Chapter 134: Where to meet in life
Lu Xianting braked suddenly, and the wheels rubbed against the ground to make a screeching sound, and Shang Jinfei threw herself forward, and then was slammed into the passenger seat, making her head dizzy.
"What are you crazy about?" She finally regained her consciousness and looked at him angrily.
The horn in the back shook the sky, one after another, and the long convoy behind could be seen from the rearview mirror.
"You don't know how to drive, Land Rover is amazing." The owner of the car in the back rolled down the window and cursed loudly.
And the next one, I don't know what happened, just desperately honking the horn.
Cheng'an City is a first-tier city, an important economic fortress in China, a concentration of people, and a world trade exchange center.
"Drive." Shang Jinfei ordered him.
Lu Xianting eased up, started the car, didn't go back to the company, and went home directly.
In the parking lot, Lu Xianting didn't get out of the car, and Shang Jinfei didn't get out of the car, both of them had straight faces, the air pressure was extremely low, and they could do a fight at any time.
"Why move back?" Lu Xianting's voice was cold and creepy.
The last time she was like this, she was impeached by the company and moved back to Shanshui Ju, which lasted only two days before moving back again......
Shang Jinfei was indeed shocked by his posture, and pulled the seat belt to find a sense of security, "I just want to be quiet, Lu Xianting, our relationship is too abnormal, I just want to calm down and sort it out." ”
"Then you don't need to move out." The hand holding the steering wheel was very hard, the knuckles were white, the face was gloomy, the air conditioner was not turned on in the car, and it was still very cold.
He made up his mind and said that he would not let Shang Jinfei move out.
Shang Jinfei also made up her mind, she had to move out, and said to him very resolutely, "Yes, I must move out." ”
"Why?" Lu Xianting is very angry, he doesn't understand, why does she keep avoiding her feelings, keep avoiding, and refuse to get out of the cage she set for herself? He added, "Don't tell me you want to be quiet!"
"......" really wanted to be quiet, it was too messy, everything was too messy, she tried to calm herself down, and looked at Lu Xianting calmly.
Before he could speak, Lu Xianting spoke again, "You don't want to be with me, do you?" ”
The injured eyes, disappointed expression, and even a subtle movement could make Shang Jinfei feel like a fish in her throat, her brain was blank for a while, she didn't know what to say, what to react, what to do, the whole person was stunned.
Lu Xianting suddenly smiled, with a bit of self-deprecation, but such an action, more than every action just now, can make Shang Jinfei feel distressed. Yes, she was distressed, very distressed.
He glanced at her lightly, there was no movement, the action of unbuckling the seat belt and getting out of the car was done in one go, and he left decisively, without a trace of nostalgia.
The car door was slammed by him, and even the car shook, Shang Jinfei eased up, and only one back was left, disappearing into the elevator entrance of the parking lot.
She was the only one left in the car, but the atmosphere was more depressing than before, it felt as if something was about to be lost, she was shivering, chilling, scared, her limbs were weak, the car door didn't even pull the handle, she used all her strength to push the car door.
When she got out of the car, it was quiet in the empty parking lot and the elevator was not far away, but she couldn't take a step.
Suddenly, I felt so lonely, she was in and out here, and all of a sudden, she was a stranger.
Standing next to the car door, Shang Jinfei looked at the elevator entrance, the display light kept beating, the distance was too far, she couldn't see clearly, but she knew that Lu Xianting went up and went back to his house.
Yes, that's his house, not hers.
She wanted to laugh, but she wanted to cry even more, why was she so sad when she could have moved out?
Lu Xianting.
These three words appeared repeatedly in her mind.
Every time she appeared, her heart hurt once.
She just stood there in a daze. She didn't cry or laugh because she didn't know whether to cry or laugh.
I just feel that it's so cold and quiet all around.
This taste is loneliness. She had experienced loneliness more than once, but every time before, it was not as strong as this one.
She wondered, why did she make a fuss? Why do you say move out? Why do you have to find it clear?
But she felt that she was not wrong, ambiguous, and wrong.
For her, for him, for them, for feelings, it is an irresponsible behavior.
She really doesn't want to owe him love, and the hardest thing to repay is love debt.
In why? Because, however, but...... In this series of cause and effect, she was struggling, always trying to struggle out, but there was always something to drag her back, and in the infinite struggle, her steps never moved half a minute.
Lu Xianting's face was gloomy along the way, except for the elevator back to his home, and skillfully found the wine treasured in the wine cabinet.
At the moment, he just wants to get drunk. It is said that a drunk relieves a thousand sorrows.
He also didn't understand why Shang Jinfei kept keeping him out, obviously having him in her heart, but she always refused to accept him.
He loves really carefully, he can peel off his heart and show her if it's just her inside.
He said that he would not make any changes for her, but he also kept his own board size, and after a few months, he also had long hair.
He said he wouldn't do anything for her, but she didn't like to smoke, so he stopped smoking.
He didn't understand why she was running away from him.
Here, she lived for months, the air was full of her scent, everywhere there were traces of her life, there were her shoes in the shoe closet, her clothes in the closet, cups she used, beds she slept in.
Here he felt like he was wrapped in her.
It was also here that she said she was going to fight alongside him.
It's her, it's all her, in her head, in her heart, in the world, it all belongs to her.
But she, don't!
The wine is bitter like never before.
The last time I bought drunk, it was also for her. His tears were all given to her, and the fall was all for her.
When he was killed and imprisoned, he was not sad, when his father fell ill, he never flinched, and when the Lu family was in danger, he was not afraid.
Just a her, he experienced everything. Sweet and sour, everything.
It's clear that I'm tired every day, but I have to stay happy in front of him and make her happy.
Falling in love with her has suffered from gains and losses, but he has never regretted it. It's just that he loves him clearly, why should he run away from his heart?
Tears slid down, like a layer of mist, looking at the display cabinet with all kinds of supplies, he rushed over and swept them all to the ground.
The table was lifted, the TV was smashed, the stool was broken, and whatever was at hand, he broke it and vented his emotions.