I stood quietly, looking at the half of his face hidden in the dark light, in a trance, as if I had gone back ten years ago.

Time flies too fast, and in a blink of an eye, I have loved him for so long, so long that I can't remember why I loved.

I only remember the moment I first met, just like the sentence "The first time we met at the Fengling Ferry, I saw Yang Guo for life".

At that time, he was the lead singer of the school band, like a god standing in the center of the stage, holding a guitar and singing a sayyou, sayme, which completely conquered me.

After that, I sat in the first row for every one of his performances, and the whole time the nymphomaniac stared at him and drooled.

Just like at this moment, quietly and obsessively looking at him, this man who belongs to me but never belongs to me.

Please don't love me, this song is sung to me, I know.

At the end of the song, I didn't know what evil I had fallen into, so I picked up the microphone and sang regardless of whether he loved me or not.

I know he doesn't love me, and his eyes speak for his heart...... I saw his heart, it was all his and her movies, he didn't love me, but despite this, he won my heart......

The audience was silent, only the incomplete and sad singing echoed in the huge room, and the atmosphere was as quiet as the deep sea.

It didn't matter what others thought, I sang and cried myself, and then I drank wildly with wine, and I was drunk like a dead dog after three or two glasses.

I vaguely heard all around shouting at my sister-in-law to stop drinking, saying that you are so troubled, and commanding Zhong Ting to do something.

In the end, I didn't drink much, and after vomiting twice, I was much more sober.

Zhong Ting helped me into the car, there was a faint smell of perfume on the seat, and I felt sad when I smelled it, I said, "This is the exclusive location of Leng Lu, it smells so good." ”

After speaking, he laughed twice and turned on the stereo to the maximum.

The song is just for me, not my phone ringtone.

I followed the tune and shouted: Everyone was asking me, what were I waiting for, and wasn't it enough to wait until the spring, summer, autumn and winter were over? Actually, it's because there is a gap in my heart, waiting for the person who took it to return it to me...... Do you know that I waited until the flowers were thankful......

Probably unable to listen to it anymore, Zhong Ting turned off the music and told me to shut up.

I didn't listen to him, turned on the music again, he turned it off again, and almost ran a red light in the middle of the argument, a strong east wind braked sharply, and the driver poked his head out and cursed for a while before leaving.

Zhong Ting glared at me viciously: "Li Qiusi, don't you want to live anymore!" ”

I was honest and leaned against the windowpane and cried.

I asked him loudly why he couldn't love me, why he let me live so aggrieved.

He didn't speak until he got home, dragged me into the bathroom like a dead dog, picked up the shower and rushed at me: "Li Qiusi, you sober up first, we can't talk well when you look like you are now." ”

I said I don't want to be sober, I just want you, and then I jumped up and gnawed at him, biting his lip, biting his ear, biting his throat.

The man was clearly not able to withstand the provocation, and soon there were signs of surrender, and the hot breath was faintly floating, and I could even feel his wild struggle, and of course, ...... Evade.

Both of them were drenched in soup, and he didn't move, letting me tear his clothes into a mess, not knowing what was going on in his head, and one of them fell into the bathtub with me uncontrollably.

We had never been so close in five years, and we were as far away as strangers, both in mind and in body.

Trapped in this warm water, his breath was like a fire in the prairie fire, and his dark eyes were heavy with the light of obsidian.