Today, when he saw her, he had an indescribable strange feeling in his heart.

Maybe it was her care for her grandfather that softened his heart, or maybe it was her pure appearance and healing smile that infected his heart.

……

After feeding the medicine, she chatted with her grandfather for a while, and she didn't come out until he fell asleep.

She greeted him with a smile and called him Brother Jincheng sweetly, obviously, she knew about his existence, and it should have been told to her by her grandparents.

Her voice was still sweet and crisp, and he could see it more clearly and clearly.

She was really beautiful, 13 years old, the age when the girl was developing.

Although the physical characteristics are not too obvious, the face is already very watery, and there is a little baby fat, which is indescribably cute and cute.

Slender and slender, already shoulder-high, slim and fragrant, his heartbeat was out of rhythm.

was obviously amazed by her appearance and temperament, but it was just an appreciation and yearning for beautiful things, and there were absolutely no distractions and dirty thoughts.

She is still in junior high school, and he has already entered society, and the age difference between the two is a bit big, so there is nothing to talk about.

All he could say was to tell her that if she had any difficulties in studying in the future, she could ask him for help.

Soon after, she said goodbye and went back to her house.

From that day on, he also liked this little sister very much.

That day, he also knew her name, her name was Lin Feifei, a girl who lost her father at the age of 12, and he could be regarded as the same disease.

Therefore, since then, his heart has quietly planned her among the objects he will take care of in the future.

At that time, he was 21 and she was 13;

At that time, it was just my brother's care and love for my sister.

……

Soon, he finished all his studies and went from an intern to a full-time employee of Guoqing.

At that time, a new department was set up, and he was the department manager.

While it took others five and ten years to go from intern to full-time employee to department manager, it only took him one year.

But he is not complacent and complacent because of this, his road of hard work has just begun, and his goal is to be a department manager?

Everything is just the beginning!

……

In the days that followed, he learned a lot about Lin Feifei from his grandmother.

She is sensible, polite, good at learning, diligent, warm and generous, and has a lively and smart personality......

Grandma said that she has many, many good qualities, and everyone here loves her.

Also, such a girl, no one will dislike it.

At that time, he felt that this girl seemed to be too perfect, perfect made people feel unreal, but he couldn't say anything bad about her.

It's Zheng Ling who says all day long that she is naughty and mischievous, likes pranks, etc., etc., but everyone can see that what Zheng Ling said is not a real shortcoming at all, but more like a quirk.

She would bring food to the grandparents in the courtyard, and occasionally help them with some housework.

She is good at studying, and she can also assist some junior children in the neighborhood in their studies, and the children love this smart and beautiful big sister.

Of course, smart as she also has times when she has problems, and this is when she will come to him for help.

He is very serious about guiding her, and always uses the easiest way to remind her, rather than rushing to tell her the steps to solve the problem or even the answer.

She also understands everything at once, and can quickly understand what he means and solve difficult problems on her own.

They seem to have a lot in common about learning and learning styles, and occasionally there are some differences, and the so-called differences are actually differences in the way they solve problems.

At this time, she would argue with him and give full play to her tenacity of not admitting defeat, but in the end, it turned out that his way was often the most concise and clear, so she could only accept defeat with chagrin and frustration.

However, although she is tenacious but not stubborn, she pursues the easiest way to solve the most difficult questions, so after failure, she is not discouraged or depressed, but more and more frustrated, courageous and courageous!

Their relationship is also gradually warming up in the learning exchange, and finally makes up for the strangeness and generation gap caused by the eight-year age difference.

For him, the only way for them to communicate deeply is to study, so he always cherishes this kind of moment, he comes home every weekend, and even more so that she must come to his house when she is doing her homework.

……

She likes to do her homework in the yard, especially in the summer, when the surrounding area of his yard is covered with banyan trees, which are towering and just enough to provide her with green shade.

And he was still doing things at work in his room, occasionally looking up, and through the window he could see her appearance, the sun was shining, and the green leaves were mottled on her body, dotted with stars, indescribable divine light.

She was very serious and focused, but he was distracted and distracted.

This kind of distraction has never happened before, but in the face of this cute little sister, his principles don't seem to be so unbreakable.

He didn't like this feeling, he didn't like to be slack, and his inability to concentrate made him irritable, so he coldly closed the window, closed the curtains, and buried himself in his work.

I thought that his state would improve, but he was even more upset and couldn't even read a word.

So, he opened the window again and stared silently at the petite figure.

She was still doing her homework seriously, frowning occasionally, as if she had encountered a problem. At this time, his heart will be excited and excited, because she will soon come to discuss with him, right?

Soon, however, she craned her brow and smiled shallowly. It seemed that her problem had been solved, but his heart was a little lost.

So repeatedly, the heart moves with her!

He seemed to understand something, that feeling......

Although he was surprised, shocked, and even wanted to slap himself, he still accepted this change of feelings, and he couldn't cut or give it up, so he let it go.

The so-called blockage is better than sparse, he will never drill the tip of the horns, and he will soon be able to adjust his mentality.

……

Once, he had been studying hard, always thinking about getting ahead so that his grandparents could live a good life in the future.

But now, he has one more reason to succeed, that is, to take care of Lin Feifei, and to take care of her forever.

She is fifteen years old, she has developed very well, and she has grown a lot taller, and the baby fat on her face is gradually losing and developing in the direction of a big beauty.

Although she is underage, he is already mature and sensible. Fifteen years old, this is actually the age when you can fall in love.

His heart was faintly excited and excited, but his sanity was still there, and he was not a pervert, and he was not mad enough to attack minors.

At this moment, he just had an idea in his heart, a long but passionate idea.

Thinking that when she grows up, at least until she is 18 years old, then he will definitely tell her that he will always take care of her and accompany her. It's no longer an older brother to a younger sister, it's a man to a woman.

He is confident that he will definitely make Feifei like him in the future.

……

After thinking about it, the boredom in his heart disappeared in an instant, and soon he adapted to this distraction and distraction, and continued his work, occasionally looking up at the window with a faint smile on his face.

It is a sense of leisure and comfort that has been quiet for many years, and it can eliminate all anxiety and boredom.

After seeing her, and then starting to deal with the work again, it was like a combination of work and rest, and the effect was not only not discounted but surprisingly good.

Sure enough, she has the magic of driving away fatigue and improving work efficiency.

The more he learned, the more he saw, and the longer he got along, the deeper his curiosity and liking for her became.

From that moment on, his stable life has since added a touch of smart shadow, and it is a touch of color, so that his life is no longer boring and boring.

……

In college, he chose to study in City A, in order to be closer to his grandparents;

He chose to intern in City A to get closer to his family and take care of the elderly.

Later, the company had the opportunity to be transferred and promoted, but he chose to give up the opportunity to continue to stay in City A and work hard.

Because he will never leave alone, and leaving his grandparents in City A, he must go together, but his grandparents are getting older and older, and they are no longer suitable for running around.

And they had been here for most of their lives, and they definitely didn't want to move out, so he didn't even think about going to another place for a promotion and a raise.

He believes that even in City A, with time, he can still rely on his ability to reach a higher level.

Moreover, in addition to his grandparents, there is another reason in his heart that he does not want to leave.

Because of her, also in the city.

He was reluctant to live this kind of warm life, he worked in the house, and she worked outside the hospital.

He likes this feeling, discussing with her and solving problems for her, which he is reluctant to do.

Ordinary and warm, ordinary and happy, simple but satisfying!

……

However, this happy and warm day did not last long, and in the same year, on her 15th birthday, Aunt Zheng suddenly fell ill.

He didn't know about it, Feifei didn't tell him, he still heard from his grandmother that he knew that such a big thing had happened in their house, and by the time he understood everything and rushed back, it was already three days later.

Aunt Zheng has been discharged from the hospital, and no matter what others say or persuade, she smiles indifferently, in short, she refuses to go back to the hospital for treatment and observation.

Also, their families simply cannot afford long-term treatment.

This is the sorrow of the poor, they dare not treat when they are sick, they can't be treated, because a serious illness can drag a family down, not to mention that Feifei's family only has two mothers and daughters, not even a relative!

……

Lung cancer, advanced stage, for ordinary people, this is simply a bolt from the blue.

And Feifei's smile has gradually decreased since that day.

She is still polite, still sensible, and still well-behaved, but her smile can no longer return to the previous feeling of healing and soothing people's hearts, but has an extra kind of sadness and sadness, which makes people only feel worried and distressed when they see it.

Aunt Zheng said that she would not go to the hospital at all, and the matter was over, but everyone knew that it was different, everything was different, Feifei's family was already clouded, and Aunt Zheng's illness was like a time bomb that could destroy the family at any time.

As neighbors, but they are also just outsiders, and they cannot help anything but sympathy and comfort.

……

The days passed like this, and other people's families soon entered their normal state, only the atmosphere of Feifei's family became heavier and heavier.

He saw that Lin Feifei had less and less time, not only him, but also the people in the entire community, because she went out to work in her spare time and vacation time.

Part-time work is not for thrift, she just wants to prevent Aunt Zheng from going outside to do heavy work and rough work, she can't help Aunt Zheng in the matter of curing the disease, but Aunt Zheng can't help her in the matter of part-time work.

The children of poor families have long been in charge, so Aunt Zheng did not dwell too much on this, and she also quit her job on the construction site and found a relatively easy job with little money. Although she refused to go to the hospital, she didn't want to die, and if she didn't cherish her body, it would still drag down the family sooner or later.

Their lives are so tight and intense, but their hearts can finally breathe a sigh of relief, a new balance has been found, and they are all active and diligent in their lives.

But at the same time, there is another concern, how long can they last on such a peaceful and stable life?

Lin Feifei didn't know, and he didn't know either, because it all depended on Zheng Ling's condition.