Chapter 78: Don't Kid Yourself
The picture is finally frozen at the moment when the girl hugged Liu Chuannan, Liu Chuannan is very tall, about 1.82 meters, the girl is about the same height as me, and she threw herself into Liu Chuannan's arms, and she could only see the top of her head.
Yanagawa Nanshen got up in the middle of the night, just to meet this girl, who is this girl and why is she so close to Yanagawa Nan?
Questions filled my nerves, and I didn't know what to do, let alone believe that this MMS message was real.
Maybe it's synthetic, yes, it must be synthetic.
I consoled myself.
But then I thought of the text message from Mo Bai before, he asked me to go to the door of the community, saying that there was something I wanted to see, could it be that this picture?
Because I didn't see it, that's why he took this MMS message for me?
Thinking of this, I couldn't sit still again, put on my coat and prepared to go downstairs, I had to see it with my own eyes to believe it.
As soon as he walked to the door to change his shoes, the door lock was turned, and then Yanagawa Minami came in, and both of them were startled.
With my shoes still in my hand, he looked at me in astonishment, and for a while, both of them were in a state of fright.
In the end, it was Yanagawa Nan who spoke first: "You want to go out?" ”
"Hmm." I didn't know how to answer him, so I asked him instead, "What about you, what are you doing downstairs?" ”
"I took care of something when I encountered it." He said something vague.
I nodded: "Oh, I just didn't see you when I got up, I was a little worried, and I wanted to go out and find out, what happened to you?" ”
"It's not a big deal, it's been solved." He obviously didn't want to talk about it, so he changed his shoes and entered the door, "It's still early, let's go back to the room and sleep." ”
As he spoke, he entered the bathroom, and I watched the bathroom door close, and my heart ached.
If he went out to do things so late and came back and saw that I hadn't slept, he would definitely have to take me back and make me sleep peacefully.
I went back to bed, and while I was waiting for him, I suddenly hesitated again.
Do you want to get to the bottom of it, do you want a showdown?
I noticed that I was suddenly a little scared.
Liu Chuannan has just been in Xiangxi for a few days, if he really hooked up with a girl, according to his temperament, if it is a strange girl, I am afraid that he will not be able to get close to him now, and it should be his old acquaintance who can be so close, right?
Something like an old lover.
But the only old lover I know about Yanagawa Nan is Qingxuan.
When I think of the name Qingxuan, my whole person is not good.
I've always believed that I'm not Qingxuan, and even if I'm reincarnated, I'm not a substitute, and now ......
Am I really not Qingxuan or the reincarnation of Qingxuan?
If that's the case, then where do I go from here? After my showdown with Yanagawa Minami, what will he choose?
I was suddenly afraid, I was afraid to face the reality, the ghost made the gods worse, I actually pulled up the quilt, pretended to sleep on the pillow, I didn't dare to face Yanagawa Nan.
After a while, Yanagawa Minami came into the bedroom, he stood by the bed and looked at me for a while, I heard a slight sigh, and then he got into bed.
He didn't come to hug me, I didn't question him, it was very uncomfortable for me, but I didn't know how to break through.
……
When I woke up the next morning, Yanagawa Minami was no longer there, I got up, washed, went out, and bought breakfast on the way, but I didn't have the slightest desire to eat in my hand.
When I arrived at the obstetrics and gynecology department, I saw Mo Bai chatting with the little nurses at the nurse station again, I punched the card, and then went to the locker room, changed my clothes and walked out, I saw Mo Bai with his hands on his chest, leaning against the wall opposite the locker room, looking at me with a smile.
I glanced at him, didn't speak, bowed my head and left, but he walked over with an arrow step, stretched out his hand to block my way, I looked up and said angrily: "What are you doing?" ”
"Why didn't you answer my phone last night?" He asked with all the right questions.
I gave him a blank look: "Why should I answer your phone?" ”
"Huh." He scoffed, "What about text messages?" What about MMS? Have you seen them all? What do you think? ”
"I didn't read it, I deleted it directly, I don't want to have anything to do with a boring and shameless person like you." I reached out and pushed his arm away and strode forward.
He had long legs and followed in a few steps: "Bai Xiaocha, don't deceive yourself, you have been cuckolded, just stop the loss in time, why endure it so much, there are many good men in this world, don't you happen to have one in front of you?" ”
"Good man? Now? I sneered, "You mean yourself?" ”
"Isn't it? I don't dislike your past, Xiaocha, as long as you nod, I can spoil you to heaven and love you wholeheartedly until death. Mo Bai immediately expressed his loyalty.
I looked at him with cold eyes: "You don't dislike my past, but I dislike you, you treat me to death, what about Ji Beibei?" ”
"I've been playing with her, I've always liked you, and if you nodded earlier, I wouldn't have looked at her at all." Mo Bai said without thinking about it.
"Play? Mo Bai, your heart is indeed black. I reached out and tapped the position of his heart, with great force, squinted at him, and said word by word, "I would rather be cuckolded than accept you, you don't care." ”
With that, I pushed him away and walked towards the ward.
I've really never seen someone so brazen that it's disgusting.
The mood was so bad that it exploded all day, everyone had something to do, Xu Youqing didn't sit on duty, I, a newcomer who had just been here for a few days, they didn't even let me get a needle, except for the morning when I first came to help dispense medicine, and then I was on duty at noon, and the rest of the time I sat in a daze at the nurse's station like a fool.
Before getting off work, Xu Youqing sent me a photo, after she came in a hurry yesterday, she went to Yin Xuhua again, and there was no movement after that, I guess I didn't get any benefits from Yin Xuhua.
When I opened the picture, I saw a female patient lying on a hospital bed with a tube inserted all over her body, and the scene was very similar to a few days ago, the female patient had her eyes closed and had not yet woken up.
[This is the female patient I sent to my friend to hide, but unfortunately she was still found out, and they forcibly operated on her, but fortunately she stopped halfway, otherwise she would be dead now. 】
Xu Youqing began to chat with me, and she could feel her helplessness between the lines.
[Is there still salvation?] 】
[Save or not, as long as you escape without the control of the other party, there is no difference. 】
[Is there a rescue plan?] What do I need to do? 】
[I heard from people in our department, Mo Bai has been pursuing you recently? 】
I was stunned, it's really a good thing not to go out, but a bad thing to spread thousands of miles, and this eight-character thing has not been passed on to Xu Youqing's ears.
[He must have approached me for a purpose, how could I jump into the pit?] 】
[If you want to save people, then you may still have to jump into this pit. 】
I looked at the screen of my phone and was in a trance for a while.
Xu Youqing asked me to get close to Mo Bai, but Mo Bai had bad intentions, and she also knew this, did she want me to learn from her and Yin Xuhua, and cooperate with each other and calculate each other?
If I'm with Mo Bai, then Yanagawa Nan ......
Even if it's fake, I can't do it.
But inexplicably, I thought of that MMS again, my heart was sour, and I bit my lip to suppress the discomfort in my heart.
After hesitating for a while, I replied to the message [You asked me to think again].
[Don't be embarrassed, even if you make a sacrifice, you can't change the tragedy of her eventual demise, and I will try my best to find a way. 】
……
After work, I didn't want to go home, and Wu Yongkang called me and asked me to go to his place for dinner, and I was surprised: "You won't let me go to your house to cook for you, right?" I've been in a bad mood lately and don't have the heart to cook, so you can order takeout. ”
"I don't need you to order takeout and you don't need to cook, you just come." He said.
I nodded and agreed, passed by the place that sold braised vegetables, and bought a little, but when I arrived at his house, I was relieved to see Aunt Qin busy.
But then he saw Wu Yongkang also standing in the kitchen with an apron, and the whole person was not calm again: "Second brother, are you cooking?" ”
"I'm studying." He didn't look back, "I feel like I can learn." ”
Well, the courage is commendable.
Aunt Qin is quick to do things, and the cooking is also very delicious, after cooking, we let her sit down to eat together, she shook her head: "You guys eat, I'll go back first." ”
"Go back? Where to go? "Isn't it too late to go back to the walled house?
Wu Yongkang explained: "My mother had to let Aunt Qin come over to take care of me, my house is not big, it is not easy to live, so my mother rented a house in our community for Aunt Qin to live in, so that it is convenient to go back and forth." ”
Rich people are really capricious!
After Aunt Qin left, I asked Wu Yongkang: "Since Aunt Qin has moved over, what else do you learn to cook, I'm really afraid that you will blow up the kitchen, and I will live on the floor above you, and when the time comes, it will affect me, and I won't spare you." ”
"It's better to teach people to fish than to teach them to fish, I have learned, I can do it myself anytime and anywhere in the future, I can't live with Aunt Qin behind my back for the rest of my life, right?" What Wu Yongkang said makes sense.
I was silently shaving rice, and I barely ate a few grains of rice all day today, and I was really hungry this time.
"Little tea." Wu Yongkang suddenly opened his mouth and called me.
I looked up at him: "What's the matter, say, what are you doing?" ”
His face was a little complicated, as if he wanted to say something, but it was not easy to say, so I was a little anxious: "What do you want to say, don't hide it." ”
He put down the dishes and chopsticks, crossed his hands on the table, looked at me solemnly, and said, "How are you doing?" ”
"Not good." I said bluntly, "You know all the troubles I've been in lately, and that's a bit of an idiot to ask." ”
He shook his head and smiled bitterly: "What I'm asking is that you are okay emotionally?" ”
I was stunned for a moment, looking at him with complicated eyes, Liu Chuannan's coming to Xiangxi was deliberately hidden from the Wu family, but the Wu family has many eyes and ears, and it is not surprising that they already know that he lives here, but Wu Yongkang's tone of asking me makes me feel that it is not limited to discovering the appearance of Liu Chuannan's coming to Xiangxi.
"Affection...... Stabilize it. I finally replied.
Wu Yongkang tapped his fingers twice on the table, as if he was thinking about something, and I stared at him, waiting for his next words.
He really had something to say: "Xiaocha, if one day you find out that the person you love is not really the person you love, will you still be with him?" ”
"It depends on how big the gap is and how much I love him." I said solemnly.
"That's right." He nodded, "Then it seems that it is my responsibility to pull you out of the sea of misery as soon as possible." ”
"Sea of Bitterness?" I was puzzled, and I was inexplicably panicked.
"Liu Chuannan is unreliable, Xiaocha, you leave him, I'm doing this for your good." Wu Yongkang finally had a showdown.
My heart was fluttering, if it was before, I would have immediately scoffed, teasing him for not seeing a lover and finally getting married, but after last night, my heart is not as firm as before.
Wu Yongkang looked at my reaction, probably realized something, and continued: "You actually already know, don't you? ”
"Know what? Can you make it clear at once, it's tiring to talk like this. I'm running out of patience, "Since you want me to leave him, give me a reason to die." ”
Wu Yongkang clenched his hands and asked me: "If I give you a reason, you can cut through the mess quickly?" ”
"Yes." I gritted my teeth.
He stood up, got up and went to the study, then took a file bag and put it in front of me, pressed one hand on it, and instructed, "You can read it, but promise me that you will not go crazy after reading it." ”
He retracted his hand, I was almost aware of what I was about to face, and instinctively wanted to escape, but in the end I couldn't help but take the file bag and open it.
Inside the document bag is a large number of photos, very new, the location, time, and angle of the photo are very different, and they are all candid photos at first glance.
But the two protagonists in the photo have not changed, there are also sides, backs, and even frontal faces, and the scenes taken are also varied, some eat together, and the woman affectionately delivers vegetables to the man's mouth; There is a woman nestled in the man's arms, tightly hugging his waist; There are women who hold the man's arm and press the road together, and there are even women who stand on tiptoe and kiss the man's lips......
Looking at it, I actually pulled the corners of my mouth, laughed, and then, tears filled my eyes.
In the photo, the man is undoubtedly Yanagawa Minami, and the woman has a face that is ninety percent similar to me, and the rest of the one is not a difference in appearance, but the kind of temperament that exudes from the body, which is very different from me.
She seems to have a good temper, loves to pout, and loves to be coquettish, while my temper is a little awkward, but on the surface she pretends to be very indifferent, didn't Yanagawa Nan always say that I was 'little conscienceless'?
I remember that he once said that there is not much difference between my appearance and Qingxuan, but my personality is very different.
yes, that looks like a big difference.
"Xiaocha, are you alright?" Wu Yongkang asked tentatively.
I slowly put those photos back into the file bag, if last night I still suspected that the MMS was a combination of ink and white, in order to provoke the relationship between me and Liu Chuannan, then these photos given to me by Wu Yongkang today convinced me.
He won't lie to me about that.
I tried my best to hold back the tears that were about to burst out of my eyes, and smiled hard: "It's okay." ”
"We weren't optimistic about your relationship with Yanagawa Nan from the beginning, your identity and background are too different, and it is difficult to really cultivate the positive results, and now this kind of thing is happening, it is not a good thing for you." Wu Yongkang persuaded.
"When did you find out?" Unwilling? Yes, it's a little unwilling, it feels like a pig that I have raised for a long time, and I went to the cabbage in someone else's vegetable field.
But I seemed to be slightly relieved, there was a feeling of relief that I was going to return to the original owner after all, even if this breath was spit out, my throat hurt, my eyes were astringent, and my nose was sore.
"Just the day before I came." Wu Yongkang observed my expression, and said very slowly, hesitatingly, "Because of my reasons, the entire Wu family is very concerned about the affairs of the Five Poisons Sect, and of course I have spent no less energy to find the descendants of your major branches of the Five Poisons Sect for so many years, about half a month ago, we received news that there may still be people from your Snake Gu clan who have inherited it, so we sent people over to test it, but we never thought that we met Liu Chuannan." ”
"The girl in the photo is very respected in that small tribe, she should be the core figure of your snake Gu clan, and Liu Chuannan met her, and the two got along closely, so we can guess that the adultery between her and Liu Chuannan should not be a day or two, Xiaocha, you can have a snack, such a man can't have it."
Wu Yongkang said earnestly: "You can't play Liuchuan South, while you still have a way to retreat, hurry up, the Wu family is your strongest backing." ”
I was really a little nervous at the time, one day or something, two people told me to retreat, Mobai had bad motives, but Wu Yongkang was really for my good.
I stood up suddenly: "I...... I'm full, I'll go back and think about it. ”
After speaking, without waiting for Wu Yongkang to make a statement, he turned around and left, without taking the elevator, he ran up the stairs directly and rushed into the house.
The house was empty, and I lay on the couch and cried.
In fact, I have thought more than once before, what should I do if Qingxuan comes back.
But all along, Liu Chuannan always said that I was the reincarnation of Qingxuan, he was so sure that Qingxuan was dead, what I have been entangled with is that I don't want to be the shadow of Qingxuan, but I have hardly thought about it, I am not even a shadow.
After crying for a while, my emotions slowly condensed, and I sat up and looked around.
This two-bedroom house was bought by Yanagawa Minami, and although the names of the transferred houses are mine, I have not paid a penny.
What is it if I live here now? Waiting for people to come back in pairs and drive me away?
No, I can't stay here, I don't want to face Minami Yanagawa again, I really can't guarantee that I will be able to control my emotions when I face him again.
What am I?
Suddenly I felt like a junior, a third party who was inserted into the relationship between Liu Chuannan and Qing Xuan!
But where else can I go now?
Should you stay at the Wu family, stay in the hospital, or go back to southern Yunnan?
With Qing Xuan here, whether it is this relationship or the snake Gu vein, there seems to be nothing to do with me.
I feel like a clown who jumps off the beam, and I have been put in the position of the heir of the snake Gu by everyone, trying to support the situation, but in the end, I find out that I am nothing but, and the main owner is someone else.
But now that I know about it, Liu Chuannan and the Wu family also know, and most of the others may not know it yet, so the people who are staring at me will still be staring, and there is a lot of danger in returning to southern Yunnan, and staying in the hospital, it is inevitable that I will not meet with Liu Chuannan, and finally I find that I may really have no other choice than the Wu family.
I sat there on the couch and sat there for a long time, until it was completely dark outside, and I bounced off the couch and rushed into the bedroom to clean up.
Not long after I moved in, I didn't have much to buy, so I went downstairs and called Wu Yongkang and said I was moving out.
He asked me if I really figured it out, and I said yes, I wanted to take a few days off to make a good transition, and he said okay and told me to wait for him.
I was standing on the side of the road with my suitcase, around seven o'clock, there were quite a lot of taxis at this time, Wu Yongkang came over after a while, then lifted my suitcase, reached out to stop a taxi, and stuffed me in.
"Let's go back to the fence house for a few days, take a good break, and then make plans for the future." He makes decisions for me.
I nodded dejectedly, leaning against the window and looking out of the window, although it was night, but there were plenty of lights outside, all kinds of people, busy, frolicking, hurrying home, each with their own hearts, each with their own lives.
I didn't speak all the way, Wu Yongkang looked at me from time to time, and stopped talking.
When I returned to the enclosure, Wu Qiaoyun was already waiting, obviously Wu Yongkang had already greeted her, she reached out and hugged me, asking me not to be sad, I said nothing, in fact, I was mentally prepared early in the morning, but I felt empty in my heart, and I was very tired, and I wanted to sleep.
She told me to go to sleep, and when the sky fell, she helped me carry it.
I collapsed on the bed, covered my head, closed my eyes, completely emptied my head, and after a while I actually fell asleep.
This sleep, the sky is dark, and I feel that I don't want to wake up subconsciously, as long as I don't wake up, I don't have to face these messy things.
I didn't wake up until two o'clock after lunch the next day, opened my eyes and looked at the ceiling, tears flowed down the corners of my eyes without warning, the more fierce they became, I couldn't erase them, and then I turned over, buried my face in the pillow, and cried heartbreakingly.
It's impossible to say that I don't care, after all, I've been with Yanagawa Minami for a few months, he is my first man, after experiencing so many ideological changes, I have firmly prepared to go with him for the rest of my life, but I didn't expect that after just a few months, this relationship came to an abrupt end, and I couldn't accept it.
But it's useless to accept it, after all, in this emotional battle, I was the most passive one, and I didn't even have any position to fight.
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