She didn't know where to flee, it was just instinctive. But gradually, she found that the situation around her was not right, she entered a white and empty place, front and back, left and right, up and down, it was a place with no coordinates and no limits. Even people seem to be floating. The horse, but long gone.

Then, an old woman appeared in front of her, who seemed to be smiling. Seeing the mean and 'gloomy' face of the old 'woman', all of a sudden, the things that I had forgotten since I crossed over clearly came to mind.

She is an unconventional writer who writes some beautiful love stories. Despite her unhappy life, her parents are divorced and like enemies; Despite the fact that her friend's marriage hit the rocks, the painful component; Although her relatives suffered from the defeat of the junior, the family broke up; Although she was not in love well and was abandoned by her boyfriend; But she always firmly believes that true love is invincible. firmly believe that there must be the best love in the world, but some people are unfortunate and do not find it. Even if you die without happy love in this life, it will only add a poignant. Why be pessimistic? Why not believe in love?

For this reason, this point of view runs through her middle and conveys this message of sincere hope.

However, one day, when she was bored and told the moon the idea of a new romance, the old 'woman' appeared. She said that she was resentful of the old man, and she came to the lower realm just to educate her, a mortal, to understand a truth, that there is no real love in this world at all.

At first, I mistakenly heard that this old 'woman' was Yue Lao, but later I realized that this old 'woman' was the embodiment of the resentment of the world's 'woman'. The old man is in charge of the lovers in the world, but the old man is in charge of the world's resentful couples. And the old man also proudly said that she has many more resentful couples than the old man. Because the ten best men in the world are good 'lust' and forget their righteousness, and they think differently, while most of the 'women' love vanity and can't share honor and disgrace. Therefore, the good couple will also become a resentful couple under the effect of time. Marriage in the world, nothing more than that. The so-called feelings are just jokes to deceive themselves, and after a long time, they will fall into mud.

And Ruchu, because she was too optimistic and resolutely did not believe in the views of the old man, angered her, and was thrown into the torrent of time by her, replacing the original Hu Ruchu, the soul of General Wang's 'daughter'.

It was only because she was optimistic and hopeful no matter what the predicament she was in that she suffered this sin!

"You've experienced it yourself, and you finally understand, right?" The resentful old man sneered, "What sea vows, what sweet words, and what heartfelt oaths are all fake." You get the idea, right? You feel it, right? Where does love come from in this world! ”

As before, she was prostrate on the ground, silent, because her heart was broken and she could no longer stitch it up.

yes, it's time to wake up.

……

When he first woke up, he found himself lying in front of the computer. Looking around, I realized that she had indeed traveled back to modern times. Looking at the time again, it was only a minute away from before she crossed over. It turned out that she spent almost half of her life in the Ming Dynasty and exhausted all her enthusiasm, but in modern times, it was just a moment for her.

But her heart changed. No longer optimistic. I no longer believe in the invincibility of true love. Or, she should write something realistic, about the most real, pitiful, dirty, dark things in life. No more readers should not be given a beautiful dream, because dreams will eventually wake up.

She locked herself in her room for days, experiencing the pain of waking up. Then, she began to suspect that the experience of the wind 'flower' Xueyue and Jin Ge Iron Horse was just a dream. But when she was unwell and went to the hospital to find out that she was pregnant, she cried.

Not a dream, not a dream! She finally had a baby.

Before the crossing, she had been empty for a long time, and she had never had a man. And now, she has a strong feeling that this child is Xiaoguang! It's just that she is obviously a soul crossing, why is there this belated baby in the real body?

But in any case, since having this child, her state of mind has changed. I used to be so heartbroken that I didn't even want to think of that person, but now I suddenly want to see him, because I know that I can't see him, so I go to the Internet to check his information, and I think it's good to look at the comments of history on his life.

But what surprised her was that history had changed! Not a big historical plot, but small historical details.

I remember that he married three concubines in a row at the age of 36 to 40, and I remember that he was abandoned by his original partner when he was old, and died of poverty. But now, history records that he lost his wife in middle age, had no children in his life, and never remarried, and a generation of heroes ended up lonely and old, leaving behind a lot of emotional poems about missing his wife.

It turns out that ah! He never betrayed her! True love exists! Otherwise, why did he end up like that? What is the misunderstanding? What has changed, right? But how is she going to turn back? Xiaoguang is so pitiful, how can she save him? Also, Yan Shifan's ending has not changed, he ended up miserable, and after his death, he was eaten by the enemy with his big 'legs' and 'meat'!

Oh, my God! What did she do! What did she do?

It turns out that she is the betrayer, and she is also the traitor! She suddenly remembered what Master Yunyou had said on her wedding night, to trust absolutely. But she didn't. She wanted to save Yan Shifan, who did all kinds of evil, but had no regrets about her, but she ran away selfishly and still didn't do it.

Not only them, but also those who are not recorded in history...... Father, Brother Xuhai...... She never gave them an 'answer'. Why is she so 'selfish' stupid, why does she hurt so many people who love her!

"Resentful old man! Resentful old man! You come out! She shouted at the moon, "You are a god, but you lied to me." Xiaoguang didn't betray me, you lost, there is true love in this world. But you play 'tricks', you lie to me! You know, but you lied to me! You come out for me. ”

She shouted hoarsely, she shouted exhausted, and then she cried and fell asleep, and in a dream she saw an old man with a white beard, and she heard clearly, this time, it was the real old moon who came to her.

"Help me get back! I'm going back! Since you are the old moon, since you can also lead the line of marriage, then this marriage across time and space has been formed, please tie it up again! ”

"Thank you for letting the resentful old man understand that there is love in the world." Yue Lao said, "It's just that historical reality does not allow for big changes, you travel back to ancient times, and you must have the same person travel back to replace you." You actually exchanged souls with Daming Hu Ruchu before, and now if you want to go back, she has to be willing to come back. ”

"Isn't she dying early according to the changed history?" Ruchu was anxious and wondered, "And why do I live and get married in Daming, but my body has a baby?" ”

"The 'flesh' body is only the skin, and the soul is the master. You travel through time and space, and there are babies over there, they are human and not yet formed, and they naturally follow you, and they end up on the body here. Therefore, only if Daming Hu Ruchu is willing to exchange souls with you, it is not enough, and there must be two other people who are willing to move the 'flesh' body together, so that the baby can return to the body of the skin. And Daming Hu Ruchu is not dead, she lived well here when she occupied your 'flesh' body, but she saw the original history and was unwilling to be with Qi Jiguang. When she returned, it was time for you to flee on horseback, so she took the opportunity to hide. Now except for the immortals, I'm afraid no one can find her. ”

It turns out that "she" is missing, which can be regarded as a declaration of 'sexual' death.