And after Chu Mu went down to court, he dealt with some recent things in the military department, and then handed over his resignation in a short time.

At this time, when the emperor just received this resignation, he couldn't believe it, because he felt that this person had done a good job in this military department, and the military department was different from other departments in Dayu, as long as you did well, you would definitely be promoted.

At the beginning, when the emperor saw this person, he felt that he must be going up, and he was a little puzzled after suddenly seeing this.

Then soon after, Gu Meng and Chu Ying were called to discuss this matter.

Chu Ying already knew this, not to mention Gu Meng, as soon as the two of them came over, they would agree!

Then there was nothing else to say, which made the emperor even more flustered at this moment, and he felt that his two right-hand men had never seen the world, and such a good person actually agreed to the resignation of others.

At this time, the emperor suddenly remembered something, and he immediately asked: "I remember, this Jiang Lin Aiqing, does he have no wife, so his heart is floating!" ”

The two people who heard this sentence were as if they had been beaten, and then Chu Ying at this time said directly, "Jiang Lin, Chu Mu of my family is a natural pair, so don't worry about it." ”

As soon as these words came out, the emperor looked at Chu Ying and said directly: "Since they are already quasi-sons-in-law, do you want your daughter to marry an ordinary person, you are the protector of the country!" ”

When Chu Ying didn't know what to say, this Gu Meng took a look at this Chu Ying, anyway, it was impossible for Chu Mu to come back today.

After all, everyone knows the result of this matter if it is lost, so Gu Meng said directly: "Actually, Lord Protector, I have never told you that this Chu Mu and Jiang Lin are in conflict now, just because this Jiang Lin doesn't want to live here!" ”

When Gu Meng said this, he was very worried, whether Chu Ying's brain could keep up with his own thinking, if he said this, he came directly from his side, what do you say.

But at this time, Chu Ying suddenly felt a lot smarter, and he immediately became very angry and stood up all of a sudden.

Suddenly, he slapped the table and said to this Gu Meng: "That person actually dares to dump my Chu Mu, my family Chu Mu has been raised by me since he was a child, this person actually dares to say that he doesn't want my daughter, it's impossible!" ”

Gu Meng immediately picked it up, pretending that you don't want to be like this, it's better to let the children solve the problems of other people's feelings by themselves, and we still don't want to participate.

Then Chu Ying walked up along the topic, he walked over, suddenly became very sad, and then took the emperor's hand and said, "Look at the children now, we don't need to take care of them!" ”

After finishing speaking, this emperor saw this Chu Ying crying for the first time, and when he cried so much, he even felt a little distressed about his minister, so he pulled him to comfort him a few words.

Then as he spoke, everyone forgot about Chu Mu's departure at the beginning, and then Gu Meng deliberately didn't mention this topic all the time, never mentioning it, this emperor has not had a very good memory after he was sick last time, so if you don't talk about this topic, she may not talk about it.

After this matter was finished, Gu Meng and this Chu Ying felt like a big stone in their hearts had been put down, and finally this matter was over.

When I got home, I saw this Chu Mu doing things with his aunt, this Chu You was cooking medicine for this Chu Mu every day, and Chu Mu's body was getting better and better, but the strength of his body was still not decreasing, which was what Chu You felt most upset about.

I used a lot of methods, but I just couldn't get it.

She felt sorry for this Chu Mu, but Chu Mu didn't say a word, Chu Mu's appearance was very calm, she was very relaxed about her current self, even if she became something, she didn't care anymore.

And what gave her the greatest confidence was not that someone else was actually Gu Yan, she didn't feel this way before, but suddenly one day she had a dream.

When I was in my dream, I heard Gu Yan call Chu Mu to himself who was still dressed as Qi at the time, and his eyes were full of love.

is such a dream, and this Gu Yan, who has never left now, has made his heart a little more stable, at least not so uncomfortable.

And every time he saw this Gu Yan, he always had that look, and he never changed this is the most important thing for him. His aunt and father are people who have always been by their side since they were children, so they naturally love themselves.

However, when there was the affirmation of others, she was not so worried in her heart, and after she had no worries about work, she didn't have anything to do, so she followed Chu You and the two of them to cook.

I have been learning when I was cooking, and the two of them were talking and laughing, and it was at this time that I saw Chu Ying, who had already entered the house.

Chu Ying changed his clothes, and still went to practice boxing for a while according to his previous habit, and then came over, this is his habit for so many years, and he will never forget it at any time, even when he goes to war, he has to find an opportunity to practice this.

After Chu Mu watched his father pass, he followed him, in fact, he had a few words he wanted to say to his father.

I didn't have a chance to talk about it before, but just now, I suddenly remembered this question and wanted to tell my father.

When he came over, he saw Chu Ying still squatting on his small wooden table, and then when he wanted to make a move, he saw Chu Mu, at this time, of course, his daughter was more important than his own fist, so he immediately called this Chu Mu over.

Chu Mu walked over with a smile, and then the two of them talked, in fact, Chu Mu always knew that this Chu Ying was more or less curious about his affairs in Anchu, but his state was not very good at that time, even if he was curious, he didn't have the courage to come over and ask about it.

Therefore, after Chu Mu thought about it today, he thought that since this Chu Ying didn't dare to come over and ask, then he would go over and say it himself, it would be better than when he was always cautious when facing him.

When she said it, she didn't want to face it at first, because at that time, as a general, although she had to kill people when she went to battle and kill the enemy, but in hindsight, she was still afraid of that feeling.

It's just that after being on the battlefield, he won't feel anything, and the big reason why Chu Ying didn't dare to ask himself was that he was worried about remembering those things before, and then making himself feel bad.

Because of that Gu worm, her emotions would actually be affected by these things, and after thinking about it for a long time, she suddenly passed this hurdle by herself.

Thinking about it, he took advantage of the fact that he was in a good state now, and he told this Chu Ying by himself.

The two chatted for a long time, and Chu Mu almost told this Chu Ying why he went to war at that time, as well as everything about this An Chu.

Chu Ying's face was not very good, but Chu Mu knew that he would not blame himself, he must blame those people who were An Chu, after all, he was also deceived, and when he finished talking about everything, he saw Chu Ying at this time, "Fortunately!" Thankfully, you're back now, and I've always had one thing I haven't told you, and now I'm going to tell you about it! ”

With that, he walked straight down and didn't sit down on his small table.

"When you weren't born, one day your mother asked me, saying that you would like to be a boy or a girl, and I told your mother very firmly, I hope to be a girl, it's not that I don't like boys, it's just that I've been on the battlefield since I was a child, and I've seen through too many things, and it's true that as a general, I have a way of being admired, but ...... Accustomed to life and death, do you understand that kind of despair? ”

said that she was uncomfortable, and Chu Mu at this time could be regarded as understanding this feeling, in the past, she really just felt that her father was very strong and was the one who protected the safety of the entire Da Yu.

But now I understand that in fact, to protect the safety of a country is to use other people's lives to ensure this thing, which is not a very comfortable feeling, and even has a feeling that you are harming others, some people say that when you become a general, you understand that life and death are just that, but you will be more afraid of death than others.

Because a general's death will not look good, not because he is afraid of his own death, but because he is afraid that he has given up his life, and in the end it is the countrymen he protects who kills him, which is fatal for every general.

"I already understand your feelings now, although I really want to make a contribution, but not now!"

And at this time, Chu Ying smiled and said to Chu Mu: "I have always wanted you to live comfortably in those so-called dangers, let me help you carry them, I want you to be well, and then your mother is also happy, but I understand that in fact, you still have a better world in your heart, right?" ”

Chu Mu was suddenly a little dumbfounded by her father's words, it is true that she doesn't want to fight anymore, what she wants is the unification of the world, and it is good to belong to a country, and then there will be no such so-called battles.

And the most important thing to do before the reunification of the world is war, but she feels that this war is very necessary, and she will not resist this thing.

It just needs a chance, a chance for her to take the lead.

Therefore, sometimes when I think of this, I think of Gu Yan, this is the only person who can contribute to this matter for himself.

However, now I just have a little sense of security about this person, but I don't like it very much, it's for this reason, in fact, I still don't want to tell this Gu Yan about this matter, if I like it one day, I will say this idea of myself.

Because of this matter, Da Yu actually felt like he was rebelling, Chu Ying at this time fully understood her feelings, and he was not afraid to tell him everything, because this was his father, and even this Chu You actually had a little understanding of his thoughts.

I've never worried about it.

And the reason why I don't dare to say this Gu Yan now is because I haven't been sure whether this person can go all the way to the end with him.

This is a difficult question, all people can't make a guarantee for a love, after all, the feeling for a person comes quickly, and it can go quickly.

She never believed that that kind of relationship could last forever, if it couldn't last forever, why bother to start again, this was the most unbelievable and acceptable part of her feelings for Gu Yan.

However, that sense of security is getting stronger and stronger, and his sense of trust in Gu Yan is also very strong, but I don't know why I still haven't overcome my own view of feelings in my heart, although the relationship of my parents is very good, but after all, since I was born, I haven't seen my parents much, and I don't know how they get along, and all I see are those mixed ministers.

I haven't seen the kind of infatuation that one person has for another, so there are many aspects that I don't know very well, so I really don't dare to take a step forward for the point of feelings, and I feel that what if I am hurt.

I am very bold in fighting and killing people, but my courage in terms of feelings is really small.

I didn't dare to take a step forward, and even felt that if I stepped forward, I would definitely fail, but this failure also made my psychology feel that I couldn't give up.

At this time, this Chu Ying looked at her and said: "You and your mother are the same type of people, but your mother has not had time to realize it, if you really want to do it, your father will support you, after all, if I don't support you, who else can there!" ”

After hearing these words, Chu Mu's psychology was simply very warm, in fact, if the person he met was like his father, he would really think about it, but he didn't know how far this Gu Yan could persist.

Just as he was talking, this Gu Yan actually came, and this time he found a reason to say that he came to see Lu Sheng, and he was looking for this Lu Sheng for something.

As a result, Lu Sheng was not there at all, so he directly followed the servant's hand to find Chu Mu.

"Ah, I originally wanted to come to find this Lusheng, the last time he came to my house to pull down something, and then I didn't have time to return it to him, but when I think about it today, I think that he must often come to this Protector's mansion, so I came to send it over!"

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