"How good Ji Beibei is, you know in your heart that such a woman, if you don't hurry up, you may be targeted by others, and when the time comes, your child will call someone else's father, I will see where you are crying."

Mo Bai looked up at me suddenly, and the sentence "call someone else's father" probably really poked at his sore spot, and the corner of his mouth twitched: "You let me think again." ”

"Okay, think about it again, but whether or not you two end up together, you have to protect her for now, right?" Even if I want to match, it depends on the timing.

Mo Bai nodded: "As long as she needs it, I will definitely not sit idly by, but for now, she is better than me." ”

Mo Bai smiled bitterly, I also shook my head helplessly, mixing well is only superficial, everyone is an ant, whoever the third black wants to pinch, whoever will be pinched to death in the next moment, his own son can still do it, not to mention that it is a nameless Ji Beibei.

……

After Mo Bai left, I was a little worried in my heart, worried that he would not have any effect on this trip, and the third black child would make things difficult for him, but I could only worry about it and couldn't do anything.

I can't do anything, do I really have to sit back and wait like this?

It's not so easy for Hei Laosan to cover the sky with one hand, he pushed me out and made it public, can he really reunite the old forces of the Five Poisons Sect? There's no one who doesn't want to?

There must be people who don't want to, but it depends on how long it will take for the first person to jump out and resist, and it depends on the background of this person.

If someone wants to resist, they must be early, once the initial opportunity is missed, it will be difficult to bring him down when Hei Lao San has made enough preparations.

Hei Lao San doesn't take the initiative to face me face to face now, what is he deploying, right?

If he doesn't meet me, can't I take the initiative to find him?

With that in mind, I went to the door and tried to open it.

But the door was locked, and I couldn't open it, so I slammed the door hard, and the door was opened, and there were four black-clad guards outside, looking at me with fierce eyes.

"I want to see Hei Laosan, go find him now, otherwise, I will make him regret it." I threatened.

"I'm sorry Miss Bai, the sect leader is not here." One of the guards said.

"Not there? Still don't want to see me? Is that all you have the guts to do? I scoffed.

"Miss Bai, please don't embarrass us." The guards are not to be solved.

As soon as he finished speaking, I made a move and pinched his neck, and the other three people instantly surrounded me, I pinched the man's neck, I just wanted to threaten others with him, and ran out smoothly, but seeing that the person's face was swollen red by me, and then turned from red to white, a strong pleasure suddenly rose in my heart.

That feeling made me a little panicked, and I actually knew in my heart that this was not a good thing, so before the other three people could do anything, I let go of my own hands, quickly retreated to the room, closed the door by myself, leaned against the door panel, gasped for air, and slowly suppressed my emotions.

Covering his heart, his brows wrinkled unconsciously, toot, you have to be obedient, you can't blacken, you must not become bad.

Thinking about it, a sharp pain hit my heart, as if something was rolling inside, and I fell to the ground in pain, pressed hard into my heart, gritted my teeth and endured it.

"Dudu, what do you want to do!"

"Dudu, I know you may not be able to control yourself, this is the inferior root nature in your genes, but we must learn to restrain ourselves, I will always be with you, don't be afraid, don't panic."

I seem to be comforting Dudu, but I also seem to be cheering myself up, I can get through this, I will definitely be able to.

The pain in my heart lasted for a long time before it slowly subsided, and when I got up from the ground and happened to see myself in the mirror, it was as if I had seen a ghost.

His face was pale, and his whole person was thin, and he didn't look like a person.

Dudu sucked my blood again.

I climbed back into bed, covered myself with the quilt and fell asleep again, since breakfast in the morning, Hei Laosan has never asked anyone to bring me a grain of rice, and the water in the teapot has been drained by me, and I am getting more and more hungry.

At first, I would go to the door to get people to bring me food, but no one paid attention to me at all, and gradually I understood that the third black child was forcing me.

Dudu needs to eat, he used to prepare two poisonous insect meals for me every day, which can provide Dudu's nutritional needs, but now he doesn't even give me food, Dudu will keep sucking my blood, and I will get hungrier and hungrier, this hunger is simply unbearable.

What is his purpose in doing this?

He's not going to starve me, he's going to be hungry!

He couldn't summon Dudu when he pinched the mantra, and I wouldn't help him, and I was so disobedient, so he thought of that.

Hungry, she will keep sucking my blood and sucking me dry, she will have to find a host again, and this is the time for the black third to make a move.

Oh, this person's heart is really vicious, if it weren't for the fear that I would die, Dudu couldn't immediately adapt to the death of the host, and followed me, I guess he would want to stab me with a knife, so as to get Dudu.

"Dudu, you can't suck my blood like this, didn't we agree before, let's be a kind beautiful girl, let's, can we find a way to kill it?"

I lay on the bed with my hands and feet weak, talking to myself a little ridiculously, I really didn't have any other way.

"I'll tell you, the outside world is so big, and there are so many delicious things, but once you suck me dry and fall into the hands of Hei Laosan, he will use you as a killing weapon and control you to keep fighting until he is sent to the highest position in his mind."

"Dudu, do you want to live like that? Are you willing to be manipulated by others for the rest of your life? ”

"I die, it doesn't matter, before you came out, I only had less than a year to live, after you came out, the crisis was lifted, but my life is only a few decades, I have completed almost a quarter of my life journey, and you? Your worm life has just begun, are you going to take the initiative to give up your free life? ”

……

I chattered, my consciousness getting weaker and weaker, and then in a daze, I felt something crawl up my face, and kept spinning on my face.

After a few hours of sleep, I woke up suddenly, and as soon as I woke up, I felt something moving in my chest, lifted my shirt, and by the light, I was surprised to find that Dudu had evolved again.

What surprised me even more was that after Dudu evolved this time, her whole form had changed, she was just a fat bug before, and now, she actually grew a pair of golden transparent wings, but those wings were still very soft, and it would take a few more hours to harden.

Breaking out of the cocoon into a butterfly is what she is in now, although she is not a butterfly, but the process is very similar.

I patiently waited for her wings to harden slowly, tried to flutter her wings a few times, fell back again, rested, flapped her wings again, and I don't know how long it took for her to finally fly and keep circling around me.

She landed on my shoulder a few times, her small spiky mouth pressed against my skin, and I knew she was hungry.

After every evolution, she needs a lot of energy, and usually she doesn't hesitate to suck my blood directly, but today she hesitated.

This shows that she still has good thoughts in her heart, but this kind of good thoughts are very unstable and are often replaced by evil thoughts.

She could still hesitate and restrain herself from speaking to me, but the longer the time went on, and the hunger became more and more obvious, I guess she would pounce uncontrollably.

I was already weak, and I wanted to help her, but I knew I couldn't.

I can't fall yet.

"Dudu, can you go out and find something to eat yourself? Be careful, don't get caught by others, and find a way to come back when you're full, okay? ”

In the end, I can only decide like this, although there will be a lot of uncertainties in sending her out alone, afraid that she will be caught by the black third, afraid that she will never return, etc., but I have no choice.

I propped myself up, got out of bed, and walked to the door, slammed it again, and shouted that I was going to starve to death, and I couldn't hold it anymore.

The guards were clever this time, and instead of pushing the door open, they opened a small crack and looked at me through the small slit.

I leaned against the wall with my stomach clutched, looking at each other pitifully, as if I felt like I was going to die in the next moment.

And at this moment, Dudu successfully flew out through the crack in the door.

I breathed a sigh of relief as the little one quickly melted into the night.

The man outside the door watched for a moment, made sure I wasn't dead, and closed the door again.

I sneered, these people must have been ordered by Hei Laosan, but as long as I still have a breath to hang, they will not give me a bite to eat.

I didn't climb back into bed, I waited silently against the wall, worried.

Dudu didn't know when he would be back, let alone if he would be able to come back, so I could only pray that this little guy would be smart.

By the afternoon of the next day, I was already hungry with my chest pressed against my back, because I hadn't eaten or drunk for a long time, and I still had injuries on my body that were not completely healed, and my throat was going to smoke, not to mention wanting to go to the toilet and the like.

Not at all.

Maybe I was too quiet, so quiet that they didn't think they would come in to see me, and they wouldn't even notice that I was dead inside, so in the afternoon, they took the initiative to open the door and look inside.

I turned to the crack in the door with bloodshot eyes, and after making eye contact, his face changed, and then he closed the door again.

I guess this ghost looks like this will scare them, haha.

Turning around, I was about to close my eyes and rest, when a small object landed on the back of my hand.

"Doot?"

It turned out to be back, and when did it come back? When those people opened the crack in the door just now? So how long did she wait outside for this opportunity?

I was suddenly moved, at least the little guy didn't betray me.

Dudu should have eaten a lot outside, flapping her wings and feeling very strong, she kept circling around me, I looked at her for some reason, and I saw that something was wrong.

Something was attached to her wings, the size of a fingernail on her little finger, silvery-white, and reflecting a faint light.

I reached out and took it off, and I was stunned.

It was a snake scale.

To be exact, a white snake scale, and this snake scale, I have seen it, it is very familiar.

I closed my eyes, pressed my beating heart, held up the snake scales and asked, "Where did this come from?" Did you catch the White Snake out there? ”

Dudu just kept flying, she couldn't speak, she didn't know how to express herself, and she was in a hurry.

I tried to calm myself down and said to Dudu: "We are like this, I ask you, what you said is right, you fly up, if you say wrong, you fly down, do you understand?" ”

Doodoo immediately flew upwards to show that he understood.

I asked, "Did you catch the white snake outside?" ”

Fly down, no.

"Where did the snake scales come from? Did you not notice it? ”

Fly down, no.

"Did someone put this white snake scale on your wing?"

Fly up, yes.

I gasped, and my heart pounded again.

In this world, there are relatively few white snakes, and even fewer can grow such large snake scales.

Could this snake scale be embedded by Yanagawa Minami? I can't imagine that Yanagawa Minami didn't have to do this.

Qingxuan is now proud, he lives a good life with Qingxuan, how can he still think about me, a troublesome spirit?

Could this snake scale be used by Hei Laosan to confuse me?

It's impossible, after all, if he can embed snake scales on Dudo's wings, it means that he has captured Dudu, and the purpose has been achieved, so why bother?

I wandered, and finally couldn't help but ask, "Dudu, is that person you see a man?" ”

Fly up, yes.

"Does that man have a pair of narrow eyes, and his eyes are very deep when he squints......"

As I spoke, I suddenly started laughing, laughing more ugly than crying.

Unconsciously, I have actually hinted to myself in my own heart, that person is Yanagawa Minami, right?

It's come to this time, I still can't let go of him, I still have great expectations for him, and this kind of dependence on him never seems to have been stripped from my heart because of his departure.

And at this moment, Dudu flapped her wings and flew up, I looked at her, and she tried to fly up a little more.

Little by little, he seemed to want to emphasize to me, yes, you are right, it is the same person.

"Dudu, come down, I see."

I pinched the white snake scales in my hand and looked at it obsessively, and my mind flashed back to the scene when we first got together, when he was repeatedly injured for me.

The most powerful time was that time when he was too seriously injured, and the time I accompanied him back to Changbai Mountain, and that time he showed his true body, and the snake scales on the snake's tail were exactly the same as the ones I was holding now.

Thinking like this, I suddenly realized that Yanagawa Minami had really paid for me.

Even thought of the last time we were separated at home in Xiangxi, he hugged me and said, he has changed, he has changed because of me, his mood has changed.

He asked me to wait for him, but later, I encountered danger again and again, but he never saved me from danger like a god descending, and even in Cao Jiugu's house, he attached to Mo Si's body and had close contact with me several times, and he didn't recognize me again.

Yanagawa Minami, should I still have any illusions about you?

Tudu landed on the back of my hand, looking up at me with her little head, and on her white little head, the black dot was larger and irregular, but I couldn't make out what shape it was.

I reached out and touched her: "Dudu, three evolutions, you have been so beautiful, the next evolution, what will you become?" Will I ever have a chance to see you back then? ”

Dudu pressed against my skin and affectionately pasted it on the back of my hand, as if to comfort me.

I would never have imagined that it would be a bug that would be by my side to comfort me when I was at my worst, which is ironic.

In the evening of the same day, the third black finally appeared, and at that time I had crawled back into the bed and lay there, except for breathing, without making any movements, to conserve my strength.

Even when Hei Laosan walked in, I heard the guards outside call him Hei Ye, and I didn't lift my eyelids.

He walked to the bed, stood there, looked at me condescendingly, and I closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep, not wanting to face this demon.

Then, he slowly raised his hand and slowly pressed down on my heart, my body immediately tensed, but he didn't really press down, his hand hung ten centimeters above my heart, and then, a strong suction sucked my heart and hit my chest hard.

The pain, the bone and the heart, a breath of blood rushed straight to my throat, forcing me to widen my eyes and bite my lip and stare at him.

He starved me for nearly two days, I was already injured and weak, he thought I was about to die, this is to test to see if I can take out the Golden Silkworm Gu, right?

If I can take it out, I believe that the next moment I will have to die.

But obviously, Dudu is not in my heart, not in my body, otherwise such a powerful force will suppress my body, and Dudu will be restless even if he can't get out.

I don't know where Dudu went, as long as she doesn't get caught by Hei Laosan, she can go anywhere.

It wasn't until I spurted a mouthful of blood that Hei Lao San let go of me, and my body slammed back into the bed, dying.

He withdrew his hand, still standing there looking at me, looked at me for a long time, and then turned to leave.

I clutched my heart, endured the pain, and looked around to find Dudo, but she wasn't there.

It should have been when the black third came in and flew out through the crack in the door, right?

After this little guy has wings, it is really a lot more convenient.

I can't get out, and it's a good thing that she can find an opportunity to keep going out and forage for food.

But I didn't expect that the nightmare had just begun.

Hei Laosan still didn't let me eat or drink, for three days in a row, he would come every day, and as soon as he came, he would pat me directly in the heart, and he would leave without seeing the Golden Silkworm Gu, and continue to come the next day.

He went in and out like this, and Doodoo had many chances to come back, but she didn't.

She's missing, and I don't know if she's in danger outside, or if I understand that my host is a dou who can't be helped, and she has no future with me, so she left me.

I was tortured by the black third child and lost my human form, but I still have a strong desire to live, and I am sober for a while, and confused for a while.

When I'm awake, I think about Dudu, and when I'm confused, I'm dreaming all the time.

In my dreams, there were Yanagawa Minami everywhere, I dreamed of the bits and pieces we got along in the Rich Garden, I dreamed of the last words he said to me, I dreamed of the white snake scales, and even dreamed that he came back, took me in his arms, and promised me that he would never leave again.

But when I woke up, the room was empty and there was nothing.

It wasn't until the night of the third day that I heard a few muffled grunts outside the door, and then the lock was opened and someone pushed the door in.

I vaguely saw that it was the leader of the four guards at the door, and he walked to the bed, grabbed me by the shoulder, turned and ran outside.

At that time, I wanted to scream, because this guard was the third man of the black man, I didn't understand why he carried me away, but his voice was already hoarse and couldn't speak at all, and he tried his best to roar a few times, but he only pressed it in his throat, and he couldn't make any big movements.

He didn't go far with me, and a circle of black-clothed people surrounded him, and the black old man walked towards us step by step.